COSER, I became the leader of despair

Osamu Dazai said, "Wow. That sounds amazing. I thought, if you were the director of the orphanage, the children in the orphanage would hate you." The man always speculated about the situation before him with extreme malice The purpose of the man named Mori, because he can no longer go back to the past, back to the past.

What is lost cannot be returned, and what is wanted cannot be obtained at the same time.

The presence of resentment will always meet with it.

The beautiful doctor looked at them, Osamu Dazai consciously lowered his voice, and looked at Shimiko with the "pitiful" eyes of a beautiful man.

Dazai asked: "If it's like this, then what kind of person would I be?"

Xijianzi smiled and said nothing.

At the moment when the ambiguous smile disappeared, the black-haired and purple-eyed man whispered softly: "You are a worse man than you are now, so bad that it is outrageous."

"But what will you do for Yokohama."

Dazai couldn't help laughing when he heard this answer.He really hated the man in front of him, he really hated Mori Ogai.His chaotic and debauched youth in pubs and grasslands, prolonging his life in violence and blood, ended in the mansion and the death of his friends.

But, at that time, he really couldn't think of a way to deal with the attacking Mimic.Osamu Dazai always thought, if he was older at that time, with more knowledge and experience, would he be able to save the other party (Oda Saku) from the fire and water?

Osamu Dazai's dream is to become a hero.A hero can be a hero like Superman or a hero like Batman.He will appear in front of the suffering Oda Saku with a heroic posture beyond ordinary people, and then ask in an uneasy tone: Is there anything I can help?

He wants to be like a star that can grant all the wishes of others, so that he will never see someone die under the star again.

Osamu Dazai still remembers his footsteps on the concrete floor, passing through one soldier after another.He saw the blissful feeling of going to heaven on the faces of those foreign soldiers, and when he walked into the hall of the western mansion for the decisive battle, he saw more corpses.

There's Port Mafia's, there's Mimic's, there's Gide's, and...and more.

The world is as short as dew.

All the people in the world are as short-lived as the halo on the dew.

This is true for him, but it is another situation for the man in front of him.

Let Sakunosuke Oda, who is full of anger and sorrow, and possesses similar abilities to the Mimic leader, open the way. This is the best way for the opponent (Mori Ogai).It is a very cost-effective thing to exchange for the peace of Yokohama by consuming a killer who has lost his fighting spirit, and to obtain a license for the opening of abilities issued by the government.

As the leader of an organization, he must maximize the interests of his subordinates.Only in this way can the normal or even supernormal operation of the organization be maintained.

But for Dazai, this is a big bad thing.

Everything that happened in that mansion.

Dazzling decoration.

Also, the fresh blood flowing on the ground.

"You have to go to the side of justice."

When Osamu Dazai rushed to the other party's side and the red-haired man held his breath for the last moment, Oda looked at Dazai with that kind of eyes.

Those are extremely weak, extremely fragile, extremely desperate eyes that cannot be freed from the world.His enemy - Gide has already gone to heaven with his subordinates in peace, but Oda Saku himself is going deep in the mire of hell.

Having said that, Dazai hated Mori Ogai very much.

He hated the man who raised him up.

Oda Saku seemed to want to say something, but died before finishing.Dazai thought, the other party probably wanted to say that he was a child.

Dazai knew that Odasaku always said that he was like a child, yes, he was a child, a self-righteous child.He said at the beginning that he was looking for something on the edge of violence, but he couldn't say exactly what he was looking for.

Life is as long as a string of films, but his films are full of meaningless content.

Xi Jianzi looked at the young man whose iris-colored pupils were filled with cruel emotions like winter frost, she smiled, "Keep going."

What a strange and contemptuous remark she had uttered.

Refers to these words that specialize in Osamu Dazai.

The Akashima mother and daughter who had conflicts.

Akashima Sparrow said that he was going to make tea for everyone.

Yosano thought that the tea making time might make her calm down a little.

But she couldn't calm down anymore.

When she was bandaging the other party just now, she could hardly bear the desire to kill him.Her young past was filled with "doctor", "war", "death" and "power". Under the leadership of military doctor "Mori Ogai", she participated in the cold weapon war that year - Changan Island The battle... It was already 13 years ago, but now, everyone's crying faces and the appearance of the body traumatized by the artillery fire still remain in front of her eyes.

Yosano Akiko can't get over this past, her messy past as a military medical trainee in the 365th Infantry Division of the Wehrmacht.

... She is not Nightingale, she is just a murder doctor who helps people kill countless times.

She really wanted to kill him (Mori Ogai).

But she can't.

Yosano thought she had held back, but when the man turned his head and smiled at her, her extreme anger burst out like a volcanic eruption.

"Excuse me, can you please stop laughing at me. You make me very uncomfortable."

It wasn't until the "oops" was said that Xi Jianzi felt that he was so reckless.The two standing in front of her have an incomparably deep connection with her (Ogai Mori).

Osamu Dazai is Mori Ogai's apprentice.

Yosano Akiko was Mori Ogai's assistant when he was a military doctor.

And these two people were stabbed in the back by Mori Ogai.

Xi Jianzi thought, if Mori Ogai was not needed in this land, this man would have been beaten to ashes long ago.

Hey, thanks to this status...

Xi Jianzi thought so.

She had no choice but to say to the other party: "I'm really sorry," she found that her smile was still on her face in the middle of the speech, and after she sipped it recently, she restrained that disturbing smile , "In the future, on certain occasions, I will pay attention."

[Some occasions] is a qualifier.

Yosano Akiko still couldn't look at this man with normal eyes.Whenever she met each other, her young past filled with death would be crushed with a knife.

She no longer wants to go back to the past.

Other people's lives should not be so cheap in her hands.

Xi Jianzi looked at the other party's eyes that gradually became hollow, she thought, and Xie Ye probably thought of the past.

Hmm, definitely not wrong.

When she was thinking this way, her brain circuit strangely drifted to the words "Hey, you are so kind."

For a moment, she felt that she was possessed by a child.

"If it's sad, I can listen to it."

Yosano Akiko cast a disgusted look at Shimiko.

(Obviously I was sincere, but I was treated like this. I am so pitiful.)

Xi Jianzi felt weird.

How could Mori Ogai have such an idea?

So she coughed twice, swallowing these weird thoughts back.

Here comes the tea.

Akashima Sparrow's eyes were red, and she looked like she had just been crying inside.This is also something that can't be helped. The husband and child have passed away one after another, and now they are entangled in supernatural events.This superimposed bad life made this housewife extremely painful.

She poured three cups of black tea to these "investigators".

While drinking tea, Akashima Sparrow still couldn't help whispering: "Don't listen to Ayu's nonsense...I think that kid did it."

Some parents always don't believe their children's words, and the Akashima sparrow is the same.

Ayu seems to have lost all hope.She buried herself in her knees and seemed to be crying.

Xi Jianzi picked up the tea and took a breath, the girl's voice reached his ears.

The little girl with red eyes said to Xi Jianzi: "Just now...thank you..."

"Thank you, big brother."

Xi Jianzi didn't expect that his appearance could be called big brother or something, uncle or something would be more appropriate.

He lowered his head and smiled at the other party.

Osamu Dazai felt blind.He believed the man was trying to abduct other people's children.As we all know, Mori Ogai, the leader of Mafia at the port, is a child-female control, the kind who can be dragged to jail with a little investigation.And Akashima Ayu, 12 years old, just falls into the range of "young-female".

Dazai felt that the other party would accept the commission, perhaps because he saw that the client was only 12 years old.

It must be so.

After a while of silence, Yosano Akiko, who really wanted to leave here and this man, said, "Then let's discuss how to make the other party act. We can't grasp the illusory existence like just now."

"So what should we do?" Xi Jianzi propped his chin and seemed to be thinking.

Osamu Dazai thought, supernatural events are not included in their business scope.But now that he has accepted this commission, it really doesn't make sense if he doesn't do something practical.The refund of the commission fee is not a big problem, what they have to worry about is everything related to the damage to the reputation of the detective agency.

"Actually, we came here just now when we discovered that the video recorder had been destroyed. Through the video recorder, we discovered that the guy who caused the disturbance has a physical body."

"Although it is a burst of black spots."

"Are there black spots?" Xi Jianzi recalled the smart movie series he had watched, in which the protagonist also recorded inexplicable black spots with a camera.Then there were more and more black spots, and finally condensed into the shape of a "person".

In other words, everything that is happening now seems to be similar to what was said in those movies.

"That's right." Osamu Dazai fiddled with the switching device Yamada Hanabou gave them, "As for what we saw before, please watch this video." He deliberately turned the device around and placed it in the direction of Kishiko Out of sight.Fortunately, Xi Jianzi was thick-skinned enough, so she moved directly to Akashima Sparrow's side.

On the screen, some pixel-like black dots wobbled in the lens.

They "dance" on the piano.

"We can't just wait here." Xi Jianzi touched the wounds on his head that were tied up with bandages. The wounds that were just caused are still aching.However, falling from upstairs just caused such a wound, which is actually pretty good.

"Because we can't guarantee that it will appear again this night."

"Compared to human eyes, the video recorder is more convenient." This is what Dazai said.The tone of this beautiful young man became cold, and he didn't even look at the man beside him when he spoke.

Akashima sparrow said embarrassingly: "There is no more at home..." There is only one video recorder in their house, and it has been destroyed just now.

"Then until the next night, we can only watch like this." Osamu Dazai waved his hand towards the other party.

dark night.

day.

Then it was night again.

"I'm going out."

"Dianci, please go buy supper."

Xi Jianzi left some change for the new migrant worker before he left.

The moon rotated to the sky, and Xi Jianzi entered Akashima Sparrow's house again.But before that, she was stopped by the female doctor.

The female doctor with neat short hair and a metal butterfly clip on the side gives people a lot of oppression.

"Don't even think about—" She suppressed her voice, squeezing out every word from between her teeth.

"I'm a good person." Before saying what she wanted to say to Yosano Akiko, Xi Jianzi said first.There was an indescribable ambiguous smile on her face, which had been said countless times.The expressions on the man's face are subtle, penetrating, incomprehensible, complicated... different.

Heheed with Yosano Akiko, and walked inside with big strides.They borrowed two old VCRs from a grocery store—rental, of course—and installed one in the living room and one in the bedroom.

Today, everyone will stay in the living room.

Osamu Dazai offered to observe the video.Maybe, he would rather watch those boring videos than being with "Moritaro".At least during the observation, he can still play with his mobile phone.

He has always been a young man whose energy is extraordinarily high at night, and in those hours when he has no energy, he always wants to die.

Black tea, coffee.And extra sweets.

Fortunately, tomorrow is the weekend, and junior high school students don't have to go to school.

Everyone resting here together, there is a strange sense of togetherness.

Xi Jianzi originally wanted to chat with others to spend this sad night, but among the four people present, there were a man who hated her, a woman who hated her, a woman who was worried about her daughter, and a child who was instructed by a woman to stay away from her .

——It must have been said by Osamu Dazai.

Xi Jianzi felt that life was stained with melancholy.But fortunately, she just used Mori Ogai's private money to equip herself with a mobile phone not long ago.

The flip phone in 2000 can only be used to send messages, and the Internet surfing is always stuck halfway.

Xi Jianzi leaned on the sofa, lazily browsing the information on the Internet.From time to time, she would look over to see what everyone was doing.

Ayu was young, so he fell asleep quickly.Akashima Sparrow was still turning on the TV, but she no longer knew what was on it.

Maybe it's the koalas, maybe it's the news.

Xijianzi felt a little tired.Whenever she doesn't get enough sleep, she always feels tired.Tiredness crawled up her chest and back like ants, and her feet were prickly and numb... her mood was gradually declining.

After a period of aimless staring, Shi Jianzi closed his eyes.

She wanted to rest for a while.

It's good for a while.

……

I want to die.

……

stab.

stab-

Osamu Dazai raised his head from his drowsy state.His somewhat dark eyes seemed to be accommodated into the face of the man next to him.

I hate it.

I want to die.

He tapped the back of his hand with his fist, finally regaining consciousness.

At least not yet.

Osamu Dazai is a person who has no "will to live".

He went to observe the video again, and the female doctor's head had already started to move little by little.

The clock hanging on the wall still jumped to the early morning.In the middle of the night and early morning is often the moment when weirdness happens.

At least.

At least in this room.

Suddenly, some black and white "flowers" appeared on the video screen.It is said to be flowers, but it is actually some vibrating black and white stripes.Dazai Osamu stabbed the female doctor, but Yosano Akiko, who was not in a good sleep state, frowned fiercely, and unconsciously showed a terrifying expression of "If you quarrel with me again, I will kill you".

Dazai, who is not afraid of the sky but afraid of the doctor's treatment, has no choice but to observe alone.

He saw some unusual black spots coming from all directions and gathering together.From scattered to integrated, from small to large...

Finally, Dazai saw a "giant baby".

The giant black baby.

What woke up everyone who had fallen asleep was the crackling sound in the hall.Before Osamu Dazai even reminded everyone, everyone was woken up by the sound.Dazai-kun, who volunteered, smiled helplessly at everyone, "There is no way to do this."

The decorations on the coffee table fell to the surroundings as if swept by a strong wind. Scattered things, fruit plates, water cups, vases, flowers, small tape recorders... were ejected in all directions like the autumn wind sweeping the fallen leaves.

Everyone stood up in a panic. Just as they escaped the ejection distance, the ceiling above their heads lost its support, the root system was cut off by an inexplicable force, and the chandelier fell straight down like a sharp blade that had lost its fixation.

Xijianzi pulled away the Chidao sparrow standing at the bottom, and the chandelier smashed directly through the ground.The shattered light tube made a hissing sound, and the flames splashed all over for a while.

"No!! Tsukishima! Don't do this!" Akashima sparrow's scream penetrated the house, and even the flowers and plants in the yard shook because of it, and lost their lives.

"Mom, don't say that!" In a moment of confusion, Ayu retorted loudly.

The two of them are like enemies who hate each other, and the enemies will eventually burn together.

Akashima Sparrow insisted that it was made by Tsukishima.

Ayu insisted that this was not made by Tsukishima.

"My brother has always been a good boy!" The crying became louder and louder in the space.

Xi Jianzi felt that no one could control such a scene, she stayed quietly aside, her eyes were as big as two cat's eyes.Her silence became a dead silence, melting into the darkness like a shadow...

"If you die, you die...why do you bother your mother..."

Whenever a parent is on the verge of breaking down due to unbearable pressure, this is always said without thinking.

This is... "cruel".

Love eventually turns to hate.

Ayu who didn't expect to end up in such a situation was stunned.She is just a 12-year-old middle school girl, and she has not even had much contact with the outside world.Her tension and sadness erupted in an instant, and the heavy breathing sounded like a cow's nose blowing outside.

"Mom, you are always blaming your younger brother... Yue Dao already knows he is wrong, why do you always force him to woo..."

"Xiao Lian has no way to give birth, woo woo..."

Weeping Ayu wiped his eyes with his hands.

Xiaolian is...

【"Lian" behind the photo】

"Ms. Akashima hasn't told everyone about this yet." Xi Jianzi said in a low voice.When she first came here, Ayu once told her that an incident that happened three years ago changed Tsukishima's "character".

What happened three years ago?Xi Jianzi remembered asking himself that question.

The 12-year-old daughter told her very pitifully...

[At that time, Tsukishima played a prank. He hid presents downstairs, trying to trick his mother into finding them.He shouted loudly, it was on fire, it was on fire, and my mother ran down in a hurry and fell. ]

[The doctor said that Xiao Lian had already left this world. ]

……

As for Xijianzi, I once read a similar story in the newspaper.The child who prepared a birthday present for his mother, like other children, used some reason to call the other to come downstairs.

The anxious mother stepped on the empty stairs when going downstairs, causing a miscarriage of the child in her belly (she didn't know this at the time), and was unable to conceive again because of this reason.

What a similar story it is...

Akashima Sparrow sat back on the calm sofa and finished telling the story.

"I... I know Tsukishima didn't mean it."

Ayu wept slightly.She held back for a long time, just wanted to say this.

Dazai Osamu's voice was very soft, as light as clouds in the sky.

"Because I realized that I did something wrong and killed my unborn younger brother--I hate my brother Tsukishima. Also, I think my son will hate my mother because of this kind of thing, you, Ms. Akashima."

Yu Xieye felt that this group of guys really had no sense of crisis, did he think that thing would not strike again?She calmly observed the situation on the video recorder, acting as a "sentry" for everyone.But she couldn't move her eyes to Morin Taro.

I hate it.

So painful.

Painful female doctor.

Painful woman.

Painful girl.

Painful man.

Painful unmanly woman.

This negative emotion condensed and turned into an invisible force hovering in midair.It was a shapeless darkness, only those who mastered psychics or had the ability to specialize could see it.

"Conjurer" is one of them.

On the land of Japan, more than 1 people die abnormally and disappear every year across the country, and the sources of these suspicious cases are either supernatural powers or curses.

The kind of people who came into being to deal with the "curse" born from the negative emotions of human beings are called "curse masters" by people in the other world.

****

Gojo Satoru had his hands in his pockets.

He glanced at the chaotic cloud hovering over the cottage.

"Hmm... If I make a tentative estimate... it's probably at the level of a quasi-level two."

The tall, silver-haired man stroked his chin with a bent finger.

"Not right. It seems to have evolved to the second level."

But it doesn't matter who is going to be second-level, second-level, first-level, or super-level.

Because he is Wujo Wu.

The strongest sorcerer in the world.

Conjurers are divided into five levels like curses, but levels mean nothing to this man.

No lower limit and natural six eyes.

Since this man was born in this world, the originally weak curses have gradually become stronger.

This is for "balance".

It is said that this man can kill all the people in Japan with his own power alone.

But Gojo Satoru didn't know that there was another woman named "Makima" in Japan.

Machima, the demon hunter of the Japanese police.

...She signed a contract with the prime minister of this country, exchanging the lives of all the citizens for her own immortality.

Well, the great thing is that the other party is not on this continent.

This is a uniquely beautiful event.For Japan.