As an undercover agent I'm going to be the boss of Port Mafia

Seeing the moment Dazai Osamu was about to be trampled into mud by Amami Junya's foot, Dazai Osamu, with his back turned to Amami Junya, rolled to the side, slipperily dodging the kick.

After missing a hit, Tian Haichun didn't continue to strike, he looked down at Dazai who was sitting on the ground, "Dazai, is this what you said about dying of pain?"

Osamu Dazai threw the game controller in his hand, and kicked the controller under the TV cabinet to eliminate the evidence, and then he said, "I played games to divert my attention because it hurt too much."

After speaking, he skillfully covered his stomach and cried out that it hurts.

If you look carefully, Dazai Osamu's face is indeed paler than usual, and he looks weaker than usual.

Seeing such a sick Dazai Osamu, Amami Junya suddenly lost the mind to care about this guy.

He directly threw the plastic bag in his hand to Osamu Dazai, "I brought you the medicine you asked for, remember to take the amount written on it, I'm leaving."

"Junya!"

Amami Junya turned and walked towards the door, Dazai Osamu hurriedly shouted, "Don't go, Junya!"

Seeing that Amami Junya didn't look back, Osamu Dazai got up from the ground and chased after him. He directly passed Amami Junya and blocked the door with his arms outstretched.

"Junya, don't go!"

Amami Junya's expression was cold, and there was a hint of impatience in his tone, "Dazai, the teacher still needs my help, I don't have time to waste time with you here."

Perhaps hurt by Amami Junya's words, Osamu Dazai's expression froze, and then he lowered his head.

"...Is staying with me a waste of time, Junya?" His voice dropped.

"Don't you know it yourself?" Amami Junya would not be fooled by Dazai Osamu's trick.

"I just want Junya to stay with me. When people are sick, they need someone to accompany them!" Osamu Dazai's voice trembled.

"That's an ordinary person, you are not an ordinary person." Tian Haichun also said coldly.

"..."

After being silent for a while, Osamu Dazai suddenly sneered, and then he asked Amami Junya, "So Junya treats me as a monster?"

He didn't wait for Tian Haichun to answer, and said to himself, "Yes, I am a monster, a different kind..."

"Junya must think so too, right?" Osamu Dazai suddenly raised his head, staring closely at Amami Junya.

"That's right, there is no person in the world who hates you more than Osamu Dazai, always causing trouble for you, ignoring your kindness, and always grabbing Mr. Mori's attention from you..." Osamu Dazai complained, and he replaced Tian Haichun also looked back on the unhappiness between the two of them in the past, and even counted the day when he robbed Tian Haichun of a piece of cake.

Amami Junya frowned and interrupted Osamu Dazai's endless memories, "What do you want to say?"

Suddenly recalling the past or something is not in line with Osamu Dazai's style at all, and he must have another purpose.

"..." After Amami Junya interrupted him, Osamu Dazai stopped talking.

He stood in the middle of the door without moving. If Tian Haichun wanted to go out, it would be impossible not to bump into him.

Amami Jun also let out a breath, "If you're just talking about these boring things, you're done talking by now, right? Dazai, get out of the way!"

Osamu Dazai muttered in a low voice, "It's not a boring thing."

Looking back, he realized that he could remember everything that happened in the past clearly, and it was extremely clear in his memory.

"It seems boring to me." Amami Junya said coldly.

"Also, Dazai, don't you hate me? Wouldn't it be more uncomfortable to see someone you hate when you're sick?"

"If you want someone to accompany you, I'll call other people over now. I really don't have that much time to waste with you." Tian Haichun also said as he was about to take out his phone from his pocket.

Osamu Dazai, who has always been eloquent, was rarely speechless. What he hated about Amami Junya was said by himself, and the quarrel between the two of them was always started by him, and Amami Junya bowed his head to him first to reconcile .

Amami Junya's temper is really good, and he has been enduring Dazai Osamu's willful behavior, but Dazai Osamu, who has always been treated with tolerance, always treats him with nose or eyes.

Sometimes Osamu Dazai also feels that he is very strange. He clearly knows that everyone has a limit, but he always jumps back and forth on the limit of Amami Junya's patience. He treats others including Mori Ogai. so.

……

Rarely, Osamu Dazai, who had a dark heart, suddenly found out his conscience.

He felt that he was boring like this, really boring and annoying, so he walked away from the door with his head down.

Amami Junya gave his hands a pause when the call was about to be broadcast, he looked suspiciously at Osamu Dazai who walked away, "What trick are you trying to do, Dazai?"

Osamu Dazai waved his back to Amami Junya, "It's nothing, I just suddenly found me annoying."

"Go back and help Mr. Mori, Junya."

Such a reasonable Osamu Dazai seemed as if the sun came out from the west, Amami Jun also watched him go to the TV and turn off the TV, then walked to the sofa like a walking dead, lay down quietly, and then There was no movement.

"...Tsk."

People are cheap! !

Tian Haichun also put the phone back into his pocket, went to the kitchen and turned on the dusty gas stove to boil a pot of hot water. After the water boiled, he mixed a cup of warm water and walked out, and put the cup of warm water on the coffee table in front of the sofa.

Then Amami Junya picked up the bag of medicine on the floor in front of the TV, opened the paper bag and took out the amount that Osamu Dazai should take. During this period, Osamu Dazai kept watching his every move with kite-colored eyes.

Osamu Dazai's dead appearance was quite creepy, but it didn't scare Amami Junya. He walked to the sofa and gave the order "sit up."

Ji'an Dazai sat up quietly.

"Open your hands."

Osamu Dazai obediently stretched out his palm.

Amami Junya poured the pills into Dazai Osamu's hands from a certain distance, "Open your mouth and take the medicine."

"Ah!"

Osamu Dazai poured the medicine into his mouth, and as soon as his tongue touched the pill, his whole body was shaken by the sour and bitter medicine, and then his handsome face completely wrinkled.

Seeing that Osamu Dazai was about to spit out the medicine, Amami Jun, who was very satisfied, immediately said, "Don't spit it out!"

Osamu Dazai had a distressed face, his kite-colored eyes were filled with misery, and he looked at Amami Junya pitifully.

"Look at what I'm doing, drink some water, and swallow the medicine." Tian Haijun continued to order without being moved at all.

Hearing this, Osamu Dazai could only pick up the water glass on the coffee table, and after taking a sip of water, he raised his head with difficulty, and his slightly protruding Adam's apple slid up and down twice before finally swallowing the medicine.

Dazai Osamu was able to speak after swallowing the medicine of Shimichi, and he looked at Amami Junya with teary eyes, "Junya, it's so bitter..."

"It's right to be bitter, I specially prepared the medicine for you personally." After Amami Junya finished speaking, Osamu Dazai's expression darkened a lot.

"Junya..." He looked at Tianhai Junya pitifully, and shouted again.

Amami Jun also saw that he had taken the medicine obediently, took out a candy from his jacket pocket, and threw it to Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai caught the candy, happily peeled off the candy wrapper, stuffed the pink candy into his mouth, and said vaguely, "One is not enough, it's still very bitter, Junya."

Amami Junya looked at him, and he blinked innocently and pitifully. If he didn't eat, Junya would definitely leave it to Alice.

Tianhai Junya reached into his pocket again, took another candy and threw it to him, "This is the last one."

Osamu Dazai had two candies in his mouth, the sour and bitter taste left in his mouth was completely taken away by the domineering sweetness of the candy, and then his mouth was filled with the cheap aroma of fruit essence.

It's not that he hasn't eaten better candy, but this time, the sweetness in his taste is particularly obvious.

"If you want to sleep, go to your bed and sleep, don't stay here." Tianhai Junya said.

After hearing this, Osamu Dazai pursed his lips and said aggrievedly, "Is Junya still unwilling to accompany me?"

Amami Junya also didn't make a sound, Dazai raised his eyelids and looked at Amami Junya's face quietly, then got up and left the sofa very obediently, and walked towards the bedroom.

Pushing open the door of the bedroom, Osamu Dazai walked in and closed the door halfway, hiding behind the door and secretly looking at Amami Junya who was standing there.

His behavior was neither aboveboard nor discreet, but rather sneaky, and Tian Haichun could spot him at a glance.

Amami Junya sighed silently, took out his mobile phone and called Mori Ogai.

"Teacher, it's me."

"Is Dazai still alive?" Mori Ogai asked straight to the point.

"He is still alive and has already taken the medicine." Tian Haichun also replied.

"It seems that nothing serious will happen to Dazai, so when will Junya come back?" Mori Ogai, who lost his dear disciple to help share the work, was very concerned about this.

Before answering Mori Ogai, Amami Junya glanced at Dazai Osamu, and Dazai Osamu, who was peeking out from the crack of the door, hid behind the door.

"...Sorry, teacher, I may not be able to go back until evening."

"Huh? Is Dazai seriously ill this time?" Mori Ogai was a little more concerned.

"..." Tian Haichun also lied to the teacher against his conscience, he said with difficulty, "Yes."

"Since Dazai is seriously ill, there is nothing we can do, please take care of him." Mori Ogai didn't expose Amami Junya's lie, he was very aware of Dazai's virtues, and Amami Junya would treat him as well Lie, it must be Osamu Dazai did something again.

Very good, after Dazai "cures", I will entrust him with the task of investigating that rumor!

Mori Ogai made a decision in his heart.

After Amami Junya hung up the phone, the door of Dazai Osamu's bedroom had been firmly closed.

This guy……

Tian Haichun also shook his head, then sat on the sofa and processed the emails on his phone.

But it didn't take him long, because the battery of the phone was not enough, so he found a charger to charge the phone.

Amami Jun came to Dazai Osamu's apartment, otherwise he would not have the house key in his hand, but it has been a month since he came here last time, but Dazai Osamu's house is still the same.

There is no popularity in the house, and the furnishings here are exactly the same as before Osamu Dazai moved in, and he hasn't changed them.

This place is more like a temporary foothold for Osamu Dazai, and there are very few traces of him left in the house.

Amami Jun also searched around in the living room, except for Dazai Osamu's beloved "Complete Sex Handbook", he couldn't find any other reading materials with words. Bored, he could only turn on the TV and lower the volume to pass the time.

The TV series I found randomly were a bit hypnotic. After watching it for a while, Tian Haichun also felt a little sleepy, and fell asleep unconsciously.

Tian Haichun also took a nap, and when he woke up, he found that it was past five o'clock in the afternoon.

Time to go back, he thought.

But before going back, he had to help Dazai Osamu make dinner for that childish ghost, otherwise he would never remember to eat dinner.

Amami Jun, who studied medicine with Mori Ogai, also hates guys who don't pay attention to his health, but he was unlucky to meet Osamu Dazai, so he can only admit it for the time being.

Amami Jun also opened the refrigerator in Dazai Osamu's house, and it was almost as he expected. Apart from a few cans of beer and two or three boxes of canned crab meat, there was only one box of broken and smelly bento left over from eating.

There was even a layer of dust in the kitchen. Tianhai Chunye cleaned the kettle temporarily when he boiled the water. Tianhai Chunye had never cooked here before, so there were no seasonings or anything, and even the kitchen knife was rusted.

Looking at the rusty kitchen knife covered with a layer of dust, Amami Junya thought calmly that it was destined by heaven.

Osamu Dazai, your only dinner today is porridge.

After coldly setting the menu, Tian Haichun also went out to buy rice.

It took a little time to buy rice, because the nearest supermarket from Dazai Osamu had to walk for a while, and it took more than ten minutes to go back and forth.

After bidding farewell to summer and entering late autumn, the days are getting shorter and the nights are getting longer, and the sky starts to get dark at five o'clock in the afternoon.

The light in the corridor of the apartment was a bit dim, and the apartment manager had turned on the corridor lights early, so Amami Jun was also opening the door of Dazai Osamu's house. When his vision suddenly changed from light to dark, he was almost caught by the black paint huddled in the corner of the entrance. Paint something to scare.

With a "snap", Tian Haichun also turned on the light.

The room suddenly brightened up, revealing the true face of the pitch-black mass.

It was Dazai Osamu who was clad in black and hugged his legs, lowered his head and buried his face in his legs.

"Dazai? What are you doing here?" Tian Haijun asked him incomprehensibly.

"I thought you were gone." Osamu Dazai raised his head, his eyes blinked uncomfortably because of the light, and his tone was unexpectedly calm.

There was no expression on his face, just looking at Tianhai Junya in a flat and numb manner.

This appearance of Osamu Dazai made Amami Junya feel extraordinarily real, this is the most authentic appearance of Osamu Dazai.

But this lifeless Osamu Dazai, who couldn't find a trace of nostalgia for life, made Amami Jun feel even more uncomfortable.

He would rather that Osamu Dazai spent his time pretending to be a normal person, so that at any rate, Osamu Dazai was working hard to live.

"You guy..." Tian Haichun's dry voice froze, and he couldn't maintain the indifferent expression on his face, revealing a clear, deep-seated hatred.

What is that hatred for?

Do you hate Osamu Dazai for not cherishing precious life?

Or is it late, for the time that Osamu Dazai participated in, forcing him to kill with his own life, and even left him with a deep shadow of being unable to have normal contact with other people, full of cruel and bloody experiences?

Tian Haichun didn't know either.

Because he jumped into the trap set by Dazai Ogai and Mori Ogai knowingly.

At that time, he knew very well that Mori Ogai wanted him to kill, but he couldn't do it, and he couldn't stop being ruthless. He couldn't take other people's lives, because in his eyes, life was precious.

So after realizing Mori Ogai's intentions, Amami Jun also chose to enter the game. He has always relied on Mori Ogai, so even if he knew it was a trap, he was willing to jump.

Then he understood that even if life is precious, some people are not worthy of living in this world.

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Originally, everything was in the plan of Ogai Mori and Dazai Ogai, but then an accident occurred, and an outsider who was not in the plan broke into the game. Jun Amami also desperately rescued the children who were arrested and tortured like him, He himself fell into a desperate situation--

The despair at that time is still clearly remembered by Amami Junya. A miracle broke out about the desperation he faced and his persistence in desperately wanting to live after seeing the darkness. He called the black knight who wandered in different timelines, Make a contract, break through despair.

Tian Haichun also wants to live. Although there are many bad things in this world, he still loves this world and wants to continue to survive in this world.

As much as he wanted to live, he hated Osamu Dazai.

But this hatred is useless, Tian Haijun is not Dazai, he can't understand Dazai's heart, and people's sorrows and joys are not connected.

The clenched fist was loosened at once, and the bag that Amami Junya was carrying fell to the ground.

The slight sound seemed to explode in Amami Junya's heart, and he suddenly realized that all the actions that Dazai Osamu had done to him all this time were all timidly asking him for help!

I hate his obsession with living, I don't understand why he lives, but I approach him quietly, I want to understand but I am afraid, like walking a tightrope to ask for help.

Today's Osamu Dazai finally tried to take the boldest step, carefully stuffing the other end of the life-saving straw into Amami Junya's hand.

If you don't accept it this time, you will be as cowardly as Dazai Osamu, will you never dare to reach out to him again?

Amami Junya stared at Osamu Dazai with his head down, and already had the answer in his heart.

He couldn't leave Dazai Osamu alone, after all, even the tiniest voice was saying "I want to live".

Amami Jun also closed his eyes, then he opened them and said to Osamu Dazai, "Really, I just went out to buy something."

When Osamu Dazai, who was squatting on the ground, heard it, he thought he was hallucinating and blinked in disbelief. Immediately afterwards, the depth of the iris-colored pupil finally shone.

He looked up at Tianhai Junya intently, as if he had only seen Tianhai Junya's appearance clearly until now, and he sighed sincerely in his heart.

So dazzling and beautiful, Junya.

mine--

The author has something to say and guess what Dazai said at the end~

Dazai, it took seven chapters, and the self-guided strategy is complete!

Because today is relatively thick and long, so the update will be late, please forgive me, and leave a positive message, I will read it, really! !