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As the third year of high school approached, the school began to mobilize students to fill in their volunteers.

There are four of them in a dormitory, except for Yan Youchun, who are all in the science class.Xu Wenyuan has nothing to say. The teacher talked to him early in the morning and helped him analyze the situation. Basically, the few gold-lettered signs across the country are stable. The key point is what major he wants to choose.Song Bin, like Xu Zhiyuan, was not good at cultural subjects, so choosing a major was more important to them than choosing a school.

Xu Zhiyuan sat on the edge of the table, with his head bent, biting the pen holder in his mouth and flicking it, Song Bin spread out on the side, his mind was empty, this guy just got off the phone with his mother and was scolded to do it himself Decide.

"Then what do you choose?"

"I don't know, I don't seem to have anything in particular I want to do."

Xu Zhiyuan kicked his chair: "Yes! Why don't you?"

"what?"

"Eating and waiting to die."

Song Bin let out a "reck" and laughed angrily.

"Damn you, tell me, how are you better than me? Have you thought about what to do?"

Xu Zhiyuan answered honestly: "No."

"Then what a fart!"

The two quarreled for a long time, Yan Youchun couldn't listen anymore, took off the earphones and poked out from behind the bed curtain: "If you don't know anything, what science do you choose?"

Xu Zhiyuan looked at him in surprise: "Hey, did you hear that? I thought you were hiding in there to make out with your partner."

Song Bin lay on the table and blinked ambiguously: "Yeah, I also thought you were doing something shady when you pulled the curtain."

"Fuck off! We're pure." Yan Youchun blushed a little, and he was about to close the bed curtain.

Xu Zhiyuan and Song Bin made a fuss, they forgot what they were talking about just now, they went over to Yan Youchun's bed, Yan Youchun turned on the computer to stop them, Song Bin pressed him firmly on the bed, Xu Zhiyuan rushed to grab his notebook, the three of them were laughing twisted into a ball.

It just so happened that Xu Wenyuan came back from the snack bar, brought some snacks and put them on the table, and glanced at the three people who were stacked on the bed.

His brother was lying on the bottom, his hair was still wet after taking a shower, his face was flushed and he was panting, his clothes were messed up and piled up a few centimeters, revealing his white and slender waist.

"Brother...help me..." Xu Zhiyuan stretched out his hand tremblingly, Xu Wenyuan squinted his eyes and stood beside the bed without saying a word.

Song Bin was the first to climb down, and almost fell when he was putting on his shoes; Yan Youchun was caught in the middle, and when the fat man left, he quickly retreated, and didn't care if his glasses were crooked.

"Brother Dayuan." Song Bin called obediently.

Xu Wenyuan agreed, and pushed the bag on the table over: "Eat it? It's hot."

Song Bin swallowed his saliva and refused.Just kidding, this is the extra meal Mr. Xu specially made for his brother, how dare he eat it.Xu Wenyuan didn't force it, he raised his chin to Xu Zhiyuan.

Xu Zhiyuan smiled and stretched out his hand: "Hug."

Song Bin and Yan Youchun were a little scared when they saw Xu Wenyuan for some reason. He was obviously not a fierce man, but only his younger brother dared to get close to him unscrupulously. Their intimacy was a sight in their dormitory, and the other two were used to it. up.

Today's extra meal is fried vermicelli, wrapped in delicious eggs and sausages, Xu Wenyuan also made soup for his brother, he shook his feet while eating, Xu Wenyuan took a hair dryer to help him dry his hair.

"Why don't you blow it?"

"It doesn't matter if it's hot, I'll do it myself in a while."

"No, I've said it many times."

"I see, you're not here."

"Can't you blow it yourself?"

"No, you are better at it."

Xu Zhiyuan deliberately emphasized the last word, Xu Wenyuan paused, put his hand into his brother's hair and rubbed it, touching Xu Zhiyuan humming.Song Bin and Yan Youchun didn't know when they went out, probably because they couldn't bear the smell and climbed over the wall to look for food.

Now there are only two brothers left.

"Brother." Xu Zhiyuan mouthed the noodles, "Did the teacher talk to you today?"

"Well, ask me something professional."

"Then what do you say?"

Xu Wenyuan didn't hesitate for a second: "Computer."

"why?"

"Because it's an opportunity."

Xu Wenyuan spoke very vaguely, Xu Zhiyuan didn't understand very well.But his brother is so determined, it should be considered mature, this is why Xu Zhiyuan admires his brother, this man is really too down-to-earth, down-to-earth and sharp, he can think clearly about everything step by step, everything Seems to be able to do well.

After eating, Xu Zhiyuan yawned, took a long time to wash up, and then got on the bed and crawled to his brother. Xu Wenyuan habitually hugged him on his lap, embracing him in his favorite position, letting him hold him with one hand. Hook yourself against your chest.

"What do you think about professional things?"

Xu Zhiyuan tugged at his collar: "I'll read whatever you read, and I'll be with you."

Xu Wenyuan smiled and asked, "What are you doing with me?"

Xu Zhiyuan tilted his head: "I just want to follow you, the same as now, can't I?"

In fact, Xu Zhiyuan has never considered professional issues. He wears women's clothing because he likes it, works as a model because he likes it, and wants to be with Xu Wenyuan because he likes it.

Do it if you like it or don't do it if you don't like it, this is a matter of course, there is no such thing as should or should not.

Xu Zhiyuan's world is perceptual and rampant, this is the biggest difference between him and Xu Wenyuan.

Xu Wenyuan turned him around and said seriously, "You don't have to accommodate me. You should study the major you are good at, and read the things you like instead of surrounding me. We are two independent individuals."

Xu Zhiyuan blinked his eyes, he understood the truth, but what Xu Wenyuan said made him feel a little uncomfortable, as if deliberately drawing a clear line between the two of them.

I am me and you are you.

"But I just want to be with you!" Xu Zhiyuan was a little angry.

Xu Wenyuan still patiently coaxed him to reason: "I think you have artistic talent, which should not be wasted. There is no need to read what you are not good at in order to be with me."

"I have no talent! I don't want talent! I don't want to be separated from you!"

Xu Wenyuan pursed his lips helplessly: "We can't be tied together forever, there will always be times when we will be separated."

More and more serious.

When the word "separate" came out of Xu Wenyuan's mouth, Xu Zhiyuan felt that his heart was about to be split open. He gasped, pushed Xu Wenyuan away and jumped out of bed, staring at him with red eyes. Looking at him, I felt so wronged.

"Why? I don't want to be separated from you! You promised me to be together forever, are you lying to me!"

"Come here, be obedient and don't make trouble."

"I don't! I'm uncomfortable. I don't want to go to college alone. You said you would protect me and you can't say nothing!"

According to the past, Xu Wenyuan really went to coax him, but this time he didn't, he just sat quietly on the spot, quietly watching him make a fuss.

Xu Wenyuan usually doesn't get angry, but it's hard to deal with when he is really angry.

Xu Wenyuan said: "You know that's not what I meant. I promised my uncle to protect you, but it's not this kind of protection. You have to know what you want. You have to grow up."

The calmer he is, the sadder Xu Zhiyuan is; the sadder and more aggressive Xu Zhiyuan is, the more his brother ignores him.This is a vicious circle, and the fight is about who is more ruthless.

The last two people did not make peace that day.

It happened that Song Bin and Yan Youchun came back after eating and drinking, and the two brothers couldn't continue this topic, so Xu Zhiyuan wiped away his tears and fell asleep on the bed.

When he woke up the next day, he found that Xu Wenyuan had gone to class by himself without waiting for him. He was so angry that he didn't talk to his brother all day in class.

The two people who were usually close to each other suddenly became strangers, and now they were so dull that even Song Bin could see that there was something wrong with them.

"What's the matter? I saw something wrong between you two last night, did you quarrel?"

Xu Zhiyuan answered him angrily: "Who is arguing with him?"

Wang Yang also ran over: "Tsk tsk, listen to me, my wife said the same thing when we quarreled."

Xu Zhiyuan hit him with a book: "Who's the wife are you talking about?"

Xu Zhiyuan knew that his brother had made up his mind to ask him to figure it out for himself, and either he didn't understand the truth, or he felt uncomfortable and unhappy, and he had to make a fuss to be hypocritical to be comfortable.

When it comes to the Cold War, the impatient one will always be unable to hold back.

The two of them went home that weekend, and the stuffy atmosphere along the way almost drove Xu Zhiyuan crazy. He had a lot to say to Xu Wenyuan, but he couldn't save face, so he could only sit on the back seat of his brother's car and secretly pick on his brother. Back, again and again.

Xu Wenyuan felt it, but he didn't know it.

Xu Zhiyuan became anxious, so he hugged him tightly again, but he rubbed against his back as if to please him.

"Brother..." he called out, "Why don't you talk anymore?"

Xu Wenyuan replied indifferently: "What did you say?"

"..." Xu Zhiyuan gritted his teeth, "I know that I have a bad temper, make trouble out of no reason, and speak badly. Let me admit my mistake with you first, please forgive me, okay?"

He circled Xu Wenyuan's hands and rubbed and rubbed on his stomach, pinching here and feeling there.Xu Wenyuan couldn't bear it any longer, and stopped his bicycle "creaking" to the side of the road.

"let go."

"I do not!"

"Don't tease me."

"Then you talk to me."

Xu Wenyuan shook the car: "Okay, then don't leave, what are you going to say?"

Xu Zhiyuan stood on the side of the road at a loss: "I...you can't ignore me, I just want you to coax me, I don't want to grow up and I don't want to be separated from you...Xu Wenyuan, I will be sad, sad if you do this I just...just..."

He couldn't speak the second half of the sentence so cruelly, his eyes were red from holding back his energy.

When Xu Zhiyuan was ruthless, he was unreasonable, but when he was soft, he was really soft. His brother liked him the most, and once he got his heart out, his brother couldn't help it.

Xu Wenyuan sighed and put him into his arms: "Forget it, I was wrong too, I also hope you don't grow up, I also hope you can always be like this now, but people always have to look forward, you have to find I like it, just like when you used to wear skirts and draw pictures, you were very happy, I hope you can do something that makes you happy and has a sense of accomplishment."

The two reconciled on the side of the road for a long time, but they were late for more than an hour when they got home, and they forgot the soy sauce that Comrade Jiang Xiaomei asked them to bring, which made her very angry.

She thought they were playing halfway.

Jiang Xiaomei pointed at Xu Zhiyuan's nose: "Look, you're about to be a third year in high school. Don't keep thinking about taking your brother to play. If you have time, it's better to do papers at home, like your classmate. What's Mei? How good people are at studying, next parent meeting The teachers all praised him by name! I have seen his father before!"

Xu Zhiyuan washed his hands, and stuffed a piece of meat from the kitchen into his mouth: "Mei Jing, we are quite familiar."

Jiang Xiaomei said while setting up the dinner table: "Then you brought him to play. I heard that he is one of the best grades in the class next door. You should also learn from others."

Xu Zhiyuan took a sip of the soup, put down his spoon and said, "I can't come, he's gone abroad."

Jiang Xiaomei moved the shrimp and meat to the two children: "It's good to go abroad, there is a future."

Xu Zhiyuan pursed his lips: "There is a fart future, and they are all forced."

When Xu Zhiyuan mentioned Mei Jing, he was in a bad mood, and his words were not friendly.

Xu Wenyuan took up the conversation and told Jiang Xiaomei everything about Mei Jing and Liang Chen, and she was so shocked that she didn't recover for a long time.

Xu Wenyuan carefully observed Jiang Xiaomei's reaction while chatting. Everything he did was for a purpose. First, he wanted to help her understand a little more about "their" world, so that they could get along better in the future. Second, I want her to take a look by the way, if Xu Yongshan and her also stopped at that time, the consequences will be like Mei Jing and Liang Chen today.

Jiang Xiaomei frowned as expected: "What should these two children do now?"

Xu Wenyuan said lightly: "There's nothing to do. Even if Mei Jing goes out, the relationship with her family will definitely not get better. Liang Chen, you can only take one step at a time. You will have to live in ten or eight years."

Jiang Xiaomei nodded. It's fine to talk about other people's family affairs, and she can't take care of too much. She just stands in the position of a mother, sincerely loves the two children, and feels that being a parent is too cruel.

She said: "Then let Liang Chen come to us for dinner when he is free. It's a pity that no one cares about the family."

Xu Wenyuan agreed, pulled the big chicken drumstick into Jiang Xiaomei's bowl, and added another bowl of soup for his younger brother.

The three of them ate for a while, and the dishes were almost bottomed out. Xu Wenyuan was about to clean up, but Jiang Xiaomei stopped him: "Let's put it aside, mix some dishes together tomorrow, and I can still eat a bowl of noodles."

Xu Zhiyuan was taken aback for a moment, suddenly feeling very uncomfortable.

The Xu family never ate overnight dishes before, and they threw them away when they were ready to eat. Now that his mother is like this, it must have something to do with what his brother said a while ago, what happened to his father's company.

This is not over yet.

Xu Wenyuan rubbed his brother's shoulders, Jiang Xiaomei pinned her broken hair behind her ears, and smiled sarcastically.