Abandoned Lover [Future]

9 month 26 day.

As Eugene walked forward, he looked down at his right hand.There was still a little numbness on his hands, which made him sigh involuntarily.

"It's fine if I go to die, why even this kind of little girl wants to get involved?" He clenched his hands into fists while saying so.Joshua beside him looked at him silently without speaking.

— Eugene had slapped Winona Knowles hard with this hand just a few minutes ago.The little girl who had just grown up was almost thrown out by him, lying on the floor in the corridor of the private guard, unwilling to get up, Joshua felt pain for her.

"I'm going to the front line..." the girl said, holding the ground with one hand, and wiping the blood drawn by Eugene from the corner of her mouth with the other: "I'm also a soldier, I can..."

Eugene walked up to the girl and squatted down.Joshua thought he was going to help him up, but Eugene just pulled Winona's front.

His eyes were calm: "do you know what you are talking about?"

Winona spat a mouthful of blood on the ground, and looked at Eugene with burning eyes: "I know. As long as it allows me to go to the front line, I am willing to do anything. No matter what the result is, I am ready... ..."

Eugene smiled: "Including preparations to die?"

Winona was silent for a second, then nodded seriously: "Including going to..."

Eugene grabbed the girl's chin firmly with his right hand, blocking her next words.

"...Before you say such things, can you please think about your identity first?" Eugene's face moved closer to Winona's, and the oppressive breath almost fell on her face: "You think you are an ordinary sergeant, you can sacrifice yourself if you want? As the only child left by the general, your life is no longer yours."

Eugene let go of his hand, and Winona's head suddenly rushed to the ground.

"What your mother believes and represents must be inherited by someone. Your origin, education, and even gender are doomed to make everyone expect you to replace her." Eugene stood up slowly and walked back to the appointment. Shuya's side. "If you die too, those civilians who regard female generals as their beliefs will really have nothing. Since you have carried so many expectations from others, at least you should consider them before making a decision."

Before turning to leave, Eugene left a last word.

——"Everyone has shouldered responsibilities and obligations since birth, and don't be as willful as a child."

Joshua kept looking at him the whole time.

Under the sky, Eugene is always so flawless, decisive in every move, like a sword that will never bend.In just a few days, Eugene went from an inexplicable airborne general to the backbone of the old Norse army.All the people around him looked at him with reverence, as if he was born to stand in such a position, to hold up a protective barrier for those around him.

—but is it really the path you chose voluntarily, Eugene?

He and Eugene have known each other for more than ten years, but at this moment, Joshua clearly realized that from the moment Eugene blocked the bullet for him, the distance between him and Eugene was getting farther and farther.Even if he stood by his side, Eugene was someone he could never really stand by.

Because this person is the sun.The sun will always shine for those who need him. This is a fate that Eugene cannot refuse, cannot choose, and only he can shoulder.

But at this moment, he thought of Eugene's red eye sockets under the lamp last night, like a hallucination, which made his chest ache.

—God, don't take him.

— don't let us lose this man.

With tears in Joshua's eyes, he frowned and closed his eyes. After a light cough, he changed the topic with a routine report.

……

Sitting in the war room, Eugene fiddled with the projection screen in front of him, absent-mindedly preparing for the battle that had been decided yesterday.He had already informed Sisong and Tiev of the rough plan this morning, the former amiably praised his spirit of sacrifice, and the latter gave him the expected sarcasm after the silence.

But now, these things are not important.

He reached into the inner pocket of his uniform's jacket next to his heart, and took out a small beige puppy pendant from there.The puppy's head was crooked, and he straightened it carefully, and combed its overly fine and soft hair carefully with his fingers.The puppy has blue eyes and a gentle smile that seems to never remember the pain.

He chose it the first time he saw it.He never knew how to say no to it.

"It's enough for you to pick me up. I can wait forever."

——This is the first sentence the puppy said to him.

Bitter emotions rose from the bottom of the chest, slowly gnawing at the muscles and bone marrow along the way.When he finally wanted to look away, his gaze bumped into the silver ring on the root of his left finger.The narrow arc tightened his heart when he was off guard, reminding him of a vow he was about to break.

Eugene's hands trembled slightly.

He took a deep breath and slowly put away the puppy's pendant.He refocused his eyes on the screen in front of him, forcing himself to focus on the right place.At this moment, the communicator in front of him rang, and it was the guard at the entrance of the personal guard that communicated to him that a man named Dietrich Arning, who claimed to be his brother, wanted to see him.

The movements of Eugene's hands paused.Since returning to Green Star, he has been living in the personal guard. Except for going to the battlefield in person, he only goes back and forth with the headquarters here.This is not because he has no time to take care of Dietrich, on the contrary, he has made a deliberate decision.

"Please tell him that I will not see him, so that he will never come again."

——He owed Dietrich so much, and now, there is no way to make it up.Perhaps it was because he was used to being cruel to Dietrich, something he did with ease.

Eugene cut off the call unilaterally.A few minutes later, the communicator rang again stubbornly.

"I already told him to let him..."

He was only halfway out of his sentence when he was choked back by the other party.

"Someone...invaded the White Tower?" His eyes widened: "Where are these people now??"

The guard spat out a simple phrase.

……

Cornova, top of the White Tower.

This is an unusually wide space that is rarely open to others.

Under the extremely high dome, there is an inner surface covered in pure, radiant white.There is a cloud-like existence hidden in the undeterminable material, which is quietly surging, sometimes gathering, and sometimes scattered.In the empty space, the boundary between outlines is infinitely blurred, and it does not seem to be a place that can exist in reality.

But now, the guards of the three generals raised the guns in their hands and surrounded the two people in the middle of the room.

Seeing the muzzles of guns lined up in front of his eyes, Jonathan, who was about to collapse, his legs softened, and he knelt straight down with his hands raised high.With a buzzing sound, the preheating buttons of the laser guns were all turned on, and dozens of red lights were aimed at the researcher's chest.

When Eugene arrived, the first thing he saw was Jonathan kneeling on the ground trembling.In a huge sense of disbelief, he raised his head inadvertently, and then bumped into the sight looking at him.

——As if in the most ordinary afternoon, his biochemical man stood quietly beside Jonathan with his hands down, wearing a clean and simple white shirt.

Xiao smiled at him: “…Eugene.”

As he spoke, the red light instantly moved from Jonathan's chest to the cyborg's temple.

"Put down the guns for me!!" Eugene's voice came out before thinking, and he even raised his hand subconsciously.His guard moved the muzzle of the gun first, and then Sisong and Tiev's men hesitated to point the red light at the ground.

My heart was beating so painfully, and the back of my head was so swollen that it was about to burst.The turbulent emotions mixed with the incomprehensible unfolding made Eugene lose the ability to move further.Amidst the great shake, he could only look at Xiao.Those gray-blue eyes were so familiar to him, as if he had just parted from him yesterday.

He wants to get closer, wants to hug, but at the same time wants to escape.They should never meet again—even if it was his own decision.

——Because as long as you see this person, he will definitely become weak.

……

Across the heavy encirclement, Xiao looked back at his lover.He looked at the man's trembling lips and unconscious, almost helpless eyes.

The biochemical man's eyes softened more and more, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth became more pronounced.He walked towards Eugene slowly, and the people who had surrounded him retreated slowly at the same time, making way for him.Just when he could almost touch Eugene with his hand raised, a bullet was fired from the rear of Eugene's side, and he quickly dodged it sideways.

The corner of Xiao's mouth dropped a little bit.He looked at the old man holding a gun behind Eugene. He was tall and thin, with a pair of yellow-green eyes on his dark skin, reminiscent of a snake in a cave.

The smoke from Tiev's muzzle gradually dissipated.He looked at Xiao coldly, but he asked Jonathan, who was still kneeling on the ground, "...explain, Rothschild."

……

Jonathan knelt on the ground, stammering his explanation.However, with so many people present, he didn't know whether he should start from the beginning, nor did he know what kind of disaster explaining his relationship with Xiao would bring him.You know, just a few days ago, he would never have thought that he would encounter the legacy he let go under such circumstances.

This unexpected development started with a sudden message last night.A colleague who also works in the society like him contacted him suddenly near midnight, saying that he saw that the machine he used for the experiment was still running after he left, and the data on it was running non-stop, which was worrying.Thinking that the experiment he had done recently was related to the sample that Eugene asked him to test, he rushed towards the dark night society in the light rain without any hesitation.

There was a faint roar of machinery in the room where the lights were not turned on, and two fluorescent indicator lights stood abruptly beside his seat.Jonathan frowned and turned on the light, and suddenly found someone sitting hunched over in the middle of the room, and the two fluorescent spots that he couldn't understand came from the other person's platinum eyes.

The tall biochemical man slowly stood up straight in front of him.

"Hello. The one who brought me back."

The inheritance named Xiao looked at him, without any emotion or expression similar to that of a human being.Jonathan's heart almost stopped beating, and the movement of turning around and running away stopped at the moment the other party put his hand on his shoulder.

"...Let's talk."

Heritage said so.

……

"So, so, I didn't come here voluntarily, it was him, he insisted on me..."

Jonathan's fragmented explanation did not ease the atmosphere in front of him.The guards on guard still looked nervous, Xiao just looked at Eugene as if nothing was around him.Tiev finally interrupted Jonathan: "Are you telling me that this cyborg next to you is a legacy, and he broke into the White Tower after kidnapping you?"

Jonathan nodded desperately, with an aggrieved expression as if he was about to cry.

Tiev moved the gun in his hand and said to the guard: "Let him out."

Jonathan ran away from Shaw as if he had been pardoned, as if he was terrified, and ran directly to the farthest corner of the room, with his back and hands against the wall, moving a little bit in the direction of Tiev, as if he was worried that someone would come from him. Shoot him through the back.

"...Rothschild's authority cannot open the top floor of the White Tower. How did you get up there?" Ziev narrowed his eyes, looking at Xiao with tense defenses.Unlike anyone else, he who is in charge of the "Pioneer" knows better than anyone how much threat a conscious legacy can pose.

As if he felt that there was really no need to explain this question, Xiao took a slow breath and turned his gaze to Jiev: "What you are standing now is my place."

Such an answer could not be digested by Ziev right away, but he was not shaken by it.His gray eagle eyebrows furrowed, and he continued to ask, "What is your purpose?"

Xiao turned his gaze back to Eugene: "I'm here to see my lover."

Diev froze.

"I'm here to help him realize his wish."

Xiao Ru said.

The incomprehensible sentence pushed Tiev to the limit of his patience, he loaded the gun in his hand suddenly, and said in a deep voice, "Prove that you have no intention of harming human beings!"

Amid such roars, Xiao slowly turned to Ziev again.There was no expression on his face, and now he turned his head slightly to one side, looking at the other person as if he was looking at an insect that was so noisy that he wanted to crush it to death easily.

A faint white-gold shimmer glowed from the gray-blue eyes.The terminals of everyone in this place vibrated violently at the same time. After looking at each other in blank dismay, someone finally brought the terminal under the sight of Kiev's gesture.

Fluorescent blue cursors jumping at the same rate appeared on everyone's screens.As if controlled by an invisible hand, these dozens of cursors began to jump at the same time, and then spelled out the same sentence byte by byte without error.

"Is this a friendly gesture?"

The fear of the unknown pressed down from a high place, and in the silence of being silenced, Xiao stood expressionlessly in the encirclement, turning his neck slightly from side to side.

……

The bottom floor of the White Tower, the isolation monitoring room.

Eugene sat leaning on the white interrogation table, wrapped his right fist with his left hand, his whole body was wrapped in great anger, his chest heaved violently.Opposite him, Xiao sat on a white chair with his hands clasped, his expression was completely different from when he was at the top of the White Tower.

"...What exactly are you trying to do? Did you come to the White Tower specially to provoke others? Do you know what the consequences of your actions would be?" Eugene's voice turned up unconsciously.

Xiao looked up at him calmly: "Maybe I'm doing something wrong, Eugene."

He adjusted his sitting posture, leaned his back slightly forward, and looked into Eugene's eyes carefully: "But from the beginning, you are the cruel person."

Eugene's pupils suddenly tightened.

"It just happened. You know better than anyone that I can't leave you, but you still chose to leave alone."

The biochemical man's voice is soft and deep, but the wrapped sentences are direct and sharp.

"...If I don't come to you, you will seek death alone."

Shaw let out a soft sigh.

"Aren't I right?"

The gray-blue eyes were silently judging, Eugene opened and closed his lips, unable to say anything.

Seeing this, Xiao lowered his head and slowed down his speech.

"...Although I hope you won't treat me like this, I also know that's who you are."

"So no matter how angry I am, I don't want to accuse you."

Xiao slowly raised his head again, a tired smile slowly appeared on his expressionless face.

"So, don't you miss me, Eugene?"

Eugene's body trembled violently.

——No matter how much he wanted to lie, no matter how much he wanted to deny, when he first met this person, he had only one thought.

——It was great to be able to see the last side.

Eugene stared at Xiao firmly.

Xiao got up from the chair, opened his arms, and smiled at him: "Hug me?"

Eugene clenched his fist more and more.

"According to your original plan, this is probably our last hug, isn't it?"

There was a momentary blank in the mind.Eugene no longer thought about how Xiao knew his plan, he just thought, how could this person say such things so easily?

Yet Shaw was right.Such cruel sentences are their reality at the moment.

"I...women cking hate you."

Sentences that looked like expletives squeezed out between his teeth, and Eugene breathed heavily.He stretched out his right hand, pinched Xiao's chin violently, and then kissed it almost roughly.

The biochemical man's eyebrows softened instantly.He reached out and wrapped Eugene between his arms.A slight laugh came from behind his nose, and he gently licked Eugene's upper lip, feeling the momentum of the other party subside without resistance like a tide, and finally tasted a little salty taste at the corner of the other's trembling mouth .

There was a slight vibration between his throats, a sigh of resignation.

—his beloved, beloved boy.

Vulnerable, softhearted, protective, almost crybaby, his human being.

He will not give this person to the world for nothing.

He doesn't give anyone.

The author has something to say:

When I wrote it, I couldn't help but think, Gan Xiao is super handsome...

Falling in love with an artificial god, Eugene, you're great.

Forget it, there are at most ten chapters left before the main text is finished, everyone can come and read more recently, I will try my best to update every day and every other day (it also means updating on weekdays).

感谢在2021-01-1312:41:19~2021-01-1517:24:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of pear wood;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!