Gu Weinan's Military Academy Diary

Chen Nuo instructed Gu Weinan: "Bring my phone, you go take a shower."

"I'm very tired!" Gu Weinan lay on the bed and didn't want to move.

"You still know you're tired?" Chen Nuo despised, "Hurry up, what if it's Ye Xun?"

Gu Weinan got up and ran out immediately when he heard the words, came back as fast as he could and handed the phone to Chen Nuo, and said with a smile: "It's not Ye Xun, it's your brother."

As soon as Chen Nuo pressed the answer button, a loud roar came from the other end of the phone, even Gu Weinan who was next to him heard it: "Chen Nuo! Get out of here!"

Chen Nuo frowned: "What's the matter?"

"Don't ask, hurry up, it's only for you tonight!" Chen Zheng said in a non-negotiable tone.

"I'm busy!"

"What a busy weekend! Can you play outside?"

"Then I'm playing." Chen Nuo said.

"Stop playing, come back quickly."

Chen Nuo looked up at Gu Weinan, mouthed "It's okay" to him, motioned him to take a bath, and then continued to say to Chen Zheng: "I won't answer if you don't say anything."

Gu Weinan reluctantly went into the bathroom.Chen Zheng still had an orderly tone: "I'll talk about it when I come back."

"Then I won't go back." Chen Nuo said calmly.

"How dare you!" Chen Zheng became furious, "Is Ye Xun in your unit now? If you listen to that little bastard Ye Xun, I'll beat you to death!"

Chen Nuo smiled: "Why would I listen to him? I've heard enough."

"Really?"

"I said I don't want to talk to him, but you still taught me a lesson, and now it's the other way around?"

"That's not the same thing. If you trap people like this, you won't be allowed to pursue them? I think you should stop torturing him and get back together with him!"

"Don't worry about my feelings, you don't understand."

Chen Zheng choked for a moment: "Cough...they're all men. I don't understand why. It's understandable to find a sexual partner when you're lonely outside. You two won't officially get married or anything like that."

Chen Nuo was impatient: "I'm still afraid of getting sick! Brother, you are so wordy. If you understand so well, could it be that you are stealing fish behind your sister-in-law's back?"

"Fuck you little bastard, I'm talking nonsense!" Chen Zheng scolded Chen Nuo angrily, and then persuaded, "Can't you take precautions if you're afraid of getting sick? It's not like that between homosexuals. It's already very difficult to have a partner with such a deep relationship." It's rare, why are there so many cleanliness? The main reason is that you two have known each other since childhood, and you know each other well, so your parents can rest assured of him..."

Chen Nuo smiled coldly: "I'm afraid that the real person is different from what you usually see. If I accidentally smashed him, I wouldn't know him like that."

"It was very painful for Ye Xun when you broke up. You come to our door every day waiting to see you. It's not like you don't know. He told me again when we were drinking together during Chinese New Year this year. He regretted that he was young and had no self-control. Since then, he hasn't found anyone again, and I think he is very sincere in admitting his mistakes."

Chen Nuo said indifferently: "I don't have feelings for him anymore, you come to persuade me, why not persuade him to find someone else."

Chen Zheng sighed: "Ye Xun is also a deadhead. He also told me that even if you want to spend with someone else for a while, he doesn't care. He just waits for your change of heart."

Chen Nuo's face was slightly pale: "Brother, you really don't understand what happened between us, I'm not angry with him, I really don't want to be with him anymore. Do you think I just find someone else to sleep with him? For the incident when he aided Xinjiang, he put Xiao Xiaotian..."

Chen Zheng became serious: "How many times has Chen Nuo told you that you can't talk nonsense, and you can't wrong people without evidence, let alone Ye Xun. I also watched him from a young age. He has a good temper and a careful heart. After so many years I am so devoted to you, and sincerely beg you to forgive me even if I have made a mistake. Is there anything worthy of your grudge that you ignore? Besides, that matter was purely a misunderstanding, and you made it up on your own. It was you who treated Xiao Xiaotian..."

"Stop talking!" Chen Nuo seemed to know what Chen Zheng was going to say next, and suddenly interrupted coldly, "You can believe what he says."

Chen Zheng lost his temper after being yelled at by him: "Okay, I won't talk about it."

Chen Nuo was silent for a while; "I'm dead."

"Come back today."

"No, don't come to me either." Chen Nuo simply turned off the phone, adjusted his mood before walking into the bathroom, and asked Gu Weinan inside with a smile, "Is there any water? You won't use up all the hot water right?"

"It's too much." Gu Weinan gave him the nozzle, "I'm done washing, you can wash it." He took the bath towel to wipe his body, and secretly looked at Chen Nuo's face.

Chen Nuo noticed it, and smiled and said, "Did you hear it inside?"

"Ah, I heard something while washing, but I didn't hear it clearly." Gu Weinan asked casually, "What did your brother tell you? You look so excited."

"It's okay, my brother wanted to ask me to go home, but he got excited when he didn't agree."

"Oh." Gu Weinan seemed a little absent-minded about this answer, and he hesitated for a while and said, "Your brother must want you to be with Ye Xun, right? I heard you say that you don't feel anything, are you talking about Ye Xun?" ? Last time when your brother went to find you, he also mentioned it, but you didn't let him mention it at that time. "

Chen Nuo smiled lightly: "Don't pay attention to my brother, he doesn't understand."

Gu Weinan was a little frustrated: "But it's normal for your brother to think so. You two have known each other for so long, and he is so excellent in all aspects. He looks much more reliable than me. Last time he ran so far to pick you up, he asked me to You might have been moved too.”

Chen Nuo raised his eyebrows: "Excellent? I don't think so. He is far behind you. At least I have not seen better grades than you in these years of military training."

"Uh..." Gu Weinan felt embarrassed, "Instructor, it's too easy for you to praise people so directly."

Chen Nuo smiled: "Work hard young man, I am optimistic about you."

"Yeah!" Gu Weinan was full of energy for a moment, standing at attention with his bare buttocks, and suddenly remembered, "Well...I'm not wearing a condom, am I okay? I don't have any infectious diseases. But you are bleeding, do you want to wash it for you?"

Chen Nuo smiled and said, "No, I can wash it myself. Wearing a condom is just for safety. In fact, as long as the two of us are not sick, it's okay not to wear it."

"Will it be infected? I'll buy some medicine for you to wipe it on?" Gu Weinan was still worried.

"No need, I'll take care of it myself, get dressed and go."

Gu Weinan actually wanted to help Chen Nuo clean, but he had always been too eager for Chen Nuo, and Chen Nuo could caress him so well, not only the front, but also the back G-spot was stimulated, but the first time he did it just now, he only cared about excitement I don't feel the pain of being entered for the first time is anything at all.Now that the passion has subsided, the back began to feel a little uncomfortable. In addition, he did it twice in a row so intensely and unrestrainedly, and he ejaculated more than twice. He was indeed a little tired. There was a tragedy of exhaustion.So he obediently went out and put on his clothes, took Chen Nuo's cell phone and ran to lie down on the bed.

After Chen Nuo finished washing, he looked a little tired, and said to Gu Weinan, "It seems that I can't take you to play today. Rest for half an hour, and I will send you back to school in advance."

"Yeah." Gu Weinan was satisfied, he didn't care whether he went to play or not, and quickly entered his QQ number as a phone number into Chen Nuo's phone, "You remember to add me, I should be able to go to the computer room for a few hours on weekends."

Chen Nuo agreed, while putting on the casual clothes just now, adding a coat over it, and hanging the military uniform in the closet: "I'm staying here today, and you'll be back after sending off."

Gu Weinan moved to the side: "Would you like to sleep for a while? I just fell asleep and woke up feeling much more refreshed."

Chen Nuo shook his head: "I don't sleep during the day, otherwise I won't be able to sleep at night."

"Hey, do you think it's so little?"

"I'm prone to insomnia."

"How did you do it?" Gu Weinan asked with concern, "Isn't that a problem of the elderly? At your age, there should be no such thing as insomnia."

"Don't be afraid to tell me." Chen Nuo smiled, "I had acute stomach bleeding in my senior year, and I almost couldn't be saved. At that time, the hospital issued a critical illness notice, and the family was asked to prepare for the funeral. Later, it was finally lucky. Came here. But after getting out of danger, I still took a long time to recuperate, and I spent the whole winter vacation. Afterwards, I was a little nervous, and I needed to go to the hospital for follow-up visits. Sometimes I lived outside before returning to school. Didn’t you notice? This place is far away from the military area Very close to the hospital."

Gu Weinan was already frightened, and his heart ached: "Why did this happen? So something serious happened to you! How is your health now? Your stomach still seems to be in a bad state, so be careful! What is neurasthenia? Ill? Are you okay?"

"It's fine now, so I told you not to be nervous." Chen Nuo comforted him, "After the physical examination, everything was fine."

Gu Weinan was still immersed in shock, how could he be comforted just because of a word, he told Chen Nuo very nervously: "You have to pay attention to it, stomach problems have to be raised slowly, you see you usually eat so fast... "

"Oh." Chen Nuo agreed with a smile.

"By the way, did you just break up with Ye Xun at that time?" Gu Weinan suddenly remembered.

"more or less."

"Oh..." Gu Weinan was a little hesitant to ask, "You two broke up...he really went to someone else without telling you?"

"Not only this, there are many reasons." Chen Nuo said lightly.

Gu Weinan was silent, he thought how much Chen Nuo cared about Ye Xun at that time, how deeply he was hurt!So much so that they almost died after breaking up.No wonder Chen Nuo's family didn't care about his sexuality. In that case, as long as he is alive, the whole family should be lucky, right?

"It's not all because of him that I'm sick." Chen Nuo seemed to guess what Gu Weinan was thinking, and explained to him softly, "The main reason is that a comrade with a good relationship died. there is a problem."

"Ah, how could there be comrades sacrificed?" Gu Weinan was frightened again.His own life from childhood to adulthood was very stable and ordinary, and the biggest twists and turns he experienced was the change of his volunteers. He couldn't accept Chen Nuo's shocking information for a while.He just felt a terrible pain in his heart.I just learned that my grandfather was seriously ill, and I was so anxious and sad that I was almost stubborn. I almost skipped school and went home, not to mention that Chen Nuo suffered the double blow of the sacrifice of his comrades and the breakup of his lover.Under such a blow, mental breakdown is possible!

When Gu Weinan was heartbroken and shocked, Chen Nuo was already answering his question: "He was in Xinjiang, and he encountered terrorists attacking civilians, and was sent to carry out the task of blocking..." Chen Nuo stopped talking, and there was a faint look of pain in his eyes , suddenly could not continue.

Gu Weinan hugged him tightly, he couldn't stand Chen Nuo's look, he felt that Chen Nuo must not want to think about that time again.

Chen Nuo turned to look at him, his expression still calm: "That's how it is. I didn't intend to scare you so soon, but like you said, we don't have many chances to meet each other, maybe the progress has to be so fast?"

"I wasn't frightened, I..." Gu Weinan's nose was sour, and he quickly buried his head on his shoulder, "I just didn't expect that you have experienced so many...so many..."

"I'm fine, it's all over." Chen Nuo patted him and smiled, "But few people know about it, so it's my secret. Most of my classmates think I'm a slutty second-generation soldier. Because of a special relationship, I was not expelled for missing so many classes."

"..." Gu Weinan was stunned because he was feeling sad for Chen Nuo, and he forced a smile when he heard him say that.

"That comrade-in-arms will die next month, would you like to visit him with me?"

It wasn't until he heard Chen Nuo asking softly from the side that Gu Weinan suddenly came back to his senses: "Yes! We must pay our respects to the martyrs!"

"Then don't be sad, and don't think that I'm so fragile. I'm really fine. If something happens, I won't tell you." Chen Nuo said with a smile.

"Of course! Instructor, I know you have always been very strong." Gu Weinan said firmly to Chen Nuo, "We are almost drilled to death by you! How many people hate you from the bottom of their hearts!"

"That is to love you." Chen Nuo said calmly.

Gu Weinan had no choice but to lose: "Instructor, you are really strong..."

"I'm also very gentle." Chen Nuo smiled.

Gu Weinan melted in this smile again...

When leaving the apartment, Gu Weinan's heart was both sweet and sour, sweet because he got closer to Chen Nuo, and sour because he knew about Chen Nuo's past.Fortunately, that is all in the past, Gu Weinan thought.

On the gravel road in the community, Chen Nuo's footsteps were fast, and his tall and handsome figure dangled in front of Gu Weinan's eyes.He ran a few steps, stood side by side with Chen Nuo, looked around nervously, and held his hand.Chen Nuo's hand pulled back slightly as a reflex, but he didn't pull it out. He also looked around and saw that there was no one on the side of the road, so he let him hold it.

Gu Weinan secretly held Chen Nuo's hand, warmed by the slanting sun in the afternoon, feeling at ease and satisfied in his heart, as if he could hold Chen Nuo for a lifetime like this.