Doctor born again I am sick

Putting down the bowls and chopsticks, he persuaded Shen Yixuan, "Xiaoxuan, it's been more than four years...you..."

"Mom," Shen Yixuan interrupted Chu's mother, "let's eat."

This is not the first time that such a topic has come up. In the past, it was okay for Chu's mother to sigh, but today, for some reason, she is extremely persistent.

"Xiaoxuan, listen to your mother saying that you are a good boy. Both your father and I can see your feelings for Zhezhe, but you can't be resurrected after death. If you consume yourself like this, Zhezhe will see it in the spirit of heaven." I'm not at ease. Listen to my mother's advice, don't torture yourself like this, okay?"

Chu's mother choked up a little while talking, and she always had complicated feelings towards Shen Yixuan.

The first time I saw this child was Chu Zhe's freshman year.The first time I saw this child, I actually fell in love with him. Although he looked deserted, he still had the necessary etiquette and training. He could be seen as a child of a good family.And she is much more sensible and stable than her own son, so she still approves of her son making this friend.

Afterwards, she slowly began to notice that something was wrong with the two children, but because she didn't clearly see any behavior that was too out of line between the two, she couldn't say anything clearly.It's just that he was a little alienated from Shen Yixuan at the beginning, and his eyes also changed from admiration to disgust, and the conversation with Chu Zhe inevitably meant that he would have less contact with Shen Yixuan in the future.

From then on, Shen Yixuan also seemed to know that he was not well received by her, so gradually he seldom appeared in the Chu family again.

Until one day when she was lamenting that Shen Yixuan was a child who could see people's eyes and almost never showed up again, Chu Zhe suddenly ran in front of her and his father, and said shamelessly that he liked Shen Yixuan and wanted to spend the rest of his life with him, and wanted them to be happy. ...

She couldn't remember what was going through her head at that time, it seemed to be blank, and it seemed to be in chaos, fulfilled?To make my son like a man?To complete the Chu family's offspring and grandchildren?Perfect for a male daughter-in-law to call her mother?Then who will fulfill their wish for three generations to share a family relationship?

She was almost mad with anger at that time, wishing she could immediately pull out Shen Yixuan and tear her skin apart, but even that seemed like she couldn't vent the anger in her heart.And Chu Zhe's father even slapped Chu Zhe to the ground with a slap. Naturally, a person who has been a soldier has such strong hands that he doesn't need to describe it.Chu Zhe was knocked out at that time, and then his father put him in confinement and confiscated all communication tools.

Both she and his father thought that as long as Chu Zhe was locked up, there would be a day when they would give up.As for Shen Yixuan, no matter how thick-skinned he is, he would not dare to come to Chu's house alone to make trouble.Sure enough, in the first few days, Chu Zhe made a lot of trouble at home, and even went on a hunger strike to resist.However, there was no movement from Shen Yixuan's side. They even laughed at Chu Zhe, look, the person you said will live forever doesn't care about whether you live or die.

But they were wrong, Shen Yixuan came, but he didn't make trouble, nor did he ask for their forgiveness or fulfillment.even the door

He didn't knock, just knelt in the yard, where he could see Chu Zhe's room when he looked up, kneeling straight, as if to declare his indomitable spirit.

She thought about going out and slapping him hard, but she couldn't, it was someone else's child, she could only watch coldly, watching the cold boy knelt there persistently, even at this time midsummer.

Chu Zhe's window was sealed, he could only lean against the window and see Shen Yixuan on the ground, but he couldn't talk to him.Shen Yixuan raised his head and smiled at him, then wrote five words on the ground with a stone - eat, I am here.

I have to say that she was moved, Shen Yixuan knelt outside the house without begging for her forgiveness, for her fulfillment, or for her to see Chu Zhe, but just wrote these five words to Chu Zhe, just to make him eat.She suddenly felt that this was too cruel to the two children.

She clearly remembered that there was a clear mournful cry from Chu Zhe's room, which was depressing and painful.She felt distressed, but she knew that she must not soften her heart. If she retreated, the lives of these two children would be ruined.

The food delivered to Chu Zhe's room that day was completely eaten, while Shen Yixuan kept kneeling outside the room.Chu Zhe breathed out and wrote the word "return" on the window. Shen Yixuan just shook his head when he saw it, and still knelt firmly, and then slowly softened his back from the beginning of writing, and finally passed out on the ground.

At this time, no matter what kind of deep hatred, it can no longer be ignored.At the moment when Shen Yixuan fell down, she felt that a certain belief that she had been holding on to in her heart collapsed. She remembered that when she saw her husband lift Shen Yixuan up from the ground, Shen Yixuan's whole body was already wet as if he had been fished out of the water. His face was even paler, as if he hadn't breathed.

She was scared out of her wits, and accompanied her husband to send Shen Yixuan to the hospital.After the rescue, the doctor told the child that he was seriously dehydrated, and that if he came a step later, his life would be in danger.

She didn't know what else to say, Shen Yixuan might risk her life for her son, what else could she say?What else could she use to stop it?She looked at the owner of the house, her husband stood there, looked at Shen Yixuan in the ward, suddenly looked ten years older, and sighed helplessly.

After that, Chu Zhe was released, and stayed by Shen Yixuan's side every step of the way.

At this time, she couldn't say that she accepted Shen Yixuan, she could only say that she had no choice but to no longer oppose them, and she even held the idea that the two of them were just impulsive and one day they would see reality clearly.So when she saw Shen Yixuan, she still couldn't get close and couldn't let go.

Of course Shen Yixuan also knew this, unless necessary, he basically didn't appear in front of them.

What really changed their view of Shen Yixuan was after Chu Zhe was found to have brain cancer.

Shen Yixuan used his actions to let them know clearly that the love between the two of them was not impulsive or ignorant in their youth.It's about being real, loving each other with your soul, your life, and everything you have.

At that time, both she and her husband were overwhelmed by the bad news. It can be said that if Shen Yixuan hadn't been supporting them all the time, they would probably have ended up like this

What a breakdown.

At first, when she saw Shen Yixuan's calm face when he found out that Chu Zhe had cancer, she felt a little resentful. Back then, she said love, wanted to be together, and lived a lifetime.Look, with such an indifferent face, who would believe that he is in love with Chu Zhe.

So she said to Shen Yixuan: "You can't even shed a drop of tears when Zhezhe has such a big event, how can you say you love him! Get lost! I don't want Zhezhe to be sad seeing your indifferent face!"

She still remembers what Shen Yixuan said at that time, even though she didn't understand the meaning of those words at that time.

"Will Chu Zhe be happy if I cry? Auntie, tears don't necessarily flow out for others to see. Only enemies will feel happy when they see each other's tears."

It was only 296 days since Chu Zhe was diagnosed with brain cancer to his death. In less than a year, Shen Yixuan was by his side every day, and his face never showed sadness. It seemed that Chu Zhe just had a cold, as if he believed He will get better one day.

Until Chu Zhe passed away, Shen Yixuan never had any grief of parting, but she finally knew that Shen Yixuan died with Chu Zhe.

In the next few years, Shen Yixuan has been doing Chuzhe's filial piety to them as a son, and Xiaozhe was also proposed by Shen Yixuan for them to adopt.He pushed them out of the abyss of pain step by step, but he stayed in the abyss without hesitation, guarding Chu Zhe who had passed away.

At this time, she had completely regarded Shen Yixuan as her own son, and the previous hatred, obstruction, hatred and dissatisfaction seemed to be just a joke now.Such a good child who could not be cultivated for several lifetimes, but she was so cruel to reject him at the beginning.

So she is still in a complicated mood now, although she has completely shed any grievances with Shen Yixuan and sincerely treats him as her own son, but behind this family relationship there is also regret and guilt that cannot be erased.

She knew that Shen Yixuan would visit Chu Zhe every month, and this affection made her feel even heavier.To be honest, she was very pleased that he could love Chu Zhe so deeply.

But after all, people cannot be resurrected after death, Shen Yixuan tortured herself so almost morbidly, she saw pain in her eyes, she tried to persuade her several times but was perfunctory by Shen Yixuan.At first she thought that Shen Yixuan was stubborn and could not force him, so she could only persuade him a little bit.

After several times of persuasion, I found that Shen Yixuan had already admitted his death, no matter what you said, he just didn't look back.She was anxious and angry but she couldn't blame Shen Yixuan, this time she saw that Shen Yixuan was planning to go there again, she was so anxious that she wanted to pull Shen Yixuan's ears, why didn't this dead child listen to persuasion!

Shen Yixuan looked at Chu's mother helplessly, and then glanced at Fu Yuanhang, indicating that there are outsiders around, so it's not easy to talk about it.

Chu's mother was also taken aback, maybe Fu Yuanhang made her feel too close, subconsciously she didn't treat Fu Yuanhang as an outsider at all.After being reminded by Shen Yixuan, he realized that Fu Yuanhang was someone he had just met after all, and it was really not easy to say this kind of family matter in front of him.So he smiled awkwardly at Fu Yuanhang, "I'm sorry, Xiaohang, Auntie is a little excited

up.Eat fast eat fast. "

Fu Yuanhang agreed with a smile, then lowered his head to pick up the meal, but his heart was full of twists and turns.

Will Shen Yixuan go to worship him tomorrow?Uh, to be honest, it's really awkward to hear other people want to pay homage to me.But having said that, tomorrow shouldn't be his memorial day, right?Although the date is correct, but the month is wrong... Could it be that Shen Yixuan goes to worship him once a month?Thinking of this, Fu Yuanhang's heart inevitably felt a little heavier.

After eating, Shen Yixuan was called into the study by Chu's father, it seemed that he wanted to continue