COSER, I became the leader of despair

As planned by those smart people, Fukuji Sakurachi of Yokohama did something that was enough to make people who love Yokohama angry.In terms of identity and combat achievements, he is indeed a respectable warrior, but it is an unforgivable mistake for the other party to quietly extradite the disaster from abroad to Yokohama.

Xijian Ziyin dismissed the existence of the group, and she only told everyone the troubles Fukuchi Sakurachi and the Mouse of the Dead House would cause.Of course, even as a half-knowledgeable reader, she couldn't explain the pictures that the original author didn't describe one by one, so she had to simplify or blur the parts that she was not very familiar with.

Those smart people can always consider the most complete problems and think of the best solutions.

Based on this reason, Xi Jianzi has now been separated from that battle.Now she is a detained idler.What is different from the past is that today's Xi Jianzi no longer has other accompanying people around him.She felt a little lonely, but her age was not exaggerated to this extent.

Since the last time he was "invited" to the port by the Central Plains, Xi Jianzi has never gone out.Maybe it was the thing she did to make Yukika Qijing happy that made Mori Ogai feel angry. The supernatural girl had obviously reset her personality and refactored her factory.This kind of Alice has forgotten those things before, and has turned back into an extremely arrogant and cute little girl who can play her master around.

Mori Ogai asked Shi Jianzi before: Why can you do such a thing?

Although Xi Jianzi knew what the other party was asking, she chose an irrelevant question to answer.When your enemy asks you a question vaguely, you can also reply to the other party with an ambiguous answer.

What Mori Ogai wanted to ask was why Shijianzi knew these things, and even he couldn't grasp the information about these events hidden in the dark depths.But the man who suddenly appeared in front of him told him the contents of these secrets like a very common story, and spread them to the detective agency.

How do you do this?Mori Ogai really wanted to know why.No matter how stupid people are, they will find that something is wrong.Mori Ogai has two, and Nakajima Atsushi has two.

Two people who are almost identical but not quite similar in experience and personality.

It's like growing up in two worlds.

Why is this so……

Are there parallel worlds in this world?Taking Tamori Ogai as an example, is there someone who is not a doctor in the parallel world?Would there be him who served the government, would he not join the port mafia, would he be a woman?

All this he does not know.

In a chatty tone, Mori Ogai asked Shi Jianko what kind of person he was.There is no one in the world who knows each other better than himself, but he still wants to get news about himself from that man.Like that, he will get a new life.

Xi Jianzi said, "Don't ask."

She smiled and said these words, the expression on her face that was close to purity somehow gave off a sense of sarcasm, "You are much weaker and kinder than you are now."

Kindness is an adjective, and it can also be a name.

"It's not that I don't want to be kind, but reality forces me to be kind." The middle-aged leader said this in a very regretful tone, "It's like I can't go back to my youth. It’s like using supernatural powers to kill the enemy quickly.”

Xi Jianzi thought it was a cold joke.

At this time, Alice should come over and scold this decadent middle-aged man severely, but this girl with supernatural powers who has been remade has shown a feeling of trance in a short period of time, I really don't know When will it change back to its original form.

With the deepening of the detective agency's operations (maybe they also cooperated with the port side, which is not impossible), Xi Jianzi only felt that his life became more and more idle.She doesn't have to do anything, she just needs to wait here for the final news.She thought that Dun and Dianci might want to come to her.But that kind of person might not care about her at all, Dianji was a heartless man, boy, child.Only Dun.Dun will always be a silly boy.

Xi Jianzi couldn't go out, and the other party never came.Izumi Kyoka seems to have been retained by the detective agency, which led to Koye Ozaki, who took care of her as her own daughter, to come to her almost with sharp anger, wanting to ask Shimiko for an explanation.

"Children will naturally leave like birds when they grow up."

"Do you want her to stay here forever?"

The red-haired woman, who is as elegant as a lady but as coquettish as a prostitute, smiled a little coldly. Although she was facing a face that belonged to her companion and boss, in the final analysis, the other party only had this face. In other words, this Morin Taro is nothing.And this man is still the culprit who took away Kyoka (this is Ozaki Momiji's real idea).

"Voluntarily leaving and being forced to leave cannot be confused, Mr. Mori!" The alluring woman's words were as sharp as a sword, and the eyes full of emotion contained in those long and narrow eyes seemed to be How intimidating to the faint of heart.

"Is it your wish to let her be controlled by death and fear all the time, and become a flower that can only bloom alone in this darkness with you?" When reading this content before, Xi Jianzi thought it was incredible.Give up your own future and make yourself a "slave".

is this what a mother does

Koyo Ozaki seemed a little aggressive at this time.

"Jinghua has this talent, and she also has abilities suitable for this profession. Letting her enter the society will only hurt others. Rather than hurting others and being hurt by others, it is better to kill them first. As long as you stop the beginning, there will be no harm." There will be worse continuations."

For a moment, Xi Jianzi thought he saw Fei Yingxian.The pure-blood queen appealed to her heart in the wasteland, disregarding other people's ideas, and only wanted to realize her wish with herself as the primary goal.

Because of what I have experienced, I think that others will also experience what, and in order to prevent this possibility and destroy the future of others...

"You can't be a qualified mother like this..."

Such a voice came from the man's throat, a voice that was softer than the breeze, and could not be a mother's voice.

Then he said in the same feeble tone, "It's like I can't be that kind of person."

Parents wearing tiger skins, parents who want to establish a great image of themselves, always reveal their weaknesses time and time again.

The woman's face twisted for a moment. In her past years, she had wanted to be a wife, then a mother.Want to see children playing under your knees, want to see children born healthy and healthy.

Koyo Ozaki also wanted to be an ordinary woman.

But she failed.

In a judgmental tone, Koyo Ozaki spoke the last words of this conversation.

"impossible."

"She will regret it."

It was obviously a sentence, but it was split into two sentences to strengthen the tone instead of splitting it.

Xi Jianzi was thrown on the spot.

After a while, she opened the never-heard novel given to her by the unknown novelist.

—— "Transformation Handbook"

Mr. Doctor was taken away by the port.As one of the former members of the port mafia, the only person in the detective agency who knows more than him may be the former mafia, that is, Osamu Dazai.At this time, Atsushi didn't even have the face to take a look at Dazai Zhi face to face. In his world, the man "Dazai Zhi" was once the object of his submission, and he was also the one who brought him out of the orphanage and introduced him into the world. The "teacher" who left the dark world, and also... the second man who used fear and despair to control him.

The reason why it is the second is because the director of the orphanage was and is still the biggest darkness in Dun's heart.

In the past, Dun always felt that the head teacher hated him and wanted to kill him very much.But later he found out that the other party made that lesson in order to protect his identity from being discovered and to prevent him from abusing his abilities to hurt others.

But, although the intention is good, this is still a cruel act.

In order to make this cruelty disappear from the world, Dun killed the dean.

Then, after that, after killing that man, he knew why the other party did what he did.

It was as if God wanted to tease him.

……

Atsushi couldn't see Osamu Dazai and kept avoiding him, but Dazai came to the door by himself.Even though Dun wanted to cover his face countless times, the other party's tone of command still made him unable to refuse.

Dun has always been a "subordinate" ruled by others.

"Why does this Dunjun always look at me with fearful eyes?"

"Does it mean that I am a beast?"

Of course.This is of course for the second sentence.Although Osamu Dazai is not a person with supernatural powers who can transform into a bird of prey, the shadow he brings to Atsushi is more terrifying than beasts.It was a shadow enough to haunt him for the rest of his life, entrenched in Dun's dreams like an evil spirit.

The thickness of life is thus cut in half.

Dun shook his head at first, but finally nodded with great resignation.A star-like light trembled in those yellow eyes.But he still tightly covered his mouth and said nothing.

He made an agreement with Mr. Doctor not to tell Mr. Dazai anything.

What about Mr. Doctor?

So what happened to his father?

In Atsushi's world, after Osamu Dazai committed suicide by jumping off a building, there was a turmoil in Yokohama.Zhongyuan Zhong also took the position of the leader instead of the other party, and suppressed the chaotic underworld with absolute force.And the former armed guerrilla captain "Nakajima Atsushi" disappeared from the watch world.

This disappearance is actually abandoning the original identity.

When Atsushi woke up from the dizziness that the leader was killed and he had a tie with the enemy, what he saw was the former leader Mori Ogai who had been judged dead.The man told him how painful it was to use fear and desperation to dominate others.Mori Ogai told Atsushi that he has taken over the orphanage, hoping to train Atsushi to be a different adult who can be independent.Mori Ogai said to Atsushi, before you grow up, call me "Father".

This is where the father comes from.

The moment I was watched by such a gentle and rational adult, as long as I think about it, I will never forget it.

Now Atsushi is basically convinced that Mr. Doctor is Mr. Mori Ogai who raised him, and Mr. Mori Ogai who knew the news of his death.He came here after he died, so why did Mr. Doctor come here?

The answer is self-evident.

Osamu Dazai, who couldn't get some effective answers from Atsushi, left very pitifully.

before leaving...

"Dun Jun, why are you still alive?"

Just like asking "Atsu-kun, do you know that you are dead?", Osamu Dazai asked the same sharp question.He is like a sharp dagger, stabbing straight into the hearts of others.Others say that you are too much, you are so cruel, how can you do such an excessive thing to others?Osamu Dazai would just say he didn't know.

But he also has a certain desire of his own.

Want to know why the dead are still alive, want to know why the dead can't return to the world like them.

The mysteries of life and soul have always been contents that cannot be easily explained.

Don shook his head again.No matter what others ask him, he always looks like he doesn't know what to ask, as if he lives in this world just to be a puppet without a soul.But he also wants to be a man of courage, but unfortunately, the basis for his courage is not here.

Like countless people who have changed the subject in embarrassment, Dun asked dryly: "What will happen to Xiao Jinghua?"Dun also wanted to know the fate of Jinghua in this world.

"Who knows." Osamu Dazai really ended the conversation this time.

****

The wind on the rooftop was whistling, and no one thought that this man, Fukuji Sakurachi, had mastered an item "book" that could change reality.It is a product of delusion that can change reality and make fictional content real. Just write the corresponding content on it with a pen, and the prince will become deaf, and the hero will become a villain.

The detective agency, which was suddenly transferred, had to send a signal for help to the port mafia.They had already discussed what to do next if this step didn't work. Although they had always been tit-for-tat two combinations, the camps of the two sides became the same before facing the same enemy.

At the port terminal, Akutagawa Ryunosuke slowly walked out of the building.Just now, he accepted the task from his superior.At this point, the leader who could no longer keep smiling said to Akutagawa, "You go with him on this mission."

Who is the "he" in the leader's words?The moment he walked out of the building and saw that figure, Akutagawa knew the identity of the other person.

It was Atsushi Nakajima, a young man who had worked with him for a while and whom he hated so much.But now, I don't know how to call each other.

There are two men named Atsushi Nakajima in Yokohama, and what Akutagawa saw was one of them.Even Akutagawa had difficulty noticing the approach of the cat-like killer.In the shadows, Dun's face was revealed bit by bit.

He looked more like a portrait of a dead man than a living one.

After rendezvous, they headed towards the place where the plan was carried out.

****

Xi Jianzi was flipping through that novel, which couldn't be found on the Internet at all.She reads page 64 and sees the heroine "I" going to a friend's funeral.

[When I heard that the shrine was destroyed by supernatural power, I closed my eyes and prayed like a god that no one should die.However, my strength is so weak that I can't even lift an apple.Even though I prayed countless times, the news like a nightmare came to me. 】

【All the gods except me are dead, not even my best friend. 】

[When I heard the news, I shed tears with great sadness. There seemed to be a heavy iron in my stomach. Even though my mother comforted me countless times that this was God's arrangement, I couldn't accept the news that everyone died. 】

[When I went to visit her, I met a strange woman in the cemetery.The other party claimed to be a novelist. 】

[Before being pushed by my family to become a witch, my wish was to become a novelist.Write stories that everyone likes, write stories that are enough to make everyone sad, and become a national-level female writer.This is what I once wanted. 】

[With mixed feelings of reverence and sadness, I was invited by this novelist to chat at a nearby refreshment shop.After observing the other party's pure black attire, I asked the other party if he also came to visit relatives and friends.What shocked me was that a novelist would say something like [just to get material]. 】

[Come to the cemetery to collect materials?What a weirdo.Likewise, I feel that the novelist has no respect for the dead.However, under the gentle gaze of the other party, I still held back my tears and told the story to the other party that I had never told others. 】

[I used to have a very good friend, different from me, she volunteered to be a witch.She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, with skin as transparent as moonlight.It is said that she came to atone for the sins of the ancestors, and it was for this reason that I also walked around her at first. 】

[She basically doesn't talk to everyone, giving people a cold and cold attitude.But then I found out that she was just not good at words. 】

[Under everyone's strange eyes, I became friends with her.We also use first names, just like normal girls. 】

【I thought we could keep doing this until the end of this life...】

Shi Jianzi lowered his head.

She turned the pages slowly.

[But as my mother said, the world is impermanent, and the cursed family is always cursed.The incident happened when Kannazuki was going to Izumo, and I had to leave the shrine and return to my hometown because of family matters.That took about three days, and I got a leave of absence from my stern master.When she left, she didn't seem to care but waved goodbye to me with great nostalgia. 】

[At that time, I didn't know that the tragedy would come. 】

[By the time I read the newspapers related to that incident at home, everything was irreparable. 】

[The novelist asked me, what kind of person is my friend?She was beautiful, smart, vulnerable and arrogant, I thought.She said that she would go to school, become a student, work, not get married, not have children, and become an independent woman. 】

[The novelist showed a very regretful expression. 】

[We had some refreshments, and then it was time to part.Before leaving, the novelist asked me, if my friend hadn't died, what kind of person would I be in the future?After spending a few minutes I said to her that my friend she would "graduate" from the shrine and go to school as an ordinary or extraordinary student.She might have an adventure, and there are many ridiculous things in the process of the adventure.After everything is settled by chance, she will return to her hometown to work, or go to work in a big city.She has a very pretty face and doesn't act like a country bumpkin like me. 】

[She will definitely become an extremely popular person. 】

There is no content after that.

This novel has only one story, dozens of pages, the first half is a meaningless story, and the second half is blank.

How can there be such a bad novel and such a bad novelist?

Xi Jianzi put the novel together.She leaned against the bed and glanced out the window, only leaves and sparrows.It was bright outside because it was still broad daylight.But her bones were cold, as if someone had stuffed her with ice.

She got out of bed slowly, stood at the window and stared at the scenery below.As a joke, she is now like a princess trapped by a witch on a high tower.It's just that the princess can use her long hair to climb down, but Xi Jianzi has no way to get down.She turned her head, Xuehua Qijing was looking at her beside the bed.

Xuehua Qijing can do it.

Corrode the hearts of others and open up a way forward for Xi Jianzi.

But Xi Jianzi rejected the other party.

She wandered wildly in the crowd like black dots.

Xi Jianzi saw the novelist.The other party raised his eyes and accurately found Shijianzi from among countless buildings.

The novelist smiled.

After a while, the novelist sat down in a coffee shop.She opened her small carry-on bag and took out a small book from it.

She continues to write her own novel on it.

The last chapter ended very hastily, but this chapter, she started from another angle.

[The long-sleeping vampire master Buram opened his eyes from the cross coffin, and he could feel that the vampires made by his family were coming towards him. 】