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After returning from the hospital, the days continued to move forward in a strange way, going to school, going to work, eating and sleeping, and parents being short-tempered after dinner, as if everyone was carefully avoiding a certain topic.

Xu Yongshan and Jiang Xiaomei didn't mention it, and Xu Wenyuan and Xu Zhiyuan didn't dare to talk about it. Everyone pretended that nothing happened, as if the problem really didn't exist after pretending.

In fact, Xu Wenyuan and Xu Zhiyuan are both smart people. They knew something had happened when the couple entered the ward that day with ashen faces. There will be no less things that should not be seen.

The two brothers made preparations for the storm, but they didn't mention it in the hospital, and they didn't talk to them when they got home, so they kept hanging on their breath.

In the end, Xu Zhiyuan couldn't take it anymore, and went directly to his parents - he was short-tempered, if he wanted to grind them to death little by little, it was better to give him a good time.

He specially picked a time when his brother was going to work, and brought his parents together to talk.

The three sat down in the study, and Xu Zhiyuan observed that his father's room was messier than usual, with a lot of books and magazines about homosexuality piled up from the table to the sofa.

Uncharacteristically, Xu Yongshan scolded without opening his mouth, but the first sentence made Xu Zhiyuan's eyes turn red. He said, "I went to check a lot of books, and I also want to know about you...why is homosexuality like this."

Jiang Xiaomei flipped through the books for Xu Zhiyuan to read. Many things were drawn in circles with a red pen, and some notes were added densely.

"I can understand you, can you try to understand us?"

"You are still young, I don't want you, I don't want our family to be poked at the spine by others in the future, I admit that I want to save face, I am afraid that I will not be able to hold my head up, and I will feel that I am not a human being anywhere."

"What about you? You have to live in other people's gossip all your life, become someone's talking point, and look at you with colored glasses. Have you ever thought about these consequences?"

Xu Zhiyuan had already prepared a lot of countermeasures before today's talk. He knew that his mother had a good temper and would not be willing to embarrass him if he spoiled him. As for his father, he was not difficult to deal with. Anyway, the purpose was to be stubborn no matter how much he beat and scolded him. The worst plan It's nothing more than taking his brother away from home for a few days, and returning after the limelight has passed. He is not without money.

But he never expected that his father would have such an attitude - his voice was quiet, but every word was reasonable, and every sentence made him unable to refute.

Xu Zhiyuan could only choose to remain silent.

Xu Yongshan said: "I have been thinking for a few days and there is no good solution. It just so happens that his father is sick and needs to be treated. I will find a good hospital for Lao Zhao. Wen Yuan will definitely take care of him there. You two will be separated for a while. Calm down." Calm down and let him think about it."

Xu Zhiyuan was startled, and raised his head suddenly: "How long is it for now?"

Xu Yongshan didn't answer directly, but Xu Zhiyuan understood.

"Temporarily" is just a tactful term for adults, leaving room for three points.In fact, we both know in our hearts that once people separate, there will be too many variables. No one can tell what will happen in life, whether they will meet someone else again.

So "temporary" separation is basically tantamount to a death sentence.

Time moved forward minute by minute, Xu Zhiyuan begged with his eyes, but his father was indifferent, and the light in the young man's eyes finally went out bit by bit.

He gritted his teeth and knelt down in front of his father, his knee knocked loudly on the wooden floor, Jiang Xiaomei subconsciously tried to help him up, but was stopped by Xu Yongshan: "Let him kneel!"

Xu Zhiyuan's face was pale: "Mom and Dad, I know that I have caused you a lot of worries since I was a child. I was never a good student, my good son. I... I will apologize to you first."

He kowtowed his head loudly, using too much force, and when he lifted it up, there was a red mark on his forehead.

Then he took a deep breath and continued: "But this matter is not allowed, absolutely not, even death is not acceptable, I will not give in."

"I can't guarantee that my decision is correct. What you said, I can't guarantee that I can bear those gossips in the future, but I know that I will do this now. I only know that if I don't If I keep him, I will regret it for the rest of my life, and every day of my life will probably be worse than death."

Jiang Xiaomei covered her face and cried: "Zhiyuan, can we really not change it? Mom... Mom will introduce you to some pretty girls. What do you want, let's... get in touch with them first. Can't you?"

Xu Zhiyuan bit his lips to bleed, and kowtowed to his mother again: "No."

The love of young people is like moths jumping into the flames regardless of their care, irrational and unreasonable, they are moved as soon as their hearts are moved, and they are done as soon as they are done. This is their preciousness.

After adulthood, many people's persistence will be gradually smoothed by this society and the pressure of life, and they will become more and more timid without edges and corners. Therefore, sometimes adults cannot understand young people's love, and feel that they are too impulsive and unrealistic.

Xu Yongshan asked: "Then what if I insist on not agreeing?"

Xu Wenyuan stared into his father's eyes and said word by word: "Then we can only leave first."

This is a naked threat. Parents can't bear this kind of challenge the most, and feel anxious and heartbroken as if they have been strangled.Xu Yongshan was so angry that he slapped the table, the lid of the teacup shook three times and almost fell off.

"You bastard! Kneel if you can!"

Trembling with anger, he slammed the door and went out.Jiang Xiaomei's persuasion was ineffective, so she could only shake her head and follow out.

Xu Zhiyuan's kneeling went straight from afternoon to night.

He didn't get up until his father asked him to get up. Even though his knees hurt like a thousand needles were pricking him, his back was still straight and he didn't even frown.

He is soft, coquettish, and sticky, but he has a stubborn temper, and even ten cows can't hold him back when he is stubborn.

Jiang Xiaomei couldn't bear it anymore. After all, it was her pregnancy pain in October.She swallowed the whole meal and wanted to get a portion for her son, fearing that he would be hungry, so she carried a bowl of noodles back and forth to reheat it three times, wandered around the door of the study for a long time, but finally didn't go in.

Xu Yongshan stopped her: "Don't go, I'm used to it! I want to see how long he can last if I starve him."

Xu Yongshan didn't say this out of anger, what he was thinking was that if Xu Zhiyuan couldn't even pass today's test, then he would definitely not be able to withstand more difficult tests in the long journey of life in the future, so let's not talk about feelings.

Xu Wenyuan was absent-minded at working in the shop today, even Sister Hua could tell.

The bathing place has been missed by someone who doesn't know how to look at it recently. He reported him three times in a row, and was raided every time.Although there is really nothing illegal and criminal in him, some people don't want to expose their gay status, so they jump out of the window every time they attack, and Sister Hua is afraid when she jumps out of the window, fearing that she will really kill someone.

Later, he got annoyed, so he simply closed the bathing place, went to his men's shop to help every day, and became acquainted with Xu Wenyuan after coming and going.

"Is there something on your mind?" He asked while picking vegetables.

Xu Wenyuan vaguely agreed, and almost put the business money in his wallet into the trash bag.

"Hey! Little brother, don't get in trouble with money. Why don't you go back first if you're out of your wits?"

Although there was basically no one in the shop, it was true that the off-duty time had not arrived, and Xu Wenyuan felt that it was inappropriate to leave early.He shook his head, took out his phone to look, Xu Zhiyuan never responded to the two messages he sent in the afternoon, and usually he replied almost instantly.

Xu Wenyuan's eyelids twitched.

"Have you quarreled with the little beauty?" Sister Hua propped her head to gossip, "It's a quarrel, you should admit your mistake first, admit your mistake first, and then reason, just let him make a fuss and not let go."

Xu Wenyuan nodded, and put two pancakes into the bag.

When he got home at eleven o'clock, he found Xu Yongshan and Jiang Xiaomei were still sitting in the living room.

Seeing him come back, Xu Yongshan's expression was complicated.The kindness in his eyes was less, and there was more blame that I didn't realize.

This is human nature, Xu Wenyuan took it silently, but didn't know how to speak.

He felt guilty in his heart, Xu Yongshan brought himself out of a small place, but he wanted them to bear the shackles of secular public opinion, but he didn't regret it, just like Sister Hua said, he wouldn't let go.

Jiang Xiaomei sneaked a few glances to the second floor, and then Xu Wenyuan noticed that there was a gap in the door of the study on the second floor. He walked over and saw Xu Zhiyuan kneeling alone under the moonlight.

Xu Wenyuan buzzed his head, and rushed in when he opened the door. Xu Yongshan failed to stop him, but was pulled by Jiang Xiaomei: "Let them talk first, Old Xu, let's have a good chat too."

In the room, Xu Wenyuan wanted to pull his brother up, but Xu Zhiyuan shook his head and grinned.

Xu Wenyuan was in a hurry: "Get up! If you want to kneel, I will kneel behind your back!"

It's not that Xu Zhiyuan doesn't want to get up, he really can't get up, the pain is so great that he can only support his brother's arm and tremble, his body is cold and thin.

"My parents... want to send your father to other places for medical treatment."

He didn't directly say that it was Xu Yongshan who wanted to send you away, but what kind of brain was Xu Wenyuan? He understood immediately after hearing what he said in a roundabout way.

Xu Wenyuan hugged his younger brother's waist tightly, wrapping him in his arms and covering him.

"What about you? What do you think?"

Xu Zhiyuan lay on his brother's chest, took several deep breaths greedily, and felt his soul gradually returning to his place when he smelled the familiar smell, and his heartbeat slowly fell from the sky to the ground.

"I don't want to, so I can only kneel like this... Brother... My legs are numb and I can't stand up, it hurts so much."

Tough-boned Xu Zhiyuan, when his brother was away, he was a tough guy, but when his brother came, he couldn't bear anything, so he softened his body and leaned over to act like a spoiled child, grievances and pain, wanting to kiss and hug for comfort.

Of course Xu Wenyuan gave it all, and he could never refuse his brother's request.

He hugged Xu Zhiyuan to his body and sat on his side, supported his waist with one hand, gently rubbed his legs with the other, massaged from his knees to his calves, and went all the way in circles, making his brother groan while buried in his neck .

By the moonlight, Xu Wenyuan could clearly see two bluish-red stamps on his younger brother's forehead, which were a bit torn.

His eyes darkened, and he stuck it up and kissed it distressedly: "Silly."

Xu Zhiyuan hummed: "I'm not stupid."

"You silly."

"I'm not stupid."

People in love play childish bickering games to their heart's content.

Xu Wenyuan's delicate kiss fell from his forehead to the tip of his nose and finally moved to his lips. He leaned against Xu Zhiyuan and said, "Think clearly, keep me, and I will rely on you forever from now on. Do you like it, do you want to, I won't even go."

Xu Zhiyuan's eyes flickered, like starlight in the room without the lights on, and he asked softly, "Are you never leaving?"

"Never go."

Xu Zhiyuan looked up into his brother's eyes: "Aren't you leaving no matter what happens?"

Xu Wenyuan's throat was sore and rolling: "As long as I live, I will not leave."

Xu Zhiyuan thought for a while, hugged his brother's neck and bit his chin, panting and grinding with his small fangs, gnawed slowly, it didn't hurt, but it was very scratchy, and slowly hooked the fire in Xu Wenyuan's heart Woke up.

He raised his head, let his brother play wildly on him, and put his hands behind his brother's back, comforting him.Saying over and over again: "Don't worry, I'm always here for as long as you want me."

Xu Zhiyuan finally couldn't take it anymore, sobbing and crying out loud.

In fact, he was too scared.

He was afraid that Xu Wenyuan would not be able to support his parents, and that Xu Wenyuan would give up on him.

Warm tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and Xu Wenyuan swallowed them bit by bit.

I don't know how long he cried, but Xu Zhiyuan finally calmed down after venting his grievances, lying on his brother's shoulder and panting lightly.He suddenly smelled the aroma of sugar pancakes, and his stomach made an inappropriate "grunt" sound.

Little face is red.

Xu Wenyuan laughed out two dimples, lowered his head to pinch his brother's nose: "Hungry?"

Xu Zhiyuan said honestly, "I'm hungry, I didn't eat."

"Eat a cake first, I'll get you a bowl of noodles."

Brother Xu's noodles are the best in the world.

Xu Zhiyuan swayed his legs, enjoying his brother's top-notch massage service, holding a sugar pancake in his hand, and his mouth was full of greasy food.

Xu Wenyuan thought of Sister Hua's crooked words. In fact, many things are like this. As long as you don't let go, there are always solutions.