Gu Weinan's Military Academy Diary

Although Gu Weinan yelled without showing any weakness, he was actually quite shocked in his heart.If you have the courage to pour out your heart and soul to the person you like, it's fine if the other person responds coldly, and even treats your confession as a child's play, the result will be unbearable for anyone else.

After running 800 meters without saying a word, when he faced Chen Nuo again, he didn't want to make any eye contact with Chen Nuo except to repeat the prescribed movements mechanically.Chen Nuo's words were too hurtful, even if he was directly despised for his sexual orientation, or rejected outright, he would not be as aggrieved as he is now.

I don't know if it's out of compensatory psychology, or because Gu Weinan's deeply hurt appearance is rather pitiful, Chen Nuo went on as usual in the following teaching, except that he didn't speak harshly to him again.Even if Gu Weinan was angry and threw him again and again mercilessly during the movements, or even threw him hard on purpose, Chen Nuo acted as if he didn't notice, and even said: "You did a good job this time."

This made Gu Weinan feel even worse, he really hoped that Chen Nuo would not show any difference, or simply say: I will pretend I didn't hear what you said today.Don't you like to pretend nothing happened?Keep pretending!Gu Weinan felt uncomfortable and angrily thought, are you an M for being beaten like this!

After the training was over, Gu Weinan lowered his eyes and said politely: "Thank you instructor, I'm returning to the team."

Chen Nuo looked at him with the usual tone: "Okay, let's continue tomorrow."

"Yes, instructor!" Gu Weinan gave a military salute unnaturally, and returned to the team as if fleeing.

That night, Gu Weinan tossed and turned on the bed, suffered from insomnia for a long time, and had to admit that the injury caused by this setback was more serious.He couldn't control the feeling of weightlessness that kept his heart falling. It seemed that his whole body was no longer his own. For a moment, he seemed to have returned to the day when he learned that his wish had been changed. This uncomfortable and resentful feeling may be second only to at that time.Looking at the darkness in front of him, Gu Weinan really hoped that the sky would never light up.

When he got up, Gu Weinan sat up with two big black bags under his eyes, like a ghost.The roommates were all taken aback, and asked one after another: "What's wrong with you, Banban?"

This nickname is Xu Shoufeng's new nickname, because it sounds friendly and respectful, so it is very popular among comrades in this class.Gu Weinan climbed out of bed listlessly: "Didn't sleep well."

Sui Yi asked with concern: "I see that you didn't seem to be in a good mood last night, did you feel too tired from the practice of catching and wrestling?"

Gu Weinan smiled: "No, the captain was almost thrown to death by me yesterday. Maybe it was because I suddenly felt homesick before going to bed, so I couldn't sleep no matter how much I slept."

"Oh——" Xu Shoufeng sighed after hearing this, "I'm a little homesick when you say that, I've been here for almost a month, every day is training and training, and now I see that the dinosaurs in the second team next door are all beautiful... "

Yu Dongdong teased him: "The girls in the second team don't bother to talk to you, there are so many people queuing up to pursue you."

Xu Shoufeng looked depressed: "I really followed the saying in the school. My brother is handsome, but my brother is helpless; my sister is ugly, but my sister is very hot. The ratio of male to female is the most helpless! If it weren't for the fact that I could still watch Xiao Nannan every day for comfort, my brother really I'm going to be a deserter."

Gu Weinan was in a bad mood here, and when he heard Xu Shoufeng's words, he immediately found someone to vent his anger on: "Fuck you! Why are you looking for comfort here?"

"Are you more handsome than me! No one wants you, I think I'm more psychologically balanced."

Gu Weinan was stabbed in the sore spot, and immediately became murderous: "I won't let anyone want you! If you make fun of me again, I will curse you to be a bachelor forever!"

"Boss don't want it!" Xu Shoufeng raised his hands in surrender, "Xiao Nannan, you are too ruthless, I'm still your lower bunk."

"Is there any relationship between the upper and lower bunks?" Gu Weinan said coldly.

"Damn!" Xu Shoufeng rolled his eyes while arranging his clothes.

Just finished washing and packing backpacks, the assembly whistle rang through the corridor, and then the voice of the officer on duty came from nowhere: "Three teams assemble! Light clothes, camouflage!"

"Damn! Tell me earlier!" Everyone was cursing this time, and hurriedly opened the half-baked backpack again.

Xu Shoufeng said with righteous indignation: "When will I be able to beat up this guy who hides from whistling every day!"

Every time an assembly order is issued, especially in the middle of the night, everyone wants to drown the owner of the voice with their saliva.I don’t know if it’s to avoid hate attacks, but whenever an order is given, the duty officer never hears the person but the loud voice is outside the door, but you don’t know where he blows the whistle to find out the duty officer Getting a beating has become a common dream of many students.

Within 3 minutes, the three teams of students had already lined up outside the dormitory building. This time only the district captain was taking roll calls, and Chen Nuo accidentally did not show up earlier.But it didn't take too long. After 2 minutes, Chen Nuo and several training monitors appeared under the puzzled eyes of the students.I saw the training squad leaders walking over with difficulty pushing a three-wheeled cart. Judging from the fact that the tires of the cart were almost crushed into noodles, it can be inferred that the weight of this cart is very solid.

Chen Nuo soon approached the team, and after hearing the district captain's report that all the members had arrived, he stood in front of his team members refreshed and said, "Hello, comrades."

"Hello instructor!" The students replied loudly.

"You're in good spirits." Chen Nuo commented, and then said with a smile, "Today's five-kilometer cross-country does not need to carry weight, as long as one person takes two yuan to run."

The students were muttering secretly, wow, did the sun go to the wrong door? Why is the captain so kind today!

Still immersed in the accident and didn't react, the trolley pushed by the training squad leaders squeaked in front of everyone, and now everyone understood what Chen Nuo meant by "taking two yuan", because they pushed it It's a cart full of bricks.

Chen Nuo gave an order: "Everyone is here, come and get the bricks! Come up and get the bricks in order of the class, and you can run away after you get them."

Running with a brick, what kind of new trick is this?With doubts, the students carried the bricks on the road and ran up the all-too-familiar deserted path outside the school.

While his comrades were muttering, Gu Weinan was not interested in wondering why he ran with a brick. He just glanced secretly at Chen Nuo, and found that his heart was still heavy, and he still didn't want to see him for the time being.It seemed that he had to pay homage to his broken love for a while longer, Gu Weinan sighed helplessly, silently took the two bricks in his hand, and set out on the road with a solemn expression.

It didn't take long for the five kilometers to run, and the students fully realized the magical effect of bricks.Although the weight of the brick itself is a piece of cake for them today, the abnormality is that the brick can neither resist nor carry it, nor can it be kicked into the pocket due to its size, so they can only hold it with bare hands along the way. with.Running with bricks, the two arms cannot swing back and forth, and the road they want to run is so bumpy. This is definitely a cruel test for the balance of the body and the strength of fingers and wrists.

When they turned back after running [-] kilometers, all the students had already grinned grimly, but they had to hold two broken bricks in their hands like treasures.By the time they finished the five kilometers and threw bricks and rushed into the cafeteria, everyone's hands were so cramped that they couldn't hold the rice bowl.

Trembling, Gu Weinan picked up the chopsticks to eat, and then heard Xu Shoufeng yell: "Xiao Nannan, come and break my hand! I can't let go of the handle of the rice bowl!"

Gu Weinan tried a few times when he heard the words: "Sorry, I can't let go of the chopsticks, just wait for yourself."

"Damn! Pervert!" Xu Shoufeng finally let go of the rice bowl with his right hand, picked up the chopsticks and picked up the rice into his mouth, "When will this hellish life end, tell him to get out!"

Gu Weinan saw Chen Nuo walking towards him, and stepped on Xu Shoufeng.As soon as Xu Shoufeng raised his head, the chopsticks he had finally picked up dropped: "Hello, instructor!"

"Hello instructor." Yu Dongdong and Sui Yi also said immediately.

Chen Nuo smiled slightly: "Hello, eat more. How do you feel about your morning exercise today?"

"Pervert." Xu Shoufeng said.

Chen Nuo's expression darkened upon hearing this.Both Yu Dongdong and Sui Yi stared at Xu Shoufeng, Xu Shoufeng was obviously frightened by his big mouth, and immediately said in horror: "Instructor, I'm talking about myself!"

"Oh." Chen Nuo said coldly, "Then after dinner, you go to the training monitor and ask him to supervise you standing at the door and shouting three hundred times that I'm a pervert."

The chopsticks that Xu Shoufeng had just picked up dropped again, his expression looked very tragic.

Chen Nuo turned to Gu Weinan: "Gu Weinan, come and eat at my dinner table, I have something to ask you."

Gu Weinan was stunned for a moment: "Yes, instructor."

He followed behind Chen Nuo with a rice bowl in his hand, and came to a corner of the cafeteria.Chen Nuo's rice bowl was already on the table, and he was the only one.Chen Nuo sat down at the dining table and pointed to the opposite side: "Sit down."

"Yes." Gu Weinan sat down, lowered his head and held the rice bowl without moving.

Chen Nuo kept looking at him, and finally his eyes fell on his slightly trembling hands: "Can morning exercises be tolerated?"

"Report to the instructor, it's okay."

"Just move your fingers a little more."

"Thank you, Instructor."

"Are you still sad today?" Chen Nuo asked again.