Xu Jun's life

My dad seems to have lost weight again.

My mother cooks the dishes I like. The braised fish is fried with onion, ginger and garlic, minced green and red peppers, and sautéed with boiling oil sauce until fragrant, poured on the fish.Stewed chicken, stewed winter melon ribs soup, fried water spinach and eggplant, my mother fried eggplant is delicious, minced meat, bean paste, added chili powder, authentic home cooking.

Li Zhurong took a sip of it first, then reached out under the table and grabbed my left hand.

Silently, I made winter melon soup and poured it on the rice, and then I picked up a large piece of braised fish with green onions and garlic.

Li Zhurong tightened his grip on my hand a little.

"Dad, why don't you eat fish?" I asked my dad intently.

"Leave him alone." My mother served my father a spoonful of soup and said to me: "Eat more chicken."

Between the question and the answer, I had already finished the fish in my bowl, and started to pick up the braised fish again.

Li Zhurong held my hand.

Then, he made a spoonful of the soup, which included a large rib and several large pieces of winter melon, and poured it into my bowl.

"Teacher, eating light food is good for your health." He said nonchalantly.

Professor Chen's family across the door moved and lived in a transitional room. Some furniture was placed in my guest room.Li Zhurong's height is not suitable for sleeping on the sofa.

Therefore, Li Zhurong could only sleep in my room.

My mother is really, never giving up for a moment to support Li Zhurong.I made the bed, Li Zhurong was watching, my mother came over with the quilt, and seeing the camp bed, the old lady said with emotion: "If it wasn't for the warm weather, I could sleep in the same bed as the young man last time." Well... By the way, what's the boy's name? His surname is Meng, right?" I buried my head and made the bed, as if I didn't hear anything.

After watching the news broadcast, I played chess with my dad. The other professors gained weight after they retired, but my dad lost weight. He stopped teaching and became more and more silent.

After finishing a plate, my dad said three words: "Tea." "General." "Come again."

I played two dishes with my dad, and my mom asked me to fix the kitchen light. The old lady had never studied physics, and she was afraid of using electrical appliances all her life. My dad and I had to come to change the light bulb.

When I came back, I saw Li Zhurong sitting in my seat, wearing home slippers, playing chess with my dad.

I used to sit behind my dad, and as soon as I sat down, my dad pushed me away: "Go and get me a cup of tea."

I pretended to pour tea, went around behind the cupboard, and listened to what they had to say.

Neither of them talked much, and after a stalemate for a while, it was my dad who spoke first.

"The last time I saw you on the news..." My dad's voice was dry.

Li Zhurong was able to answer this kind of endless talk in a serious manner.

"Yes, I returned to Beijing for a three-day meeting in May."

My dad stopped talking.

After a while, he asked again, "What kind of factory do you run?"

"Construction machinery."

"Are you in command?"

"I am the chairman and the group is state-owned."

Another silence.

Then, it was my dad who asked, "How old are you?"

"27."

"nominal age?"

"nominal age."

I don't understand why Li Zhurong put his age in Dali.

"Your family doesn't care about you?"

"My parents don't care about anything. Grandpa used to be in charge of the house, but now I am." Li Zhurong paused, and added: "No one will force me to get married now."

The sound of playing chess.

"I won't agree with your matter." My dad said slowly: "You are not suitable."

"It's okay. I will prove it," Li Zhurong's tone was unexpectedly calm: "I am the most suitable person for the teacher."

Science students know that it takes time to do proof questions.

And what we lack the most is time.

In view of the eye drops that the old lady gave Li Zhurong today, I decided to tighten my tail and be a man tonight.

My bed was bought when I was in college—my mother carefully decorated my room at that time, saying that it would be a new house for me when I got married.The bed is also a big bed.

I would have liked to read a book before bed.But tonight, he planned to fall asleep before Li Zhurong came out of the bathroom, but the bathroom door was opened as soon as he lay down.

He came out in a black nightgown and locked the door behind him.

I decided to pretend to be asleep.

But I didn't hear a movement from the newly opened rollaway bed.

My quilt was lifted, and he fell asleep directly.

I tried my best not to shrink back and used all my acting skills to pretend to be a sleeping person.

He lay down and put his arms around my waist.

"Stop pretending, teacher."

Sleeping people can't hear anything, can't hear.

"Teacher, are you really asleep?" His voice was very calm and gentle, but the more he was like this, the more it meant it was not a good thing.

"Since..." As soon as he opened his mouth, I just felt my legs get cold, and he took off my pajama pants.

"What are you doing!" I almost jumped up.

He curled up his mouth and smiled meaningfully.

Knowing that nothing good happened, I pulled up my pants and was about to run to sleep on the folding bed.

The ankle was held, I don't know why he moved so fast, one second I was still standing, and the next second I was hooked around the waist by him and pressed down under the quilt.

I was dizzy in my head, and when I realized it, just as I was about to scold him, his finger was already on my lips.

"Hush..." The graceful eyes narrowed and narrowed: "My uncle and aunt are already asleep, so it would be bad to wake them up."

"Then you still messing around?" I lowered my voice, "It's midnight, what do you want to do!"

He remained silent, and suddenly reached out and turned off the light.

The whole room was pitch black, and I instinctively wanted to struggle, but he grabbed my wrist and pushed me up.

I was bitten hard on the neck, followed by a kiss, and half of my body was crisp.

"Don't mess around, Xiao Zhe, there is surgery on Friday!"

"Has he ever kissed you?" I was bitten on the collarbone, and the pajamas were rolled up from the waist. His hands supported my lower back and stretched into the pajama pants: "Has he touched you here?"

"What are you crazy about!"

Clay figurines also have three elements of earth nature.I told him not to dare to turn over old scores, but because I didn't want to waste time on these things, but his character is not to be tolerated, just like a child, who doesn't know how to measure.

I inserted my fingers into his hair, without much effort, he raised his head by himself, and looked at me with burning eyes in the dark.He kept silent, as if he was so angry.

I have never been able to do anything about this trick. When he saw it, my original anger disappeared, and I patiently explained to him: "I have nothing to do with Meng Su, Meng Su is not gay..."

"I'm not gay either." He answered in an extremely calm tone: "I only like teachers."

It's also good to have such a majestic personality like him - he can always say things that others are embarrassed to say, as if nothing happened.

Fortunately, he turned off the light and couldn't see the expression on my face.

"Meng Su doesn't like me. He helped me because he is my friend. He and I were taught by the same teacher."

"What about the teacher? Why did the teacher choose him?"

Reasoning with him is one of the hardest jobs in the world.

"I didn't choose him, but he can help me get free." I felt his hand tighten around my waist.

"Does the teacher want to be free that much?" He pressed me in the dark, "Don't you want to stay by my side for a moment?"

"It's not what you think." I hurriedly explained to him: "Only when I'm free, I'm not under your control. I can talk to you on an equal footing, we can communicate, and we can solve problems. It's not like before, you never Listen to me, and I can't listen to what you say. If we go on like that, we will only have a dead end."

"The teacher seems to be giving a report..." He laughed.

But I know, he understands.

In fact, he understands all these principles, but he is too smart and too disrespectful.He always wants to hold me tightly in his hands. Anyway, I can't escape. Freedom and equality are empty words.He doesn't want to listen to me because it's unnecessary, his power is too great and mine is insignificant.So even if he likes me, he doesn't have to consider my feelings, he can lock me up, so that no one can divide my time and eyes, as long as he is alone in my world.

As I said, he is the kind of person who cannot be tolerated.But he was born with so much power, he was born to be pampered, so I couldn't live with him.

I can't always win our game.

He had a baby with another woman, and I can't help it.I am engaged to Shen Wanyi, he can threaten me to kill Shen Wanyi.If he hasn't come to me for ten years, I have nothing to do.I haven't looked for him for ten years, he can dig three feet to find me.There is no need to explain his betrayal at the beginning.When I go out to dinner with my friends, I have to be on tenterhooks.

I always thought that only when I have enough strength to be equal to him, can we survive.

It is only now that I realize that it doesn't take much power, just a single cancer.

"Teacher, do you like that Meng very much?"

"How many times do I have to say that he and I are just friends..."

"Then why are you taking revenge on me for him?"

"Did I take revenge on you?"

"Have."

"Take what?"

"..."

"Xiao Zhe, I didn't want to be sick by myself. I still have a lot of things to do. I want to be a physicist, and I also want one day. You can tell me yourself. Why haven't you come to me all these years? Me. I also want to stay with you every day, have breakfast with you, spend decades with you, and then die of old age in a warm bed... Do you think I am happy to take revenge on you? I like it the most in the world The person you want is you...but why don't you treat me better, I have a really good temper, you just need to be nice to me..."

I was suddenly hugged so tightly that it hurt me.

"Do you know how scared I was when the test results came out. My parents are in their 60s and [-]s, and they don't know anything. I couldn't sleep in those days, and I thought about it all night. I thought, I What about my parents, what about Xiao Zhe? My parents only have one son, me. They are old, they will get sick, and they will use crutches. Who will take care of them? Xiao Zhe, you have so many things, but you grew up I'm not happy. I've tried my best to have a good time with you, and I always want to make you happy. I think, if I die, who else will accompany you and control whether you are happy? You I have such a bad temper, and I don’t know how to take care of myself, and I always don’t say anything to others. What will you do if you miss me in the future?”