Chairman's little prince

Chapter 195: The Heart of Bai Feng

Bai Feng always thought he knew what it was like to love someone.

It was as if he had liked Xingzhou since he was in junior high school, and because he liked it, he didn't want to be treated like a child by the other party, so he insisted on calling him by his name directly.

This made him feel that two people are equal, and there is no such thing as a dwarf.

At that time, it was just a hazy love, and like this, it lasted until high school.

He didn't believe that Xingzhou didn't know his feelings, but the other party kept pretending not to know.

When he was in high school, he met a guy who coveted him, and even later, because of his disobedience, his own resistance caused him to die at the hands of that guy.

It's not that Xing Zhou can't save him, but Xing Zhou said that everyone has his own fate, and if he changes it forcibly, it may not be good for him.

He never complained, because Xingzhou treated him very well after he died, took him by his side, and taught him to practice spells.At that time, it was the day when he could really get along with Xingzhou, and he was very satisfied.

I thought that he and Xingzhou would just go on like this. Although the two were separated by yin and yang, as long as Xingzhou wanted to, he could still touch him.This made him feel that he was still alone. When Xing Zhou put his shoulders on him, he wanted to lean on him. For Xing Zhou, there was no doubt that after his death, he became more attached.Because no one else could see him except Xingzhou!

The appearance of Zhan Yunxiao broke the trajectory of his life. The opponent was very powerful, and Xingzhou didn't seem to want to be a real enemy with him. Because of this, he even asked him to sign a life-and-death bond with Lan Yifeng.Among them, Xingzhou even put himself on it, because he said he would help, he would help Lan Yifeng.

Signing a life-and-death servant contract with Lan Yifeng, he was repelled at first, and it was entirely because of Xingzhou's relationship that he would agree.But after that, he knew that Lan Yifeng was a good person, and besides the other party, his cultivation base rose very quickly, and Lan Yifeng never treated him as a servant, but like a younger brother, so he really Accepting Lan Yifeng, he also regards him as his true master.

Later, he knew that Zhan Yunxiao was not a villain either.It was just a little indifferent, but no matter what, except for the first time, Zhan Yunxiao didn't feel sorry for him, and he and Lan Yifeng had signed a life-and-death contract, so he couldn't hide Lan Yifeng's thoughts.Lan Yifeng and Zhan Yunxiao were lovers again, for his own future, he accepted Zhan Yunxiao, and also recognized that powerful man as his second master.

The appearance of Zhan Tong was an accident among accidents, and the birth of that child had nothing to do with him.

But because Zhan Yunxiao didn't like that child very much, and because the other party didn't want that child to be entangled between him and Lan Yifeng all the time, that's why he let him take that child.

It's just a child, he is lonely anyway, so it's okay to take that child, it's just a child.

But he never imagined that the child would grow up so fast.

I watched the other party grow rapidly, followed that child, watched the other party be naughty, watched the other party tease others, and watched everything about the other party.

That child likes Lan Yifeng and himself, so he often lets himself hug...

Just like that, he got used to the existence of that child, and also got used to giving him good aftermath sometimes.

Until then, every time that child grew up too fast, too amazing.

The death of his parents made him almost wrong the child, he felt guilty, and after that, the child stayed by his side even more.During that time, he who lost his parents was really thanks to that child...

But it was also at that time that he discovered that the child's thoughts towards him had changed.

That child actually kissed him!

How surprised he was, that child...how could that child have such thoughts about him!

He was lost, really lost.

Then, unconsciously, he compared that child with Xingzhou.

Obviously he likes Xingzhou, and he has liked Xingzhou for so many years, but how long has that child been with him?What's more, I really treat the other party as a child!

However, when the child really left, he found that he would think about him unconsciously.

Thinking about how the child will be outside, whether life is good, whether he can take good care of himself... Wait, wait, wait!

At that time, he vaguely realized that something was wrong, but at that time, Xingzhou was in constant trouble, so he didn't have much time to think about it.

Until... the group of them entered that different space!

There, the kid was visibly indifferent to him.And he actually found that the child's indifference made him a little sad!

That's right, it's sad!

He had only experienced that kind of sadness in Xingzhou, but it wasn't that deep.After all, apart from not responding to him, Xingzhou didn't hurt him, he just avoided it and pretended not to know. He was a little sad besides being discouraged, but after so many years, he had already gotten used to it.

But Zhan Tong was different, when the child was indifferent to him, he clearly experienced the sadness.

But fortunately, there are many people in the different space, and he and Zhan Tong don't need to have too close contact, which can be said to avoid a certain degree of embarrassment.

No matter what, it seems impossible between the two of them...

Even though, that child was already a teenager at that time.

But... what about himself?In his heart, he should still only think of that child as just a child...

He always thought so until the illusion appeared.

There, because of the special grass, because of the special environment.He didn't expect, he didn't expect that he had a physical relationship with that child!

What happened, his memory is a little blurry, but what he can't forget is the enthusiasm of that child.

Hold yourself as if you can burn yourself.

That kind of enthusiasm, especially the look in the other party's eyes at that time, made him never forget it.

It's so complicated, but it also has the satisfaction of getting what it wants... That made him feel shy unconsciously.

From then on, he knew in his heart that it was impossible for him and that child to remain innocent...

However, he only wants to have a relationship with his child as a child, and he doesn't want to break that relationship or have other new relationships.

So, he said that he hoped it was just a dream.At that time, he really hurt the child, because the child has become more indifferent to him since then...

And he actually found that he couldn't bear the child's indifference!

After that, time and time again, he and the boy who was already a teenager, because of Lan Yifeng's relationship, would always be together.

However, he knew that the boy's heart had changed.

The boy liked him at first, purely, but he pushed him away.He thinks he likes Xingzhou, and he thinks it is impossible between him and the child.

It was a long, long time before he realized that his relationship to a child might be more than a child.

But at that time, that child never said he liked him anymore...

And he still doesn't understand why he has the same thoughts about that child, even more about Xingzhou!

He saw the indifference of the young man when he left not long ago. Is that child getting impatient with him?

When he couldn't speak, he became impatient.

But, he really doesn't know what to say, is this kid here in Xingzhou just for the pearl?

He knew what that bead meant to Xingzhou, but the child wanted it too.

Even, with the help of Zhan Yunxiao, the boy got the bead, but what did the other party want the bead for?

The boy who was no longer a child took the beads and left, looking at him as if it was superfluous, which made his heart ache.

After the boy left, he realized that he hadn't really stopped him.

When Xingzhou's beads were taken, he didn't stop him, and when Xingzhou was injured, he didn't stop him.

Because the child who was already a teenager stopped in front of him.

Because the boy said that if he wanted to save Xingzhou, he had to pass his level, and he...subconsciously didn't want to fight the boy.

It seemed that he vaguely knew that if he made a move, then the boy would give up on him completely.

The boy didn't say anything like that, but he was so sure that as long as he did it, there was no possibility that he would have anything to do with the boy!

And he couldn't do it after he felt that the boy meant something different to him, he couldn't do it.

Taking a deep breath, watching the reaction of the boy leaving from a distance, Bai Feng clenched his fists, and then made a decision.

Maybe this decision is a bit late, but...it's better than doing nothing!

"Where are you going?" Just as Bai Feng was about to act, Xing Zhou's voice suddenly sounded from behind him.

Bai Feng's body froze, and then he turned around very slowly: "I..."

"Are you going to find Zhan Tong?" Xingzhou's expression was dark.

Bai Feng licked his lips, his current state is a semi-spiritual body... and this is due to Lan Yifeng.

"I..." He couldn't answer, because he really wanted to find Zhan Tong.

For a moment, Xingzhou seemed to exude a killing intent, but it was only for a moment, and then he turned around lightly: "Go if you want..." Then, people entered the room.

Bai Feng looked at the back of the other party, paused for a long time, and finally left...

Xingzhou's back looked a little bleak, which made him sad, but it also made the shadow of the boy in his heart more vivid.

So, he's leaving...

For so long, he had ignored his deepest desire.

When the boy lived in his heart, he didn't dare to admit it, not at all.

He even lied to himself that it was an illusion.

Until after time and time again, the feeling became so deep that I couldn't ignore it, and I couldn't even lie to myself...

However, it was too late to admit it at this time.

Because he hurt the boy!It's already hurt, he doesn't know if it can be undone, but he wants to do it.

If he still does nothing now, he thinks he will go crazy!Will!

Although he was sad looking at Xing Zhou's back, it was only sad, not heartache.

It was the regret for his friend, he didn't know when, he let go of the other party.

He didn't know when the other party's position in his heart became a friend.

I don't know when, the image of that boy became so vivid...

But fortunately, he now has a clear distinction and knows who the person in his heart is.

Since childhood, he didn't have many friends around him.Xingzhou has always been very powerful in his eyes. He admires Xingzhou. He worshiped Xingzhou when he was a child.

Later, as he grew older, he took admiration as admiration.

In fact, there is a difference after all. At that time, when he thought he was in love with Xingzhou, what he wanted most was the companionship of Xingzhou.

just for company...

If at that time there was another person who could not let himself be lonely and could protect himself, then he thought he would put such feelings on others, right?

As for Xing Zhou's thoughts, when he is not with the other party, he will not miss them, even if he thinks about them, he will not have the feeling of scratching in his heart, and will not feel uncomfortable.

But that boy was different. When the boy was still a child, after the child kissed him and left, when he thought of that child, he would feel a dull pain in his heart, numbness, and sadness. There will be a feeling of overwhelm.

At that time, I thought it was because I was not used to it, I thought it was because I was not used to being liked by a child, but now that I think about it, it is not true?

Perhaps, since then, he has put the boy in his heart, but he has never dared to admit it.

He knew that without the bead, Xingzhou would be in trouble when he was in danger, but he also knew a little about Xingzhou's family background. The bead was important, but Xingzhou might not have other magic weapons to save his life.

And that boy, did he take the bead because of Zhan Yunxiao's request, or did that kid really need the bead?

He didn't know very well about the purpose of the beads, but Zhan Yunxiao came forward in person, and he was not afraid to tear his face with Xing Zhou... He felt that the matter was not simple.

He was worried about the young man in his heart, he didn't know what the other party was going to do with the bead, he was worried, he didn't know why, he had a bad feeling in his heart.

Therefore, he now has a feeling that he is eager to find the boy and see him urgently.

Finally, looking deeply at the direction of Xingzhou's closed door, Baifeng disappeared in place.

After searching for a full ten hours, I searched all the places the boy might have been to, but there was no trace of the boy.

He couldn't feel the boy's breath, couldn't find the figure of the other party, Bai Feng's eyes became darker and darker, and finally, he turned around and walked towards Lan Yifeng's villa.

In fact, he can directly come to Lan Yifeng's side through a special way, and it only takes a few seconds.

But he wanted to go back to find it again... an instinct, he didn't want to deal with Zhan Yunxiao now... especially now after Xingzhou's beads were taken.

At this time, he asked Zhan Yunxiao where Zhan Tong had gone, and he always felt that the timing was wrong. He didn't want the other party to think that he came here because of Xingzhou.

He was afraid that even if he said it was just for Zhan Tong, the other party wouldn't believe it, and that man didn't look like the kind of person who would trust others casually.

Although they have cooperated several times, but... this time the relationship is more complicated.

However, all the way back, Bai Feng still couldn't find Zhan Tong's whereabouts, so he went to Lan Yifeng's villa as a last resort.

There, Lan Yifeng was in the living room with Zhan Yunxiao, together with Xiao X and Lingyun, the others were gone, and Fei Yeran was not there either.

The first moment Baifeng appeared, Zhan Yunxiao and Lan Yifeng noticed it at the same time.

Lan Yifeng turned his gaze over first, while Zhan Yunxiao sipped his tea without looking over.

"Chairman." Bai Feng called softly.

"Why are you here?" Lan Yifeng looked at Bai Feng and smiled lightly.

That smile made Bai Feng feel as if the other party knew everything and was just waiting for him to speak.

That's right, Lan Yifeng is his master, how could the other party not know what was going on in his heart.It's just that Lan Yifeng has always respected him and will not spy on his psychology, he said, that is respect for him.

And now, his sudden appearance... The other party should know about it, after all, knowing it is just a matter of thought...

But his master obviously didn't intend to speak, and seemed to be waiting for him to speak.But, can he say it?

Apart from the embarrassment, what really made him unable to speak was...Zhan Tong is Zhan Yunxiao's son, and he hadn't sided with Zhan Yunxiao before, so why should he ask the other party to tell him Zhan Yunxiao's whereabouts now?

How could he convince the other party of his intentions for Zhan Tong.

Why does he...

"I..." He opened his mouth nah, Bai Feng couldn't continue, Zhan Yunxiao's indifference to him made him swallow all the words that were difficult to say in the first place.

"Xiao X, the master is a little tired, let's go back to the room." Lingyun is so smart, Bai Feng looks like he can't open his mouth, obviously what he wants to say can't be known by too many people, especially those who don't know him well!

Therefore, he should bid farewell to his apprentice.

Little X blinked his eyes, nodded quickly, and then walked into the room holding the master's arm.

Bai Feng was grateful, but the real reason why he couldn't say it wasn't because of the pair of master and apprentice...

Lan Yifeng smiled lightly, and beckoned Bai Feng to sit down on the sofa.

Bai Feng also wanted to relax himself, so he sat down opposite Lan Yifeng.

"Is it because of Zhan Tong?"

Seeing Bai Feng's hard-to-speak expression, Lan Yifeng finally spoke first.

Bai Feng raised his head abruptly, looked at Lan Yifeng's dark eyes that seemed to be able to absorb people's souls, and nodded gently: "Where is he...?"

"Why do you want to know?" Lan Yifeng didn't answer Bai Feng's question, but asked instead.

Bai Feng pursed his lips, fixedly looked into Lan Yifeng's eyes, and said softly: "I... want to know, I... worry about him, want... want to find him."

Immediately, Lan Yifeng's eyes flickered, and Bai Feng didn't know what the light flashed in his eyes, he couldn't understand it.However, he knew that Lan Yifeng knew where Zhan Tong was, so he bit his lips and begged, "Chairman, can you tell me where Zhan Tong is?"

Lan Yifeng sighed softly: "Zhan Tong is not my son after all, ask Yunxiao."

Or...is this the result...

Bai Feng turned his gaze to Zhan Yunxiao, who was still drinking tea leisurely, without even glancing at him.

I'm at Xingzhou, and the move of leaning towards Xingzhou has already annoyed the other party, right?But……

"Mr. Zhan..."

"I won't tell you where Zhan Tong is. If you want to know where he is, you can find it yourself. Lan... let's go upstairs." After finishing speaking, he got up and went upstairs.

Lan Yifeng sighed again, patted Bai Feng's shoulder, but followed behind Zhan Yunxiao without saying anything.

On the sofa, Bai Feng's face was pale...

After all, it's too late to understand, right?

Therefore, Zhan Yunxiao was dissatisfied with him.

Zhan Tong... murmured the boy's name in his heart, and Bai Feng felt cold in his heart...

He also wanted to find that boy by himself, but, could he?

Lost people... can they be found again?

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