The contentment of rebirth

It is impossible for a thick friendship to accept these things, so today, we must make it clear.

Chen Hui hugged Chen Weiwen tightly, suppressing Chen Weiwen's struggle, and said loudly: "Weiwen, how long do you want to escape?"

Hearing these words, he really couldn't struggle, Chen Weiwen stopped struggling, he was quietly hugged by Chen Hui, with his head resting on Chen Hui's chest, listening to the slightly too fast heartbeat , without saying anything.

Chen Weiwen was very confused. Why did this situation happen? He was also very helpless. He was clearly thinking about what to do and planned everything, but the actual development was never the same as his plan.

He didn't know how to tell Chen Hui, could it be possible for him to tell Chen Hui now, "Chen Hui, actually, well, I have liked you for a long time, and I have long since discovered that my feelings for you are not Friendship is now love. The reason why I didn’t want to admit it before was because I thought we still wanted to be young, and I don’t know if you (I) will change your mind or not. I thought that I would wait until we were all grown up to be sure. Well.Later, I think you are quite devoted to me. Didn't you take the initiative to confess to me? I also think that I don't like you, but I love you.I just thought, I still can't say, how dangerous is our relationship if it is discovered, we both have no financial means now, we can't be discovered, if our family prevents us from being expelled from the school after we are discovered, we will be finished. '

'So, I thought, let's bear with it for now. After we go to university and go to other places, people outside don't know us, so we can be more free. After we graduate from university, we can have a job and support ourselves. There is enough confidence to compete with the family.When the family knows about it, we are not afraid of our love being beaten. Although my parents will be sad, and I will be sorry for your mother and father, but only we can be together, and we will definitely find a way to get them. Forgive me, right? '

Chen Hui won't be angry when he hears such words?He may think that he thinks too much. Well, compared to a sixteen or seventeen-year-old teenager, Chen Weiwen really thinks a lot, and he tries to be as thoughtful as possible.But there is no way, he is a reborn person, he always has a few years more social experience than the original teenager Chen Hui, and he always likes to worry a little more, hey.

However, compared to the muddle-headed life in his previous life, the current self really prefers to think about more things. This is also one of the biggest changes in his life. After his rebirth, he made up his mind not to let himself repeat his previous life He is mediocre, so when he encounters many things, he develops a habit of thinking about how to make this matter better and more perfect.

If you think about it for a long time, you will naturally develop a habit.In fact, the biggest reason for his habit is that when he was born again, he was thinking about how to improve his family's financial conditions and how to fight for his future life. If he thought about it a lot, this habit has naturally continued.

Chen Hui leaned into Chen Weiwen's ear, and continued, "Weiwen, I know, you don't have feelings for me at all, right? Then, why do you want to run away?"

"Am I not good? Don't you believe in my feelings?" Chen Hui was in a bit of pain. Chen Weiwen's repeated escapes made him puzzled and sad. He didn't know whether Chen Weiwen had no confidence in himself or the relationship between them. Feelings without confidence.After they have known each other for so many years, they probably know each other more deeply than they know themselves. Why can't they trust him and believe that his feelings for him are true.

"Weiwen, do you still remember the time we went on a trip together after the high school entrance examination? When we went climbing, didn't we meet two people who were making love? Maybe you didn't pay attention to see clearly, but I saw it. Both of them are men, that is the first time I know that men and men can also have sex and love, it turns out that men and men may also have love."

"After I got home, I checked a lot of information on the Internet. I knew that this was just a difference in sexual orientation. There are many people in the world and in China who are like me. Wei Wen, I don't know what I am. I fell in love with you from time to time, because my feelings for you can no longer find a beginning, so there will be no end."

"Since that trip, I know my feelings for you. I was very happy at first, very happy that I like you, but then I was very worried, worried that you would not like me, worried that you would reject me, Hate me. So I kept suppressing my feelings and didn't say it. Weiwen, I like you, I have liked you for a long time, and I will always like you for a long time, don't you run away, okay?"

Chen Weiwen was shocked. He didn't expect to meet two men during that trip. It really must be such a good shit luck to encounter such a rare situation in a hundred years. He was also very surprised. Unexpectedly, Chen Hui's eloquence is so good, and after a few words, he has already been persuaded to a great extent. Really, it is impressive.

Well, I think what’s the point of these things, the point seems to be, Chen Hui’s first and last sentence, um, what am I avoiding, what am I not believing?Do you believe Chen Hui? In fact, as Chen Hui said, the two of them have known each other for so many years. The relationship between the two of them cannot be defined by the boundaries of friends. They are closer than friends and closer than relatives. In this world, no one can compare He knows Chen Hui better, and no one knows him better than Chen Hui.

Such an intimate relationship between them has already touched the safety limit, and it is a dangerous relationship that goes beyond the bottom line.Chen Weiwen sighed silently in his heart. It turns out that their relationship is no longer a simple friendship of friends, but he has been deceiving himself and others, thinking that they can still hide and suppress their feelings.

Chen Hui said that he didn't know when he had a forbidden love for him, and he couldn't find the beginning, and there would be no end. Why didn't he, in so many years of getting along, who could tell clearly, when and when, he The relationship between them began to deteriorate, and they were no longer satisfied with friends, meeting with each other and warm smiles every day.

Perhaps, the relationship between them did not deteriorate at that moment at all. In fact, their previous relationship, which had been settled for such a long time, was not just for the outbreak of this moment; they used to get along for so long just to get each other Integrating into one's own flesh and blood is just for this moment of cuddling each other.

It turned out that everything was so simple and obvious, but I never understood it.

So, Chen Weiwen, what are you still hesitating about, what are you running away from, what else can you not believe in.

If you don't even believe in Chen Hui, then who else can you trust? If you have to think about such feelings step by step before you can act, aren't you still the same as your previous life, just a coward, a person who only thinks Cowards who will fail themselves!

Chen Weiwen lowered his face, slowly raised his hand, and hugged Chen Hui back, "Chen Hui, I'm sorry, I won't run away anymore."

In response to Chen Weiwen, Chen Hui hugged him even harder. Chen Hui buried his face in Chen Weiwen's neck, his voice choked up, "Weiwen, I like you, I love you."

He waited for this hug for a long, long time, he waited for this sentence for a long, long time, at this moment, Chen Hui had the feeling that this time is forever.

"Chen Hui, I like you too, I love you." Chen Weiwen also hugged Chen Hui tightly, no longer hiding his heart, no longer hiding his feelings.

The two hugged each other naked like this, lying quietly on the bed, enjoying the warmth and sweetness of this moment.

After a while, Chen Weiwen finally regained his rationality from his sensibility, and as soon as the ability to think came back to his mind, he immediately realized the embarrassing situation of the two of them at this moment.He has already remembered what happened last night, so it is not that he is not mentally prepared for the current situation, but the two of them continue to lie on the bed with no clothes on, even if today is Sunday and there is no class, even if they just The hotness in the body disappeared because of those words in his heart, but this is still not good, it is easy to misfire.

So, "Ahem, Chen Hui, let's put on our clothes."

"Weiwen, don't you want to?" Chen Hui lowered his head and looked at Chen Weiwen. The smile on his face hadn't dissipated, but neither had the blush at the base of his ears.

Chen Weiwen blinked embarrassingly, thinking about it... He actually didn't think about it, but just like many gay materials he had read, for this kind of thing, it was the first time or the previous few times for one party to bear it. Even after the preparations are done, it will still be very painful. Whether this person is himself or Chen Hui (Chen Weiwen, you have not seen the reality clearly), so, in the current situation where no auxiliary tools are fully prepared, it is still It's not easy to take risks.

"I don't want to." Chen Weiwen spoke righteously, hoping to dispel Chen Hui's thoughts.

"But I think." It's a pity that Chen Weiwen's righteous words did not dispel Chen Hui's thoughts.

Chen Weiwen glanced at Chen Hui, and clearly saw the longing and emotion on his face, and he couldn't bear to refuse. It's true that it's not good to bear this kind of thing too much, "Then you are down here." If he was on the top, he would be more than Chen Hui is more patient, and may also be more skillful (after all, if you live a few years longer, you will be exposed to more calcium tablets), and maybe the first time will not be so painful.Of course, Chen Wei