Gu Weinan's Military Academy Diary

Gu Weinan was taken aback for a moment, then understood his father's intentions, he hesitated and said: "Then I'll call him and see if he has time."

"What, it depends on whether he has time?" Gu Weinan's father was surprised, and his impression of Chen Nuo was extremely bad.

"As I said, he is very busy with work." Gu Weinan explained to his father.Unfortunately, in his father's view, this explanation was a complete excuse.A pervert who is in love with a man, still busy with work?When Gu Weinan's father was not paying attention, he forgot that his son was also in a relationship with a man, and he also belonged to what he considered a "pervert".

After Gu Weinan agreed, he didn't delay any longer. He got up, took his mobile phone, and dialed Chen Nuo's number, but the moment he dialed, he was a little dazed. He felt sorry for Chen Nuo. He couldn't handle the family affairs by himself. Involve Chen Nuo.Chen Nuo on the other side of the phone had already spoken first: "Hello? Wei Nan, what's the matter?" Chen Nuo's voice was deliberately low, obviously not in a private place.

"Chen Nuo," Gu Weinan asked carefully after regaining consciousness, "Are you busy?"

"Well, the meeting. The summary seminar of this peacekeeping operation has been going on for the past few days, and I may have to go back to the unit after the meeting. Are you doing well? I think your parents are here, and they will definitely take good care of you. I didn't go." Chen Nuo's tone seemed a little more brisk than usual, and it could be seen that the work was going well.

"Then can you come here before you leave?" Gu Weinan felt that he had never been so reserved.

"I'm definitely going, I'm going to take you out of the hospital!" Chen Nuo asked again after finishing speaking, "You just ask this when you call? Do you have anything else to do with me?"

"There's nothing else..."

"Before you leave? You ask him to come over as soon as possible at a certain time!" The father said dissatisfiedly over there.

"Hehe, you are really brave. Parents still dare to call and miss me like that?" Chen Nuo heard Gu Weinan's father's voice, but he didn't hear the content.

If it was normal to hear Chen Nuo say that, Gu Weinan would have climbed up the pole long ago, but now he is not in the mood to accept teasing at all. "Chen Nuo, actually I have something to tell you..." Gu Weinan was choosing his words carefully.

"Please get to the point, comrade, I'll come out at the meeting." Chen Nuo urged over there.

"That's right, my parents know about our affairs, and my dad wants to talk to you." Gu Weinan was a little nervous when he urged him, and threw out all the key words without thinking.

Chen Nuo didn't expect this question at all, and was taken aback for a moment: "How do you know? You won't confess yourself, will you?"

"No, I don't know how they know it. They even know your name, and they asked us about our relationship. I saw that it was meaningless to hide it, so I admitted it." When Gu Weinan was speaking, he glanced at his father and realized that he When I mentioned this, my father's face became even more gloomy.

"How did your parents react?" Chen Nuo asked.

"How can you react, you want to kill me!" Gu Weinan said aggrievedly.

"I won't really kill you, will I?"

"Maybe..." Gu Weinan glanced at his father again, "Maybe on impulse, when you come, I will turn into a corpse."

"Oh..." Chen Nuo thought for a while, Gu Weinan eagerly waited for Chen Nuo's answer as if grasping at straws, he felt that Chen Nuo was so mature, he would definitely come up with a good solution, and ended up listening to the phone call. After a few noises, Chen Nuo hurriedly said, "Hello? Wait a minute, I'll call you back when I'm done talking." After speaking, he cut off the phone.

Gu Weinan burst into tears, brother, you won't really wait for me to turn into a corpse before you come back?

"What did he say?" Father asked impatiently.

"He was busy with a meeting and said he would call me back after the meeting." Gu Weinan was still holding the phone, as if he could feel that Chen Nuo was by his side.

"..." Gu Weinan's father was quite speechless.In his thinking, as a junior, being summoned by the other party's parents is a very serious matter. How can ordinary people dare to neglect it?This kind of abnormal love is discovered by the other party's parents, and they should be even more nervous. It is reasonable and reasonable to push away the one at hand and rush over in advance.But this Chen Nuo doesn't seem to take himself as a parent seriously at all!Such a nonchalant attitude shocked Gu Weinan's father, as if his parental dignity had been violated.To him, Chen Nuo was already confronting him.

And Chen Nuo didn't know that just because he was too busy to hold a meeting, the bad impression in the eyes of Gu Weinan's father was further enhanced.Two hours later, when the meeting ended, Chen Nuo called Gu Weinan back on time.At this time, Gu Weinan was infusing nutrient solution, his father went out to buy dinner, and his mother stayed by his bedside.

"Are you okay?" Chen Nuo first cared about Gu Weinan's current situation as soon as he opened his mouth.

"Alive..." Gu Weinan said, the mother next to him gave him a reproachful look.

"Oh, that's not bad!" Facing such a severe situation, Chen Nuo could still laugh.

Gu Weinan suddenly felt angry: "Stop talking nonsense, hurry up and find time to come over here!" He didn't pay attention to this voice, which shocked his mother.Gu Weinan stayed with his parents for the past few days, and spoke softly, with the standard appearance of a wounded soldier. At this moment, he suddenly seemed to have been beaten with chicken blood, which really made people feel overwhelmed.

"Don't worry." Chen Nuo said comfortingly, "I'll see when I'm free..."

"Boss, if you don't want to collect the corpse for me, just take a look at it, I can't stand it anymore." Gu Weinan complained.

"So serious?" Chen Nuo was surprised, since they are parents, no matter how hard they are hit, they won't force their son to death, right?

"Don't forget that I have a handicap, big brother! My head is about to explode..." Gu Weinan burst into tears.

"Oh, I understand." Chen Nuo said, "Are you asking me to divert the firepower? Then you have to think about it!"

Your sister... Gu Weinan almost scolded.I don't understand how Chen Nuo is teasing him instead of taking it seriously at this time. "Anyway, I'll be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow. If you don't come, you won't be able to see me!" Gu Weinan said angrily.

"Young people are impulsive!" Chen Nuo smiled softly, and then said bluntly, "Then I'll come over the day after tomorrow."

"Hmm!" Gu Weinan heard Chen Nuo's words, and instantly felt the urge to cry, as if he felt alone and suddenly found support.

During the short two hours of waiting for Chen Nuo to call back, his parents didn't give up bombarding him one after another. They would seriously lecture and reprimand him for a while, asking him to reflect on how abnormal he is, and how embarrassing he would be if he went on like this; For a while, it was earnest advice, asking him to think about his family, think about other people's eyes, think about the sadness of not having children by his side when he gets older... Gu Weinan felt that the endless chatter and the attitude of facing the enemy I am particularly isolated, as if I have become a sinner sorry to the whole world.

"Don't conflict with your parents, they are your parents after all, the people who love you the most in this world." Chen Nuo gave another timely persuasion before hanging up the phone.

"I'll try my best..." Gu Weinan said without any hope.

"Be happy. It's fine, don't worry too much." Chen Nuo said gently.

"Ah."

"Then hold on for another day?"

"Okay!" Gu Weinan replied with special force.

After hanging up the phone, he found that his mother was looking at him with worried and complicated eyes. Gu Weinan thought for a while and explained to his mother: "It's Chen Nuo. He said he would come over the day after tomorrow."

Mother nodded, but her brows were difficult to relax: "Wei Nan, how could you fall in love with him?" Mother's tone contained deep doubts and regret.

"He's very good, very good. Mom, you will definitely think he is very good when you see him." Hearing that his mother would ask him how he felt, Gu Weinan looked at his mother very earnestly and said, in his heart, he really wanted to take advantage of Chen Nuo's good points. All piled up in front of your eyes.But he found that he suddenly couldn't describe it anymore. He couldn't sum up what was good about Chen Nuo at all, so he could only express it so weakly.

"..." Seeing her son's bright eyes at that moment, the mother's eyes were sad and helpless, and her son's bewitched performance made her feel very heartbroken, "No matter how good he is, he is still a man, Wei Nan."

Gu Weinan knew how his mother felt at this moment. For parents, it was really too difficult for them to accept such a thing that subverted the world view all at once.But fortunately, my mother is not as impulsive and domineering as my father. She always puts her love first. Maybe you can try to persuade your mother to accept it first!This is also the reason why he chose to face each other silently even though his head was blown when his parents launched an offensive at the same time.Two-on-one is weak, and one-on-one is at least not too disadvantageous...

I didn't expect to play tricks with my parents!As he thought about it, he couldn't help but sighed, leaned his back against the head of the bed, and turned his pale face to his mother: "Mom, you said that people live forever, what are you trying to do? They are all going to die anyway, yes Isn't it better to live a life of happiness than to live a life of pain?"

The mother froze for a moment, looking at her son's obviously thin face: "Of course..."

"Then why did you give birth to me?" Gu Weinan frowned and asked, "Is it to satisfy your own wishes? As long as I do what you want, as long as I make you happy, my thoughts will not change." Is it important? It doesn’t matter if I’m not happy?”

"Wei Nan, why do you think so?" Mom's eyes were red, "Your father and I both hope you have a good life!"

"Then I think being with Chen Nuo is very happy, why don't you agree?"

Mother said in surprise: "He is a man! How can a man be with a man? You will be laughed at."

"I'm just as happy as I am, why should I care what other people think?" Gu Weinan asked.

Faced with Gu Weinan's resolute attitude, the mother herself felt that it was a futile effort: "Weinan, why are you so determined to get along with that Chen Nuo? That's not normal. There are many good girls, and it's not hard to find yourself like……"

"Dad said just now that it's not easy to find a suitable one. It's even more difficult for me to find a man I like." Gu Weinan said calmly.

"..." Mom was speechless.

"Mom, let me tell you the truth." Gu Weinan said in a low voice, "I'm just born abnormal, and you can't admit it. Everyone likes girls, but I have no feelings for girls, and I don't have physical impulses, so I can't be with them at all. I knew I was like this when I was in high school, and I was afraid. When I was especially helpless, I thought about going home and asking you what to do. But later, I decided Solve it yourself, the solution is to face this problem squarely. I have read books and information on this, and there are many people like me, not just me. It just happens that I am your son, and I feel very sorry for you too. .”

Gu Weinan looked at his mother earnestly, "Mom, I didn't mean to make you angry and sad, but I can't help it. Marriage can solve all the problems? If I don't have feelings for girls, wouldn't I be hurting others? Others too. Raised by my parents, you didn't marry me to be left out, right? Whose daughter is willing to hand over to me? So if you want me to separate from Chen Nuo, I will definitely not be happy in this life, and neither will I. will get married."

When Gu Weinan said these words, his mother had already burst into tears, and said sadly: "But if you don't have children, your father and I will leave, and there will be no one closer to you..."

"You can adopt it!" Gu Weinan comforted her.

"Adopted ones are not as good as biological ones..."

"Not necessarily! There is also the kind of child who is not fertile, and the adopted child will live well."

"..."

Seeing that she seemed to be gradually persuaded, Gu Weinan moved his injured leg under the bed with great effort, leaned over and held his mother's hand: "I'm just dating a man, nothing will change except for one more filial man in the future. You see, I’m not doing well now, I’m not missing an arm or a leg, and I’ve made meritorious deeds. If I died in peacekeeping in a foreign country, how can you bother with my sexual orientation?”

The mother hugged her son and cried even more sadly.Although shaken, after all, I can't let go of it right away.She always thought it was a problem with her son's thinking, and she could change her mind after a few reprimands and education. Now she heard what her son said was reasonable and well-founded, and it seemed that it could not be changed, and it was especially unacceptable ideologically.

Gu Weinan's father came back from lunch and saw the scene of the mother and son, even though he didn't know what they talked about before, it was quite unpleasant.But he was still very angry at Gu Weinan's unscrupulous behavior, he put down the food coldly and went to the side for silence.Gu Weinan's mother knew his temper, and knew that now was not the time to persuade him, not to mention that she hadn't passed the hurdle in her heart, so she just silently helped Gu Weinan bring dinner to the small table beside the bed.

"Chen Nuo said to come over when I leave the hospital the day after tomorrow." Gu Weinan said to his father.

The father didn't even look at him, and simply said "um", and continued to remain silent.

Gu Weinan didn't know whether his mother told his father what he said later, anyway, the next day, his father didn't reprimand him again, nor did he say anything extra to him.Until the day of discharge, when the things were packed and my mother went to go through the discharge procedures, there was a light knock on the door of the ward.

The father who stayed in the ward walked over quickly, as if he had been waiting for this moment for a long time.Gu Weinan hastily followed with his cane, afraid that his father would become impulsive.The door of the ward opened, and an active soldier in strict military uniform stood at the door, with a tall and straight figure and a faint smile on his handsome face. It was Chen Nuo who had come late.

Gu Weinan's father obviously didn't expect that Chen Nuo in reality was so different from the vile and dirty image he imagined seducing his son, so he was taken aback before asking: "Are you—"

"I'm Chen Nuo, hello." Chen Nuo immediately introduced himself, and politely extended his hand to Gu Weinan's father.