two people, forever

How could the emotional hurt disappear invisible.

In order to prevent himself from masturbating by thinking about Chen Kaiwen every night, Guan Long started to work hard during the day and exhausted himself every day, so that he could fall asleep as soon as possible in the extreme exhaustion and sleepiness at night.

110 habits

When Guan Long finished washing and walked out of the bedroom, he habitually took a deep breath, but he could no longer smell the smell of breakfast wafting from the kitchen.

Guan Long walked into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator, which contained the milk that Chen Kaiwen bought before leaving, but there was only the last box left.What are we going to do for breakfast tomorrow! ?Otherwise, go to the supermarket and buy another box according to this packaging.The milk that Chen Kaiwen bought was just a popular brand that can be seen everywhere, and the taste was not much different from other brands of milk, but Guan Long was used to drinking it and didn't want to change it.

You just need to stand in the kitchen and drink a glass of milk, but Guan Long walked to the dining table and sat down as usual, holding the glass and staring at the empty chair across the table, lost his mind in a daze.

Today is Saturday, and Guan Long doesn't have any invitations.When Guan Long wanted to relax, he was extremely busy, but now when he really wanted to indulge in his busy work to ignore and forget someone, he was free again.

For Guan Long, the most difficult thing is not how to pass the time, even if he just sits on the sofa without moving, the time can pass by little by little.But what about lunch! ?In the past week, Guan Long has eaten all kinds of "food", including delicacies from mountains and seas, delicacies that he had eaten with Wu Lin before, and classic snacks highly recommended by others, but none of them can meet Guan Long's taste .Guan Long wants to drink the crucian carp soup stewed by Chen Kaiwen, Guan Long wants to drink the glutinous rice porridge cooked by Chen Kaiwen, Guan Long wants to eat the home-cooked dishes cooked by Chen Kaiwen... The more he thinks about the "food" in front of him, the harder it is to swallow. But Long couldn't control himself from thinking about it.

Guan Long thought about it for a long time and didn't know how to solve the lunch problem. Going out to eat is just tossing his stomach. It's better to go to the market to buy some vegetables and cook for himself. Although his cooking skills are not as good as Chen Kaiwen's, what can his stomach say You won't dislike the food you cook.

"Auntie, how do you sell these vegetables!?" Guan Long drove to the vegetable market. Although he often came to buy vegetables with Chen Kaiwen before, but with Chen Kaiwen at that time, Guan Long never worried about which ones sell fresh vegetables and which ones The price is fair and not deceitful, so Guan Long still has no experience in grocery shopping, so he just randomly selected one, and casually pointed to the vegetables that looked more pleasing to the eye.

"Three yuan and five pounds, where's Kevin!?" Guan Long really happened to be, this happened to be the stall where Chen Kaiwen often came to buy vegetables before.The middle-aged woman selling vegetables was talking to Guan Long, but her eyes kept looking behind Guan Long.

"Ah!?" Guan Long couldn't have imagined that the middle-aged woman who sells vegetables would know Chen Kaiwen, and he was stunned for a moment when he didn't respond to the question.

"Kevin didn't come with you!? I used to see that Kevin often came to buy vegetables alone, why did you come by yourself today!?" The middle-aged woman looked for a long time to make sure that there was no one behind Guan Long, and she looked back in dismay. Obviously, middle-aged women prefer to see Chen Kaiwen shopping for vegetables than Guan Long.

"He has something to do. I want these, please help me weigh them." Guan Long felt that there was no need to explain too much to the stranger, so he casually picked up some vegetables and handed them to the middle-aged woman.

"For Kevin's sake, I'll give you three yuan a catty. By the way, next time the two of you go shopping together, you can also mention it for Kevin. Kevin is so skinny, so you should mention it. There are too many things, and you can walk unsteadily, if you don’t feel sorry for me, I feel sorry for you.” The middle-aged woman babbled about Guan Long while weighing the dishes.

"Oh." Guan Long took the dish and paid for it.The middle-aged woman's words made Guan Long feel a little uncomfortable, did he really go too far! ?Things that others have noticed, but I have never noticed.

111 Shadow

Mr. Guan, Mr. Guan..." Guan Long was wandering around the market after buying vegetables, trying to buy something else, but suddenly heard a shout from behind.

"Is there something wrong!?" Guan Long turned around and saw that it was the fishmonger who brought Chen Kaiwen to his house to buy fish, and walked over politely.

"Fresh crucian carp arrived today, Mr. Guan, let's buy a fish! Why didn't you see Mr. Chen come with you!?" The fishmonger warmly greeted Guan Long, and asked casually when he saw Guan Long alone.

"He has something to do." Guan Long had no choice but to answer again, but there were no well-known hawkers in the vegetable market, but they asked Chen Kaiwen one after another. Guan Long never knew that Chen Kaiwen was so popular.When Chen Kaiwen was working in Guan's before, one was the high-ranking general manager, and the other was an ordinary employee. Guan Long was afraid that the relationship between the two of them would be known by the company's employees, so how could he ask too much about Chen Kaiwen's affairs? .It's not that Guan Long doesn't know, it's just that he has never cared about it.

"Since Mr. Chen didn't come, I'll pick one for you. What do you think of this one!? Mr. Guan, don't worry, I don't dare to sell it to you now. You take it home to Mr. Chen See if he will be satisfied." Because Chen Kaiwen often came to buy fish, the fishmonger felt that Guan Long would definitely buy it, so he didn't wait for Guan Long to say whether he would buy it or not, so he helped him choose the fish.Seeing the hesitation on Guan Long's face, the fishmonger thought he was concerned about the tricks and abductions he had done before, so he smiled embarrassedly.

"I... I'm not very good at cooking fish." Guan Long's hesitation was entirely because Chen Kaiwen had already left, and he couldn't cook it himself, so why buy a fish and go home.

"With Mr. Chen here, you still need to do it. Seeing that Mr. Chen is so good at buying fish, you can guess that he will definitely be able to cook fish. Mr. Guan, you are really a blessing. The fish is weighed, 11 yuan and five, don't worry There is absolutely no extra penny, if you don’t believe me, go home and ask Mr. Chen..." The fishmonger kept nagging while weighing the fish.

"I still need to buy other things, so I'm leaving first." Guan Long interrupted the fishmonger, took the fish, paid for it, and left in a hurry.Guan Long really didn't want to hear the fishmonger say something about Mr. Chen and say something about Mr. Chen.Guan Long tried his best to forget and ignore Chen Kaiwen's various influences on him this week, but he didn't expect that he just came to the market to buy vegetables, but Chen Kaiwen's shadow was everywhere.

Guan Long was not in the mood to continue shopping anymore, and prepared to go home with the vegetables and fish he had bought.Vegetables can be fried casually, but how to cook fish! ?It must be difficult to swallow with my own culinary skills, but since I bought it, I have to throw it away! ?

"Guan Long!?" Just as Guan Long was worrying about what to do with the fish he bought, he heard someone calling his name behind him.Guan Long wondered who this is, and asked again, "Why didn't Chen Kaiwen come with you?"

"You are..." Guan Long turned around and saw two men standing next to each other holding hands. They looked familiar, but couldn't remember where they met.

"I'm Chen Kaiwen's classmate, Xing Ye, and this is my husband, Ji Feng. We met last time in the market, but you are the only one today, why didn't Kevin come with you!?" Xing Ye said carelessly. Introduction, shook his head and looked around Guan Long.

"He has something to do." Guan Long had to say this sentence for the third time.Guan Long remembered that this was an old classmate he met when he was pretending to be Chen Kaiwen's boyfriend. Seeing the two people on the opposite side still holding hands tightly, and thinking of the current situation between himself and Chen Kaiwen, Guan Long felt very uncomfortable.

"You go home and talk to Kevin, and when he has time, call me and come out to get together. You guys are going to cook fish at noon, and I'm going to go home and let my husband cook delicious food, BYEBYE." Xingye laughed when he saw the fish in Guan Long's hand, waved goodbye, and then pulled Ji Feng beside him to leave.

Guan Long didn't stay any longer, and quickly walked out of the market and drove home. At least he would be alone when he got home, so he wouldn't hear the name Chen Kaiwen mentioned again.

112 The truth

After Guan Long returned home, he just fried vegetables and put the fish in the refrigerator to freeze.Relying on the poor experience he had accumulated in cooking for Wu Lin before, Guan Long barely cooked a meal.Although the taste is really not very good, but after all, it is made by oneself, and it is psychologically easier to accept than the unappetizing "food" outside.

When Chen Kaiwen was there before, Guan Long put down his chopsticks after eating, stood up and went to the living room to watch TV. He didn't even touch the edge of cleaning the dishes and cleaning the kitchen.But now only Guan Long himself was left, and after making do with filling his stomach, cleaning the dining table became a problem.

Guan Long's cooking was not as clean as Chen Kaiwen's, and he made a mess in the kitchen, making cleaning up much more troublesome than usual.The work is not too tiring, but it requires carefulness and patience. It is not enough to just wash the dishes. It has to be cleaned here and there, and Guan Long is so busy that he is sweating profusely. Guan Long had never worked so hard when talking about hundreds of millions of contracts.

Guan Long had been busy for a long time before finishing cleaning. Looking up at the clock on the wall, it took longer to clean up the kitchen than to eat a meal.It won't be long before I start preparing dinner again, and I have to clean up after eating.But it's better to be busy like this, even if it's just a simple and meaningless thing like cooking and cleaning the kitchen, at least Guan Long won't have much free time to sit on the sofa in a daze, and can't help but think about being mentioned by others today. The man whose name is repeated many times.

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