the sun never sets

It was rare for Lin Ji to hear Jiang Ye condescendingly lower his self-worth. He glanced at Jiang Ye in surprise, a little moved, but he still refused with integrity.

Under the banner of treating insomnia, Lin Ji lay in Jiang Ye's blanket for several nights with peace of mind. It was indeed a warm and soft night, even when they were most intimate before, Lin Ji couldn't enjoyed this treatment.

Lin Ji, who was so confused that he didn't know the north and south, was severely awakened by today's events. Jiang Ye is a bright and large poisonous flower exuding a sweet flower fragrance. Sometimes you will have the illusion that you are special to him , if you plunge headlong into the trap he set, he will tell you innocently and kindly how stupid you are.

Hearing his refusal, Jiang Ye frowned inexplicably, "What are you worrying about, we just...we just help each other, right?"

"I'll help you block the peach blossoms, will you help me fall asleep?" Lin Ji picked out the movie, and he attributed Jiang Ye's reaction to Jiang Ye's displeasure, because a mere little Lin Ji would refuse his invitation, which is usually It will make Jiang Ye feel very surprised, "Then I don't want it."

Jiang Ye said magnanimously: "I don't need you to help me block the peach blossoms."

Lin Ji picked out an early literary film, he casually "hmm" a few times, but insisted on his answer, "No more."

Lin Ji felt that the air pressure around him had become lower because of Jiang Ye next to him. He was suddenly glad that Jiang Ye couldn't stand up now. He was so angry that he left directly.

But now he had to move onto the wheelchair with difficulty, and his aura had been weakened by half. According to Jiang Ye's character, he would never allow such a situation to happen.

So Jiang Ye could only sit next to him and listen to Lin Ji's nonsense.

Jiang Ye didn't speak any more, Lin Ji could hear his slight breathing under his breath, it sounded peaceful and stable, not a sign of anger, which made Lin Ji relax a bit.

The silence made people uneasy, but Lin Ji was used to the silence, and he didn't feel how awkward the atmosphere between the two was. He turned on the projection screen and started playing the movie.

The plot of the movie is very simple, but the director spent a lot of shots on things that don't seem to make much sense. The picture of the movie is dark and clear, and the background music is also vague, making people drowsy.

Lin Ji didn't feel much sleepiness, and stared at the screen seriously, as if there was nothing more important than watching a movie right now.

Jiang Ye turned his head to look at him secretly, the light from the screen was reflected on Lin Ji's face, Jiang Ye could see the fine white fluff on his face, the movie is an old movie, even Lin Ji was covered with a layer of time. language.

Lin Ji's facial features opened up a lot, and Jiang Ye was really surprised for a long time when he saw his photo on the Internet for the first time.

His Lin Lin grew up and became more beautiful.

Jiang Ye watched him through the screen, and Lin Ji, who had been dusty in his memory, gradually came alive again.

Jiang Ye leaned over and couldn't help asking softly against his ear, "Why did you reject me? Sure enough, you still hate me?"

Lin Ji was already completely immersed in the movie, Jiang Ye made his ears itch, he flinched a little, and was disturbed and said a little unhappy: "Why do I hate you?"

Jiang Ye's eyes were very bright in the dark environment. Lin Ji didn't look at him, but quickly turned to look at the screen. A long road was being projected on the screen. There were some Yihuo flowers blooming beside the road. The protagonist He was passing by on a motorcycle, and the roar of the motorcycle was so loud that it almost burst people's eardrums.

Perhaps it was the loud roar that made Lin Ji's heart contract and tremble.

Jiang Ye put his hand on his arm, Lin Ji had no choice but to turn his head to look at him again.

"You used to like me very much, remember?" Jiang Ye said gently, "The first time you came out to play, you stuck close to my side and pulled my arm like this."

Lin Ji was very confused by Jiang Ye's words. He didn't know why Jiang Ye suddenly said such words. It seemed a bit like being coquettish, but Lin Ji didn't dare to think like this. He tried to gently withdraw his arm, but it failed.

"Really?" Lin Ji couldn't help him, so he simply ignored him, casually said something perfunctory, and then turned to look at the screen.

But now he didn't watch the content of the movie at all, because of Jiang Ye's words, his mind was very confused, and the memories of the past emerged, not the warm and beautiful memories described by Jiang Ye, on the contrary, the cold tide was about to suffocate Covering his mouth and nose, Lin Ji was covered with a quilt, but felt his lips and teeth were cold, and his palms were sweating intermittently.

He felt like throwing up again, his esophagus convulsed, sealing his throat.

Jiang Ye was still saying: "You were very happy that day, I can see that."

Lin Ji was silent for a while, and then refuted him: "I was not happy that day, you remember wrongly."

Jiang Ye thought he was being stubborn, so he stuck Lin Ji closer, and wanted to give Lin Ji a few more examples, but Lin Ji didn't give him a chance.

"Jiang Ye, you may have forgotten that I grabbed you that day not because I liked you very much, but because I was very scared."

Lin Ji paused for a moment, waiting for Jiang Ye's reaction, but Jiang Ye didn't give any response, so he sighed and continued: "I held you so tightly, what did you say at that time, you Maybe I don’t even remember.”

"You said, 'Lin Ji, you are really troublesome', and then you pushed me away."

Jiang Ye let go of his arm, Lin Ji felt a little more relaxed, adjusted his posture, and turned his back to Jiang Ye in a gesture of resistance, Jiang Ye couldn't see his expression anymore.

"Jiang Ye, you never thought about asking me why I was so abnormal, did you? In the movie theater, your friend touched my leg secretly, so I was very scared."

Jiang Ye suddenly pinched his shoulder emotionally: "Who? Who touched you!"

Lin Ji was pinched in pain, he frowned: "You hurt me."

Jiang Ye let go of his hand in a little panic, and fell back to his seat in a funny way. He felt that the blood in his whole body was flowing backwards, the body was hot and cold, and the feeling in his heart was even more uncomfortable. It's like seasoning in the kitchen, and it doesn't taste good anywhere.

Lin Ji turned over, with no expression on his face, but Jiang Ye was in a daze. Lin Ji wondered if his own memory was wrong when his thigh was touched. The real situation is that Lin Ji boldly molested Jiang Ye.

Jiang Ye stretched out his hand and gently hooked his little finger with his little finger. Lin Ji wanted to move his hand away, but Jiang Ye said weakly and tremblingly, "Lin Ji, I'm sorry..."

Lin Ji twitched the corner of his mouth, feeling a little unbearable, "It's okay, it's not you who touched it."

Lin Ji was indeed very scared at that time, but as time passed, Lin Ji almost forgot what that person looked like. When he recalled it again, he found that he was not so scared anymore, but just felt sick.

Jiang Ye would rather be the one who touched Lin Ji's thigh in the movie theater back then, but after thinking about it, he felt that he was too beastly, and he felt even more guilty.

Lin Ji faced him, his little finger was hooked by Jiang Ye, and he discussed with Jiang Ye calmly: "Jiang Ye, in fact, you can also care about people, can't you? You are very good to everyone, can you also be good to everyone?" Am I better?"

Jiang Ye was very sad in his heart, he said dejectedly: "Is this how I look in your eyes?"

Lin Ji suspects that his standards may be too high. Strictly speaking, Jiang Ye should be considered his ex-boyfriend. According to Jiang Ye's temperament, it is enough to have such a good-spoken temper when dealing with his ex-boyfriend. Lin Ji can't expect so much .

Jiang Ye's eyes were bright, and Lin Ji stared absently at the tear mole under his eyes, a shallow mole, Lin Ji liked this mole on Jiang Ye's face very much, it made the beautiful jade flawless, and made the icing on the cake even better.

Lin Ji was stumped by this question, he opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a word, he frowned and thought about it, but couldn't understand it, so he simply didn't answer this question, turned his head and went on watching the movie.

This conversation is not a conversation that can make people feel happy. Lin Ji continued to watch the long and slow old movie in an embarrassing silence. His mind was clear at the beginning, but gradually he couldn't hold his eyelids. The little chicken nodded like pecking rice, and finally squinted on the sofa.

Jiang Ye thought he was asleep, so he turned off the movie, but when the sound stopped, Lin Ji opened his eyes and complained in a daze, "I'm still watching it, why did you turn it off?"

Jiang Ye was about to say that he couldn't even open his eyes, but when he thought of what Lin Ji said about him not being good enough, he twisted his meaning and said, "I'll open them."

Lin Ji opened his eyes wide again and looked at the picture for a few minutes, and then couldn't stop blinking his eyes smaller and smaller next to Jiang Ye, until finally only the eyelashes were still struggling, trembling a little.

He was also afraid that Jiang Ye would turn off the movie, so he said vaguely: "I didn't sleep."

Jiang Ye moved closer to his face, very close, the breathing of both of them was clearly audible, but Lin Ji didn't notice it at all, with his eyes closed, he looked very obedient, Jiang Ye carefully traced his outline with his eyes, lightly Hugged him lightly.

"Lin Ji, I will try my best to be nice to you."

Lin Ji didn't hear this sentence clearly while he was half asleep and half awake, he hummed a few breath sounds casually in his nostrils, letting people know that he was not asleep, which was regarded as his answer to Jiang Ye.

You don't need to like me very much.

Jiang Ye didn't say this sentence, he was already very ashamed after saying the last sentence, he buried his head on Lin Ji's shoulder, and a strong sense of powerlessness invaded him.

Jiang Ye was conceited and proud, he never thought that he would have such useless and cowardly emotions as regret.

In Jiang Ye's view, this is a signal of failure. The loser deserves what he deserves and does not deserve sympathy.

But facing Lin Ji, his regrets flowed endlessly without end.

The author says:

fixed

It's almost a few more plot points before I write memories

Memories are a bit cruel, so be forewarned