the sun never sets

Jiang Ye hurried back to the classroom before the class bell rang, and he didn't finish the milk in his hand. He walked into the classroom biting the straw, and Lu Chongyun asked him in surprise: "You rushed there just to buy milk? What do you think? drink milk?"

The seats of Lu Chongyun and Jiang Ye are separated by an aisle. Both of them are tall and sit alone in the back row of the classroom. Strictly speaking, Lu Chongyun should be regarded as half of his deskmate. Heavy clouds can be seen clearly.

Jiang Ye took a few mouthfuls of chocolate milk and drank the rest of the milk, as if he was afraid that Lu Chongyun would notice something, he drank in a hurry, the strong cocoa smell filled his nostrils, Jiang Ye casually said, "Yeah "He said, "I just want to drink."

After Jiang Ye left, Lin Ji stayed where he was, and tried to take a sip of milk again, but accidentally choked on it. It was so sweet that he bared his teeth, thanking this milk indifferently.

But when he thought that it was from Jiang Ye, Lin Ji was a little distressed, and took another sip. Maybe his taste buds got used to it, and Lin Ji felt that it was not so sweet.

Lin Ji drank all the milk before slowly walking up the dormitory building. He just opened the door of his dormitory when his three roommates looked at him with strange eyes. Lin Ji talked about the relationship with his roommates It's not good, more often, they will deliberately ignore Lin Ji, instead of staring at him like this.

Lin Ji pretended to be calm and closed the door, met their gazes without saying a word, and walked to his bedside.

Generally, if people are born with glands, they will differentiate around the age of twelve or thirteen. Lin Ji has glands on the back of his neck, but they have not differentiated for a long time. The doctor said that he has a differentiation disorder. This disease is not curable. There is no effective treatment, and the doctor told Lin Ji to supplement his nutrition on weekdays.

So the school assigned Lin Ji to the Beta dormitory. He was very quiet in the dormitory, and he never participated in the conversations between roommates. He suddenly became the focus of the dormitory, which made Lin Ji very uncomfortable. Lin Ji's bed was on the lower bunk. , He hung his schoolbag beside the bed, and planned to hide on the balcony to wash up, but someone approached him.

"Hey, how did you meet Jiang Ye?"

Lin Ji vaguely remembered that the person who spoke was called Xu Yang, Lin Ji didn't deliberately remember his classmate's name, but remembered Xu Yang's name because Xu Yang was his deskmate.

Xu Yang happened to be blocking the entrance of the balcony. It would be very impolite for Lin Ji to walk around him without answering. He could only stop and say, "He...he is the senior in my competition class."

Xu Yang looked him up and down, as if he was rating Lin Ji in his heart, and after reading it, he smiled at the classmate sitting on the upper bunk. Lin Ji felt offended, and asked, "Can you let me go? Going to wash up."

Xu Yang curled his lips reluctantly, and moved away with his arms folded. Lin Ji walked to the sink and turned on the faucet. Xu Yang stood aside and said sarcastically, "You have to wash it well, you always smell bad. taste."

Lin Ji was very uncomfortable when he was told, he put down the towel, and retorted softly: "I don't, I obviously don't smell."

Xu Yang ignored him, dragged his slippers and walked back to his bed. Lin Ji turned on the faucet to the maximum, but the sound of splashing water still couldn't isolate the voices of other people in the dormitory.

"I'm dying of laughter, there's a sour smell on my body, it's gone to the bone."

Lin Ji heard the voice of another roommate talking, then Xu Yang laughed exaggeratedly, he pursed his lips, he didn't know how to deal with this situation, he neither dared to quarrel with the National People's Congress, nor dared to send a message Temper, Lin Ji thought he hadn't offended his tablemate before, and the two of them couldn't even speak a few words on weekdays, but Xu Yang just didn't like him.

Xu Yang finished laughing, and said softly: "Don't say that, they have glands, maybe they will differentiate one day, and it will be fine to differentiate into Omega, no, Jiang Ye ran behind his ass. "

"No, who is he, he's so funny." Another person spoke up, and the three of them chuckled, as if they had reached a consensus.

The more Lin Ji listened, the more he couldn't listen anymore. After washing up, he didn't want to go into the dormitory. He didn't go in carefully until the lights were turned off. He took off his coat and lay down on his bed. He turned over vigorously to express his dissatisfaction. .

Xu Yang didn't take it seriously, and continued to say in a sharp voice in the dark: "Remember to tell the teacher tomorrow, change to another table, I don't want to sit with you for a day."

Lin Ji pulled the quilt over his head, didn't want to pay attention to them at all, and said sullenly, "I see."

Lin Ji didn't want to live on campus anymore. Xu Yunsheng was dissatisfied with the high accommodation fees of Minghu Middle School and didn't want Lin Ji to live on campus, but because his home was too far away from the school, Lin Ji could only choose to live on campus. As long as he doesn't speak, he can still live in the dormitory for three years, but within two months, Lin Ji was targeted by the whole dormitory.

Lin Ji repeatedly thought about his usual behavior, but he didn't think of any annoying behavior. He was a little wronged and curled up with insecurity. He would rather get up in the early morning to catch the bus than stay in the dormitory again up.

But even if Lin Ji went home to live, the situation would not get much better. He would be forced to meet Xu Yunsheng every day.

Lin Ji is neither going nor staying, he is not welcome no matter where he is, Lin Ji is very depressed and wants to hide himself in a small ball.

He gently squeezed the corner of the quilt, stared blankly at the blank wall with his eyes open, and suddenly felt that he had failed in life.

He has been studying hard, he can't stop, Lin Ji can choose very few paths, and studying is the only path he can rely on, he has to use all his efforts to win a little chance to leave Xu Yunsheng and get rid of his current situation.

But what about after leaving?

Or, can he really leave?

For a long time, Lin Ji felt that he was not good-looking, smart enough, or likable enough, and he was always wishful thinking, like an ugly monster trying to be loved on a beautiful stage.

Lin Ji felt sorry for himself, couldn't hold back the soreness in his nose, and coughed a few times in a low voice.

The person on the upper bunk knocked on the bed board and asked aggressively, "What are you doing, be quiet."

Lin Ji subconsciously breathed lightly, realized his behavior and was angry with himself for not living up to expectations, and suppressed all the grievances that had just emerged.

Not everyone dislikes him.

Lin Ji thought, Jiang Ye treated him very well.

Lin Ji felt much better when he thought of Jiang Ye. He seemed to taste the sweetness of chocolate milk on the tip of his tongue. From birth to now, Jiang Ye is the person Lin Ji likes the most. Although he always has a straight face , always looked impatient, but never showed any dislike for himself.

He also invited himself to drink milk, walked with him, and they ate together.

Lin Ji saw that Lu Chongyun and Jiang Ye had a very good relationship. The two always hooked each other and were very close. He also wanted to be friends with Jiang Ye. It would be great if he could be like Lu Chongyun, but Lin Ji only Dare to think about it, even thinking about it feels impossible.

Lin Ji's heart was full again, fluffy like a pile of cotton candy, and slowly fell into sleep.

Early the next morning, when Lin Ji arrived in the classroom, he moved his desk to the last row and sat against the wall by himself. When Xu Yang saw this situation in the classroom, he became dissatisfied and yelled at Lin Ji , "What do you mean? What should I do when the teacher asks? Let me tell you, I won't go to the office with you!"

Lin Ji picked up his Chinese paperwork, and after a long time of puffing up, he finally showed some momentum, and said forcefully: "I will tell the teacher myself that I don't want to sit with you anymore."

Xu Yang gave a "tsk" and scolded Lin Ji: "Troublemaker."

Lin Ji muffled his head and ignored him.

Sure enough, during the morning reading, the head teacher noticed Lin Ji's self-assertion, and the head teacher called both of them to the office. Lin Ji really didn't want to have any contact with Xu Yang anymore. If the dormitory could not be changed directly, Lin Ji would even I want to change dormitory.

No matter what the teacher said, Lin Ji only said that he wanted to sit alone.

The homeroom teacher saw that Lin Ji, who is usually well-behaved, was so uncharacteristically tough, and guessed that there was some conflict between the two of them, so she could only agree. She asked Xu Yang to go back first, and left Lin Ji to talk.

The class teacher said to Lin Ji gently: "Lin Ji, I don't think you talk to the classmates in the class. The teacher arranged you to be at the same table because he wanted you to get along with the classmates more. You study hard and your grades are also very good. But you can't be unsocial, can you?"

The head teacher took a sip of the water in the thermos, and then said: "This time, I won't pursue what happened between you. The teacher also hopes that you can come out more and don't bore yourself."

Lin Ji was very embarrassed. He felt that he had caused trouble for the head teacher. He lowered his head, looked at the floor, and said softly, "Teacher, I'm sorry."

The teacher sighed and seeing that he couldn't say anything, he let him go out.

After wasting a morning reading class, Lin Ji finally sent his deskmate away. Lin Ji sat in the back by himself, except that he was not tall enough and sometimes couldn’t see the blackboard. Everything else was fine. Lin Ji was right. This is very satisfactory.

Lin Ji just wants to finish high school quietly, and it is best not to be noticed by anyone, but this is obviously just his imagination, and it is not the case.

Because the time Jiang Ye came to look for him, Lin Ji was labeled as "having a good relationship with Jiang Ye". In the conscience of heaven and earth, Lin Ji's chances of getting in touch with Jiang Ye were no more than those of his classmates.

Minghu Middle School occupies a large area, and the building where Jiang Ye is located is far away from the building of Gaoyi. Unless Jiang Ye has a radar, Lin Ji can meet him all the time.

The only connection between Lin Ji and Jiang Ye was the physics competition class, but Jiang Ye didn't show up for three days.

Lin Ji was still walking around the campus alone, sometimes when he met Jiang Ye, he would sneak to the side, like a thief.

It will be Friday soon, and Lin Ji still has to attend physics tutoring. The third year of high school leaves school later than the first and second year of high school. When Lin Ji arrived in the classroom, there were not many people in the classroom, but surprisingly, Jiang Ye was in the classroom inside.

Jiang Ye sat in the last row near the door, when Lin Ji came in, he glanced at him naturally, and naturally raised his hand to greet him.

Lin Ji was pleasantly surprised, and responded to Jiang Ye awkwardly, thinking of his behavior of hiding and hiding a few days ago, he was too petty.

Lin Ji happily put down his schoolbag, and became more courageous, asking Jiang Ye, "Aren't you guys still out of school?"

Jiang Ye replied, "The last class has been changed to a self-study class."

Lin Ji said "Oh", and Jiang Ye saw that the corners of his mouth had been curled up, as if he had encountered something good, and asked curiously, "Why are you so happy today?"

"Is there?" Lin Ji asked in surprise, and hurriedly suppressed the smile on his lips, for fear that Jiang Ye would notice his abnormality, "No, it's nothing."

Jiang Ye didn't ask him any more, Lin Ji sat down and spread out the test paper, but couldn't read a single word.

Lin Ji thought that he must be crazy, why Jiang Ye just took the initiative to say hello to him, and he was so happy.

Jiang Ye is willing to say hello to himself, does that mean that Lin Ji can also take the initiative to create additional contact with him.

The date of the physics competition is getting closer and closer. After the competition is over, the two probably will no longer have any contact.

Lin Ji thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't come up with a reason. When the class was over, Lin Ji saw that Jiang Ye had packed up and walked to the door of the classroom, so he hurried over and boldly grabbed Jiang Ye by the corner of his clothes.

Jiang Ye stopped and turned to look at him suspiciously.

Like an electric shock, Lin Ji hurriedly let go, stood there awkwardly, rubbing his hands in embarrassment, his courage was exhausted, and he couldn't utter a word.

Jiang Ye walked away a few steps, letting the students behind him walk out of the classroom, Lin Ji followed step by step, Jiang Ye lowered his head and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lin Ji grabbed the corner of his clothes, regretting his recklessness. He pursed his lips nervously, trying not to tremble in his pronunciation, "Senior, that, can you give me one of your contact information?"

Afraid that Jiang Ye might misunderstand, Lin Ji hurriedly added, "I just...just want to ask you some physics questions..."

This reason was too sloppy, and Jiang Ye saw through his intentions at once.

It may be that I have given Lin Ji too many fantasies, so Lin Ji is no longer satisfied with the relationship between the two.

Jiang Ye doesn't like procrastinating relationships, he gives Lin Ji too much extra care for himself, and it's not good for Lin Ji.

Jiang Ye thought that Lin Ji would be smart enough to grasp the distance between the two of them. If Lin Ji didn't have that kind of thought for him, it would be fine for Jiang Ye to make another friend.

But he couldn't give Lin Ji what he wanted, and the long-term pain was worse than the short-term pain.

Jiang Ye said coldly: "Sorry, I don't think this is necessary, you can ask the teacher, can't you?"

Lin Ji's anger was exhausted immediately. He originally raised his head to look at Jiang Ye, but now he didn't dare to look at him. He lowered his head vigorously, bit his lower lip in embarrassment, and squeezed out a few words from between his teeth: "Yes, I'm sorry, I...my..."

Lin Ji's voice became more and more trembling as he spoke, and he didn't know what to say. He slightly raised his head and glanced at Jiang Ye, his eyes were timid, and before he finished speaking, he hurriedly turned around and ran away, Jiang Ye couldn't even scream he.

Lin Ji's physical fitness was not very good, but he gritted his teeth and ran a long way out of the school gate before slowly stopping. He was panting rapidly, retching under the scorching sun, and his legs seemed to be collapsing and unable to exert strength.

He was wrong, he was never likable, Jiang Ye just kept basic courtesy to him, so he just posted it.

Lin Ji thought that his appearance must be ugly, but he didn't care about these anymore, he just wanted to slap himself a few times to wake himself up.

Lin Ji, you are really, really funny.

Lin Ji suppressed the turbulent emotions in his heart, and told himself, it's okay, it's okay, I'm used to it.

There are still many things he needs to get used to.

Lin Ji walked for a while in a depressed mood, and suddenly realized that he ran so fast that he didn't even take his schoolbag.

It's too bad, Lin Ji can only go back, he hopes the classroom door is not locked, because all his homework is in his schoolbag.

Lin Ji walked to the door of the classroom and found that the door was locked. He pushed the window but failed to open it.

Why is he so unlucky, Lin Ji wanted to sit on the ground and cry.

Lin Ji wanted to try to find the teacher in the office, but when he walked to the stairs, he heard someone calling himself.

Lin Ji looked up at the stairs, Jiang Ye was sitting on the stairs with his schoolbag by his hand.

The author says:

I saw someone asking me about my wb name in the comments. I changed my wb name a few days ago. I was so stupid. I regretted it and wanted to change it back. It’s no longer possible QAQ

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