the sun never sets

When Xu Boyi heard the knock on the door, he said calmly, "Please come in."

The door opened smoothly. As soon as Lin Ji came in, he met Xu Boyi's eyes. He smiled and said, "Doctor Xu."

Xu Boyi also smiled back at him, Lin Ji sat on the seat opposite him, and put the things he was carrying on the table: "Doctor Xu, here are some candies and gifts."

Xu Baiyi glanced at the all-red packaging in the bag, and said clearly, "Hey, isn't this wedding candy?"

Lin Ji smiled embarrassedly, and Xu Baiyi asked casually, "Is your friend married?"

"No, no." Lin Ji hurriedly denied, and he paused for a while before slowly uttering: "I'm married."

Xu Baiyi pushed his eyes, and said hesitantly: "I remember, you haven't been in love recently."

Lin Ji vaguely said: "I got married when I met and felt suitable."

"That should be a good person."

When Lin Ji heard this sentence, a very serious expression appeared on his face, but it was only a moment, and the next second he nodded: "He is a very good person."

Excessive questioning will bring a sense of oppression to people. Xu Baiyi no longer struggles with it, and ended this topic in a timely manner. He took out a folder from the bookshelf, flipped through it and said to Lin Ji: "Teacher Xie a few days ago Send me your records."

The "Mr. Xie" that Xu Baiyi said was Xie Yin, Lin Ji's original psychiatrist. Xu Baiyi used to be his student. After Lin Ji was about to move, Xie Yin introduced his student to him.

Xie Yin was not very supportive of Lin Ji's coming to Z City, but when Lin Ji got off the plane, he still received the blessing of this old man who often laughed and had many laugh lines.

Xu Boyi noticed that Lin Ji was still a little nervous, so he raised his head and smiled at Lin Ji, soothing the atmosphere: "Have you worked hard these years? It's already much better, so you don't have to worry too much."

Lin Ji smiled comfortably, and Xu Baiyi warmed him a glass of milk without urging him, and slowly chatted with Lin Ji about some daily routines.

Lin Ji noticed a small wood carving with a very novel shape on his desk. The small wood carving was colored with bright paint, a bit like a souvenir from a tropical country. Lin Ji rolled his eyes there several times, and Xu Boyi held it up to Lin Ji. Looking at the crooked characters on the bottom of the wood carving, he could barely make out a string of names. Xu Boyi said, "This is my son's handicraft, and I can't tell what it is. He said it was pulled by an elephant." with a baby elephant."

Lin Ji pointed to the hollow part in the middle of the wood carving: "This is the nose they are holding."

After he finished speaking, he thought for a while and said, "However, they are holding each other face to face, how can they walk?"

Xu Boyi couldn't help laughing, and handed the wood carving to Lin Ji: "It seems that you understand it, since it is so destined, I will give it to you."

Lin Ji opened his eyes wide in surprise, and then waved his hand to refuse: "No, your son gave you this."

"It's not counted as a gift from him." Xu Baiyi put the wood carving in his hand, and explained: "I said I couldn't see what it was, and he got angry, and said to stay with me, waiting for someone who can understand. "

Lin Ji then proceeded. He played with the wood carving for a while, and found that the color matching of this wood carving is full of childishness. It should be a very cute little boy.

Xu Baiyi is approaching forty years old, her husband is also a doctor, and the children in the family are not yet ten years old, who are still Pi Tao's age, but Lin Ji can still get a glimpse from the usual conversations that this is a happy family.

It was the kind of family that Lin Ji envied.

Before leaving, Lin Ji asked Xu Boyi specifically: "Doctor Xu, I have stopped taking medicine recently, do I not need to take medicine in the future?"

When Lin Ji was nervous, he would unconsciously clenched his fingers, and when he was serious, he would even scratch his own skin with his nails. Xu Boyi noticed his small movements and lightly touched Lin Ji's arm, and he relaxed as if he had just woken up from a dream. opened hands.

Xu Boyi did not criticize his behavior just now, and said patiently: "This is a good change. You don't need to think too much about the future, and it will gradually get better."

"Thank you." After thanking Lin Ji, he said with some anxiety, "I haven't been sleeping well lately."

"There are many things that cause poor sleep. You don't have to be too nervous." Xu Boyi's voice was gentle, and Lin Ji slowly eased from the state of being too tense. He asked as if remembering something: "Your husband Do you know your situation?"

Lin Ji turned his eyes in panic, stared at the green plants on Xu Boyi's desk and began to lie: "He knows."

Xu Baiyi has been in the profession for so many years, and has seen many patients with various mental illnesses. They often avoid talking to each other habitually, but Lin Ji is different. I heard from Xie Yin that he has been very cooperative with the treatment in the past few years, which can be said to be positive. However, in this process, there was once a case of secretly swallowing an excessive amount of sleeping pills.

Xie Yin had talked with him that afternoon, and Lin Ji looked in good condition, not like someone who was about to give up his life.

And Lin Ji, who was rescued, just said that he couldn't fall asleep, and wanted to fall asleep, so he took a lot of sleeping pills.

Xu Boyi saw that he was lying, but did not expose him, and said in a roundabout way: "That's good. If possible, can I make an appointment to chat with your husband? There are some things that need to be brought to his attention."

Lin Ji obediently agreed, and started to worry as soon as he walked out the door.

Lin Ji had just been taken back to City S by Mr. Lin. At first, he behaved normally, but he didn't like to talk. Mr. Lin thought he was too unfamiliar with the environment, so he didn't pay much attention to it.

Until one day the nanny caught Lin Ji and cut her arm in the bathroom, she rushed over screaming, wrapped Lin Ji's arm with a towel, she was timid, her body trembled from crying, her legs They were all soft, but Lin Ji, the person involved, seemed to have just woken up, and only realized that he had cut himself when he saw the scarlet blood.

Xie Yin said that he had mild depression, and he pretended to be relaxed and said to Lin Ji: "This is not a serious illness, let's not be afraid of it."

Obviously Xie Yin lied. Lin Ji didn't get rid of the medication until half a year ago. During this period, Lin Ji secretly swallowed sleeping pills, went to the hospital for gastric lavage and lay in bed for two days. After returning, Mr. Lin took back his sleeping pills. Give him a few pills every day.

But Lin Ji also felt that he was slowly getting better. He made friends and had many people who liked him, and everything was getting better slowly.

He wasn't ashamed to speak out about his illness, but he still hesitated to confess Jiang Ye so frankly, or he was afraid of Jiang Ye's expression after he knew about it.

Lin Ji was not in a hurry to go back. He walked casually along the street and saw someone selling helium balloons that children liked in the square. A few children surrounded the helium balloons, chirping excitedly. He stood aside and watched with interest. After a long time, the balloon seller thought he wanted it, so he solicited Lin Ji: "These are all pretty, do you want to buy one?"

Lin Ji shook his head, embarrassed to watch from the side, so he walked a few steps away and sat on a public seat in the square.

The cell phone in his pocket vibrated, and Lin Ji took it out to see that Jiang Ye had called him.

"Still outside?"

Lin Ji originally made an appointment with Xu Boyi in the afternoon, but he came out early, and Jiang Ye realized that it was time for dinner.

It may be that the peace talisman played a role, and the relationship between Jiang Ye and him was no longer so rigid. Lin Ji noticed that Jiang Ye was clumsily expressing his kindness, which was specifically manifested by asking him where he was at 05:30 every afternoon. Insist on asking the driver to pick him up, for fear that he might not return home.

Although the two still slept in separate rooms and could not speak a few words a day, Lin Ji felt that this was not bad.

He is very capable of submissiveness, and he doesn't feel that such a married life is awkward at all.

Lin Ji reported the address. The square was obviously a little far away from the hospital, but Jiang Ye still thought of it: "Did you go to the hospital?"

Lin Ji was shocked by Jiang Ye's keen intuition, and stuttered: "No... no, no, how did you think of it?"

Jiang Ye didn't answer Lin Ji's question, the phone was silent for a long time, until Lin Ji thought that Jiang Ye had hung up, Jiang Ye's voice sounded again.

"I'll come pick you up."

Lin Ji was holding his mobile phone, standing on the side of the street very helpless, he wanted Jiang Ye not to come, he opened and closed his mouth a few times, but he still didn't make a sound.

"Ah."