The reborn brother is not calm!

The underground laboratory of Yan Zui Building.

Cheng Zhimo turned off the computer and looked far away.

He closed his eyes, silently sorting out his thoughts in his heart...

He remembered that what he did nine years ago was very dangerous, including selling precious oil information to investors, using various means to destroy companies with investment value, and then buying them at low prices to earn high profits, and even escorting Some special characters travel through deserts and forests...

As long as it can make money, he will take it without hesitation.It is precisely because of this that his life is always in danger, but for a person like him who has lived in a dark corner since childhood and has never had a fixed place, being able to find such a dangerous but high-paying job is already extraordinary.

But in fact, even when he met Xiao Yichen before he was reborn, his life was already self-sufficient. He could still find a simple and decent job and live a normal life...

But he didn't want to, and he didn't even think about it.

Adventurous blood ran in his veins, tumbling and restless, as if if he stopped, his blood would stop flowing.Only when life is hanging by a thread, hovering on the edge of life and death, can he seem to feel that he is alive.

If it wasn't for Eric's death, and being reborn by Xiao Yichen's side...he wouldn't have stopped at all.

He frowned, tried hard to recall, his confused head hurt a little, but he still thought hard, mobilized all the cells in his body that were flowing with hot blood, and the memories of nine years ago flashed before his eyes. Suddenly, in the end somewhere...

A familiar bloody image seemed to fly by in his mind, so fast that he could barely catch it, and before he had time to react, his head suddenly ached!

Suddenly his eyes widened, Cheng Zhimo's eyes lost focus, his hands were blue and white clutching his neckline, his chest heaved violently, and he gasped for breath...

"You shouldn't be alive at all! You shouldn't have let me know that you exist..."

"You disappear! This way you won't threaten me."

"Gone away..."

disappear...

In the dark world, those icy black eyes stared blankly at him who was stunned...

He watched those eyes enlarge in front of him, and the reflection of himself in those beautiful but empty pupils became more and more clear...

Such beautiful and cruel eyes...

His lips gradually lost their color, and he stayed there stiffly. In his ears, there was the terrifying sound of sharp knives piercing into his flesh. His blood surged like a spring, screaming and scrambling to get away from him...

His body gradually became cold, listening to his own blood dripping on the cold floor, so clear and sharp...

The man's laughter locked his breath...

"...Cheng Zhimo. Damn it, wake me up!"

In the terrifying coldness like hell, suddenly there was such an impatient and flustered voice...

In his blank mind, his expressionless cold face was hazy and clear...

Xiao Yichen.It was Xiao Yichen.

After this thought entered his mind, his heart finally settled down. It seemed that as long as he heard this name, as long as he knew that this magical young man who gave people the power of stability was by his side, it seemed that there was no need to be afraid of anything...

His pupils gradually gained focus, and the darkness in front of him was slowly and completely occupied by his stubbornly frowning face, so confused and flustered, trying to hide the expression of fear in his heart...

It was so beautiful in his eyes.

The paralyzed nerves finally relaxed, his bluish-white body gradually turned red, and his body gradually warmed up from the cold... Finally, his hands were able to move.

Cheng Zhimo slowly stretched out his hand, caressed Xiao Yichen's slightly cold cheek, and said slowly with his frighteningly pale lips:

"Don't worry," he said word by word, "I'm still alive."

His tears fell instantly.

Xiao Yichen broke down in tears, as if he could finally vent his tension after a long and long time.

He couldn't imagine what would happen to him if this person just disappeared...

When he first entered the basement, he fell to the ground cold and stiff, his face was as pale as a dead man, and even his heartbeat seemed to have stopped...

He froze in place for an instant, unable to move.

His heart is too small, and there are not many people pretending to be, but losing any one is enough to make him terrified to the extreme!

He couldn't imagine if he could live without him... No, he could live without this person... Even for the Xiaoyi people, he would live.

But... can you still laugh so casually?can't.

His breathing was gradually calm and quiet, and he walked towards Cheng Zhimo step by step, almost using all his strength to make a sound, his voice was still calm, only the trembling in his tone could reveal his inner fear slightly...

"Cheng...Cheng Zhimo," he took a deep breath, trying to squeeze out the words, "wake up, hurry up...wake up."

"Your life is mine," he held his cold hand, he couldn't even feel the temperature of his hand, because his own hand was also numb and trembling, and he could only feel the biting chill emanating from his bones... …

"I didn't tell you to die, you dare to die!"

He gritted his teeth, and couldn't feel each other's temperature and heartbeat. This feeling of being in a cold hell made him angry. He hated this, and couldn't control his fear at all!Since he was born, he has never been in such a situation. No matter what he encounters, he can be calm and calm. For the first time in his life, he can't even control himself from trembling...

He was furious at the situation in front of him!

"Damn! Wake up! Did you hear me!"

Xiao Yichen roared out with all the strength in his body, it seemed that all his strength turned into a roar, he lost all his strength in an instant, and could only hold his hand tightly...

The eyes of the person in front of him gradually gained focus, he looked at him, only at him...

"I'm still alive," he said.

These four words can sometimes make a person so moved that he loses himself.

Xiao Yichen couldn't control himself, his relaxed body didn't even have a trace of strength, and he trembled and cried silently...

Cheng Zhimo stretched out his hand and hugged the crying man into his arms, letting his tears wet his clothes and body...

Tired body finally relax...

The most painful memory in his life was silently resolved in front of the most precious person in his life.

Thank you.

He said silently in his heart.

Because he has a complete self, a truly living self...

He closed his eyes, and Xiao Yichen, who was leaning against him, slowly opened his cold eyes...

He stretched out his hand and gently wiped the sweat off his forehead...

Then get up, leave the lab, and never look back.

He doesn't want to go through all this again.

never want to.

OOOOOOOOOOOOO

Cheng Zhimo lived in an orphanage in Las Vegas as long as he could remember. His appearance and even the color of his eyes were different from those around him, which caused him to be excluded and hostile, and also created his aloof and calm personality.

In the reality where the winner is the king and the loser is Kou, he becomes as indifferent as the people around him. After escaping from the orphanage, the life of wandering on the streets is unbearable, but he still survives.It's not that he never thought about finding his parents, but these have become less important in the face of the pressure of survival.

And when he finally gained a place among the gangsters with his own efforts, he finally had the strength to think about this problem, but it is not easy to find two people among the billions of people in the world. The ability to get back the family he, too, fantasized about.

But he never thought that before he was ready, the god of fate had arranged for him to meet the family he had missed for a long time.

Is the God of Destiny finally starting to be kind to himself?In his early tenth year, he was pleasantly surprised by the news, and lost all defenses and vigilance. He thought that no one would design him with his humble life, but the fact is that the one who pushed him to his death was the one he most wanted to find. People, his biological mother.

She was as beautiful and gentle as he had always imagined since he was a child, with a unique oriental beauty. When she smiled and called his name, he even felt that he owned the whole world...

However, she smiled and plunged the dagger into his chest...

With tears in her smile, she begged him to disappear. She told him gently that he shouldn't exist in this world at all, and that she would destroy everything he has now...

She said a lot, very gently and softly, every word and every word lingered in his mind very clearly, becoming a nightmare.

Then give her life back!The corners of his mouth were raised up very hard, trying not to let the pain flash in his eyes.He just thought about putting his most handsome side, her son's most handsome side...

For the first time, and for the last time, in front of her, to show...

he died.at that moment.

It was not the original Cheng Zhimo that Eric saved.

At that time, he tried hard to make himself stronger, but he didn't know why.He just worked very hard, very hard, to give himself a reason to survive.

He didn't even ask "why", and didn't even touch the reasons that he should know the most...

He survived and became stronger as he wished.But a certain corner of his heart was missing, and he didn't want to look for it, and he didn't want to touch it.

Eric had tried to explain to him why the person he nominally called "Mother" did what he did, but he didn't care anymore.Born a simple and clean person, why bother to take too much pain?He was almost waiting, waiting for the god of death to take him away.His heart is very contradictory, he really wants to die by himself, but he is not willing to die so simply.

He has lived his whole life very hard, the price he has paid for survival is too deep and heavy, and the extent of his hard work made it impossible for him to simply let his life disappear...so he lived it seriously, very strictly Require yourself to treat every minute and every second of your life.

That's why at that time, he worked so hard to carry out the task, so desperately to make money for Eric and for himself.But Xiao Yichen appeared.In the desert, he is so fragile, he is clearly in danger, his life is flying by...but the light in his eyes is always shining, he tries hard to survive, as if there is only a little bit of survival If there is an opportunity, he will not give up...

He obviously shouldn't stay here, let alone save him and expose himself, but he can't move his eyes so damn well!

He watched him struggle hard not to give up any hope, watched him try so hard to live... and then watched, the pain and despair in his eyes...

Then I couldn't help but lose my mind...

He saved him and exposed himself.At that moment, he was just thinking about not letting the light in that boy's eyes disappear.Absolutely not.

Because there is nostalgia in his eyes.

Nostalgia for this world, nostalgia for a certain place, nostalgia for home and family...

He used to have it too.But now I can only look at the light in other people's eyes, envious and suffering.

He is even jealous of him because he has what he has longed for all his life but will never have.

He knew he couldn't get it, and he decided he would never get it.When Jimmy pointed the gun at his head, he obviously had a chance to break free and resist, but he hesitated at that moment.

He didn't know if he should survive or not, and he didn't know if there was any point in trying to survive...

Then let fate decide!Regardless of life or death.

If you die, just treat yourself as not belonging to this world, let your life end, and let the pain disappear at that moment...

If you are alive, let yourself live in luxury, with a new attitude, let the past be the past, and never touch it.

He survived.

Lost that memory, also lost, the meaning of living...

In a corner deep in his heart, in that desolate and frozen desert, in that abandoned gas station, the long-gone boy's eyes were always shining with the desire to live.

There is only a glimmer of light that supports him to live until now.

That's why he is here, choosing to live in the warmest place in his heart, beside that young man...

There was a drop of tear on the edge of the eyelash, slowly sliding down the ear.What disappeared was not only the memories of the past, but also the soft sky that he thought he could no longer touch...

Cheng Zhimo slowly opened his eyes...

In front of the eyes, the huge floor-to-ceiling windows reflected green light, so soft, so beautiful...

He stretched out his hand, grasped the light, and held it firmly in his own hand.

From now on, he will never let go.

that light.