[Republic of China] The paradise of rebirth

The feeling of the bayonet piercing into the body was very real, and accompanied by sharp pain, I curled up subconsciously, trying to protect the child in my stomach, but when I stroked my abdomen with both hands, I knew clearly that there was no child inside.

It was a feeling. After I was pregnant, every time I stroked my abdomen, I could feel the pulsation of blood in my stomach, but now there is nothing in my stomach!

I panicked and struggled so much that I wanted to get up. The Japanese soldiers around me raised their ugly faces, and the bayonets in their hands became more and more fierce. After a while, my breath weakened, and I fell into a pool of blood, and slowly closed my eyes.

When I opened my eyes again, instead of returning to Second Master's arms, I was lying on a bed in a wing room, the room was dark, and the surroundings were also quiet.

I sat up slowly, wondering where I was. I groped to get out of bed, went to the table and lit a candle. The moment the room was lit up, my pupils constricted. This was the wing room where Liang Zhongbo placed me in the previous life.

I sat down on the chair in amazement, what was going on, I knew all this was a dream, but I couldn’t wake up anyway, and the feeling of the bayonet piercing my body just now seemed to still remain on my body.

I sat at the table with my forehead propped up and suddenly felt very tired. Why should I go back and go through it all over again? ... I suddenly raised my head and rushed to the bronze mirror, looking at the face in the bronze mirror, my face suddenly turned pale.

I thought I would go back to the age when I first met Liang Zhongbo, but it turned out that two years after he was tired of playing, the next period would be that hellish life. Do I even have to go through those again?

No!I absolutely don't want to!I frantically rummaged through the room, and finally found a pair of scissors. I blew out the candle and huddled in the corner holding the scissors. If I could kill Liang Zhongbo, there would be no further suffering.

right!As long as I kill him, nothing will happen. After killing him, I can go to the second master. The second master is waiting for me, he has been waiting for me!

I muttered to myself, repeating the same sentence over and over again, kill Liang Zhongbo and find the second master!At this time, there was a sound of footsteps approaching outside the room, my heart skipped a beat, and the hands holding the scissors trembled.

"Qingyi, are you asleep?" Liang Zhongbo's voice came from outside the door, and I couldn't help trembling all over. The hatred and anger in my heart rose instantly, all because of him!

If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have to leave Beijing in embarrassment; if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be abused wantonly; if it wasn't for him, Xiao Dongzi wouldn't have died!Everything is him, kill him, and I will be able to get rid of the next fate.

There were constant voices in my heart and ears, urging me to kill Liang Zhongbo, and my hatred and anger continued to rise. I grinned and stood up with red eyes, and approached the door step by step with fierce eyes.

As long as I poke the scissors into Liang Zhongbo's heart, I can sleep and fly with the second master. Yes, I want to be with the second master, and I still have the second master's child in my belly... a child? !

I stopped in a jerk, and raised my hand to caress my abdomen. This time I clearly felt the pulsation of the blood, and I suddenly woke up. I backed away in panic, far away from the door.

Feeling that I was still holding the scissors in my hand, I quickly shook my hand and threw the scissors on the ground. I hugged my stomach and hid in the corner of the bed. Just now, I was full of murderous thoughts in my heart. I was a little scared, why did I become so cruel and tyrannical? ?

"Brother, are you there? Uncle Zhong and I have something to say to you." This time, besides Liang Zhongbo, there was Xu Fang's voice outside the door. I raised my head in a daze, did I have something to say?But I don't want to hear anything from you.

I just want to wake up quickly and leave this disgusting dream. I hugged my stomach and buried my head in my bent knees. Er Ye, Han Yun, where are you?

Han Yun... Han Yun... I kept calling Second Master, but I didn't get any response, and my heart felt sour, where are you in this life?Why can't you hear me calling you?

Outside the door, Liang Zhongbo and Xu Fang were still knocking on the door. The more I listened, the more annoying I became, so I rushed out of bed, came to the door and opened the door forcefully, "What are you doing?! I have nothing to say to you!"

Liang Zhongbo and Xu Fang were taken aback by me. It was the first time Liang Zhongbo saw me losing his temper. I was always submissive in front of him and never spoke loudly to him. Therefore, my current attitude made it difficult for him to accept for a while.

Xu Fang frowned and stood beside Liang Zhongbo, snuggling up to him with a look of intimacy. Seeing me yelling in such a gaffe, she said coolly, "Senior brother is really angry. Could it be that he doesn't have self-knowledge?"

"I don't have self-knowledge, do you? Now let me make it clear, take this man away if you want, and please don't appear in front of me in the future!" I pointed at Liang Zhongbo and said coldly to Xu Fang.

Then he turned his head and said to Liang Zhongbo: "As for you, I am blind and misjudged the wrong person. From now on, I will have nothing to do with you. I will move out of here immediately, and please don't appear in front of me in the future!"

Then, without waiting for the two of them to react, I slammed the door with a "touch!" and let out a slow breath. I said it happily this time, and felt a lot more comfortable in my heart.

Regardless of the loud knock on the door, I started to pack my luggage. Since I can’t wake up temporarily and I can’t leave the dream, I can always leave this courtyard, and I can always leave the two adulterers outside the door.

It didn't take long for me to pack my luggage and touch my neck, and it was really empty, there was no red string to tie the jade pendant, and it was useless to say "go in" silently.

It seems that if I want to leave, I still have to meet those two annoying guys outside the door. I sighed helplessly, and then, with my burden on my back, I opened the door forcefully. Xu Fang, who was banging on the door, almost fell into the wing room.

I looked at the two of them coldly, and no longer felt sad because Liang Zhongbo was intimate with Xu Fang, but wished that he would continue to cling to Xu Fang and stop focusing on me.

Liang Zhongbo looked at my baggage in surprise. He must have thought I was joking just now. He probably never thought that I would leave him on my own initiative. Fuck such a bastard.

I am no longer nostalgic, and take a step forward with a burden on my back, intending to get out of this cage. In my previous life, I was willing to be locked in the cage and become a pet raised by Liang Zhongbo.

Thinking about it now, I'm really stupid, even if it's only in a dream, I don't want to stay in this suffocating courtyard like the last life, wasting my youth and life in vain.

I swaggered and walked out of the yard very quickly. Who knew that when I got out of the gate of the yard, it was not the alley I thought, but a vast fog. I stood there puzzled.

Looking back, the yard I just stepped out of the door just now has disappeared without a trace, surrounded by thick fog, I clenched my sleeves tightly, not knowing which direction to go.

"Tsing Yi... Tsing Yi..." At this time, voices calling me came from the thick fog, one after another, I listened carefully, it was the second master!The second master is calling me!I followed the direction of the sound and ran through the thick fog.

The sound seems to be absent, and it is often necessary to stop and listen carefully to discern the direction.After running for an indeterminate amount of time, a mansion appeared in front of him, with a tall plaque at the door, and the words "Yuan Mansion" inscribed in dragons and phoenixes.

I approached the door, and before I raised my hand to knock on it, the heavy door opened in front of me with a "babble", and the door was very quiet. I hesitated, wondering whether I should step in or not.

"Tsing Yi... Tsing Yi..." At this time, the voice calling me appeared again, this time it was obviously coming from the door, so I mustered up my courage and walked into the Yuan Mansion.

This is the first time I have stepped into the gate of Yuan's Mansion. When I went to Yuan's Mansion for a church meeting four years ago, we entered and exited through the back door and did not pass through the gate, so I stood still, not knowing which direction to go.

At this time, a figure in white clothes flashed across the corridor not far away. I quickly followed and followed the figure to the swastika corridor, but the figure went to the northeast of the corridor. .

Because I remember, the second master told me that his yard is in the northwest, and the northeast is the yard of the young and old.When I came to the courtyard in the northwest of the swastika corridor, the surrounding area was still quiet, so I stepped into the courtyard carefully.

I walked through the front yard and came to the wing room in the back yard. I stayed here for one night four years ago, and saw that the door of the wing room I stayed in was open.

I approached slowly, looked in from the door, and the furnishings inside had not changed at all. I turned my head and looked around, walked towards the small door in the backyard, left the backyard and came to another door.

I pushed lightly, and the door opened, I stepped in, and went back to the two-story building, but instead of going up to the second-floor box, I walked through the corridor to the gate.

The moment I walked out of the building, a sudden dizziness hit me. When I stabilized my body, the sky had already darkened. On the stage not far away, Xu Fang was singing Du Liniang.

The entire courtyard was filled with guests, but no one seemed to see me. I searched among the crowd, and soon I found a young man in white.

I held back my excitement and slowly approached the boy in white. At this moment, the boy suddenly raised his head and his eyes collided with mine. I was startled. Could it be that he could see me?

"Who are you? I don't remember anyone like you among the guests." The second master, who was a boy in white clothes, asked me with a cold face and a cold tone.

"I...I am Du Qingyi." The second master's reaction made me at a loss, why does he act like he doesn't know me?His tone towards me was extremely cold, he had never treated me like this before.

"Du? My father and I have never known anyone with the surname Du. Who are you? How did you get into the Yuan Mansion?" Unexpectedly, after hearing my name, the second master yelled loudly, attracting many people's attention .

"I...I..." I hesitated, unable to speak, and panicked in my heart, did the second master not recognize me?When I thought of this possibility, my heart ached, and my stomach started to throb.

"Oh, look, his stomach is so weird." "Yeah, how could it bulge like a woman's pregnancy?" "Hey, could it be that he is also pregnant? Haha..." "No way? Then how could he Not a monster anymore?"

At this time, the people who couldn't see me suddenly focused their eyes on me, pointing at me, I quickly lowered my head, and found that my flat belly had bulged a lot, like a woman's big belly about to give birth.

I hurriedly covered my belly, the second master frowned and approached me step by step, he asked in a cold tone, "Why is your belly bulging? Could it be that you are really pregnant?"

"Second Lord, don't you remember me? I'm Tsing Yi! The child in my belly is yours!" I blurted out heartbroken.

Seeing the second master in front of him with a look of disgust, he sneered and said, "I don't know you at all, who knows how the bastard in your belly came to want to rely on me?"

I stood there in a daze, looking at the second master in disbelief, and then moved forward and grabbed his arm excitedly, "Second master! Are you joking with me? I am Tsing Yi! It is your memory of two lifetimes." Think—Du Qingyi!"

"What do you think about two lifetimes? Don't laugh so hard. How could I fall in love with a man? Besides, you are a man who can get pregnant. Are you some kind of monster?" The second master threw away my hand and spat in disgust. .

I was thrown aside by the strength of the second master, my heart was in a mess, and my head was buzzing, the second master didn't want me anymore... The second master said I was a monster...

Sure enough, I shouldn't have softened my heart at the beginning. What I think about the two lives are all rhetoric!A wave of resentment and hatred rose in my heart again, and suddenly a voice beside my ear murmured softly, "Damn him, he lied to you, he asked you to give up your body and mind, but he abandoned you fiercely."

"He is more damned than Liang Zhongbo. You clearly rejected him, but he still stalks you; let you conceive his child, but said you are a monster. Kill him, and then kill the child in his belly, and all this will be relieved." gone."

I'm in a daze, Er Ye is more damned than Liang Zhongbo?I didn't know when I was holding a pair of scissors in my hand again. I raised my head blankly and looked at the face of the second master in front of me.

I am very familiar with this face. I watched this face fade away from its greenness and mature gradually in the past four years.The originally childish boy has grown into a handsome young man in the past four years.

Scenes of getting along with the second master suddenly flashed in my mind. In the picture, the second master's focused eyes, gentle smile and affectionate care flashed one by one. Are these all fake?

No! ──I woke up suddenly, no!Now it's in a dream, the real second master wouldn't treat me like this!And I've made up my mind to believe in the second master. The four years of getting along with each other is more real than anything else!

I shook off the scissors in my hand, turned around and wanted to leave the yard, but I didn't expect Second Master's voice from behind, "Where are you running away, you monster? Catch him! Don't let him escape."

Even though I knew it was a lie, I still felt very uncomfortable when I heard the second master say those words. At this time, my stomach started to hurt again, and I hugged my stomach and ran forward desperately.

No matter what this dream is about, I cannot be defeated!I must wake up, the second master must be waiting for me, I can't lose!Don't be fooled by the voice in your heart, keep your heart!

Somehow, I had a feeling that if I listened to my inner voice, I would never wake up again.So I turned a deaf ear to the whispers in my ears and my heart, and just wanted to protect the baby in my belly and find a way to wake up.

I ran desperately, and it didn't take long for the chasing sound behind me to disappear. I didn't stop until there was no more sound behind me.My stomach still throbs from time to time, making me wonder if something is wrong with the baby.

At this time, the surrounding area was full of fog again. I was so tired that I sat down on the ground, panting slightly. After a long time, the pain in my stomach finally stopped. I got up and wanted to get out of the thick fog.

I groped and moved forward slowly in the fog, and the voices in my heart and ears disappeared. I calmed down and thought, what is going on with all this?

It suddenly occurred to me that when the demon appeared for the first time, a tyrannical thought arose in my heart, wanting to kill the second master and Zai Tao. Could it be that this time, it was also caused by the demon?