Learn to love in seduction

Chen Wei's 2005 winter" same sentence "Always be happy" comes from you now, him in the past, you around you, and him in the distance. Whether it is the person who loves me or the person who once loved me, what they most want to see It is because I can always be happy. Where I will go in the future, who I will be with, and what kind of life I live is not important at this moment. At this moment, I am content.

"Chen Wei: I am fine, my phone number has not changed, and I will see you in the United States when I have a chance.

Wu Shuang in Tianjin at the beginning of 2006" has summed up my current state and attitude towards him. I believe that this is the best ending for me and Chen Wei to be able to return to the position of friends.

A few days before the winter vacation, Wang Yunchao accompanied me to Hefei.Two years has changed my emotional state, and it's enough to change the look of a city.He accompanied me through the road at that time, and I can no longer find the original appearance, including the library that I can't enter. All these changes tell me that Hefei, just like Chen Wei, has become my memory.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, I received a call from Chen Wei and heard this familiar but long-lost voice, and I couldn't help but be filled with emotion.I don't know what kind of mood he will be in when I call Wang Yunchao from abroad in a few years.Chen Wei said that Gu Cong would return to China soon, and asked him to bring me a gift, and he would contact me when the time came.

Throughout the winter vacation, Wang Yunchao and I bickered by text message, and no one would let the other. After each bickering, I would add a sentence, don’t forget to call Juan, which can be regarded as reducing my own indifference to Juan. Feel guilty, I don't want to make Wang Yunchao neglect and indifferent to Juan because of my appearance, I know that Wang Yunchao and I can't escape the arrangement of fate, and it's not me, but her who can live with him in the end.

Coming out of Tianjin Station, I saw Wang Yunchao sitting on the back seat of his bicycle smiling at me not far away.It was still cold and windy in Tianjin in early February, but his smirk shone on me like the warm winter sun.

"Master, how much is it to go to NK?" I walked to Wang Yunchao and said with a smile.

"20 for a handsome guy, 50 for an ugly guy, 100 for your looks," he answered me with a smile.

"Master, look at me as a poor student and I don't have much money, can I pay with my flesh?" I said with a playful smile.

He pretended to look me up and down, and then said, "You are like this, worth 1 cent a night, no second price, get in the car if you want, and step aside if you don't want to" "Well, 1 cent is better than paying you back Qiang, let's go, NK, don't stop in the middle" said astride and jumped into his car.

"Do the math, how many nights will you stay with me this trip?" Wang Yunchao turned his head and said to me just after taking two steps.

“1块钱100天，100块10000天，也就小30年吧”我笑着说到。

"For 30 years, then you won't be able to pay it back when you go abroad," he blurted out.

I froze for a moment. I thought it was a joke, but he took it seriously. Thinking of the countdown to the days when I was separated from him, this 30-year joke immediately became a fantasy, and it will never come true. I said sadly Without saying a word, she hugged him tightly, resting her head on his back.When it was almost time to go to school, I let go of my hand.

"Don't let go, just hug me like this," he ordered me.

"It's time to go to school, it's not good to be seen by others." "You can put your arms around, as long as you want, I don't care." He said, leaving a hand to grab me and put it on his waist.

The moment I put my hand around his waist again, I made a decision. I will not go abroad anymore. I want to stay with him in China. Tickets will be seen.It's like seeing the dawn of freedom after the person who announced the death sentence is changed to a reprieve. I don't feel sad when I think about it.

Now that I have decided not to go abroad, I am faced with the practical problem of finding a job.From graduate school to the present, I have not participated in any serious projects except for a science fund application material that I just entered the school. I know how competitive a resume with blank project experience is.

Early the next morning, I knocked on the door of the tutor's office for the first time.

"Teacher, I have something to discuss with you," I said softly.

"Sit down and talk." The teacher was expressionless.

"Teacher, first of all, I have to admit my mistake to you. I have been thinking about going abroad for a long time, but I have not focused on my studies and projects. I have let you down." I pretended to be my grandson.

"It's not disappointing, I just feel that you are not responsible enough for yourself. Whether we are studying at school or working in the future, we must adhere to a principle, do our own work well, and then plan other things. If the work is not done well, your other plans will be in vain. As a student, what is your job? It is study. Postgraduate study is different from your undergraduate study. Every project experience is an opportunity for you to learn. You are perfunctory in your chances, just not responsible for yourself." The teacher was angry but not angry.

"Teacher, I know I was wrong. I was too naive and self-willed before. Now that I am lost, is it too late for me to return?" I said cheekily.

"It's not as serious as knowing your way back. You just need to realize that you have to be responsible for yourself." "Then do I still have a chance to participate in the laboratory project?" I told my real purpose.

"Many projects have already started, and it is not appropriate to add them temporarily. However, there will be a new project in the near future. The cooperative unit requires us to send a person to their on-site office. Will give us any fee, you see if you can solve the accommodation problem in Beijing, if you can, I will send you there. Think about it, and give me an answer within this week." "Okay" I am not in Tianjin, and I am a little hesitant up.