the sun never sets

60 Confession

Because the participants of the New Year's Day Gala had to take a photo together for the last time, Lin Ji went back much later. He walked to the door of the dormitory and found that the door was locked.

Lin Ji didn't think much at first, and knocked on the door first. There were a few laughs from inside the dormitory door, but no one came to open the door for him.

Lin Ji knocked again patiently, and found that they did it on purpose, and no one paid him any attention.

Lin Ji panicked a little. There were people coming and going in the corridor, and occasionally a few cast curious glances at him, but no one cared about his embarrassment at the moment.

He bite the bullet and yelled a few times, but to no avail.

Lin Ji could only stand at the door, and the lights were turned off after a while. The cold wind poured into the dark corridor. Lin Ji was a little tired from standing, so he sat down by the door, buried his head in his knees, shrunk into a small Small bunch.

Lin Ji felt extremely frustrated, not only because of the targeting of her roommate.

On the playground 10 minutes ago, Jiang Ye's face was obviously lost when he heard his answer.

Jiang Ye frowned and traced Lin Ji's eyebrows with his eyes very seriously, trying to see a trace of lying on his face.

It's a pity, no, what Lin Ji said was true, and it was his first thought.

"You don't have to flatter me." Jiang Ye let go of his hand, "I was dizzy just now, you don't like it... I won't do it in the future."

Lin Ji didn't dislike Jiang Ye's behavior, but it happened so suddenly that he was startled.

Lin Ji never thought that Jiang Ye would do such an intimate thing with him, let alone think that Jiang Ye might...like him...

Lin Ji didn't dare to think this way, he went to hold Jiang Ye's hand, and said in a panic: "I didn't, I didn't please you."

"I, I... Jiang Ye..." Lin Ji called Jiang Ye's name in a soft voice, Jiang Ye's face was tense, as if he was struggling a lot, he finally pulled his hand out and said softly : "Let's go back first."

To Lin Ji, this sentence was tantamount to "Let's not meet again in the future." He reached out and wanted to grab Jiang Ye's hand again, but he was afraid that Jiang Ye would hate it, so he just grabbed it slightly.

Jiang Ye's hair was blown up by the wind, Lin Ji clearly saw Jiang Ye's unwavering eyes under the lights of the stands, that indifferent Jiang Ye who couldn't smile at him.

Lin Ji really wanted the playground to be pitch black, so that he wouldn't have to suffer so hard and couldn't even cry.

He screwed up, Lin Ji thought, he screwed up everything.

Lin Ji buried his head deeper, and he returned to the dark place, still the annoying Lin Ji whom no one liked.

A flashlight shone on Lin Ji, and the teacher who checked the bed was startled by Lin Ji, "Why are you squatting here? Quick, get up."

Lin Ji stood up slowly, and the teacher asked him, "Why are you still outside after the lights are turned off? What happened?"

Lin Ji wrung his hands and said, "My roommate locked the door, so I can't get in."

The teacher knew what was going on as soon as she heard it, and she slammed on the door. One of Lin Ji's roommates hurried over and opened the door. Teacher Zha took a picture with a flashlight and said coldly: " I will write down what happened today, and if this happens again next time, I will report it to the school, where have you learned everything the school taught you?"

No one in the room dared to speak, Lin Ji thanked the teacher, and the teacher stayed until Lin Ji finished washing before leaving.

Lin Jizao was shivering from the cold, and lying on the bed with cold hands and feet didn't feel very warm, but his roommate still pointed and scolded him softly.

Lin Ji didn't want to hear it, so he curled up and fell asleep in a daze for a while.

Lin Ji thought wrong at the beginning, he is different from Jiang Ye, and he will never be the same as Jiang Ye.

This thought became stronger when he came home and saw Xu Yunsheng who was drunk on the living room floor.

Lin Ji held the doorknob in his hand, didn't put down his schoolbag, and looked at the wine bottles all over the floor in disbelief.

"Why are you drinking so much wine in the middle of the day!" Lin Ji was so angry that his head was dizzy. He threw down his schoolbag to help the drunk Xu Yunsheng up, but he didn't want Xu Yunsheng to struggle and yell at him. During the struggle, Lin Ji was caught He kicked his stomach, and the pain made him sit on the ground for a long time, unable to stand up.

Xu Yunsheng should still be at work at this point, but he drank himself like this at home. The more Lin Ji thought about it, the angrier he became, he couldn't help reaching out and hitting Xu Yunsheng on the back a few times, "What are you doing? Drinking and drinking every day , Class is gone, we have no money and no money! Do you want us to starve to death together?"

Lin Ji didn't dare to hit too hard, but just took advantage of Xu Yunsheng's drunken unconsciousness to vent.

Lin Ji didn't want to care about Xu Yunsheng anymore, he was kicked to death by Xu Yunsheng, Lin Ji took a look at his clothes and found that his belly was blue.

He silently put down his clothes, slumped on the ground, holding back his tears in the mess.

Lin Ji actually wanted to cry a lot, but he felt that crying over these things was simply a waste of time. There are many unfortunate things in the world. If you have to cry when you encounter anything, Lin Ji probably can drown himself in tears. die.

He has been dreaming for so long that he himself has unrealistic fantasies.

Lin Ji began to unilaterally alienate Jiang Ye, he was like a cowardly ostrich, in front of the problem, he decisively chose to hide himself, pretending to be peaceful.

As soon as Jiang Ye tried to talk about what happened on New Year's Day, Lin Ji would start to change the subject, or pretend he didn't hear it.

The two dragged it off until the winter vacation, tacitly no longer touching that line.

After Xu Yunsheng was dismissed from the company, he couldn't afford it, so he simply broke his can, stayed at home every day and drank heavily, and beat and scolded Lin Ji when he was in a bad mood.

Lin Ji didn't want to stay at home anymore, so he agreed with the proprietress of the restaurant to work part-time during the winter vacation.

Xu Yunsheng didn't want to live anymore, but Lin Ji still wanted to continue studying. He calculated that his scholarship, plus part-time job, should be able to support his living expenses for the next semester. If it wasn't enough, Lin Ji would apply for a little more subsidy.

Jiang Ye was on vacation later than him, and would send him messages when the school was free, but Lin Ji always came back in the middle of the night, because sometimes he was on night shift, and he had to rush to do homework even if he was not on night shift.

Jiang Ye was a little dissatisfied, Lin Ji truthfully said that he had a part-time job, and after he finished speaking, he put the matter behind him.

On January 28th, City Z was extremely cold. Lin Ji went out in the morning wearing a scarf and gloves and it was still cold, so he stopped riding his bicycle and planned to walk to the restaurant.

Halfway through the sky, sporadic light snow fell. Lin Ji didn't care, but lamented that the first snow of this year came a bit late.

At noon, it was snowing heavily. Lin Ji stood at the door of the store and glanced at the white roof in surprise. Jiang Ye happened to send a picture of the snow scene. It should have been taken in the corridor outside the classroom. Lin Ji also took the picture. He sent a picture to Jiang Ye and said, "I'm also looking at the snow."

Thanks to this snow, it has been a long time since Lin Ji and Jiang Ye sent messages so easily.

After a while, Jiang Ye sent another photo of books piled in the back seat of the car, "I'm finally on vacation!"

Lin Ji couldn't help but curl his mouth, wishing him a happy holiday.

And Lin Ji has to be on the night shift tonight. Fortunately, there are not many customers today, and Lin Ji is very free after eight o'clock.

He was sitting behind the cashier in a daze, and Lin Ji saw a man wearing a sweater hat and a black down jacket stopped at the door of the store, looking around, as if looking for the way.

Lin Ji felt that his figure was a bit familiar, so he looked at him for a long time. When the man turned his head, he happened to meet Lin Ji's eyes.

"Eh? Jiang Ye." Surprised, Lin Ji stood up, Jiang Ye smiled when he saw him, opened the door and walked into the shop.

It was still snowing outside, Jiang Ye was covered in snow, with a chilly air of ice and snow, Lin Ji patted him with a towel, and asked in surprise, "How did you find this place?"

Jiang Ye showed Lin Ji what he was carrying in his hand, it was a box of cakes, "I'm here to celebrate your birthday."

Lin Ji was stunned, he himself forgot that today was his birthday, he was taken to the table by Jiang Ye and sat down in a daze, Jiang Ye put the cake on the table and said with a smile: "You don't know how to Forget it?"

Lin Ji said embarrassedly: "I really forgot."

Jiang Ye opened the cake box. The cake was not very big, but it was made delicately. The cake was made into the shape of a planet, and an astronaut stood on it with his hands raised high.

"It's so beautiful." Lin Ji was pleasantly surprised. He didn't expect Jiang Ye to remember his birthday, and even buy him a cake to celebrate his birthday.

Xu Yunsheng never celebrated Lin Ji’s birthday. Lin Ji never knew the meaning of birthday. When he was in kindergarten, it was a child’s birthday in his class. His parents sent the cake to the kindergarten and distributed it to the children in the class. Lin Ji was the first Know the meaning of birthday for the first time.

But for Lin Ji, birthday is always dispensable, and so is he himself.

Jiang Ye helped Lin Ji plug in the candle, and said with a bit of regret: "I wanted to make it myself, but I didn't have time, so I ordered one in a hurry."

Jiang Ye lit the candles, because it was in a restaurant and it was not easy to turn off the lights, Jiang Ye urged Lin Ji: "Quick, make a wish."

Lin Ji clasped his hands together in a panic, not knowing what to wish for, he glanced at Jiang Ye, and suddenly felt very warm.

This warm spring flows from his heart, travels through his limbs, and slowly submerges him.

All kinds of hardships are over.

Suffering has molded Lin Ji, turned him into a cautious, cowardly and timid person, but also made him strong and flexible, to be a small vine, to be a tiny dust, to be a straight cypress tree, to be a spark that starts a prairie fire. .

Lin Ji has only one wish now, he wants to work hard to become better, to be able to stand by Jiang Ye's side.

Lin Ji made a wish, put down his hand and said, "Okay, it's done."

Jiang Ye asked him what he wished, but Lin Ji shook his head and refused to say, and ran away with the excuse of asking the chef who was on the night shift to come over and eat cake together.

When Lin Ji ate the cake, his mouth was full of cream. Jiang Ye wanted to wipe it for him, but before his hand was close to Lin Ji, Lin Ji tilted his head and asked strangely, "What's wrong?"

Jiang Ye didn't take back his hand, wiped his mouth, and said lightly, "Cream."

Lin Ji stared blankly at Jiang Ye with a fork for a while, then pursed his lips, but without knowing what he was thinking, he lowered his head to eat the cake again.

The two stayed until nine o'clock, when Lin Ji got off work, he locked the door, looked up at the still snowing sky, shrunk his neck, "It's so cold."

Jiang Ye took his hand naturally, and warmed Lin Ji's hand with his own. Lin Ji pulled his hand, but couldn't pull it out. Lin Ji said embarrassingly: "Jiang Ye, this is not good..."

Jiang Ye held his hand tighter, "What's wrong, it's fine."

Lin Ji couldn't refute him, the two of them just walked in the snowy night like this, Lin Ji's nose was blown red by the wind, he walked for a while, and suddenly said: "Jiang Ye, why...why did you want to kiss me that day?"

Lin Ji looked up at him, and Jiang Ye let out a breath of white air. Faced with Lin Ji's straightforwardness, he didn't know how to express his feelings.

Lin Ji mistook his silence for embarrassment and escape. Lin Ji's newly aroused courage immediately leaked out. He was silent for a while, and forced the corners of his mouth to smile: "It's okay, it's all over."

"Thank you for coming to see me today." Lin Ji stopped, and he drew circles on the snow with his toes, because the wind was blowing, and Lin Ji didn't know whether it was because of the wind or something, which made his lower eyelids red.

"I'm going back, you should go back earlier too." Lin Ji waved his hand, motioning Jiang Ye to let go, Jiang Ye and him had a stalemate for a while, but still let go.

Lin Ji walked backwards, waved to Jiang Ye, and kept saying, "Jiang Ye, goodbye."

Under the street lamp, snowflakes fluttered down, Lin Ji stepped back, his eyes fell on him through the wind and snow, quieter than snowflakes.

He is thin, thin, Lin Ji.

Carved in the summer of Jiang Ye, there are cicadas singing, snow falling, strokes and strokes, carrying the scroll, jerky and the rustling wind.

Jiang Ye subconsciously moved his feet, and then quickly ran towards Lin Ji, hugging him in his arms.

Lin Ji was caught off guard by someone hugging him, and before he could react, Jiang Ye cupped his face, and kissed him on the lips like a dragonfly.

A warm and moist kiss, trembling with the coolness of the snowy night.

"You really tortured me to death." Jiang Ye stroked his face with his hands, and couldn't stand Lin Ji's gaze, and couldn't help lowering his head to kiss Lin Ji's eyelids again.

Lin Ji was still in shock and hadn't recovered yet, Jiang Ye looked at him in a daze, and asked him in a low voice, "Aren't you scared?"

Lin Ji shook his head slowly, blushing belatedly, raised his hand to touch his lips, and called Jiang Ye's name tremblingly.

Jiang Ye kissed Lin Ji's lips through Lin Ji's fingers. If he looked carefully, Lin Ji would find that Jiang Ye's face was also red.

"Lin Ji, I like you so much, I really like you." Jiang Ye pressed his face meekly, his hands shaking Lin Ji, "You like me too, stay with me OK?"

Lin Ji blinked, and subconsciously curled up, "...I, I'm not good, Jiang Ye, I'm not good."

Jiang Ye hugged him even tighter, he gritted his teeth and said, "Who says you are not good, you are the best, I like you the most."

Lin Ji reached out and hugged Jiang Ye's neck, still feeling unbelievable, like a dream, he whimpered, "Why do you like me?"

Jiang Ye took a few steps back, Lin Ji looked at him with red eyes, and reached out to touch Jiang Ye's face.

Jiang Ye covered Lin Ji's hand and stuck it for a while, not forgetting to confirm with Lin Ji: "Do you like me?"

Lin Ji got closer, he stood on tiptoe, and said softly: "I like it, I like it..."

Jiang Ye lowered his head and tentatively kissed Lin Ji's lips. Seeing that there was no resistance, he sighed and kissed harder.

The two exchanged green kisses and breaths on the first snowy night.

The author says:

Congratulations Jiang Jiangzi, congratulations Lin Lin!

The two of them are so sticky and entangled.

Memories will end soon~

( ̄o ̄).Beep hG beep DJ Lai reading

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