Abandoned Lover [Future]

The artificial night of the Rift is much quieter than the real city.People in the residential area go to bed early, and those who stay up late gather together to drink and fart in the perfect soundproof entertainment area in the atrium, carrying out various activities, like an island glowing in the dark.

Miles nestled on the sofa in the corner, eating weird-smelling jelly beans.He was not in a good mood, so he could only rely on eating this stuff to distract himself.

His popularity is so good, even if he hides aside like now, there will still be people who will recognize him at a glance and come up to him to inquire.As for what to inquire about, it is naturally the person he brought back.

Eugene left too early, and now more than half of the people don't know his previous story, but know his performance in the arena.Mu Qiang's atmosphere on the Rift is strong and innocent, and everyone is interested in which team Eugene will join in the future, and whether he is single.

There are not many people who really met Eugene face to face, and those who saw it would naturally find Xiao who was following Eugene.Compared with Eugene, Xiao's appearance is actually more conspicuous—his exquisite face and cool demeanor are too incompatible with the people on board, so some people wonder whether Xiao is the pair that Eugene brought on board.

Miles couldn't lie, he could only explain one by one that they weren't.Seeing another person who found out the news leave in satisfaction, Miles sighed and poured all the jelly beans into his mouth.

The noise in the entertainment room suddenly subsided at this moment, Miles turned his head to look at the door, and found that Fasha, who rarely appeared here, suddenly appeared.

Most of the crew were terrified of Fasha, and now carefully made way for her.Fasha casually brushed the long hair on his shoulders, walked to the side and picked up half a pint of beer for himself, and then walked to Miles' corner.

The relationship between Miles and Fasha is closer than that of ordinary crew members. At this time, he could not wait to put his hands on his forehead: "Please don't tell me, you are also here to ask about Eugene."

Fasha looked a little surprised: "How do you know?"

"He is 31 years old, unmarried, has no Pair, is male, has a heavy cigarette addiction, likes to play with machines, and likes to use knives." Myers poured out the information that had been repeated dozens of times before, " Seriously, Fasha, even you?"

"That's not what I want to ask." Faxia frowned: "I want to ask what he was doing before. Has he been staying in Green Star?"

"He had joined the army in Green Star before, and then he did some other jobs casually, which seemed to be related to machines." Miles sighed: "I thought you were not interested in men."

Fasha smiled: "I really don't have that kind of interest in him. But I feel that I am very familiar with him."

The quartermaster said so, and raised his hand to press the handle of his whip: "...Maybe I have crossed paths with him before."

Miles raised an eyebrow.

Fasha was brought back by Karl, the original quartermaster, from the underground boxing ring outside the center.There are rumors that when Karl wanted to ask her about her origins, she couldn't explain herself clearly, and she couldn't even remember her own name.The current name was chosen by her casually, without a surname.

Seeing that Miles didn't know much about Eugene's experience on the Green Star, Fasha raised his hand and gulped the beer down his throat. After reaching the bottom, he waved to Miles: "Tomorrow I will Go see him."

Fasha wiped the beer froth from her mouth, and left as abruptly as she had appeared before.

……

The next day, when Eugene got up, he found that Xiao had changed his clothes and was facing away from him, looking at the scene outside the room through the single-sided reinforced glass.

Before he knew how to speak, the cyborg turned around and smiled at him.

This smile is just right as usual, without any sense of alienation.Perhaps the artificial sunlight was too bright, but the cold loneliness that Eugene experienced last night has disappeared.This made him a little stunned, not sure if there was a slight error in his memory.

Eager to turn over the feelings at that time, Eugene had habitually smiled back at the other party before clarifying his thoughts.

He is going to see Basil today and ask about his plans and plans for the future.So after a brief greeting with Xiao, Eugene quickly got into the shower.

The water mist surrounded Eugene, and the warm water flowed over his head and face, making him feel as if he was born again.He let out a long breath in the steaming breath, and finally had some real feeling that he would live here in the future.

It was only when he was about to change his clothes that he realized that the clothes he changed were still in his luggage.Such a situation is always a bit embarrassing, thinking of Xiao standing in the room, Eugene subconsciously wanted to avoid it.

However, as long as he thought about it carefully, he found that there was no reason for this feeling.

——Xiao is a cyborg who has no desire/desire for him.And when he was serving, it wasn't that he didn't face other sergeants naked.

Eugene smiled self-deprecatingly, probably because of the water mist coming out of the shower, which made him feel a little tight in his chest.

He combed the still wet hair back with his fingers, raised a hand to wrap a white towel around his waist, and pushed open the door from the bathroom to the room.

……

Outside the door of the room, Xiao naturally also noticed the luggage that Eugene had put aside casually.

Eugene's own backpack only contained things related to No. 6, as well as some sidearms.Eugene's clothes were mixed with Xiao's and put into another bag, which Xiao took care of and changed in the past few days.

During those nights when he was separated from Eugene on the Red Squirrel, Xiao would often hold the clothes Eugene had changed into, bury his face in it, and breathe slowly.He didn't think there was anything strange about such behavior, he just missed and needed his human being very much.

Looking at that luggage, it's not that he didn't think about being a perfect cyborg, putting clean clothes in front of the bathroom door before the other party notices - this is what he has always done, quiet, appropriate, and unobtrusive .

But today, he doesn't do that.

He wanted to hear Eugene call his name, begging him awkwardly behind the door.Then he would spend enough time carefully rummaging through the few pieces of clothing, find out his favorite one, and knock on the bathroom door.

He wanted to see Eugene's face behind the crack of the door, and maybe a few limbs that weren't covered by the cloth.

In the night when no one spoke, jealousy and unwillingness catalyzed too many other things in his heart, and black emotions mixed together, becoming almost malicious.

However, he was reluctant to really hurt Youjin, so he could only reminisce about this person carefully in such an innocuous place, to fill the growing hole in his heart.

So the moment the bathroom door was pushed open, Xiao's eyes widened in disbelief.

——In front of Xiao, stood Eugene who was still steaming.Water droplets fell from the end of his short black hair, part of it was caught by the hollow of his collarbone, and the rest dripped onto his shoulders, chest, waist, and then sank into the towel wrapped around Wasp's waist.This pair of naturally exposed limbs has an amazing honey-colored luster, and his slender arms are covered by strong but not excessive muscles. The lines of his chest, waist and abdomen are obvious and clear, like a creation kissed by God.

Xiao's lips parted slightly.

His heart should have been beating wildly at the sight in front of him.

If he was a human being, he should have pushed Eugene against the wall from behind at this time, holding Eugene's hands in his hands with one hand and raising him above his head, and the other hand tightly hugging Eugene's waist.He would probably retaliate by biting the back of the man's neck so hard that it almost bleeds, to punish him for being undefended.

However, he doesn't have that ability.

His body seemed to be frozen to death, so he could only stand aside docilely like a gelded animal, looking at the human being whom he longed for so much.

...what a terrible shame.

Eugene's forehead hair was combed up, revealing a smooth forehead, well-defined brow peaks, and those intoxicating golden eyes.

Those eyes glanced at Xiao, and then looked away immediately.

By the side of the bunk bed, Eugene bent down, pulled out a black T-shirt from the bag, and put it on.The wet back made the cotton material stick to the skin, Eugene pulled the side with both hands, and then pulled the hem of the clothes down.

In a strange dizziness, Xiao watched the blacker water stains on the T-shirt, and the waistline that was more clearly outlined due to the adhesion of the material.It was only after Eugene turned his head and glanced at him again that he realized that he turned his back to Eugene.

He heard heavy fabric being thrown on the bed.Soft fabric glides over smooth skin.The jeans were jerked off and put on.The metal teeth of the zipper mesh with each other.

When he turned around again, Eugene was biting the hem of his T-shirt and buttoning the top metal button of his jeans.

Then Eugene raised his eyes and glanced at Xiao with unclear emotions.

He let go of his teeth biting the cloth, and said to Xiao: "I'm going to see the captain. I'll take you for a walk on the boat afterwards."

……

I want to possess him.

I want to violate/violate him.

I want him to be mine.

I don't want this body.

I don't want this damned, restricted, cursed body.

——After Eugene left, Xiao knelt in the bathroom where the mist hadn't dissipated, lowered his head, tightly clutching the clothes on his chest, feeling all kinds of terrible desires filling his useless, mechanical heart.

There are so many things he wants, and they are within reach of him.

He got nothing.

He's going crazy.

……

Eugene walked to the end of the corridor on this floor, closed his eyes, and adjusted his emotions.

His skin was warm from the previous shower, but he felt an eerie coldness in the center of his body.

——When he looked at Xiao, he might still have some extremely tiny, completely unconscious expectations.

That's why he had such an inexplicable reaction after seeing Xiao's unwavering eyes.

After exhaling a long breath, he walked towards Basil's room in his memory.

……

10 minutes later, next to Gogo's room, Basil's room.

"...You don't need to work in such a hurry, although I can understand your position." Basil held a cup of hot tea in his left hand, and spoke calmly and slowly.He didn't have the sense of coercion of the supreme leader of this giant ship, and because the room was filled with fluorescent lights and green plants, he was more like a gardener.

The old man pinched off a piece of mint by his side with his nails and brought it to Eugene.This familiar action made Eugene's eyes warm, and he could only accept it with a smile, and put it under his tongue.

"If you want to convince the public, I will send you to the next raid. It was originally Julian's job, but unfortunately his shoulders and mouth were swollen from the pump, so he just let him rest for a few days."

Eugene thought of the youth who suddenly attacked him, and nodded.But when he came back to find Basil, he had another matter.

"Sorry, Basil, about sending my friend to Sagrand..."

"The Rift has a voyage to Acropolis, but it will have to wait." Basil said, taking a sip of the tea in his hand.

Acropolis and Hades are the two closest planets to the border of Sagran except for the Mine Star area.They are the first line of the alliance's redundant defense, and they are also the first-hand trading grounds for a considerable part of the Blackstone Mine.

"You don't need to go to this point. If you can give me a boat, I will come back soon." Eugene turned his wrist, lowered his head, and let his drooping forehead hair block his eyes: "If there is a need I can also take the traded things along with me, so I won’t let the boat go in vain.”

"It's not that problem." Basil looked at Eugene. "The border has not been very peaceful recently, and I don't have a good feeling about going there. If something happens, it's safer to go there with the main ship."

This sentence sounded a little mystical, but Eugene didn't have any mood to underestimate it.

On board, many people have their own nicknames.Gogo's nickname was the Gray Lion, Miles' nickname was The Wanderer, and Basil's nickname was "The Medium" since he was a navigator.

His premonition has saved the Rift from fatal crises more than a dozen times, so it must not be underestimated lightly.

Eugene didn't want to disobey his suggestion, but as time dragged on, Xiao's position on the ship would only become more and more embarrassing - he was not a pair or a combatant but boarded the ship, in the past it was just a bought private/prostitute. What you do will be looked down upon by others.

Basil seemed to see through his concerns, and asked, "Can your friend fight?"

Eugene hadn't seen Xiao really do it, but thinking of Xiao raising his hand to take Julian's dagger yesterday, he gritted his teeth and said "yes".

"Then send him to the training ground. Before he leaves, you have to do what you need to do. The Rift doesn't care for idlers." Basil held the cup and took another sip slowly.

Eugene raised his eyes in surprise, and looked at Basil with gratitude.

"Basil..."

From childhood to adulthood, this navigator has been the one who dotes on him the most among the elderly.Although this kind of pampering is not obvious, it makes him feel very grateful and lucky.

Seeing his expression, Basil narrowed his eyes and smiled wrinkled his face.

Just when Eugene wanted to express his thanks, someone knocked on Basil's door.The captain said leisurely, please come in, and then saw a tall female figure standing outside the door.

Fasha's expression looked a little surprised, as if he didn't expect that there were other people in the room.She was about to introduce herself to Eugene, but stopped herself when she saw Eugene's expression.

From the way Eugene looked at her, she believed that Eugene knew herself.

To know the self she had forgotten.

And Eugene's Adam's apple went up and down, thinking that he might have some kind of hysteria that would see dead people.

——Why is Anika Deshmukh standing here?

——Why would he, who should have died long ago, the gatekeeper's comrade-in-arms, stand here?

The author has something to say:

Happy National Day & Mid-Autumn Festival everyone!

Hope you all have a great holiday with your family/friends/lovedones.

If you are more bored, you can go to the column to read my short stories. One of my favorite stories is called "The Mouth Stuck". It was written six years ago, but the quality is still very satisfactory.Others... are not guaranteed.

感谢在2020-09-3009:00:00~2020-10-0109:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 2 Mio;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Newt Momo; 12 bottles of Xixi; 10 bottles of Zhulu and Jianglu; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!