unique lover

The shooting of the film took more than three months, and Lin Chu stayed on the set for more than half a month. During these half months, he never saw Song Jingyan once.

Lin Chu felt that he didn't have to hide so far away, even if Song Jingyan was standing next to him, he wouldn't take another look at him.This is very good, to be able to do this, it seems that I really let go.

Today is Su Yi's death day. He went to visit Su Yi in the cemetery. The environment here is quiet and located on the hillside. Those who mourned.

Since Su Yi left, Lin Chu felt that he had become less talkative. In the past, he could talk to Su Yi about any problems between him and Song Jingyan, but now there is only one person who is slowly digesting it. I wonder if it is because he is getting older. Long, he felt that it was getting more and more difficult to accept another person, not only love, but also friendship. He could never find a good friend like Su Yi, who could talk about everything together. He used to think that only Su Yi One person is enough, and now he realizes that it is very dangerous to bet all his feelings on one person, because the only one left may be himself.

He came to Su Yi's tombstone, the photo was covered with dust, Lin Chu wiped it off, and the clear and bright Su Yi appeared in front of him again, he chose this photo, Su Yi at that time was somewhat happy of the day.

For so many years, whenever he thinks of Su Yi, Lin Chu always feels a sense of guilt. He thinks that if he spends more time with Su Yi when he is depressed, he may be able to save his life and prevent him from despairing on the 27th floor. jump off the tall building.

He put the flowers in front of the tombstone and looked around. Compared with the nearby places, it was obvious that Su Yi's tomb had been cleaned by someone. Lin Chu couldn't think of anyone else who would miss Su Yi besides him.

"Su Yi, I'm back, I miss you, old friend, I have a lot to say to you, but I don't know where to start, Song Jingyan and I are separated, do you think I did the right thing?"

"I think it seems to be right, and it doesn't seem to be right, but no one can tell me or give me advice, Su Yi, if you are by my side, you will definitely tell me."

Lin Chu recalled that Su Yi once said to him, "Don't let those ignorant people interfere with your thoughts, they won't bring you happiness, you have to fight for happiness by yourself."

"Sometimes I think it's worth it, but sometimes I feel very wronged. I can be happy with him." Lin Chu couldn't help but choked up and couldn't speak.

"It's over, it's over, no matter how much you love, you have to say goodbye. There are already other people around him, and my existence doesn't mean much."

Lin Chu stayed for a while and then left. He wanted to go forward, looking at the area ahead, he remembered that Uncle Song was buried there, Su Yi's cemetery was chosen by Song Jingyan, he and Song Jingyan had visited Uncle Song, But now he dare not go, he is afraid that Uncle Song will scold him, scold him for being with Song Jingyan and ruin their Song family.

He stood at the same spot and looked down the mountain. There was a man in black clothes cleaning in front of Su Yi's tombstone. Lin Chu had never seen this person before. He wondered if he often cleaned Su Yi's tomb, so he walked back Thank that person face to face, walk up to that person, and say, "Hello, are you Su Yi's friend?"

"Oh, I'm not, I'm a staff member here."

"Oh, thanks for helping my friend clean up here."

"You don't have to thank me. Mr. Song asked me to clean up Mr. Su after cleaning his father every day."

"Mr. Song?" Lin Chu was surprised.

"correct."

Lin Chu stayed where he was. Apart from Song Jingyan, he couldn't think of a friend who would help Mr. Song take care of him. He smiled wryly. Shouldn't Song Jingyan hate him?

He stopped where he was, the corners of his eyes were a little sour, Song Jingyan shouldn't have done this, he should hate him, so that he wouldn't feel uneasy.

But this person is always like this, touching the ground where he can't see, not only likes to take care of him, but also likes to take care of the people around him.