The contentment of rebirth

When you are impulsive, try to persuade and persuade.

Both Chen Weijun and Chen Jiayin persuaded Chen's father and Lu's mother to take a rest in the room first. After all, they are old, and after such a big blow, they are worried that the old man's body will not be able to bear it, and the two younger ones will also be driven away by them. Room, it's better not to know too much about such things.

The sound of weeping and Chen Jiayin's comforting voice could be heard intermittently from the room on this side, and the angry voice of Father Chen and the voice of Chen Weijun's persuasion could be clearly heard from the room over there.Chen Weiwen knelt on the ground, smiling helplessly, hoping, hoping, that his family would understand him in the end.

Suddenly, a familiar warmth came from the palm of his hand. Chen Weiwen turned his head and met Chen Hui's worried eyes. Chen Weiwen shook his head gently, indicating that he was fine.

In the empty living room, Chen Weiwen and Chen Hui knelt on the ground, holding hands tightly, and passed each other strength: I will always be your strong backing.

In the afternoon, the whole family gathered in the living room again. Looking at the pair of lovers who had been kneeling since noon, Father Chen's mood has calmed down a lot: "Weiwen, have you made a decision yet?"

"Well, I've thought about it." Chen Weiwen replied: "I still say the same thing, I don't like women, and I won't marry a woman."

"What!" Father Chen's anger was instantly ignited. Father Chen was still nodding his head in satisfaction when he heard Chen Weiwen's previous sentence, thinking that Weiwen was just blinded by the so-called "true love". How could it be true? How could the relationship between two men last a lifetime, unable to have children, and relying entirely on love to maintain it?Once this kind of relationship is exposed, what future is there to talk about, what future is there, and he was delusional and told him to go abroad to register for marriage?

Now, I finally figured it out.

It's just that before Father Chen's nodding head had time to lift up, and the joy in his heart hadn't had time to dissipate, it was dissipated without a trace by Chen Weiwen's next sentence, and the nodding head suddenly lifted up, "Okay! Good! Chen Weiwen, good. When I grow up, I feel that my wings are stiff, don’t I feel that I don’t need to listen to my parents anymore.”

"Dad, no, neither do I. I can listen to other things, but this is the only thing I can't do. I really can't force myself to marry a girl and have children. For the two of us, this is not happiness. Suffer!" Chen Weiwen raised his head and said with a pale face.The two of them only tried a few dishes in Chen Weijun's restaurant this morning, and they have been kneeling since noon when they got home. Very nice.

"I'm already like this, why bother to harm another girl. Dad, Mom, I know, you just think that the love between two men is not tolerated in the world, it is abnormal, but it is not like this in foreign countries. They both They look at these things with a very normal attitude, because in their eyes, homosexuality is no different from heterosexuality. In many cities and countries, homosexuality has become a legal marriage relationship. Although our country is still It is not so open, and the attitude of Chinese people is not so peaceful, but compared to before, it has been greatly improved. Maybe in the future, it will develop into a homosexual that can stand openly on the street, and everyone will not look at it with strange eyes. It can also be recognized by law.”

"And before that, we won't be exposed, we can't go out and tell everyone that I'm gay, and then be despised and cast aside. So, Mom and Dad, believe us, believe us, we will do well, Believe that we will be happy, believe that we will use our own efforts to overcome those realities."

Father Chen looked at Chen Weiwen, so angry that he couldn't say a word, wishful thinking!What does it mean that homosexuality can be recognized by the law, what does it mean that homosexuality can stand on the street openly without being stared at by the world, what does it mean that they will hide it from everyone, what does it mean that they will be happy, what does it mean that they will overcome those realities.

"Have you got water in your head, uh. The nonsense you just said, do you think it's easy to achieve, do you think it's something you can do if you just say it? You're daydreaming, I tell you, I It’s not allowed, it’s not allowed, it’s not allowed to say anything. My son, you don’t have to make a lot of achievements, you don’t have to make a lot of money, you can do this or that, but you can’t be gay. Let me tell you, you make a decision now, if you If you still recognize me as a father, you immediately sever ties with this kid, and you don’t have to go out, just stay at home to help, if you still persist in your obsession, then I don’t have your son anymore, so get out of here immediately.”

"Dad/Dad!" "Dad/Dad!" Chen Weijun, Chen Jiayin, and the four of them, as soon as they heard Father Chen say such decisive words, they knew that Father Chen was really impulsive, and they immediately opened their mouths to stop .

Father Chen waved his hand and said loudly, "Don't say anything, no one is allowed to intercede."

Chen Weijun couldn't help frowning. He didn't expect that the matter would develop to this point. If he knew that Father Chen would be so angry, he would definitely stop Chen Weiwen and Chen Hui from coming.But when he thought of Chen Weiwen's stubbornness, he could only shake his head and smile wryly. He probably wanted to stop him. In fact, Weiwen and Father Chen really deserved to be father and son. The character to be carried is really exactly the same.

Chen Jiayin looked worriedly at Chen Weiwen who was still kneeling on the ground, worried that Chen Weiwen would say something about breaking off the father-son relationship with Dad because of impulsive anger with Dad Chen. She really didn't want to see such a scene appear.

In fact, since she bumped into the matter of Chen Weiwen and Chen Hui a few years ago, she went back and checked a lot of information, and also read a lot about this matter.

Books on this subject also have a lot of positive understanding of this group, and the original prejudice against them has been reduced and improved.Therefore, now she can basically face this matter with a more tolerant attitude. In addition, Wei Wen is her younger brother, and the balance that is already biased is even more biased. If it is someone else, she can do it now. The attitude of contempt and non-commentation, let alone his younger brother.

"Dad, let's not push Weiwen into such a hurry, give him some time and let him think about it again." Chen Jiayin persuaded, and motioned with her eyes to Mother Lu, who was frightened by Chen's father's words, to help persuade him Furious Father Chen.

"My son's father, Wei Wen is our son. Didn't what you said just now mean to force our son away?" Mother Lu's tears flowed down again.

"Mom." Chen Weiwen called softly, his voice choked up, sorry.

"What are you thinking about, ah, what are you thinking about? Look at him, he looks like he wants to sever ties with that kid, no. Son, does he think I'm his father? What if he thinks we are still his parents? Will do such a thing, let me tell you, Chen Weiwen, today you..."

"Father, don't say any more, that's our son, our son, even if he likes men, he's still our son." Mother Lu cried out, preventing Father Chen from uttering more decisive words.

Father Chen's words were stuck in his throat, he didn't say it, and his eyes were a little red. He knew, of course he knew, this was their son, the son they were proud of, the son they were worried about studying abroad , is their sensible and obedient son since childhood.But, just because he is their son, as a parent, we can't watch him go astray, ruin himself, ruin his life, and become a person who is cast aside by the society and has nowhere to depend!

Chen Weiwen lowered his head, tears fell drop by drop, forming a small stall on the ground, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... no matter how much I'm sorry, it's not enough to describe the regret in my heart, but I still can only say sorry.

"Father, Mom, I'm sorry. I'm not filial. Doing such a thing makes you sad. However, a person's life is only a few dozen years, and I don't know when I will leave. I can force myself to do a lot of things that I don't like. Wishing things, only feelings, can’t be forced, I don’t want to lie in bed when I’m old and sick, lamenting that I’ve spent my whole life with patience and reluctance.” Nor do I hope, If one day I die young again, and then I am lucky enough to recall my previous life, the regret is that I have not been able to be brave for myself once.

"I don't want to choose, and I won't choose, the multiple-choice questions Dad just said. To me, Chen Hui has long been a family member. You are all very important to me, and I will never give up." Chen Weiwen lifted At the beginning, I looked directly at Father Chen, "Dad, we can't calm down and have a good talk now, so Chen Hui and I will go back first, wait a few days, let's come over again." Then he helped Chen Hui's shoulders to stand up, By the way, they pulled Chen Hui up and left together.

In the Chen family, no one spoke, and no one stopped them. They just watched the two walk out of the living room with their arms out of their sight.

The author has something to say: Explanation: It is not that it is stupid to have the courage to openly and officially admit that you are gay. On the contrary, they are not stupid, but really brave people.This sentence is only aimed at Chen Weiwen's current situation. Before his career has achieved anything and he has no social status, he blindly ran out and announced to everyone that I am gay, and then he was excluded by society, despised, and even abused. , so, if Chen Weiwen really does this at the moment