Nightmare GL

"The burning time of the soul is only twelve hours, she doesn't have much time."

The gloomy atmosphere permeated, and Sangshen looked at the late period silently.Looking at Li Fu in the late stage, it seems that he is still persistently deciding on something.

"I don't regret it, Miss Wan." Li Fu said.

......

Then the atmosphere became dry and silent again.

After a long time, it was only in the late stage that there was movement again.

"Okay." She nodded.

"The third house on the right at the Hegou Bridge in Honglan Village. It should be half of the decoration on the second floor." Li Fu can still find the memories of a long time ago.Mulberry followed suit and nodded.

"sorry to bother you."

For Mulberry, I don't know what to say in the late stage.

The two were about to separate, and in the late period, they called her again, "Mulberry..."

Mulberry turned her head suspiciously.

"You... I'm sorry for your trouble." She stammered out such a sentence.

"Little girl, I'm sorry to trouble you." Li Fu bent down.

The long-haired woman had a sad face, and her eyebrows were tightly frowned, as if something was deeply worrying her.The young girl stares deeply at the woman, who is trying to engrave the image of that person into her mind.

Soon, the woman began to perform gestures, and the man behind him dissipated little by little and condensed into a red candle.The dream collapsed, and Mulberry moved her lips.

"wait for me."

Late's expression didn't seem to change, she probably didn't hear clearly.At the last moment when the dream collapsed, she shouted loudly, "Wait for me!"

The interlacing of quick eyes can't see clearly the affection in each other's eyes.Mulberry was awakened by the mother,

"Mulberries?"

Panic appeared on Sang's mother's face, her hands were on her shoulders, and she seemed to have been pushing her for a while.

"are you awake?"

Mulberry's expression was a little confused.

"Did you have a nightmare? Why did you keep yelling?"

Something flashed through her mind, and Sangshen sat up abruptly from the bed. She wanted to look at the alarm clock at hand, but because she was anxious, she knocked it over clumsily, "What time is it now, Mom?"

"It's like nine o'clock, it's almost ten o'clock." Sang's mother knelt down slowly and picked up the alarm clock on the floor, "Be careful."

"Look, it's 54:[-] now." She turned her wrist so that her daughter could see the hands of the alarm clock. "It's the first time Mom sees you sleeping so soundly..."

"I have something to go out for a while." It was too late to explain anything to her mother, and Mulberry just kept putting clothes on her body.

"what happened?"

Sang's mother looked at her complainingly, "Mom just cleaned up the rice, why don't you eat it now?"

"Then where are you going to eat?"

"I'll take care of it, Mom. Don't worry about me." Finally zipping the zipper, Mulberry picked up the phone and wallet under the pillow.

"There is something to sleep so late..."

Mulberry was putting on her shoes at the door, and behind her was her mother's nagging. She handed her the things in her hand, "When will you be back?"

"I don't know yet."

"I'll call you when the time comes..." The unfinished words came to an end.

After walking out the door, Sangshen took a closer look at the things in her hand.Masks, gloves, earmuffs, and a pack of tissues.The gloves were not easy to wear, so the mulberry was put directly in the pocket.

She had to find the village before ten o'clock.When I was sorting out school materials a long time ago, I vaguely remembered seeing the name Honglan Village.But those are files from many years ago.Mulberry ran straight to the bus station in the village.

The winter wind was blowing on her face and it was bitingly cold, and she even forgot to wash her face when she went out.If it is not covered by a mask, it is estimated that it will feel like a slap on the face.

I haven't heard of Honglan Village in the village, and it is largely a village on the other side of the city.The journey was smooth, and the bus had just left when Mulberry arrived.Because there is no mouthwash, the smell from the mask is really unpleasant.Mulberry had to tear off the mask to breathe.She turned on her phone and searched for her destination, Honglan Village.

Sure enough, Honglan Village had to take a car from the city to get there.It is almost in the opposite direction from the village.

Honglan Village seemed to have been demolished decades ago, but she still had to go there to find out the whereabouts of Li Fu's family.The battery level in the upper right corner of the phone screen has turned red. It seems that she forgot to charge it last night, or didn't charge it at all.Thinking of this, Mulberry tapped her head annoyed.The signal in the snowy day is not very good, and my fingers are a little frozen when typing on the keyboard.Mulberry stomped her feet, and couldn't help pacing in place.

The next bus is still half an hour away, and after snowing, it is almost rare to see motorcycles squatting here.I don't know if it's because the weather is not beautiful. Mulberry stood there for a long time but no bus passed by.It takes more than 40 minutes to get to the city by bus, and only motorbikes come and go.Mulberry went through the address books of all her relatives and friends.She didn't seem to have anyone she could call out to help.

Just when she was about to walk a distance to leave the bus station, the swaying bus with black exhaust finally drove over slowly.

Sangshen's face turned red from the cold, she beckoned and jumped onto the bus before the car stopped.

"You little girl..." The conductor said angrily at her, "Aren't you afraid that your feet will be crushed? The car didn't even stop."

Mulberry showed a shameful expression, "Sorry, I have something urgent..."

"Then you can't do this if you are in a hurry. It's very dangerous." Because of the behavior just now, the aunt who sells the ticket didn't look good to her, "If you are crushed to the foot, we are also responsible... "

After being lectured for a long time, the aunt who sold the ticket finally took the ticket for sale angrily, "Where are you going?"

"Downtown. Sit till the end."

Cars in the village can go directly to the city center.Mulberry has been there several times.

"Oh." The aunt's reaction was very cold. After giving her one yuan in change, she never spoke to her again during the whole process.There were not many passengers on this bus.Mulberry didn't sit down, the bus driver definitely couldn't rush her, and she had to be in the city to take a taxi.So she could only look out the window silently, and secretly hoped that the road conditions would not be congested so that she could walk faster.

In fact, the trip took almost an hour and a half.The speed in the car was very slow, and the aunt who sold the ticket seemed to see the anxiety on Mulberry's face. At this moment, she was knocking on Erlang's leg, and counting the change in the bag over and over again. "The car in winter can't go too fast."

"The road is slippery. If there is a car accident, we can't afford it."

Therefore, Mulberry could only sigh silently.

After getting out of the car, Mulberry went straight to the intersection.What I saw in front of me was gradually different from the station in my memory. There should have been a station here, and I could take a taxi or take a bus.But now they are all wrapped in blue iron sheets.

Mulberry found a small shop on the side of the road and asked.The boss told her that the city was undergoing renovation and construction, and the site had been moved to another place a little farther away.It takes about 10 minutes to walk there.When she asked Honglan Village again, the owner of the commissary could only shake his head and say that he hadn't heard of it.

For time, Mulberry has never cared so much about a minute and a second.She had wasted almost two hours.There were no motorcycles at the intersection, so she could only walk quickly.Walking through the zebra crossing, the melted snow on the road turned into water and was splashed by passing vehicles, and Mulberry's clothes suffered.But now it seems that there is no time to seriously clean up and worry.

You have to take the No. 23 bus at the relocated bus station to get to a stop very close to Honglan Village, but there is still a distance. There are only four No. 23 buses in the city, and Mulberry has an impression of them because they are rarely seen.This means that it will take a long time to wait for the next 23 Road.

The motorcycle touts that should have been on the street seemed to disappear in an instant, and Sangshou was anxious and helpless.How could it be like this.Winter is getting colder and colder, and few motorcyclists will come out to do business.In addition, the city seems to have begun to check the driver's license recently, so those who just want to do some small business without a driver's license have to return it again.

There were one bus after another, but only No. 23 could lead to where she wanted to go.

Maybe it was because she stood at the station for too long, a motorcycle driver suddenly approached her and spoke to her.

"Where is the beauty going? Do you want to take a motorcycle?"

"Honglan Village, do you know?" Mulberry's voice was a little hoarse because she hadn't drank any water.

"do not know......"

The renewed hope in the girl's eyes was suddenly extinguished.She lowered her head to hide the disappointment in her eyes.

"I see you have been waiting here for a long time."

"If you tell me a closer place, maybe I can know."

Yes, the more anxious you are, the more blank your mind becomes.She actually forgot that there was such a way.

"Go to the funeral home."

"Huh?" The motorcycle driver was a little dazed.

"I got there to show you the way, can you take me there?"

The man's face was a little hesitant, and Sangshen became cruel, she gritted her teeth, "I'll give you extra money."

"Okay, beauty." The motorcycle should be fast.

The author has something to say: Due to some reasons, he has suspended his studies and is taking care of his body. The update may be a bit slow

Let me tell you the reason for this story

Record a dreaming idea, wake up at 03:30 in the morning 2020.03.14

I have been dreaming for a long time, a long time ago, the dream is usually not one, but a series of dreams, the dream in the dream has become more and more serious as time goes by, and now the biggest dream has exceeded five , dreams start to turn into tormenting pain

What happened last night?I have memories of most of the dreams in dreams, and I was deeply impressed. At first, I was tricked by ghosts, not to mention ghosts, but unknown energies and existences in the dreams.

Yesterday I had a dream that I strangled myself to death.He also clearly knew that he was dreaming, but he couldn't escape.Everything around the dream is exactly the same as in reality, including the location of the mobile phone.

Maybe in the first one or two dreams, I didn't know I was dreaming, but as more and more, I began to be able to realize that I was dreaming.Generally, when I hit a bottom line, I will wake up from the bed again, but this is just waking up in a dream, not really waking up.

The third dream last night was that I killed myself. I just wanted to try to break free from the dream. I put my hands on my neck, but my hands lost control and I became more and more forceful. In the end I died, and I still woke up. On the bed, I tried screaming again this time, that is, I could hear my voice hoarse, and I could hear myself being hoarse, but it didn't work, and then I walked out of the room for the fifth time, but it was an endless loop, and I I don't know if you have seen the death cruise, but it is really a situation like this.

In a dream you never know what you will do next, and you never know if you will strangle yourself again.The problem is that I wake up countless times, and if I can't wake up, I can't distinguish between real dreams and reality.

Now we make a bold guess.

What if it's not me who wakes up, but someone else?

What if the real me has been killed in a dream and the one who wakes up is my alter ego

What if one of me dies in a dream every day, and a new me is resurrected every day?

If I die in every dream, then I can die several times in one dream

If memory can be reproduced, perception can be reproduced, and everything can be reproduced, then how can you be sure that you are the original self?

Because there is only one □, but the soul and spirit may be divided into many parts, maybe a certain part of me disappeared in a dream, without a sound, even I myself did not know that I had died

As for yesterday's dream, how did he know that he was dreaming?First died once and struggled and screamed, this is already a borderline, and then I found that my mobile phone will not light up, the position of my mobile phone in the dream is exactly the same as the one I put before going to bed, so then I found that as long as my mobile phone will not Bright light, I have been dreaming, and it turned out to be true. The last time I woke up, I picked up my mobile phone, and I found that it was finally bright, and then I knew I woke up from the dream, because there was no dream. So many details, and then I wrote a diary, and I began to know that this is the real world, because I really can't tell the difference, the feeling of suffocation that can't breathe, I don't know if you have ever experienced it

Physically and mentally exhausted, subconsciously want to end the nightmare quickly with death

hope everything stops

everything is too bad

There is nothing during the day, and I start to be strangled in my dreams

The spirit has been tortured unbearably

I don't know if I can use pain to describe myself, so I have been trying to adjust my mental state

I don't know how long I can hold on like this

This breakdown may not be understood by anyone

Recently, my relatives also said that I was listless, but I was just staring at the scenery in a daze. My brain was too tired, and so was my body.

I feel tired even with mood swings

I can't even smile

礼节与客套开始变成难题感谢在2020-10-1422:00:39~2020-10-3000:29:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of rabbit horns;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!