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Xu Zhiyuan felt more and more wrong with himself recently.

As the senior high school entrance examination was approaching, and others were going bald because of doing the questions every day, he couldn't help but think more and more often about unpopular things.For example, the sound of water when his brother took a shower, and the way his brother came out of the shower shirtless and wiping his hair as before, which made him feel distracted.

The bones of Xu Wenyuan's body had grown, his wheat-colored skin looked very firm, and the muscles in his arms and thighs were tense, which was completely different from his own white and slender body.

Xu Zhiyuan wondered if he was crazy, and he finally realized inevitably that his brother was no longer the disgraced second-timer.His brother is a gentle, considerate and reliable boy, exuding hormones all over his body during restless adolescence, and he may, probably, just happen to like a boy.

After thinking about it for a few days, Xu Zhiyuan was very relieved about the fact that he was bent. It was not the first time he knew about homosexuality. In the past, similar people would often come and go in the alley, and some even carried a big musical instrument on their backs. There were occasional gossips, but Xu Zhiyuan thought they were cool.

He felt that his biggest problem right now was that no matter what his brother thought, all he liked were girls. It mainly depends on his reaction to porn last time.The small TV was still plugged in with headphones, and his brother took a look at the plump body on the screen and immediately reacted. If he saw a living thing one day, he might be so excited.

It's understandable to think about it this way, but it's also too frustrating.Xu Zhiyuan felt like he had lost at the starting line before the race, he thought, why am I not a girl?If I were a woman, regardless of his ethics, I would take down my brother no matter what I said.

Fortunately, before the exam, 30 points were deducted from the paper.

What made Xu Zhiyuan even more anxious was that as he got older, he was not the only one who felt that Xu Wenyuan was manly.

The two brothers sat in the back row of the class with two girls, one who was more outgoing and could occasionally talk to Xu Zhiyuan, and the other who was introverted and had little contact with them.

But the introverted one is very beautiful, with big eyes and small mouth, and usually has a good grade in reading quietly. She belongs to the goddess in the minds of boys of that era.

I don’t know what’s going on recently, but someone in the class always spread that the introverted girl had a crush on Xu Wenyuan and often secretly peeked at him, Xu Wenyuan passed a paper back, and she would blush if she accidentally touched her hand.

Xu Zhiyuan felt very uncomfortable watching, and later cut off his brother halfway again and again to prevent his brother from handing over things.

Before the mock test, the Chinese teacher asked everyone to write about the people around them, preferably those who are close and can observe in detail.Most people wrote about their parents or brothers and sisters, no matter how bad they were, they were best friends. The introverted girl wrote about Xu Wenyuan.

I have to say that she wrote quite carefully, from Xu Wenyuan's expression to his hobbies and habits, she knew everything well, and even praised him like a god.

The teacher read this excellent model essay in front of the whole class, praised her for her sincere writing, and jokingly asked Xu Wenyuan if she was very moved.

The little girl's face was flushed, and she wished she could bury her face in her arms. Several insiders in the class covered their mouths and sniggered beside her, and the thorns in Xu Zhiyuan's heart stood up like mushrooms after rain.

I have to say that that girl really knew Xu Wenyuan very well, and Xu Zhiyuan didn't even notice some things, which made him very uncomfortable.

Obviously, the person who knows his brother best in this world should be him.

When the teacher praised the girl, Xu Wenyuan didn't know what he was thinking, so he glanced back at her after a while.The girl's deskmate squeezed her, and the two laughed.

Xu Zhiyuan felt even more uncomfortable.

Coincidentally, Xu Zhiyuan also wrote about his brother that day.He felt that he had brought out the highest literary achievement of his life, and tried his best to express the intimacy between himself and his brother that no one could interfere with.

But everyone didn't seem to care about it at all, they were still immersed in the excitement of discovering their classmate's puppy love, and wishful thinking had already privately made Xu Wenyuan and that girl a couple.

For several days like this, Xu Zhiyuan didn't sleep well.

Another half a week later, when Xu Zhiyuan came back from the grocery store one day at noon, he happened to see a group of people surrounding the girl and begging her for something. The girl was blushing and lowered her head, looking like she was about to cry.

Xu Zhiyuan heard someone say: "You take the initiative to try, you will have no chance after graduation."

"That's right. Anyway, it's no different from confessing now, right? The whole class knows he's not a fool."

"Maybe people are waiting for you to speak?"

The girl said, "No, definitely not."

"Try it, how do you know if you don't try? Maybe it will work?"

Xu Zhiyuan suddenly felt very angry. When he ran back to his seat and dragged the chair, he deliberately made a lot of noise, shaking all the textbooks on the table to the ground.

"Get out of the way, I'm going to sleep! Don't block here!"

The people around looked at each other, wondering why Xu Zhiyuan was going crazy, after all, Xu Zhiyuan was notoriously unpredictable in their grade.

The girl also stood on the side with a frightened look, her face became paler, and her white and thin arms were twisted in front of her.

There are also uninterested people who have been winking at the little girl, encouraging her to seize the opportunity.

Xu Wenyuan came over to stop the girl and said, "Don't make things difficult for her."

Others booed, saying that Xu Wenyuan "loved his wife" and "been in love before falling in love", Xu Wenyuan didn't bother to argue and sat down on his own.

The girl hesitated for a moment, then whispered to Xu Wenyuan, "Thank you."

Xu Wenyuan glanced at her, and replied gently: "It's okay."

This time, Xu Zhiyuan felt even more uncomfortable, and the barbs grew wildly one by one.

In the next few classes, Xu Zhiyuan hardly talked to his brother. For the first time, he had this kind of negative emotion that could not be resolved. I don't know how to deal with it.

Xu Wenyuan put his hands on his brother's hairy head and asked, "Uncomfortable?"

Xu Zhiyuan shook his head, lay in his arms and fell asleep again drowsily.

When school was about to leave, Xu Zhiyuan found that his brother had disappeared. He waited for a long time and refused to answer the phone. Seeing that all the students in the class had left, only his brother and the schoolbag of the girl in the back seat were still left.

Xu Zhiyuan inevitably thought, will she be with her brother?Where?What are the lonely men and widows doing together?The more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he was, and angrily found a safe passage from the toilet. Finally, just like in all the romantic dramas in his early years, he found this man and a woman on the rooftop.

Xu Zhiyuan couldn't hear what the girl was saying nervously.He also couldn't see Xu Wenyuan's expression clearly, because he couldn't take a step away, he was afraid to see his brother, afraid to see the familiar gentleness on his face, trembling with fear, so afraid that he wanted to turn around and run away.

As if in response, Xu Wenyuan raised his head and saw him, and the girl followed Xu Wenyuan's gaze, and the moment she found Xu Zhiyuan, she ran away embarrassingly wiping the corners of her eyes, her skirt flew up with the wind on the roof, from Xu Zhiyuan Brushed around.

Xu Zhiyuan watched his brother walk over step by step, with something on his face that he didn't quite understand.

He took Xu Zhiyuan's hand and said, "Go, go home."

Xu Zhiyuan was dragged home by his brother.He secretly observed his brother's face - it seemed to be the same as usual, he was not particularly happy and could not see other emotions, except for a little anxiety.

Xu Zhiyuan wanted to speak and stopped several times, but finally his brother couldn't hold back anymore.

"Ask if you want." Xu Wenyuan said.

Xu Zhiyuan rubbed his nose and said a little twistedly: "Then why did you ask for it?"

With such an obvious stupid question, Xu Zhiyuan wanted to bite his tongue off.

"It's nothing, she said she likes me."

Xu Zhiyuan grabbed his brother's clothes nervously: "What about you?"

"What am I?"

"Do you like her?"

Xu Wenyuan paused and said, "I don't have time to think about this right now."

The corners of Xu Zhiyuan's mouth sank little by little, his brother didn't deny it, he was avoiding it.

He has a ghost in his heart.

"Then you like her?"

"I did not say."

"You didn't say you didn't like it!"

Xu Zhiyuan hated his current appearance a little bit, he thought, if he could look in the mirror, he must be making trouble for no reason now, which is not cool at all.

Xu Wenyuan said: "I don't like her."

"You lied! I saw you peeking at her several times! I don't like it when you say why you peeked?"

Xu Wenyuan was silent, staring at his brother's face in a daze.

How could he tell his brother that he was just wondering why he didn't respond to the girl's fragrant white and tender face and body, but his mind was full of his brother's straight long legs and white buttocks, as well as trembling lying on his back? Little things with tears, these are things that have appeared in his dreams countless times.

It's not scary to raise the flag, what's scary is that it's his brother.

It was so perverted that he couldn't say it.

Seeing that Xu Wenyuan didn't reply again, Xu Zhiyuan thought he was right, his face turned pale and his body wobbled a few times, now Xu Wenyuan finally realized that something was wrong with him.

"You have a fever!" He put his hand on Xu Zhiyuan's forehead.

"Ah? Is that so?" Xu Zhiyuan felt that his senses had become dull, and he had to be slow to receive all the words coming from the opposite side.

"Go to the hospital."

Xu Zhiyuan guessed that his fever was not low, because his brother's hand holding him was trembling, which made him feel better.

"I'm not going." He shook off his brother's hand and walked forward, "I'll go home and take my medicine."

"No." Xu Wenyuan categorically refused. Xu Zhiyuan was a little afraid of injections. He wanted to run away but his brother grabbed him back and carried him on his shoulder in the street.