Xu Jun's life

Xu Lang

When Xu Lang arrived home, it was almost dark.

Li Zhurong acts in a western style, and the villa is like a small European castle.The sun has just set, and the gardener is already cutting flowers for the evening banquet.He was driving a car, and just entered the villa area, someone had already notified Li Zhurong.As soon as the car entered the garden, he saw Xu Xu, wearing a white shirt, standing by the lawn, waiting for him with a smile on his face.

Xu Lang has never seen anyone more suitable for a white shirt than him.

It is said that he had a serious illness, and he has been thin since then. He is not tall, but his bones are surprisingly good-looking, and his eyebrows are just delicate. He is 40 years old, but he still seems to be a teenager when he smiles. Clean and shy.In Zheng Ao's words, he is bookish.

Lu Feixia, who is both from the Xia family, was raised with medicine and burned money.In fact, over the years, Li Zhurong spent no less money on him than the Xia family.

Xu Lang is almost 20 years old now, but Xu Xu doesn't seem to have aged at all, his skin is still pale, very thin, even his smile hasn't changed at all, time seems to have stopped on him.

Li Zhurong almost hid him in the golden house and raised him.A few years ago, Zheng Yehu's mother, Guan Ying, had a serious heart attack and completely retreated to the second line.As soon as Zheng Yehu got started, he showed his sharpness. The Zheng family is the most powerful family.Regardless of the customs, he married the Guan family in the northeast.There are also a lot of people in the southwest, and the cake shop is so big that some corners and corners can't be taken care of.Zheng Yehu first withdrew from the Southwest Military Region, and concentrated on punishing his uncles who were ambitious.As soon as he withdrew, Southwest gave it to Li Zhurong.

Li Xiu is not a person who eats his ancestral property, and he doesn't want to fight for a third of an acre of land in Beijing, so he went to the Southwest with his military rank to become a big official in the frontier.Among the fourth generation of these families in Beijing, he is the most popular one.

Xu Lang didn't meet him very often, but last time he came back to celebrate Xu Xu's birthday, he was wearing a straight military uniform, and his stature had grown, just like his father's, with a height of 1.9 meters, but the traces of mixed blood were more obvious, and the outline was very sharp Deep, blue eyes, fair skin, he looks like a handsome and excellent young military officer, he still has the same virtuous personality as he was when he was a child, he is arrogant, he doesn't take anyone seriously, he sticks to Xu Xu's side, he follows in and out, he reports A long list of dishes that you want to eat.

He is really kind to Xu Xu.

When he was in Beijing back then, he beat up the children of the world's best friends, and there was one named Little Hades.In fact, he is just acting arrogantly, but rarely does anything cruel. Although the Li family is powerful, he is not the king of heaven. , the only son of the Lin family got into a fight with him, fought a few times, couldn't win, and started to talk cheaply, calling his father a homosexual and raising rabbits.The Li family has always been ruthless, and he was touched again. He immediately held down the Lin family's son, removed his arm joints, and then took a wrench to knock out his teeth one by one.

He said: "It doesn't matter what you say about my dad. My dad is gay. I knocked your teeth because you said the three words Lord Rabbit. I didn't kill you because I didn't want to hurt that person's virtue for you. Knock Lose your teeth, and when you people chew your tongue in the future, you should also weigh it carefully."

After this incident came out, the Lin family and the Li family became feuds, and Li Zhurong had always been the living king of Hades, known for protecting his weaknesses.In this matter, he was even more stubborn like a tyrant. The Lin family couldn't fight it, and it is said that they even came to apologize.

After that incident, everyone in Beijing knew that the two living kings of the Li family had Ni Lin.

Last year, the Li family and the Xia family fought for a while, it is said that they were fighting over the tonic, and finally Xia Chen couldn't stand it anymore and came out to mediate.Xu Xu is a soft-hearted person, he didn't know how to do it, but he persuaded Li Zhurong to give up.Li Zhurong had a dark face in those few days. That morning, at the dinner table, Xu Xu probably wanted to ease the atmosphere, saying that Xia Zhifei thanked him and asked Xia Chen to send him a lot of ginseng.He didn't know the value of the tonic, and advised Li Zhurong, "Actually, we are not losing money."

Li Zhurong was so angry that his teeth itched with hatred, he grabbed him and gnawed him twice to relieve his anger.

He has been like this all his life, to be honest, to be nice to everyone.Born to be Ke Li Zhurong.Li Zhurong's face was as rigid as an iceberg.But he was often furious with anger.

"Why are you here now? Have you eaten yet?" After waiting all afternoon, she anxiously looked at her adopted son who was a little taller than herself: "Didn't you mean the plane at noon? Why didn't you arrive just now?"

Xu Lang was also like him, with a gentle voice: "The plane was a bit late, and I drove here by myself. There was a traffic jam on the road, so I ate a piece of bread in the car."

Xu Xu took his hand and walked into the house.He is good at cooking, but he still can't smell too much oily smoke after having his lungs cut.So except for the big day, I rarely cook.The appetites of the Li family's father and son were all spoiled by him, especially Li Xiu, who was used to being a little emperor with a very weird temper. Obviously, besides Li Zhurong, only Xu Xu could subdue him, but he was doubly arrogant in front of Xu Xu. "do".Xu Xu is soft-hearted and honest, always obedient to him, often annoys Li Zhurong, grabs Li Xiu and throws him back to his room.

"I made soup in the kitchen," Xu Xu said, and brought a soup pot from the kitchen, then turned around and brought out the steamed chicken and rice: "You drink the soup first, and I'll fry some vegetables for you .”

Xu Xu put on his apron and went into the kitchen again.Although he is an out-and-out scholar, he often makes people feel warm, because he always tries his best to be kind to those around him.

"Hey, your son is back?" The voice was not too loud, and it was always unfriendly.

Xu Lang turned his head and saw Li Xiu wearing a black military uniform shirt, leaning on the antique shelf in the dining room. He looked like his father, with skin as white as porcelain, narrow and long eyes, a straight nose, and thin lips, which brought in the surrounding light. All lit up.

Xu Lang was afraid of him when he was a child.

Because he always bullied Xu Lang and run on Xu Lang when Xu Xu was not around, Xu Lang will always remember that in the middle of the night he wore a sheet and pretended to be a ghost, went to Xu Lang's room to scare him, and Xu Lang wet the bed in fright.

Later, when I grew up, I understood Li Xiu's mentality a little bit.

He is jealous.

There is only one Xu Xu in this world, and most of it has already been taken up by Li Zhurong. He pretended to be rebellious and rebellious, and managed to snatch a small half of it, but Xu Lang jumped out of thin air. He didn't do anything, so he wanted to divide Xu Xu with him. Well, he has such a temper like a little Hades, so he naturally hates Xu Lang so much.

He called Xu Lang's "son" behind Xu Xu's back, to mock Xu Lang for not being his own.

After so many years, he still confronts Xu Lang tit for tat.

Xu Lang ignored him.When he was a child, he was stubborn and couldn't figure it out. Zheng Ao told him: "There are some things, if you don't expect them, you won't be disappointed. Just pretend that you have never owned it, and if you suddenly lose it, you won't be sad."

Zheng Ao is the successor of Zheng Yehu. Now that he has grown up, everyone can see that he is carved out of the same mold as Zheng Yehu.But to the outside world, it is still said that he was adopted by Zheng Yehu's nephew.It's a lie that everyone knows.

Zheng Ao's personality is also like Zheng Yehu's, cynical, because he has never met anyone who can hold him down, and he is also flirtatious. When Xu Lang returns to Beijing, he will sometimes meet him, with a gorgeous face that is so beautiful that he can't distinguish between male and female, thin, tall, Pale skin, accompanied by some stunning boys, a pair of people.

They are not the kind of friends who would go out for a meal together.

They're the kind of unspoken friends.

Today is Li Zhurong's birthday.

Outsiders say that the Li family's family relationship is weak.In fact, they didn't go into Li's house to see it.

Not to mention that Li Xiu who was around Xu Xu all day long, even Li Zhurong, the King of Hell, finally gained some popularity when it was his birthday.

The banquet is in the evening.

It's not the whole birthday, Zheng Yehu's house is junior Zheng Ao, Xia Chen arrives later, there is a banquet in the living room, there are well-dressed gentlemen everywhere, ladies in gorgeous evening gowns, chatting quietly with wine glasses, and their clothes are fragrant , prosperous everywhere.

Li Zhurong has always been very impatient with these false entertainments. He is good-looking, but his attitude is so bad that people can ignore his good looks.Last winter, it was Li Xiu's birthday, and a birthday party was held, and all the famous people in Beijing came to celebrate.

He just came back from the Northeast, wearing a black windbreaker with black sable fur around the collar. He is tall, with fair skin and a cold face. He stood on the stairs, and a pair of beautiful red phoenix eyes glanced down. , I don’t know how many people gasped.

No one else dared to comment on his appearance, even Li Xiu, relying on his birthday, only dared to say with a smile: "My dad stole all the limelight from me."

But Xu Xu watched him walk down, stared at him for a long time, and suddenly laughed: "Xiao Zhe, did I think of a word?"

Zheng Yehu, Ning Ye, Xia Chen, and Li Xiuquan standing next to him pricked up their ears, and even Xia Zhifei turned his head to this side.

When Zheng Yehu praised Li Zhurong for his beauty, even his car was burned.

Li Zhurong raised his eyebrows and asked him, "What word?"

Xu Xu smiled gently and said, "Leng Yan."

A group of people tried their best to hold back their laughter, and even Xia Zhifei's shoulders shook.Li Xiu looked nervous, just waiting for his father to drag Xu Xu away and run for his life.

In the end, Li Yanwang just raised his eyebrows and said, "Didn't the teacher say that the soup was cooked? I'm hungry."

Of course, after-the-fact accounting is not without.

Every time Xu Lang waited until noon to see Xu Xu sneaking out of the master bedroom by leaning against the wall, his legs were weak, he took crab steps, and tried his best to pretend to greet others as if nothing had happened. It is really sad that he fell into the hands of Li Zhurong.

Li Zhurong's health is very good, probably due to his mixed blood, his whole body seems to be frozen, leaving no trace of time.He has too much energy, sleeps less than five hours a day, and finishes his work in one morning. He doesn't prostitute, gamble or play with women. His only pleasure is to toss Xu Xu.When Xu Lang was at home, he often saw him lying on Xu Xu's lap, reading documents and talking. Sometimes he didn't know what Xu Xu said to make him happy, so he leaned up and gnawed on Xu Xu's face.

The world of the two of them cannot be penetrated by outsiders.

When Xu Lang was young, he always felt worthless for Xu Xu. He knew that Xu Xu was a good person. One night, he walked into Xu Xu's study by accident.Seeing the lights inside, Xu Xu only wore a white shirt and sat on the carpet, with whiteboards for calculations placed on all sides.Holding a pen, he wrote a long series of calculations there, with radiance in his eyebrows and eyes.

Later, Xu Lang accidentally learned that he was actually a high-achieving student of R University, and he was originally a key cultivation target of the school.Later, for some reason, I dropped out of school.

He was with Li Zhurong, and when he got up at noon every day, Li Zhurong had already finished his work.Just sat on the sofa and waited for him. He was not in good health and did all his work at home.When he was reading, Li Zhurong was tossing beside him. He had a good temper and was not angry.In fact, over the years, Xu Lang saw him really angry only twice.

For the first time, Li Xiu was repaired once.That was the first time Li Xiu was beaten.

The second time, a physics professor named Meng Su came back from a speech in Russia and asked Xu Xu to have dinner.Not knowing what Li Zhurong did, Xu Xu slept for a whole day.When he woke up, it was already dark. That night, Xu Lang heard someone arguing loudly in the living room. He lived on the second floor, so he sneaked up to the side of the stairs to look. He saw the light on in the living room, and Xu Xu was arguing with Li Zhurong in his nightgown.

He has always been an honest person, and he has never been so angry, his face flushed with anger.Li Zhurong didn't know what to say, he was shaking with anger, grabbed the cup in hand, and threw it at Li Zhurong.

Li Zhurong didn't even hide.

When the cup brushed against his cheek, it turned blue immediately, and his skin was white, which made it even more shocking to see.

Then he kissed Xu Xu.

When he was angry, he was full of hostility, grabbed Xu Xu's chin, biting for a while, and put his hand into Xu Xu's clothes. He didn't know what he did, Xu Xu stopped struggling, and his whole body softened to him arms.

Xu Lang was young and ignorant at that time, and thought that Li Zhurong was bullying Xu Xu. Although he was afraid of Li Zhurong, he wanted to muster up his courage, yell, and go down to rescue Xu Xu.

Who knew that before he could growl, he was dragged back by Li Xiu.

"What are you thinking about?"

Suddenly he was patted on the shoulder, Xu Lang turned around and saw a face so gorgeous that he couldn't distinguish between male and female.

Zheng Ao has slender fingers, holding a cigarette between his fingers, and his eyes are also narrowed. He is born with peach blossom eyes, and his eyes always don't know where to look.

"When did you come?" Xu Lang also smiled at him.

Instead of taking the academic path that Xu Xu expected, he went to study law and opened a law firm. He is smart and upright, but not pedantic.Now it is considered young and promising.

"Ah, I'm so bored..." Zheng Ao didn't answer his words, but scratched his hair irritably with his hands that didn't hold a cigarette. His hair was long and messy.

Xu Lang didn't answer his words, and handed him the wine in his hand: "Go, I'll take you to a place."

Li Xiu was a demon king when he was a child, he liked to crawl around, Xu Xu was afraid that he would fall, so he followed him all day.Li Zhurong was irritated and tore down all the crawlable places in the house.

But when Xu Lang was a child, he always liked to hide from people, and he also went to places where no one was around. After looking around, he found a good place.

"When I was young, I often hid here to read books," Xu Lang climbed up on the shed of the greenhouse, halfway up, grabbed the iron frame protruding from the balcony on the second floor, and climbed onto the balcony.

"This place was originally a balcony, but later it was changed into a study room. This wall is full of bookshelves, which are blocked. I can't get through the study room, so I can only climb up from here." Xu Lang sat on the balcony railing: "You Come up, I'll hold the cup for you."

"Wait," Zheng Ao ran back, came over for a while, took a bottle of wine and two glasses, and climbed up.

He is a person who is used to playing, like a very Zheng Yehu, who is out of shape, with a cigarette in his mouth, and simply sits on the ground. When drinking, he takes a cigarette butt to burn the leaves that grow from the greenhouse.

"Hey, I've always wanted to ask you something." Zheng Ao suddenly raised his head and asked Xu Lang: "Didn't Xu Xu treat you very well at that time, why did you still avoid him all day?"

Xu Lang was taken aback by his question.

The roses downstairs are blooming just right, and the fragrance is sweet and greasy. On the outskirts of the summer night, the sky is full of stars, and the cicadas are singing in the greenhouse.Hearing the loud music in the living room from a distance seemed like a world away.

Zheng Ao was sitting in front of him, with a pair of eyes so beautiful that it made one's heart soften, those eyes were as black as pitch, when he focused on you, it seemed that the sky full of stars fell into his eyes.

Xu Lang turned his eyes away.

"I……"

He only said one word before Zheng Ao covered his mouth.

His palms are thin, his fingers are slender, his skin is cold, with a faint smell of smoke.

His face came closer.Such beautiful eyes, straight nose, light red lips...

For a moment, Xu Lang thought he would kiss him.

However, he just put his hand on his own lips and made a "shush" motion.

"Don't talk, just listen..."

Someone came downstairs.

"What kind of birthday! A bunch of messy people!..." This was Li Zhurong's commanding voice.

"Don't say that, they are all friends..." This is Xu Xu's voice.

Li Zhurong said a few more words in displeasure, walked to the bottom of the balcony, and stopped suddenly.

The two people on the balcony raised their hearts.

"Don't rub it randomly," Xu Xu said in an anxious voice, "Don't rub the sand in your eyes, don't move, I'll blow it for you..."

Then there were some small sounds, which gradually changed in tone, like the sound of kissing, Xu Xu was short of breath, panting with difficulty.

"The teacher is more than ten centimeters shorter than me, so it's not easy to blow your eyes..." After a pause, he laughed narrowly: "But kissing is just right."

After those two people left, Zheng Ao let go of him.

Xu Lang broke out in sweat.

He didn't say until the end why he avoided Xu Xu back then.

He is a determined person, very much like Xu Xu.

He avoided Xu Xu because he wanted Xu Xu to think that Xu Lang didn't need him that much.In this way, he will not feel so guilty.

Anyway, if you can't get it, it's better not to expect it.

It was like his thoughts on Zheng Ao.

In fact, it’s not impossible, people who grew up together have good feelings, confidants, friends, if he reveals a little bit, Zheng Ao is so romantic, men and women are not taboo, and he should not reject him.

But he doesn't want to.

Because he gave 99% affection, what he wanted was the same affection.Even if the other party gives [-] points, it will definitely not work.

Because he is determined, even if it is such a hopeless secret love, even if it may be a lifetime of not seeing the sun.Even if one day, Zheng Ao will hold someone's hand and appear in front of him, even if, he will watch Zheng Ao get married and have children.Gradually getting old, each has its own life.

He would never say either.

There are many kinds of love in this world.

Li Zhurong was like a fire, either it burned everything, or there was no ashes.

Xu Xu's body is like water, gentle and quiet, but it's always there.

And Xu Lang is ice.

He was originally a gentle water, but this world was too cold, he had to freeze to make himself stronger.He doesn't have anything, so he doesn't want anything, so he doesn't look so pitiful.

He is Xu Lang.

He doesn't need anyone.

All he needed was that little boy named Zheng Ao with beautiful eyes who had accompanied him through the darkest childhood nightmare, and then went their separate ways.

Occasionally, he would dream that when he was a child, Zheng Ao took him to climb to a high roof to watch the sunrise, the scenery was picturesque, and the time was just right.

Other than that, nothing else.

The author has something to say: Li Xu is coming to an end, and I have a lot to say, everyone, please take a look.

Li Xu's article is quite unique to me.

Because I didn't want to write this article because of inspiration, but for Xu Xu and Li Zhurong.

Xu Xu is a good person, and Li Zhurong is a bad person.

This kind of love, the process is often tragic.

Good people always have a bad time, because they have a good temper, and the best teachers are those who teach all kinds of people, and so are good people.Ordinary people come and go, you treat me badly, and I treat you badly.But Xu Xu is different, Li Zhurong has a bad temper, he will still treat him well, in his opinion, Li Zhurong just doesn't know how to get along with others.In his opinion, Li Xiu is just a child with a bad temper.

So he will be kind to Li Zhurong and Li Xiu.

However, Li Zhurong is not a good person.

He is bad.

Ordinary people still know how to give back, but he is different. If he likes it, he will stay with him. He doesn't care whether you are happy or not, he just keeps you tied up and won't let you go.

So Xu Xu had a miserable life.

Like Lu Zhixu, he has a bad temper, so those who can get along with him are those who can tolerate his temper.So when he met Xia Chen, he was happy.

And Xu Xu met Li Zhurong.

Li Xu wrote it for such a long time, some said it was procrastinated, some said it was a scumbag, but in the end it was finished.

I never thought of getting rid of Li Xu.

Because I like their love.

Like Xu Xu, who is so painful and lonely, and has been alone for ten years, because he has no way to fall in love with others, love only once, no matter how unbearable and painful, he still cannot fall in love with others.

Just like Li Zhurong, he is so persistent, so persistent that he is sick.He was proud, but he still drove to the mountain village for Xu Xu.He has a bad temper, but he always refuses to do anything to Xu Xu.He treats Xu Xu like a child who has got his favorite bird, holding it tightly, afraid that he will run away, but forgetting that if he is too tight, he will be crushed to death.

It's not that he didn't work hard, in the past ten years, he came to Xu Xu in five years. He also thought about being a good person and letting go, but in the end he still couldn't do it.Some people may think that this kind of tossing is very stupid. In fact, he also went to find Xu Xu at that time, just to advance the story five years.

I have never written about Li Zhurong's perspective.

It's not that I don't want to write, it's that I can't write.

He is not a person who will get entangled. He responds directly to everything.He has his way.

And so it ended.

Xu Xu's life, Li Zhurong's life, a story about love.

Thank you for walking with me all the way.

There are a lot of tangled things these days, and the text is also written on a mobile phone.

Going home tomorrow, the owner has more dogs and bad friends.Encounter on a Narrow Road This series is about to be suspended.

Very reluctant.

Goodbye, Teacher Xu.

Goodbye, Xiao Zhe.