the sun never sets

Jiang Ye carefully bent down, approached Lin Ji's chest and listened for a while, then straightened up and put his hand under Lin Ji's nose for a try.

Lin Ji was too thin, lying on the bed as thin as a white sheet, even his chest rose and fell very little, which once made Jiang Ye very uneasy.

His breathing was so light, the faint breath was almost imperceptible, Jiang Ye felt a little unreal, he turned to hold Lin Ji's hand, trying to gain some sense of security from it, but Lin Ji's fingertips were also It was cold, and gauze was wrapped around his palm.

The edge of the gauze was rough to the touch, like a knife cut, "cut" Jiang Ye's palm, made him "bleed", and made every finger of him curl up.

Jiang Ye lowered his head and carefully traced Lin Ji's eyebrows and eyes. He looked much weaker, his chin was pointed and his face was lying pale, his brows were frowning even when he fell asleep.

Jiang Ye didn't watch for long, Lin Ji's eyelids trembled a few times, and he slowly woke up.

Jiang Ye's back was stiff, Lin Ji waited for a long time and slowly focused his eyes on his face, Jiang Ye wanted to say a lot to him in an instant, but seeing Lin Ji's dim eyes instantly, Qian Yan Thousands of words were blocked in front of his mouth, and he couldn't utter a single word.

"Why are you here?" Lin Ji said wearily, took his hand out of Jiang Ye's palm, and tried to sit up.

Jiang Ye sat back on his seat at a loss, and organized his words in silence, "Lin Ji, it doesn't matter what you marked..."

Lin Ji interrupted Jiang Ye, he turned his head to look at Jiang Ye firmly and asked, "Jiang Ye, how much did you pay?"

Jiang Ye was caught off guard by his question, and he didn't react for a moment. After a pause, he realized that Lin Ji was talking about solving the mark.

Thinking of this, Jiang Ye felt a little happier. He couldn't help showing a little joy on his face. He bent his mouth and said, "Not much, just 20..."

Jiang Ye discussed with his parents. He was reluctant to see Lin Ji being forced to the operating table by the two families. He actually prepared 50 yuan to convince Xu Yunsheng that no matter who left the mark, Lin Ji would be his Omega in the future.

There is not much flesh left on Lin Ji's cheeks. When he opened his eyes wide, they looked too big. His amber light-colored pupils remained motionless, and he looked like a rag doll with dull eyes. .

Lin Ji's voice trembled, "Jiang Ye, one life..."

Lin Ji's emotions rose, his eye circles quickly turned red, tears accumulated in the corners of his eyes little by little, and he was about to fall, Lin Ji said softly and hoarsely: "Is a living human life worth 20?"

Warm, hot tears slid down Lin Ji's cheeks, hung on his thin chin, and quickly cooled down.

Jiang Ye panicked and wanted to wipe Lin Ji's tears, but Lin Ji didn't let him touch her, turned his head and wiped away the tears himself, Jiang Ye stopped in embarrassment halfway, not daring to take another step forward.

When Lin Ji heard Jiang Ye say 20 yuan, he thought vaguely of the night when Jiang Ye confessed to him.

It was snowing all over the sky, Jiang Ye spoke to him against the finely crushed snowflakes.

Say you like him very much, and ask him if he can like himself too.

How could there be someone like Jiang Ye? He is really good at deceiving people, using his pretended sincere words, and using his beautiful skin.

Lin Ji was about to bury his face in the quilt, he said weakly: "I have...signed an agreement not to pursue responsibility, you don't need to interfere in this matter anymore."

Lin Ji raised his head, pulled himself together and said to Jiang Ye: "The mark on my neck has nothing to do with you, don't take out the 20 yuan."

Jiang Ye said in a panic, "Lin Lin, I didn't mean that."

He gritted his teeth, and the corners of his mouth were straightened, "It doesn't matter whether this mark has anything to do with me...it's okay..."

Lin Ji calmed down for a while. He has always felt extremely tired recently, and he lost all his strength after just talking to Jiang Ye. He said softly, "Let's break up."

Jiang Ye quickly grabbed his wrist and asked in shock, "What did you say?"

"I said," Lin Ji said again slowly, "I want to break up."

Lin Ji wanted to withdraw his hand, but Jiang Ye grabbed him very tightly and with great strength, which made his wrist hurt a little. Jiang Ye grabbed Lin Ji's shoulder and made Lin Ji face him.

Jiang Ye laughed flusteredly, with a very unashamed smile, "Why is it so sudden, Mark is really fine, I don't mind, don't break up, okay?"

Jiang Ye's voice trembled almost imperceptibly, Lin Ji frowned and said, "It's not about marking..."

"That's why?" Jiang Ye spoke a lot faster, and the circles of his eyes became terribly red in a few seconds. He took a few breaths to stabilize his emotions, "Lin Lin, don't break up, don't break up..."

Jiang Ye seemed to be hysterical, and would only beg Lin Ji over and over again not to break up, but Lin Ji seemed very hard-hearted, unmoved at all.

Lin Ji struggled a few times and broke free from Jiang Ye's restraint, he asked Jiang Ye: "Do you have a marriage contract?"

It is true that a few years ago, the family arranged a verbal engagement for him, but at that time Jiang Ye was still in junior high school, and not many people took the verbal engagement seriously.

Jiang Ye tried to explain as if grasping at the last straw: "The engagement can be canceled."

Lin Ji felt inconceivable, in Jiang Ye's mouth, the marriage contract can be played like a child's play, and it is easy to withdraw.

And if it is possible to withdraw, why didn't Jiang Ye withdraw the engagement before he was with him?

Lin Ji didn't believe Jiang Ye's words at all, he thought Jiang Ye was still lying to him, and trembled a little with anger, "Jiang Ye, you are really a hypocritical and terrible person."

When Jiang Ye heard this sentence, he was stunned as if struck by lightning. He didn't expect that Lin Ji, who usually dare not speak loudly, would use such words to describe him.

Jiang Ye gasped for breath a few times, as if about to fall down, he looked at Lin Ji sadly and said, "In your eyes, is this the person I am?"

He asked Lin Ji bitterly: "Then why do you act like you like me so much? Are you a bitch? You still want to be with someone like me?"

Lin Ji closed his eyes, his face paled by Jiang Ye's merciless words, and he said helplessly, "You treat me like a bitch."

"I won't allow it! I won't break up!" Jiang Ye's voice became a lot louder under his excitement. Lin Ji was frightened and couldn't help but move back. This small movement made Jiang Ye collapse. He grabbed Lin Ji's hand and wanted to move He pulled back, "Don't break up, okay? Look at me, I'm not that kind of person, don't look at me like that."

Lin Ji struggled even harder. The shadow Xu Yunsheng had left on him a few days ago was too deep. Seeing the bulging veins on Jiang Ye's arms, he became frightened. He lay back desperately and shouted: " Let me go! Don't touch me!"

Jiang Ye managed to get through the application to come in and see Lin Ji. He was thinking about Lin Ji, but he wanted to break up with him instead of Lin Ji. Jiang Ye was at a loss like a child. How can people stay.

Jiang Ye rushed forward and hugged Lin Ji regardless, ignoring his struggle and screaming, his arms tightened tightly, as if he wanted to rub Lin Ji into his own flesh and blood.

"Calm down, you put away the pheromone!"

Seeing that the situation was not good, the doctor who was keeping an eye on the situation outside the door rushed in to hold Jiang Ye, and warned: "You have released too much pheromone, please take it back."

Only now did Jiang Ye wake up a little bit, and he suddenly realized that the entire ward was flooded with his pheromones, and Lin Ji had already curled up in pain under the pressure of pheromones.

Lin Ji was panting heavily, clutching his collar tightly, Alpha's pheromones mercilessly pressed down on him, causing pain in his bones, and his legs were so weak that he couldn't even sit. stand up.

He never knew that Jiang Ye's pheromone was so terrifying, stuffing his mouth and nose, forcing him to give up resistance and surrender.

Jiang Ye was severely awakened by Lin Ji's frightened gaze, he stretched out his hand helplessly, "Lin Lin?"

His Lin Lin had never been so afraid of him, looking at him without love, like looking at an ugly and ferocious beast.

The doctor quickly gave him an injection of the inhibitor, the tingling sensation brought Jiang Ye back to his sanity, he followed the doctor out obediently, walked to the door and looked back at Lin Ji, but Lin Ji turned over and showed no nostalgia for him .

Jiang Ye's cicadas stopped, and with a "pop", all the past scenes turned into a black and white movie, and a difficult cassette sound came out in his mind.

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Lin Jibing applied to be discharged from the hospital before he recovered, because he really had no money.

After Lin Ji took out the money he planned to use for his schooling and paid the hospitalization fee, there was only a pitiful little bit left.

Lin Ji felt that it was a pity that he might not have the chance to step into the campus again in a few years.

Lin Ji returned to his old community, back to his small rental house, Xu Yunsheng was still drunk and paralyzed on the floor as usual.

Nothing has changed.

Lin Ji put away the wine bottle and threw it into the trash can as if resigned to his fate.

The sound insulation of the rental house is not good, and Lin Ji can hear the children upstairs jumping and frolicking when it is quiet at night.

The woman upstairs was alone with two children. Lin Ji had seen the two children, they were all skinny, sniffing their noses in winter, shrinking up like two little chickens.

The two children are not good at studying, and their brains are not smart. Their favorite thing is to be mischievous. The woman often beats them with a broom. In the middle of the night, the howling of the children can make the whole building howl.

The woman cried with them after beating them. Lin Ji didn't know what the woman was crying for before, probably because she felt sorry for her child.

Now Lin Ji has a different idea. She may also be crying for herself, crying for her disheveled hair like a shrew, crying for pulling two children with chapped hands, crying for being stuck in the mire of life, begging for nothing. road.

Lin Ji met the woman when he went downstairs a few days ago, and the woman reminded him that the house price will go up next month.

Her haggard black hair was randomly tied behind her head, she glanced at her hands, sighed and said: "If it continues to rise, I can't even live in this house. I will sleep on the street with my two children." gone."

Lin Ji was also very worried. When he met the landlord, the landlord told him that Xu Yunsheng had already defaulted on two months' rent.

Lin Ji could only smile flatteringly, and said apologetically, "I don't have much strength right now, and my body will recover soon. When I'm done, I'll go to work and the money will be made up."

Human suffering is always the same, nothing new.

Lin Ji's health is not well maintained, his glands always tingle from time to time, but it is still bearable.

Lin Ji sometimes thinks of Jiang Ye, since he left the ward, he hasn't seen him again.

Lin Ji blacklisted Jiang Ye's phone number, and never logged into social accounts again.

Lin Ji thought that he and Jiang Ye would never have a chance again.

He and Jiang Ye are not from the same world, and Lin Ji doesn't have the strength to cross the gap to hug him now.

Before, he thought that Jiang Ye would catch him on the other side, but the reality is that Lin Ji fell on the cliff on the other side, and his head was broken.

Lin Ji went out to look for a job within a few days after he came back. He didn't have any requirements, as long as he could make money, he would agree to move bricks.

Lin Ji found some part-time jobs, worked non-stop for a few days, and almost fainted on the road, but Lin Ji didn't care, he didn't have much to care about anymore.

The only thing he cares about now is the meat floss. A hamster as small as the meat floss cannot live without him.

He lives with the meat floss.

When Lin Ji went back today, he always felt chest tightness and flustered. He couldn't help but quicken his pace and went upstairs in the dark.

Lin Ji opened the door, saw Xu Yunsheng sitting on the sofa, and smiled at him.

Lin Jihan's hair immediately stood up, he closed the door and looked at Xu Yunsheng vigilantly.

Because Lin Ji gave up pursuing the investigation, Xu Yunsheng did not get the money. Although he was not the one who repaid the debt and made money, he still transferred his anger to Lin Ji.

He waved to Lin Ji and said, "Come here, I found something good."

Xu Yunsheng was obviously drunk, Lin Ji didn't dare to walk over, so he stood in the middle of the living room.

Xu Yunsheng didn't get angry at Lin Ji's lack of cooperation, he hummed in a good mood, then slowly raised his hand and shook the thing he was holding.

"Look, what kind of little thing is this hahaha." Xu Yunsheng exerted some force in his hand, and the ball of hair squeaked and screamed.

It is meat floss.