Learn to love in seduction

The last time I saw Jiang Tao, I was still wearing a sweater. When I received a text message from Jiang Tao again, I had already changed into short sleeves.

"Are you free tonight?" "Yes" When I was about to reply, I hesitated and changed the text message to "Yes, but I'm too tired recently, so I won't go to the hotel today. Let's find a place to chat." passed.

"Okay, I will pick you up at the old place at 8 o'clock." I hadn't contacted him for a while, and when I saw Jiang Tao at the school gate again, I didn't feel strange, and sat in the passenger seat very naturally, just like meeting old friends.After driving for about half an hour, I arrived at a teahouse a little away from the school.

"Do you old people like to drink tea?" I joked.

"My boyfriend and I often come to this place. It's nothing special, it's just very quiet." "Is there any cross talk? I've been in Tianjin for so long and I've never heard a live cross talk." "If you don't tell me earlier, I'll take you today Go listen to cross talk, let's go back next time," he rubbed my head and said.

"Don't you old people like to rub people's hair?" Wang Yunchao got used to rubbing people's hair, and he was not as repulsive as before, so he didn't avoid it, and let him rub it back and forth.

"Hehe, maybe, older people treat you as juniors." "You're trying to take advantage of me, how old is your boyfriend?" "How old are you, almost 30?" "How do you know each other?" "How did we know each other? Hehe, you have to make me think about it, it's really been a long time." We went up to the second floor while talking, and sat down on the window seat on the second floor.

After ordering a pot of tea, Jiang Tao began to recall his youth.

"When we met, the Internet was not yet widespread, there was no QQ, and there were no chat rooms. If you want to find someone, you don't know where to find them. It's not as happy as you are now. You can find a chat room online, and make an appointment to meet if you want to chat. , It feels good to meet, just open a room, have a bed, sleep a few more times, and you will become a boyfriend." Jiang Tao was immersed in the memory, and there was an expression on his face that I had never seen before. It was a kind of happiness, and it was also A kind of emotion for the passing of time is very complicated, and this kind of complexity is the precipitation of time.

"At that time, he was younger than you are now. He just came to Tianjin to study at university, and I just graduated two years ago, and I still lived at home. That year, my sister was in the third grade of junior high school, and the family hired a tutor for him to help her with her homework." This tutor is your current boyfriend, right?" I said to him with a smile.

"Hehe, it won't be so soon that he will be my boyfriend. At that time, the Internet will be underdeveloped, the information will be blocked, the self-awareness will not be thorough, and the comrades will not be understood. I have never thought about whether I am or not. I know him. When I was there, I had a girlfriend." He stopped and took a sip of his tea.

"Don't stop, your story is much better than cross talk," I urged him to continue.

"So I didn't have any thoughts about him at first, but life is such a drama. If it hadn't snowed that day, I might be completely different now." Jiang Tao fell into deep thought.I can't bear to disturb, I know the feeling of some memories flooding my heart, mixed flavors, ups and downs, only I know, just like when I occasionally think of Chen Wei, I have mixed feelings.

"It was snowing heavily that day and it was late. My family was worried that he would have an accident when he went back to school at night, so we left him to stay at home for one night and share the bed with me. At first, I was really unhappy. I got used to sleeping alone, and suddenly Two big men sleep together, not very familiar with people, not to mention how awkward, he is also very uncomfortable. At first we all slept close to the edge of the bed, far away from each other. Maybe it was because we were all young at that time, and we were the most restless At my age, they leaned together unconsciously in the middle of the night, and then I didn’t know whether it was a conscious or unconscious kiss, and they solved it with each other’s hands. When the desire dissipated, the people suddenly woke up, and they were frightened by their absurd behavior. Both of them were embarrassed back to back all night. Within two days, he told his family that he was going to take the exam and he was too busy, so he would not come. Of course I know why, and this is exactly what I want to see Otherwise, I really don’t know what to do every time I see him at home. Eileen Chang said that the way to a woman’s heart is to go through □□. I think this sentence is the same for men. From that day on, I I kept thinking about him, thinking about what happened that night, and I couldn’t even think about food and drink. In the end, I couldn’t bear it anymore, so I ran to their school to find him. He didn’t see me a few times before, so I continued to go. I went to school to find him, and maybe I was touched, or maybe he is gay in essence, but I just didn’t realize it. In short, we ended up together like this. After that, I also broke up with my girlfriend. After he graduated Also for me to stay and work in Tianjin, until now" "Haha, you are also a comrade across the century, but this kind of non-network relationship in the last century is really good, it sounds so innocent and beautiful, but it is such a beautiful past , can’t stand the cruelty of time, you still betrayed him.” After listening to his story, I have a more thorough understanding of feelings, and I feel how wise and great my decision to only love myself is.

On the way back to school, the alarm clock rang again.I didn't want to lie to Wang Yunchao that I wasn't at school, so I simply refused to answer.He hit 4 or 5 in a row.

"Your boyfriend?"

"What kind of boyfriend, I said that I don't love anyone. Where did the boyfriend come from? That silly coach I mentioned to you last time." Urgent matter, he now wants me to help him with English, call me on time at 9:[-] every night to tell me to go home" "Haha, tutor, very ambiguous job, you live together?"

"Same roof, two beds, does that count as cohabitation?"

"It doesn't count, we can't guarantee a long-term relationship." "It is absolutely impossible for me and him. First, he has a girlfriend who is going to get married. Second, I want to go abroad. Third, when we are together, we are either fighting or scolding, so we will not be together." Maybe talk well. Now that your glorious deeds are ahead, I am even more unlikely to fly to the flame to seek death." "I will send you back what you said last time. Don't talk too much, and you will choke yourself when the time comes." It would be embarrassing." "I bet you 10 cages of dogs ignoring the buns, just bet that I won't be with him, and whoever loses will eat it all at once." "Okay, I'll wait to see you die." Get off at the school gate , On the way back to the dormitory, I kept thinking about how to explain to Wang Yunchao that I didn't answer his phone when I got back to the dormitory.When I returned to the dormitory, no one was there. Ten minutes later, Wang Yunchao came back and didn't mention the phone all night. It seemed that I was thinking too much, and Jiang Tao was doomed.