The Theory of the Transformation of the Loyal Dog's Soul

Fang Ze finally submitted the manuscript and made a sum of money, more than 1 points.

Fang Ze was very satisfied.

There is still a week before the Chinese New Year, Fang Ze and Bai Jian take the train to go home.Two people and four hands, carrying big bags and small bags, all Fang Ze bought back to honor his mother.

Fang Ze finally thought about it, whether he wanted to go home.The Chinese people always hope to spend the Spring Festival with their families.In this regard, Fang Ze is a very traditional person.

Fang Ze's hometown is in a town on the edge of a neighboring province, not too far away, and it takes only one morning to arrive by train.

But Fang Ze hasn't been back for a long time. Ever since he and Qi Xuanmin were together, the two belonged to the kind who were kicked out.Support each other, love each other, spent year after year.

Now that he is single, he suddenly becomes homesick.

Back then, Fang Ze's incident was quite a big deal. In a place as big as a palm in X Township, every household is somewhat related.If a chicken is lost in the morning, the whole town will know about it in the afternoon.

Not to mention coming out of the closet, such a shocking thing.

Fang Ze could also imagine how his name was chewed into scum in the mouths of his neighbors.

It's no wonder that my mother was so angry, and couldn't forgive her son for many years.

Fang Ze's mother, Ms. Yang Guihua, every time Fang Ze thinks of her, there will always be a word that pops up in his mind, and he thinks it is very suitable.

strong.

A woman lost her husband very early, and only had a pair of young children by her side, who were helpless and depended on her alone.Life is very difficult for a long time.

But even so, Ms. Yang Guihua never left her children's studies behind, letting them, like many children from their hometown, leave the society early to subsidize their families.

Because of this, Fang Ze has always been very grateful to her.

Ms. Yang Guihua has another characteristic, that is, she is pungent.

Fang Ze vaguely remembered when he was a child, there were always some inexplicable men lingering in front of their house, full of other things in their eyes.Yang Guihua remained indifferent and remained single for ten years.If you get so anxious, you will even stand in the yard and yell loudly for everyone to hear.

Once, I met a rascal who sat shirtless by the wall of his house and didn't get up when he said anything.Without saying a word, Yang Guihua turned his head and brought out a large wooden barrel, which was filled with hot water that really rolled out of the pot, and the steam was frightening to watch.

The woman's strength was great, and she splashed towards the person with a splash, scaring the rascal so badly that she didn't dare to harass her anymore.

As a result, women became famous for their pungentness, and few men came to her anymore.

Looking back now, Fang Ze can probably understand his mother's psychology.She is that kind of woman who can only be with one man in her life.In her view, widows should get the chastity archway, otherwise they are not good things.

She has pride and a moral bottom line that she wants to stick to.

Therefore, for such a mother, finding out that her son is gay is undoubtedly a slap in the face, with indescribable shame and discomfort.

Yang Guihua didn't graduate from junior high school, so she didn't understand any major principles.She only knew that the son she gave birth to was a pervert who liked men!

The train ran smoothly all the way.Fang Ze bought standing tickets.As soon as he got in the car, he took Bai Jian to a place where there were few people, spread out the waste newspapers that he had prepared earlier, and both of them sat down to rest.

Along the way, the big dog leaned against him and fell asleep, only Fang Ze stared blankly at the scenery flashing by outside the window, feeling uneasy.

Closer to nostalgia is more timid, probably this is the saying.

Fang Ze's hometown is a two-story concrete building, short and small, which is very inconspicuous among the newly built buildings.

Yang Guihua used to do some odd jobs to earn money to support his family, but later he had some savings. As soon as he gritted his teeth, he bought glass counters from the county, bought cheap cigarettes with soy sauce and vinegar flavor in the wholesale market, and opened a small shop in front of his house.If you earn money in a month, you can have a balance, and you will look good.

The road in my hometown has not changed, probably because of the rain the day before, the road is potholed, narrow and wet.I didn't see many people on Fangze Road, so it was a bit deserted.

Yang Guihua was guarding his small shop, sitting on a small bench with Aunt Li, watching TV and talking about the topic.The TV is a second-hand product that Fang Ting eliminated. The screen is very small and the picture quality is poor.

"Mom." Fang Ze stood in front of the shop with his bag in his hand, and called out hesitantly.

Yang Guihua turned her head abruptly and saw her son.

She stared wide-eyed as if she hadn't expected it, but Aunt Li at the side reacted first, and shouted first: "Isn't this Zewazi!"

"Hehe, hello, Aunt Li." Fang Ze looked very shy at this time, and said in a low voice, "Long time no see."

"Come back! It's good to be back!" Aunt Li is an old neighbor of Fang Ze's family, and they have been friends for decades like their own family.She stood up, just in time to see Bai Jian who was following Fang Ze, with a strange expression on her face: "Here, your friend?"

"Ah... um." Subconsciously, Fang Ze moved a little further away from the big dog, and responded vaguely.

Bai Jian felt that the atmosphere was not right, pursed his lips, and did not speak.

Yang Guihua's face was very ugly, and Aunt Li knew it, so she laughed and slipped away.

When Fang Ze saw his mother's Baogong face, he felt guilty, and immediately lowered his head spinelessly, just like when he was a child.

Yang Guihua stood up, annoyed, "Is it embarrassing to poke it there?" Then he said, "Go in first!"

Only then did Fang Ze breathe a sigh of relief, he was afraid that his mother would drive him out without letting him in.

Yang Guihua didn't intend to look at the store any more, strode up to his son and entered the house together.When passing by Bai Jian, the woman's eyes were dim.

Fang Ze knew that she might have misunderstood his relationship with Dagou, but it was hard to explain this kind of thing.Moreover, he was a man who liked men, but he seemed pretentious after explaining it.

So without saying anything, he dragged the big dog back to his room in a desperate manner.

Yang Guihua was very cold, and never showed a smile to his son who had seldom returned home for many years.

But at dinner time, four or five dishes were served, and it could be seen that they were cooked carefully.Fang Ze took a sip, it was the taste he liked, and looked at his mother for a while, unable to say a thousand words.

Yang Guihua didn't mean to joke, the atmosphere at the dinner table was very stiff.Bai Jian is completely a soy saucer, he just concentrates on eating.Only Fang Ze was unwilling to find a topic, and talked to Yang Guihua without saying a word.

Yang Guihua facing his son is like a dean dealing with problem students, which is not harmonious at all.

"Didn't you say you don't want to come back?"

"Come and see you." Fang Ze quickly got off the table and pushed out the gift he brought back, "I bought something for you, I..."

"No need." Yang Guihua cut off Fang Ze's enthusiasm with one sentence, but even so, the woman didn't intend to throw it back.It was accepted. "Eat well."

"Oh." Fang Ze immediately sat back at the table obediently.

What Bai Jian looked at was secretly clicking his tongue. He had never seen a man so obedient.Well, it's just that I often dog legs...

"When will my sister come back? I haven't seen her for a long time." Fang Ze asked.

"The day after tomorrow." Yang Guihua suddenly raised his head and glanced at his son, his voice was stiff, "Tingting's child is 10 years old."

"Really, haha, the days go by so fast." Fang Ze didn't react, but still said with a smile, "We must meet this little guy! What's his name..."

"You don't want to see me." Yang Guihua put down his chopsticks and interrupted him: "You are like that, teaching bad children."

"..."

Yang Guihua turned his gaze away, "It's called Qin Xiaolan, Lanlan."

"Oh...okay." Fang Ze instantly felt like a piece of cotton stuck in his throat, and he was a little speechless. "It sounds good."

"You will go back tomorrow." Yang Guihua reminded again.

Fang Ze really couldn't eat anymore this time, so he put down his chopsticks and said calmly, "Yes, I see."

For a while, silence spread in the old house.

Bai Jian lost his appetite when he saw the man's profile.

Go back early, he thought, he would not be able to stand Aze like this.

After a while, Yang Guihua spoke suddenly, very abruptly: "Come back when you've changed it."

Come back after changing it... Fang Ze knows what she means. Yang Guihua said this sentence seven years ago.Not a word has changed.

Fang Ze suddenly wanted to vent all his grievances when he heard his mother's words again.

An indescribable sourness rushed to the nose, as uncomfortable as choking on a mouthful of swimming pool water.

Fang Ze didn't think much about it, and said in a hoarse voice, "I broke up with him."

If anyone has suffered so much in the past seven years, Yang Guihua will definitely be the first one.If anyone still remembers Fang Ze's seven years, looking forward to him day by day, it is definitely Yang Guihua.

"I want to celebrate the New Year together." Fang Ze cried.

Yang Guihua's hands began to tremble unnaturally, but she tried her best to restrain it.The muscles on the face have changed, with joy and sorrow, "What did you say? Say it again!"

Fang Ze's tears flowed down, he couldn't say a word, only silence.

"You..." Yang Guihua became more and more excited, "Did you get better and stop doing that disgusting thing?!"

Fang Ze looked at his mother, tears fell more fiercely, and shook his head.

"I know girls from several families, all of them are very nice, very nice!" Yang Guihua stretched out her hand tremblingly, this action revealed her old state.She wanted to grab her son, and there were marks of ecstasy on her face.

The mother's face is close in front of her eyes, and her wishes and expectations have always been so direct and strong.Fang Ze's chest began to hurt violently, and he suddenly felt unprecedented despair.

He can't do it, Fang Ze knows, for girls, he probably can't do anything about it.

Fang Ze began to lack oxygen, panting like convulsions, and tears fell into the bowl drop by drop.

Bai Jian was so frightened that he grabbed his hand tightly and patted his back to let him breathe.

Fang Ze only knew how to shake his head desperately, facing Yang Guihua, shaking his head desperately: "...No..."

Yang Guihua looked at his son, panicked for a moment, and then flew into a rage.

The rough slap of the woman slapped the old wooden table, making a loud noise.She yelled frantically: "Get out! Get out! Get out!!!"

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