The contentment of rebirth

Life is too regular, that is, the life of two points and one line, going to school, going home, occasionally going to the farmers market to buy vegetables, and other places, including nightlife, entertainment and leisure, are very few, so few that they can be ignored.

And if the people who have been in contact with Chen Hui are used to observe whether he is a straight man or a gay man, Chen Weiwen can't draw a conclusion. It's not that Chen Hui seldom communicates with other people. There are still a lot of people in contact, but what they communicate with is about the student union, study, teachers, etc., but nothing personal is involved, let alone feelings, which can be seen as an important topic of sexual orientation.

And it's not that Chen Hui doesn't have close friends, there are, not only are, but also the kind of friends who are very close, and that person is him, Chen Weiwen, yes, Chen Weiwen himself.

Chen Weiwen was sitting in the library dejectedly, but he couldn't read a single word in the book in front of him. He tapped the book lightly with his fingers. In this way, he had no way of knowing Chen Hui's sexual orientation. This seemingly impossible emotional road has found a little light.

Forget it, don't think about it, anyway, there is no way to rush these things for a while, and if you sit here and think about it, you can't think of one, two, three.

Chen Weiwen forced himself to suppress all the messy thoughts in his mind and concentrate on reading the book.

Looking at his watch, it was almost closing time for the library, so Chen Weiwen got up and went home, thinking about the English grammar in the book he just read while walking, when he was about to reach home, Chen Weiwen's cell phone rang.

Chen Weiwen picked up the phone with one hand, and took out the key with the other to open the door. The person who called was the deputy director of the public relations department. There was a document that he needed urgently, so he asked Chen Weiwen to send him an email now.

"Okay." Chen Weiwen came in, didn't see Chen Hui, and didn't think too much. He found the USB flash drive from the room, thinking that his computer had to wait for it to start up. If it's troublesome, just borrow Chen Hui's computer.

Turn on the computer where Chen Hui was playing landscape pictures. The picture on the computer screen made Chen Weiwen stunned. The icon showing the paused playback and the picture hidden under the icon... It took three seconds to react, and the window was minimized first. Change, log in to your mailbox, add attachments, and send.

After seeing the words 'send successfully' displayed on the screen, Chen Weiwen almost couldn't wait to click close, and moved the cursor of the mouse to place on the window he had just minimized.

Chen Weiwen paused for a few seconds. The picture he saw just now made him feel vaguely guessed. Now is the time to confirm it, but at this moment he felt a little timid in his heart. Feeling, what's going on.

See, whatever it is, face it.

Finally made up his mind, Chen Weiwen clicked to play, the fixed picture began to change, and the characters inside also started to move, clear and shallow groans came to Chen Weiwen's ears, these strange and familiar pictures, so familiar and unfamiliar The voice made Chen Weiwen stunned on the spot. He didn't know what expression to express his current mood, and he didn't know how to describe his current mood.

After watching for more than two minutes, Chen Weiwen was still in a daze. It turned out that...

Suddenly, there was the sound of water flowing in the bathroom, it should be that Chen Hui was about to come out, Chen Weiwen seemed to be stung by something, immediately jumped up from the sofa, ran to the door in a panic, and suddenly remembered something He stopped in his tracks, moved the mouse frantically, and turned the playback progress bar forward a little. It probably stopped after a screen similar to the one he had just seen. Chen Weiwen almost ran away and rushed out of the house.

It wasn't until he closed the door and leaned against the wall that Chen Weiwen felt his rapid breathing, rapid heartbeat and cold sweat from nervousness in the cold weather. It felt so uncomfortable to check other people's privacy like this, as if he had done it. What a crime.

Chen Weiwen went downstairs, he needed to find a quiet place to sort out the chaotic thoughts in his head.

Sitting on a wooden chair in a remote corner of the community, it took Chen Weiwen another 10 minutes to accept the information he just saw. Chen Hui actually had GV in his computer.No, not only is there, but there is more than one resource, it is full, there must be dozens of them.

The most important thing is that Chen Hui's GV resources are not just there to take up space, he is watching them, and they are still in high-definition.Can he say, Chen Hui, where did you get so many resources, and you don't share them with your brothers?

Keke, I was wrong.

At this point, Chen Weiwen didn't need to doubt and research anymore. Chen Hui was a bender at all, and he couldn't say he turned it earlier than himself.

Chen Weiwen didn't know how to describe his current mood. One second he was worried about whether Chen Hui was straight or bent, and the next second a big pie fell from the sky and hit him, and then told him that Chen Hui Hui is [-]% crooked, so you don't have to doubt or think about it, just hurry up.

This kind of emotion mixed with astonishment, joy, uncertainty and confusion made Chen Weiwen sit down for half an hour, until Chen Hui called to urge him, why didn't he come back?

After half an hour of emotional precipitation, Chen Weiwen was able to talk to Chen Hui in a very normal tone, and told him to hang up the phone when he was about to arrive. Chen Weiwen wiped his face and went home first.

When he took out the key and unscrewed the door that changed his state of mind more than half an hour ago and the fate that might have changed with it, Chen Weiwen was in a very complicated mood, and the key didn't fit in the keyhole for a long time. Chen Weiwen stopped, He took several deep breaths and told himself, Chen Weiwen, to calm down.

With a sound of 'Kala', the door opened by itself. Before Chen Weiwen had time to build up his mind, he looked up and saw Chen Hui, the culprit who made him tangled up, "Why did you come to open the door?" God knows, Chen Weiwen is going to pretend How difficult it is to say such natural words with a nonchalant appearance.

"Also, what's the matter with you? I listened to you open the door for a long time and didn't see you coming in." Chen Hui looked at Chen Weiwen who was a little pale in surprise. "What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?" He raised his hand and touched Chen Weiwen's forehead.

"Ah?" Chen Weiwen stared blankly at Chen Hui's palm on his forehead, a little unable to react, did they have such intimate and natural movements before, why didn't he notice it at all.He waved his hand, "It's okay, maybe it's too cold outside."

Chen Hui pulled Chen Weiwen's hand, only to realize how cold Chen Weiwen's hand was, "Where have you been, why are your hands so cold?"

"Well, no." Chen Weiwen didn't know what to say, he sat outside for half an hour, his hands were of course cold, "I want to drink water." Chen Weiwen could only dismiss Chen Hui and avoid Chen Hui's words Caring about asking.

Knowing that Chen Weiwen didn't want to say more, Chen Hui didn't ask any more questions, and poured a cup of hot water for Chen Weiwen. Chen Hui looked at Chen Weiwen drinking the hot water, and said, "Go and rest for a while, I'll make dinner. "

"Well," Chen Weiwen nodded. After drinking the hot water, he walked into the room and looked at the closed door. Chen Weiwen fell on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

Just saw Chen Hui, seeing Chen Hui's immature face that couldn't be concealed even with a blank face, he thought of another question, Chen Hui, who is only 16 years old this year, still has no life experience, or even a person who has nothing I don't know the age.Love at his age is beautiful and dreamy, but it is also unrealistic and not lasting.

As a reborn person with the memory of his previous life, he can easily accept his own sexual orientation, but that doesn't mean that other people can too.At their age, it was the age of first love, the age of curiosity and ignorance about feelings, he didn't know if Chen Hui was just curious and impulsive.

What if Chen Hui had this sort of secret feeling towards himself only because he had the most contact with him since he was a child, and what if Chen Hui didn't have this kind of feeling because of himself, but was just curious after hearing about it?

It's not that Chen Weiwen thinks highly of himself. After all, he didn't have much rich love experience in this life, and of course he didn't have much life experience. In his previous life, he was shocked before he even started to experience it. In this life, he hasn't had time to experience it.But it is undeniable that these experiences that are not counted as experiences are also Chen Weiwen's experiences. Blinded, if Chen Hui will return to the right path one day?

So what should he do, a person who was broken up by himself because of Chen Hui?Can he still live a normal life, can he let go of all this and become a straight man?Or, just degenerate and become a hooker who can't turn back?

If Chen Hui was just impulsive, would he just give up and lead Chen Hui back to the right path, or would he drag Chen Hui into the water and fall into this road of no return together?

Chen Weiwen didn't know, he didn't know what to do, what to do?He has so much virtue and ability, he can influence the fate of another person, decide the fate of another person, but the fact is that he can't go to the other party to discuss it, he can only be here alone, worrying and entangled , at a loss.

Chen Weiwen suddenly felt that it was better not to know whether Chen Hui was straight or gay, so that he didn't have to think about it for the time being.

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