fear game

I believe that the biggest question for you who read this book is: Is Qi Mo a lunatic?

Sometimes he made some outrageous actions, which seemed sure to be crazy; but after knowing Lance's secret, everything seemed to be reasonably explained.But if you say that he is not crazy, he is moody and extreme, he even peed on himself, threatened to bite off the nurse's finger, and fought fiercely with a wolf, which does not seem to be in line with the behavior of normal people logic.

My answer is: he is both crazy and he is not.Before meeting Lance, he was really about to go crazy, but Lance's sadness and kindness became his salvation. It can be said that Lance became the last of his reason to stay in the world soberly. reason.

The reason why he transferred to this hospital was that Mr. Chianini, who was Mr. Zianini Jr., had visited other hospitals before establishing this charity hospital. Crazy Qi Mo.Qi Mo told him a story, saying that he voluntarily entered the mental hospital to prove that psychology is nonsense, but he couldn't get out later, he couldn't prove that he was not crazy, and no doctor believed him.But he also said, in fact, as long as he wants to go, he can go out anytime.It seems that Qi Mo's ability is really great, but if that's the case, why is he trapped in this hospital?He told Chee that he was waiting for someone, someone who could prove that he was not crazy.really?Who is he waiting for?

Let's start from the beginning.

At the age of ten, Qi Mo was selected into the CIA's Genius Youth Agent Battalion. He completed basic training at the age of 13.

Do you still remember the time when Qi Mo almost slipped his tongue and told Lance that he had suffered a lot before?That was really bitter.For example, in the winter of minus [-] or [-] degrees, if you wear single clothes to race against wild wolves, you will not be allowed to eat if you lose.Yes, and fighting with wild wolves, because his superior is very fond of wolves, and he has a lot of wolves.No wonder Qi Mo is not afraid of Oscar anymore, he even fought against Oscar's father wolf.That's why Agent Qi Mo's code name is "Timberwolf".

His immediate superior, the person code-named Lu X--Coco's biological father, like his wife, is an excellent agent trainer of the CIA.After Qi Mo was sent abroad to carry out secret missions at the age of 13, he has been his single-line contact person. That is to say, all the information Qi Mo stole from other countries was directly delivered to Mr. Lu. , all of Qi Mo's original files were destroyed, and no one can prove his existence, except for Ke Ke's parents.That's why, when Lance went to check Qi Mo's medical records, there was no information on it except for a name that Qi Mo himself said.Even the name was changed by Qi Mo later. "Mo" means silence. The first essential for an agent is to keep silent forever, and only speak to those who you can pass on information to.

Qi Mo looks a lot like people from East Asian Country C, so his lurking went very smoothly.But only one year later, after he passed several times of information successfully, Mr. Lu could no longer be contacted.But Qi Mo firmly believes that he can't give up halfway. If his superior never comes to contact him, he will just lurk silently like this forever and continue to spy on information.

The reason why Mr. Lu lost his news was because of a coup in the CIA, the old forces were purged, and the new people who came to power exterminated Mr. Lu and his wife in order to eradicate dissidents, and shut down the training of agents. project, sold the island to the Zianini family.

Before Mr. Lu knew that he and his wife were doomed, he put Ke Ke and his domesticated wolves into a remote forest. They were willing to save the child, and the little baby Ke Ke, who didn't know anything at the time, would not be cleaned up by the CIA.

Just like this, Qi Mo was abandoned in a foreign country, bearing the pressure silently by himself, and continued to collect information with dignity.However, the intelligence department of country c is not a vegetarian. Soon, they discovered Qi Mo's identity and imprisoned him.They negotiated with the CIA and demanded a hostage exchange.But at this time, the upper echelons of the CIA have changed. They didn't care about the life and death of the agents in Mr. Lu's project, and rejected the exchange request.

Qi Mo is just like "Prometheus Bound", bound and imprisoned, suffering inhuman torture, without any hope of being rescued.Prometheus delivered the torch for mankind, and Kimmer delivered national security information for the American people, but no one appreciated him.Prometheus did not despair of human beings, but Qi Mo saw through human nature through repeated abuse and torture, and he was disappointed with his motherland.

Finally, relying on his extraordinary willpower, he held his breath and waited for a glimmer of light.It turns out that the faction that Mr. Lu belonged to made a comeback. Lu's superiors eradicated the gangsters of the coup and restarted the "Timberwolves" spy project. Qi Mo's value was once again remembered.

Qi Mo was exchanged back, but this time, he was completely silent.He did bring back important information, and K was the new person sent to exchange information with him, but he told K that if he couldn't meet Mr. Lu or Mrs. Lu to make sure they were all right, he wouldn't trust. K and the others had no choice, Qi Mo had to live, and the information he brought back had to be found out, but they couldn't let him act freely and let him go out and talk nonsense, so they forged Qi Mo's mental state certificate, a piece of paper

The case sent Qi Mo to a psychiatric hospital.

It just so happened that Qi Mo was tortured to the point of being half insane by the people of country c, and no one would think that he was not crazy.At first, Qi Mo was of course not convinced, so he went around telling others that he was not crazy.But later he figured it out, a madman is a protective umbrella for his identity, if he is not crazy, can the US government allow him to live in this world?So there was another version of the story, a version in which he said he came in voluntarily to prove that psychology was bullshit.

Is he crazy or not?Later, Qi Mo himself was not so sure.He was afraid that one day he would really go crazy and Mr. Lu would appear, but he would not be able to pass on the information, so that day, he found an iron bar and densely arranged the steel needles into the shape of a tattoo symbol—that It is the characters that he and Mr. Lu invented together. Only the two of them can read the characters in the world.Blood dripped out, and that important information was engraved on Qi Mo's waist.Even if one day he dies, this string of important information will be left behind when his body is autopsied, so that his hard work in the first half of his life will not be in vain.

Qi Mo said that he had been waiting for someone who could prove that he was not crazy, but he never came.In fact, K came, but he did not trust him.

The first time Qi Mo went to Lance's house, of course, was to find out Lance's identity. He hoped that Lance was the person Mr. Lu sent to connect with him, but he was also afraid that Lance was the person sent by the CIA to monitor him .So he would pinch Lance's neck contradictoryly, and tell him the code name for that "timberwolf".

In fact, Qi Mo approached Lance without any purpose or mission at all, just because of love.

And now, Qi Mo can finally pass on the information with confidence, because Mr. Lu's last instruction to him is to trust a person code-named "Eagle" after his death, and this person sent K to superior.By handing over the information to K, he had fulfilled his last obligation to the motherland.

Lance hugged Qi Mo and said distressedly: "Xiao Hei, it turns out that you have suffered so much. It's really hard for you."

"It's not bitter. I still remember that the master once said that when I was tortured, you would always be with me and shine on me like the sun. Xiao Hei is not bitter at all."

"Well," Lance nodded, but then he remembered something, "After hearing your story, why do I think you don't look like a monster at all?"

"No," Qi Mo shook his head, "That's because I still hid the most terrifying part of it."