Xu Jun's life

I didn't expect that even after ten years, he was still like that, with a smile on his face, but the next second he punched you in the face.

Yes, that's right, it's my face.

Facts have proved that when I first came out of C City Hospital, he took me to run on the mountain every day on a whim, and it didn't have any effect. At least, my reaction speed was still very fast.

When he punched, I reacted.

If you have ever liked someone so much that you can even understand the arc of his frown, I think you can also react.

I stood in front of Meng Su.

Li Zhurong's fist slammed fiercely on my cheekbone with fierce wind.

There was a "buzz" in my ears, as if something exploded in my head, and I didn't even know when I fell limp.

When consciousness gradually recovered, I was already held in my arms by Li Zhurong, who held my chin with his other hand to prevent my nosebleed from continuing.I was limp on the ground, and he also sat on the ground, put his arms around my shoulders, and called my name repeatedly in his ear.

After I woke up, the first thing I saw was not Pinggu's cold and bright sunshine, but his complicated eyes that people dare not look at.

I moved my fingers, and my whole body was like a machine that was recharged after a power failure, waking up cell by cell.

Suddenly I remembered that ten years ago, he didn't call me Xu Xu, and I didn't call him Li Zhurong by name. At that time, he called me teacher, and I called him Xiaozhe.

I found his tense look amusing.

"Xiao Zhe... did you hit 120..."

"What nonsense!" He interrupted me with a cold face, glared at me, then suddenly lowered his head and kissed me hard.

His kiss, just like him, is calm and domineering, with a fearsome aggressiveness, leaving you with no room to retreat.

I was dizzy, listening to him get someone to prepare the car, listening to him swearing, and finally being taken to the car by him.

He has been hugging me horizontally, and I have seen strange eyes from many people. I used to be so afraid of those eyes, but for some reason, when I lean on this man named Li Zhurong, I am suddenly not afraid of anything.

"We're going to the hospital," he told me. "You might have a concussion."

So I was moved to a spacious RV and sat in the back. He put me on the leather sofa and loosened his tie in a bit of embarrassment.

I saw a bruise on the corner of his mouth, not very big, but because of his fair skin, it looked shocking.

He stretched out his hand, touched the bruise on the corner of his lips, and painted the corner of his lips with the slightest force. He was also rarely quiet, his beautiful Danfeng eyes were narrowed, and he looked at me silently. Under the eyelashes, the gaze is like the warm sun in winter, which makes the whole heart soften and ache.

"Xiao Zhe, when did we come to this point?"

It is said that if you like someone, as long as you stay by his side, you will feel safe and happy, and you have nothing else to ask for.

I don't remember how long I slept.

I dreamed of a dark and damp air-raid shelter. In my dreams, I woke up from the pain again and again, and fell into a coma again and again.

I don't know why I have to suffer this.

I haven't hurt anyone, I work hard, I'm true to my friends, I'm responsible to my students, I just don't go home very often because it brings criticism to my parents, I'm always at the busiest time of the year Go home on those weekdays, because then no one will notice that the gay son of the Xu family is back.

I can support myself, I never covet other people's things, I can cook, I have never been so lazy...

Why don't you like me, Li Zhurong?

In my dream, I was entangled with these problems over and over again. I struggled desperately, but I couldn't escape.

Later, I was exhausted from struggling, and when I opened my eyes, I saw the snow-white ceiling of the hospital. My body was covered with strange tubes. Next to me was Li Zhurong, who was sleeping soundly.

At that moment, I seemed to return to the world.

I didn't know how to face him, so I pretended to be asleep, and when he left, a nurse came to find "the patient is awake".

He didn't care about me for a long time, until the new year, he suddenly appeared in front of me who was doing rehabilitation exercises, drove the nurse away, and then led me around in the garden of the hospital like a chicken blood.Turning around turns into running.

He is still the same as ten years ago, whether walking or running, he is far ahead of me, never stops, never looks back.

I sometimes think, if I suddenly disappear, will he notice it?

When I woke up, the first thing I saw was Li Zhurong's face.

It's very late at night, I don't know what time it is, the floor lamp beside the bed is on, and the dim light shines on the bed, the world is so quiet.

The person I love, he has the most beautiful profile in the world.

Maybe my staring eyes were too obvious, maybe his perverted vigilance also worked in the dream, and within half a minute, he opened his eyes.

There is always a tinge of blue in his eyes, especially in bright light.In this dim environment, his eyes are deep, like a wolf.

I shrank back unconsciously.

"Hiding for what?" He stretched out his hand to hook my neck, held it down, controlled the back of my neck, and frowned: "Did you have a nightmare?"

At that time, the first thing I saw was Li Zhurong's face.

It's very late at night, I don't know what time it is, the floor lamp beside the bed is on, and the dim light shines on the bed, the world is so quiet.

The person I love, he has the most beautiful profile in the world.

Maybe my staring eyes were too obvious, maybe his perverted vigilance also worked in the dream, and within half a minute, he opened his eyes.

There is always a tinge of blue in his eyes, especially in bright light.In this dim environment, his eyes are deep, like a wolf.

I shrank back unconsciously.

"Hiding for what?" He stretched out his hand to hook my neck, held it down, controlled the back of my neck, and frowned: "Did you have a nightmare?"

I nodded.

He hooked me over with his arm, pressed it on his chest, moved his shoulders, left an angle for me to breathe, touched the back of my head, and said: "Sleep, don't think about it."

He has a strange herbaceous fragrance, which is very warm.

If you can really not think about it, that is also a kind of happiness.

People in this world have so many things they can't think about because they think too much.

I think I can probably understand the thinking of those people who drink when they are upset.

The most painful thing in this world is that you have to stay awake when you are in pain.

When I am drunk, it is like falling asleep, and I can think about things that I didn't dare to think about before.Those brooding past events are all left behind when your consciousness is not yet clear.

It's just that people can be drunk for a while, but they can't be drunk for a lifetime.

If you are drunk, you will be happy, but you have to leave after waking up. What should be hated is still hated, because there is no wine in this world that can make people drunk for a lifetime.There is no such strong love in this world that can make people ignore it, and even put their own dignity under their feet, just to be able to get close to that person.

I am not a saint, I am Xu Xu.