[Rebirth] Medicated Life

Before Han Wu got into a car accident, he had just celebrated his 39th birthday alone, but in the next second he returned to 19 years old.

19 years old, what was he doing when he was 19 years old?

I just got admitted to a second-rate university. I thought my youthful days were waiting for me, but in the next second, I found out that I had a problem with my sexuality. Then I started to be like a frightened mouse, carrying my deepest buried love with me every day. The secret, the quiet life.

Don't dare to get in touch with women too deeply, for fear that careful women will read the secrets in their hearts.

I dare not have too much contact with men, because I am afraid that my liking for men will make me unable to control myself.

I dare not interact with my neighbors, for fear of being asked why I am not ready to get married at 39.

I dare not communicate with my parents and elder brother, for fear of being treated as a germ or a sin by them.

I lived so cautiously and positively until I was 38 years old. Although my life was so ordinary that there was only darkness left, I never thought about death.Even during the most decadent period when he found out about his sexual orientation, he never thought about death, but death came so suddenly, and rebirth came so unexpectedly!

And now, another 19-year-old, Han Wu is full of melancholy, no matter what, he will still live well, not for anything else but for himself.

However, there is a generation gap after all, the 19-year-old soul in his 39-year-old body is deeply haggard because of it!

"Five, let's go play ball, are you going?" The boss changed into a student uniform, put on a loose vest and shorts, and invited Han Wu at the door.

Han Wu only glanced at it, and then immediately retracted his gaze. That strong and strong muscle line is so bright and attractive!

With a stern expression on his immature face, he responded, "No, I still have class later!"

They lived in the same dormitory, except that he studied Chinese medicine, and the other three studied medicine. Sometimes the courses were the same, and sometimes they were not quite the same.

"Okay, I'll bring you lunch later! Don't run around!" The boss strode out with a basketball in his arms.

Only then did Han Wu's face relax. In his previous life, when he knew his sexual orientation was wrong at the age of 19, he was desperate and decadent. When he consciously learned to appreciate men, he was afraid that his secret would be discovered.So I moved out of the dormitory early in the morning and didn't live any collective life.

But the current Han Wu, after years of hiding, has accepted his own sexuality frankly. Although he still can't make it public, he will no longer feel sorry for himself!

And under such circumstances, to him, being in the same room with three vivid and unique men or boys is a matter of happiness and pain!

Want to move out, but not reconciled!

The choice he made at the beginning of his previous life made him almost

After 20 years of "isolated" life, and in this life, he really doesn't want to live like a mouse, he can only live in a dark cave with a cold secret, and live safely but secretly alone!

Furthermore, the system of the medical school, especially for students like him transferred to national defense, it is not easy to get in and out of the school on weekdays, let alone move out?

But these are not the things that bother him the most. The so-called "feeling full of warmth and thinking about lust", Han Wu is already struggling on the poverty line, and he has no time or qualification to appreciate the living beauties around him!

Ever since Han Wu made up his mind to continue living with his current status, he has searched all over his current family property!Except for a bank card that I don't know the password, I only have 80 yuan in cash with me.

In the closet, apart from the uniforms and training uniforms of the national defense students issued by the school, there are basically no ordinary clothes, except for an old cotton coat, a pair of jeans with no original color, and a few sweaters and T-shirts. Nothing else, even a mobile phone is the oldest model of Nokia.

He can only say that at this time, he fully understands the purpose of Han Wu's hard work to become a national defense student - national defense students are not only free of tuition, but also have a certain monthly allowance, otherwise, he would not be able to solve the problem of food alone!

But this is not a long-term solution after all. You don’t have to worry about food, clothing, housing and transportation for the time being at school, but you still need a sum of money to support various living expenses in the future.

What's more, the character that Han Wu developed in his previous life made him feel safe only by looking at money. Apart from that, there was basically nothing that could bring him a sense of security. Therefore, the thing he was most happy to do in his previous life was In addition to enjoying the appetite, it is saving money.

Every time he thinks of this, Han Wu feels pain in his heart when he thinks that he has worked hard to save a seven-figure savings.Now, it can only become a legacy to comfort my parents who are still alive.Fortunately, my brother is still alive, so that the two old people will not be left alone.

Han Wu unconsciously scratched the pen on the paper, making preliminary plans for himself now and in the future.

First of all, we still need to solve the problem of money. When I have time, I will go to see how long the bank card can support my life.

If possible, I still want to visit my parents in my previous life. Even if I can't say anything, at least I know that they are all right.

In addition, he has to work harder to learn this major of Chinese medicine, which is a headache for him.

It’s just that he studied design in his previous life, emphasizing a kind of innovation, how to make it comfortable, without constraints and those rules and regulations, but now the medical knowledge he learned is not like this, not only rigorous, but also many rules-this What is involved in the back is really a lot of human lives!

And just one of the ancient medical Chinese is enough to make him have the urge to hit the wall!Looking at the textbook, I can't even understand the names of most of the medicinal materials involved, let alone the various principles involved in the medical records.All of this made it even more miserable for him, an old man who was nearly forty years old and already settled.

In the evening, taking advantage of the time when everyone was not busy, Han Wu asked An Xuyang to borrow his computer, and politely explained that he might borrow his computer more frequently in the next period of time.

Boss An Xuyang's hearty and enthusiastic Northeast man's aura was immediately highlighted, not only borrowed it readily, but also patted Han Wu's shoulder, and kept saying: "Hi! We are all buddies, why are you so polite, you think you want to watch a movie It's still playing games, just come and get it!"

Alang and Qilin, formerly named Yuen Long and Qi Lin respectively, are both natives of Kyoto. In the dormitory, except for Han Wu, the three of them are equipped with basic electronic products, so when they heard that Han Wu wanted to borrow a computer, they all He couldn't help saying: "Boss, if you need to use it someday, you can take it from me!"

Han Wu smiled slightly warmly, and didn't say anything, and didn't refute their kindness.

And Han Wu borrowed the computer not only to play, but also to know the information of the outside world, to check the news about his car accident, and to see if he could accept some design work from the Internet, so as to make some money without asking for more. , at least buy yourself a few things.

The computer must be the most important thing. It will not only be my only entertainment in the future, but it may also become an important tool for my source of income. I can't always rely on borrowing.

Even if it's between friends, if you borrow it once or twice, everyone can still talk, but if you keep borrowing like this, even if they don't know what to say between brothers, they can't hold back this embarrassment. After all, in my opinion, this is simply It's just taking advantage of the kids.

In the following month, Han Wu worked hard to adapt himself to his new life.Go out to practice, study, take classes, design artwork, and make money.

Among them, the most profitable thing for Han Wu is the exercise, which may be the reason why his body has worked hard since childhood. The various exercises in the school not only did not make Han Wu tired, but made him more and more energetic God, apart from the occasional flashes of vicissitudes in his eyes, who can tell that he is not a youthful young man in his twenties.

This is something that Han Wu, who was forced to develop a nerd in his previous life, has never experienced. The sweaty, muscular sense of strength that belongs to a man.

However, the scene where a large group of people squeeze into the public bathroom to wash after the exercise is another torment for him.

Don't wash it, the body is covered with sweat and sticky, absolutely unbearable!

Let's wash it, those groups of naked and strong men walking around in front of them are even more unbearable!

God!Is this a blessing or a torment? !