COSER, I became the leader of despair

"When will it end?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke asked coldly.He hated the day, he hated crowds, he hated going shopping.Except for coming with his younger sister Yin, he never went shopping with anyone else.

Atsushi who walked silently, holding a bunch of boxes in his arms, glanced at Akutagawa, but didn't make a sound.

He is also very novel about things like shopping, and he is not forced to come, he comes voluntarily.

The doctor told him that he would not need to live in the basement for a while.Some "good-hearted people" helped them.Like a monastery that feeds the poor, the "good" head of the Mafia Mafia in Port gives them some money to live on.

But...the chief...

Atsushi glanced carefully at Akutagawa's impatient face.Obviously before, the other party still called Mr. Doctor "the leader" or something...

Compared to this, his upside-down dream seemed nothing.And such an illusory thing, even if it is said, no one will believe it.

Akutagawa is also very irritable.It never occurred to him that, as a subordinate, he actually mistook his boss or something.However, if you just look at it from the outside, the man in front of you looks a lot like his leader, plus the similarity in speech and behavior, Akutagawa's confession is justifiable.

But, if this man is exposed as a fake, why would the leader do that?

Akutagawa, who is wrapped up in a secret that he does not know, is simply sulking.Standing beside him, Atsushi Nakajima, who was a little taller than him, made him feel more than a glass of boredom.

Where is the relationship between them, the relationship between the boss and the subordinate, they are simply the relationship between the enemy.

"Akutagawa-kun—" was called out by that voice, and Ryunosuke Akutagawa subconsciously responded.But when he looked up, he only saw the man's playful eyes, which made him very resentful.

Xi Jianzi was quite proficient in directing others to do the work. She said that she wanted this and that, and piled up the same things, and she was very clear all over herself, without any burden.Even the money stored in the card used to pay was not her own money.

...Actually, it was Mori Ogai's private money.

If I bothered the finance department with this kind of thing in mind, I might be criticized by my subordinates.

The old man who is worried about this always sighs in places where everyone can't see.

Xi Jianzi's footsteps were light, and he didn't hesitate to make others go.She was finally able to change that second-hand white coat, but the man's face in the mirror made him a little at a loss.

But sometimes, Xi Jianzi felt that he was the same person as the man he saw in the mirror.

The acting is deepening.First there is appearance, speech, deed, and finally there is heart.

She stopped in front of a jewelry store, and some accessories were being sold on the counter.Seeing the necklace decorated with roses, Xijianzi thought of the sad Xuehua Qijing.Since "killing" Alice that day, she has returned to the state of an immobile doll.With empty eyes and cold hands and feet, she cannot move or speak.Only thoughts roam in their own world.

While looking at the necklace of roses, Xi Jianzi asked, "how is the necklace?"

After being dumbfounded for a moment, Dun realized that Xi Jianzi was asking him. After hesitating for a while, he said, "I'll get it back in two days." He had already deposited the money for compensation.

He was about to get back the necklace that he didn't know who gave him.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke had two breaths coming out of his nostrils, and he felt very uncomfortable with this weird peace.He hated the feeling.So he turned his head, not wanting to look at this strange pair of "father and son".

But when he turned his head, Akutagawa saw a familiar person.A young man in a sand-colored windbreaker with iris eyes chatting and laughing with his female friend across the street.They followed a lady with braids, and seemed to be chatting about something.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke ran up on the spot.

"Mr. Dazai!"

His ghostly enthusiasm terrified Shimiko.Her brain slowed down a beat, and it was only when she saw the person opposite that she realized what the title "Mr. Dazai" represented.

The curly-haired young man suddenly stopped fiddling with the blue thimble on his chest, and narrowed his eyes.

"What—it's Akutagawa." His overly indifferent attitude was completely different from the gentleness towards Akashima sparrow before, which surprised Akashima sparrow.

Yosano Akiko had heard of Mad Dog's name a long time ago, so after foreseeing that a bad scene was about to happen, she took the initiative to persuade Akashima Sparrow to leave.

(Sorry Dazai, I hope you're okay when I get back.)

The female doctor is still unreasonable in some aspects.

Osamu Dazai was about to complain, but he caught sight of the man on the other side of the crowd.The sloppy image, and that familiar casual smile.

Hate.

He lost his smile all of a sudden, and didn't even want to complain.

Isn't Alice around here?

Osamu Dazai couldn't find where the other party was.

Didn't you come?

He couldn't imagine that Mori Ogai would abandon Alice and come here.

Who is that child?

Dazai didn't know the boy standing next to him, there was no such a person in his memory.

It's new...he thought maliciously.

Osamu Dazai waved his hand deliberately at the opponent.

Xi Jianzi thought that this guy probably wanted to disgust her, if she was really Mori Ogai.After being harassed by Tong Mo for a long time, she walked towards Dazai on Dazai's slightly shocked expression.

"Good afternoon, Dazai-kun, you look really good." Ah, ah, everyone, any one of these words is fine, but together they make people feel disgusting.Tong Mo likes to use the word "everyone" to kidnap others morally.

For example: Why do you always only think about yourself?What a bad thing.

These are the most disgusting words Xi Jianzi has ever heard.

And when it is used for others, it can often get double the power.

As if he had swallowed a big mouthful of wasabi rice with vitality, Osamu Dazai showed an indescribable expression.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's expression became a little fierce, he knew that this man was a fake.Since it is a fake, why do you pretend to be the leader and approach Mr. Dazai?

Akutagawa soon found sadly that until now, Osamu Dazai had never paid any attention to himself.

Dun, who was tripped by some strange emotions, stayed where he was, not daring to move.Like threads of memory, passing through his brain that was as chaotic as a swamp like a hole.

black building.

Blindfolded man.

Black……

Jump off the building.

These memory fragments flashed through his mind.

[don't look]

……

Xi Jianzi: "Long time no see, don't you even want to talk to me?"

"I don't want to at all." Osamu Dazai glanced at Akutagawa's complicated expression, and said with a smile, "Every day I don't see you is a day that makes me happy."

Really sharp words.

"It really makes me sad."

Xi Jianzi remembered that she had seen Yosano Akiko just now.

"Did you come here to make a commission? I heard that the business of the detective agency is very good."

"That's not as good as organizing your business, don't you think so, Akutagawa."

Akutagawa had nothing to say.There was a stone in his stomach, which was pressing down on the lungs he used to breathe.

Shimiko, who was called "you" by Osamu Dazai eccentrically, recalled the aggressive appearance of the other party when she was still a pedestrian of Ayatsuji a few months ago.

Sure enough, Osamu Dazai in the eyes of everyone (friends) is fake, is this guy really gentle?Xi Jianzi, who has never seen the Age of Darkness with her own eyes, expresses "deny" to this idea for the time being.

"If you don't deny it, I will take it as yes, Dazai-kun."

Xi Jianzi seemed unable to understand the other party's sarcastic words, "Are you going to investigate something? I also want to see the lifestyle of young people."

"It's just a small task, but you can't do it yourself."

Look how arrogant and full of "prejudice" this person is.

Xi Jianzi shrugged his shoulders, "Then I won't delay your working time."

"Akutagawa," Shimiko pressed his hand on the opponent's shoulder, which made Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who was neglected and burning in his heart, almost burst into anger.However, the man's voice was as cold as a poisonous snake (hissing), "Don't waste Dazai-kun's time here."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke turned his head in horror, and bumped into the other's cold purple eyes.

fear.

He tasted the cold killing intent that was spreading everywhere.

Lives are threatened.

Rashomon is about to sound the alarm.

……

Even when he came to the client's house, Osamu Dazai was still thinking about that incident.

That Mori Ogai gave him a different feeling than before, why?

He didn't think it was because the two of them hadn't seen each other for a long time.Compared with the Mori Ogai he knew, the man he met on the street just now had a faintly moving madness.

The attributes of the lunatic seem to be hidden in the shadow of the opponent.

When Yosano Akiko patted him on the shoulder, Dazai Osamu woke up from that wonderful thought.

Akashima Sparrow opened the door and asked them to change into shoes at the entrance.

Akadao House is an independent cottage located in the Ferinas community.The main style of this community is exquisite small villas.

"When the family lived here, it didn't feel empty..." Akashima sparrow couldn't help saying hoarsely when he passed the entrance and saw the small toys on the shoe cabinet.

"Please forgive me." As a doctor, Xie Ye felt the same way.She had seen too many families split and shattered.

The world is just too sad.

There are always people who suddenly leave their side.

On the stairs on the second floor stood a little girl with freckles.

Akashima sparrow yelled in a low voice in a reprimanding tone.

"Ayu!"

It seems that she is one of the protagonists in this incident.

Akashima Ayu pursed her lips tightly, her eyes looked in another direction.

****

Ryunosuke Akutagawa was already holding back his anger, but the man who suddenly stopped moving almost made him bump headfirst.

"Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

He heard exclamation from the man's mouth.

Xi Jianzi saw a "help book" drawn by children with paintbrushes and pens from the telegraph pole.

【Please bring my brother back】

【Akashima Ayu, 12 years old】

Xi Jianzi thought he was handsome and took down the help letter.

"This entrustment is accepted by us."

Akutagawa: ... Nonsense.