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Luo Qiang's eyes were motionless, and the depth was bottomless. He suddenly interrupted: "Say it again, what is the name of Qin who was beaten to death?"

Shao Jun replied, "Qin Chengjiang."

Luo Qiang: "...Didn't you remember?"

Shao Jun asked inexplicably, "How could I have misremembered it? I saw it with my own eyes, and that person just asked a question, took out a gun from his arms, and only used one shot, and shot his head at close range..."

Shao Jun's voice trembled when he described that scene. Now that he has seen a lot, he has seen dead people, but that time back then was indeed an indelible shadow of his youth. I am afraid he will never forget it in his life. The skull was exploded like a big broken watermelon, and the bright red flesh fell out from the inside.

The muzzle of the black hole touched the back of the head, a silencer was installed, and there was a muffled "bang".

The man with the gun had no expression on his face, so cold-blooded that he didn't even shake his fingers, and his eyes hidden under the sunglasses and makeup didn't even blink.The yellow-white brains sprayed out in different directions, splashed on the wall, even splashed on the man's chin and clothes.

Secretary Qin fell to his death on the spot, and thick blood flowed all over the floor.

Shao Jun said: "The man beat the man surnamed Qin to death. He turned his head and saw me. I was a witness who watched him do the murder."

Luo Qiang stared at Shao Jun expressionlessly: "...that person you mentioned, can you see what he looks like?"

Shao Jun shook his head slowly: "He was wearing sunglasses, which covered the upper half of his face, and the collar of his coat was turned up to cover the lower half of his face. He had a very ordinary cropped cut, and he seemed to have a beard... I was terrified at the time. Now, I can't even tell how old the other party is, twenty, thirty, or forty."

"The man was holding a gun, and the gun was still emitting green smoke. He walked towards me slowly. I was so stupid at the time. I was only so old at that time, and I was only in junior high school. I even forgot how to run and moved my legs. Do not move."

Luo Qiang asked: "How old were you then?"

Shao Jun gave Luo Qiang a white look: "You count, I'm fourteen."

Shao Jun continued: "That man is very strange. He stared at me and didn't speak. Maybe he was afraid of exposing his voice, and then suddenly grabbed something from my hand."

Luo Qiang: "..."

Shao Jun: "He actually snatched the box of toy guns in my hand, looked over and over again, and was very interested. I think he seemed to have taken a fancy to the imitation submachine gun at that time, and he was obviously holding a toy gun in his hand. What a guy!"

Luo Qiang: "..."

Shao Xiaosan'er's newborn calf turned pale with fright when facing the gun, but he didn't cry, beg for mercy, or think of running away.

He was dumbfounded, and said: "My mother bought it for me, who are you? You give it back to me."

The man wearing sunglasses glanced at Shao Jun at that time, was stunned for a second, then slowly and seriously returned the toy gun to him, then quickly flipped the safety catch, and the black muzzle of the gun hit his forehead.

That was the longest and most thrilling half minute in Shao Jun's life.

Shao Jun had a hairstyle that looks very rustic now, but it was very popular in the early 90s. Many boys combed that hairstyle, and the slits were parted in fours and sixties on the top of the head. The hair was thick and the back of the head Cut short, it looks like a big mushroom buttoned on the head from the front, and the eyes are covered with hair curtains, which is regarded as fashionable and star-like.At that time, Hong Kong and Taiwan's entertainment industry pop culture was popular in mainland China, and posters of Hong Kong and Taiwan movie stars and singers were sold everywhere on the street. This is the mushroom hair hairstyle of Aaron Kwok and Jimmy Lin, which is most respected by half-grown boys.

The muzzle of the gun was stuck on his thick hair curtain, and the flying hair brushed his eyes.

The man in black pressed against him expressionlessly, both of them remained motionless, the surrounding world changed color, Shao Jun's ears hallucinated, his eyes met the muzzle of the gun aimed at his eyebrows, and the blood all over his body froze.

The pager rang, and the man in black took the pager from his waist and glanced at it.

The man didn't shoot in the end, moved the muzzle of the gun away, took out a handkerchief to wipe the blood and brains splashed on his body, turned around, put the gun away, and disappeared quickly in the crowd without a trace, as if the man had never been here.

Luo Qiang's eyes were covered with a film-like light, and the listener was even more dazed than the storyteller, and he murmured, "...so, didn't you shoot?"

Shao Jun snorted out of his nose and cursed in a low voice: "His grandma's bastard, now that I think about it, why didn't that man shoot at that time? He tapped his fingers lightly, and the next thing that splashed out was my brains son."

Shao Jun raised his eyes to look at the person, his eyes were confused: "Second brother, you really don't understand?"

Luo Qiang's eyes were more confused than his, and he asked anxiously: "What do you want me to understand?"

Shao Jun: "Why didn't that man kill me with a single shot, but left me alive? Are you afraid that I will recognize him and arrest him in the future, and I will testify against him?"

Luo Qiang: "Why?"

Shao Jun bit his lip and was short of breath. How many years had this thought been in his mind, how many years had been counted, and how many years he had been depressed. Today, he finally said it to Luo Qiang, how much he trusted Luo Qiang!

"It must be my father, for sure! Think about it carefully, otherwise why did that man shoot down that kid named Qin and not kill me?"

"At that time, he was about to blow my head off. At such a critical moment, his beeper rang. Someone called him. He took a look and let me go. Do you understand?"

Luo Qiang stared at Shao Jun with strange eyes, and said for a while, "You got into trouble with your father because of this, and you suspect that your father killed someone?"

Shao Jun asked back: "Do you think my father might be innocent? Did he know nothing about it? How much he hated that man at the time. Moreover, the case was suppressed and it was never announced to the public. If I hadn't witnessed it personally See, there's no way I'd know that a living person just disappeared, shot down."

Shao Jun spoke very quickly, and kept talking about his analysis: "I tried my best to check the relevant files that I could get access to. The police said it was an internal investigation, and the investigation is a fart! Only internal people can do this. My dad was still in the branch office at the time, and it was their branch office that handled the case..."

Luo Qiang stared at the man indifferently: "Did Shao Guogang do it? You wouldn't ask him directly? Just ask him and it will be clear."

Shao Jun said stubbornly: "I never asked. If he really sent someone to do this kind of thing back then, I asked him if he could tell the truth? Besides, if he did it, I would never testify and expose my own father. !... He ruined the whole family, he ruined my mother... My mother jumped off the building."

Luo Qiang stared straight at the person, his face was gray and blue, and he couldn't say a word at that time.

For Shao Jun, who was only a teenager at that time, it was a nightmare-like memory in his life, which came and went for a short time, and the nightmare finally turned into memory fragments that entangled his whole life.

His mother was there after he fled in fear...

That night he hid in the big closet in the room, closed the closet door from the inside, and firmly grasped the door frame with both hands to prevent outsiders from discovering him, almost suffocating himself to death.In the dark, he heard his parents' fierce and violent quarrel, which had never been so fierce.

He heard his father say with his own ears, you still have the face to ask me, you think I really don't know, how embarrassing I am, what a fucking embarrassment!Your family has always looked down on me and ignored me. How noble are the things you have done yourself? !

He heard his mother say, now you think I'm ashamed of you, when you married me, didn't you think I was ashamed?You can be with the best and most prestigious mentor in your department, you can be transferred to a branch office, who do you rely on?

His father said, I have relied on myself all these years, and I have never benefited from your family. You don't want to use these to talk about things!

His mother said, Shao Guogang, you are so cold-blooded, why didn't you shoot me directly?

A few days later, in the summer when Shao Jun was 14 years old, his mother swallowed more than 100 pills for depression, holding the little pink hat with fluffy balls that Shao Jun wore most often when he was a child, probably to keep Think about it, and then climb up to the ten-story building.

At the age of 14, Shao Jun had no mother.

The night is as cold as ice, and the moonlight spreads on the roof, glowing with white light, which is very beautiful.

Shao Jun burst into tears, with tears hanging on his beautiful eyelashes, and then wiped it vigorously with his sleeve.

When a man cries, he is not as squishy and sticky as a woman.It's rare for a man to shed tears once, pulling his neck and howling twice, splashing water twice, howling happily, it's over.

Under the wall, two people sat silently, facing the moonlight, relatively silent for a while.

Luo Qiang sat like a pig iron statue, his eyes were unfathomable in the darkness, and his voice was heavy: "Steamed buns."

Shao Jun: "Huh?"

Luo Qiang: "You should ask Shao Guogang, if he didn't find someone to do it, you have misunderstood him for so many years."

Shao Jun: "Then who do you say did it?"

"I can't think of another person. In that case, apart from my own father who was unwilling to attack his own son, who else would let me go? Why didn't he shoot me down?!"

"If Shao Guogang really did it, I will never forgive him, and I will never forgive him for the rest of my life."

Shao Jun stubbornly turned his face away, looked at the iron-gray sky, and said the last sentence stubbornly and decisively, leaving no room for compromise.

Luo Qiang turned his head, stared at the person in front of him, and suddenly stretched out his hand to stroke Shao Jun's head.He held this handsome face with two big hands, wiped away the wet marks on Shao Jun's cheeks, and pressed his fingers on the point between his eyebrows, where the muzzle of the gun touched.

The two stared at each other, both a little dazed.

Luo Qiang's eyes flickered with messy and broken light, his eyeballs were bloodshot, his fingers pressed hard and rubbed the center of Shao Jun's brows, his lips squirmed and murmured.

"You're so lucky...how did you not shoot you down at that time..."

That night, after the lights were turned off, everyone lay down on the bed and fell asleep. Lao Er Luo walked into the room wrapped in cold air, with misty white air on the top of his head and shoulders, and his face seemed to be covered with a layer of frost.

Luo Qiang's eyes were red, and the red threads all over his eyes seemed to burst into hot plasma in the next second, and he stared blankly at everyone in front of him.

The color of the world in front of me has changed, turned upside down...

Before everyone could react, Luo Qiang suddenly picked up Hu Yan from a certain bed next to him!

The poor little fox didn't understand the situation at all. The back of the pajamas was dragged across the ground, struggling in horror, and then Luo Qiang slapped it on the window, and everyone in the room opened their mouths and exclaimed.

Hu Yan's shoulders and arms were clamped by ten thick fingers like bamboo joints, and they were pressed against the window glass. His clothes were torn apart in an instant, revealing his slender chest. Terrible finger marks were pinched on his body. It was like trying to kill someone. With such strength, he could be killed directly in the next second.

Luo Qiang was like a wild beast that fell into madness that night.

What Xiao Hu said that day, intentionally or unintentionally, flashed back in his mind.

You are not suitable for him, you are not suitable for Officer Shao at all...

Hu Yan burst into tears from the pain, but his mind was still clear. His lips trembled and he said, "Brother Qiang, what happened to you? What are you doing, want to fuck me?"

"You, you, you want to fuck me, it doesn't matter, I'm willing to take it, but, but..."

Hu Yan gasped violently in Luo Qiang's ear, and said in a low voice, "Someone is watching on the monitor, bro, don't you want to mess around anymore? I want to hang out in this room for a few more days, why are you crazy?"

Luo Qiang is indeed going crazy, venting his anger on others, wanting to destroy and level everything in front of him.The brains in his skull were on fire, and the extremely thin skin at the temple couldn't support the blood vessels that were about to burst.

Luo Qiang's voice was as rough as a rusty iron drill: "I fucked you today, and it's over..."

Hu Yan half understood and half didn't understand, and sneered like self-deprecating: "You can kill me once you fuck me? Who did I provoke?"

"Brother Qiang, did you have a fight? Did you think of messing with me?...Can you fight with him every day and come to fuck me every day? I really miss you."

Hu Yan whispered a few words to Luo Qiang's face as sharp as a steel whip, and to his blood-red eyeballs.

Luo Qiang stared at Hu Yan, his eyes gush out layer by layer the domineering and decisiveness that has been tempered by the wild fire knife mountain for 20 years.The tips of their noses were pressed against each other, and Luo Qiang said in a hoarse voice that only the other party could hear: "Little brat, I will tell you clearly today, and don't let me hear you say that I am not suitable for him in the future...Who will you be?" Make another thorn, and I'll cut off your tongue."

"I'm rare for him, that's all. No one can compare to him with a single finger."

"I will never give up on him in this life, I will never let go!!!!!!!"

Hu Yan shuddered and slid down from the window pane, and sat down on the ground with tears on his face, panting and coughing violently, and was about to be suffocated by this man.

It was only then that I realized that if I said a word more casually, I might really lose my life.

Luo Qiang turned over and threw himself on his bed, buried his face deeply where no one else could see him, the blood in his body was cooling down bit by bit, he stepped back step by step, stepped back with one foot, and returned to the burning building. Purgatory on earth...

The moonlight shone into the cell along the outline of the window, and the bed was pale.With a slender and sharp blade between his fingers, Luo Qiang watched as small wounds slowly opened up on the inside of his arms and thighs, and bright red blood dripped out...

Luo Qiang is used to using sharp pain to wake himself up, breaking all intoxicated fantasies and making his heart colder and harder.

At the age of 14, he stepped into hell with one foot. He knew what it was like to live in dire straits. He thought that no one had suffered more, endured deeper and more unforgettable torture and pain than him.

The big leather boots kicked his face, kicked his eyes, crushed his internal organs, kicked and kicked his ribs.

The piercingly cold water poured over the wounds all over his body, and the ice water mixed with the blood flowing out of his body, staining the wall red.

The wound scabbed and eventually turned black.The liquid in the blood vessels gradually becomes cold, and the heart turns into a rock. If you step on that road, you will go to the west on a black path.

One day you regret it and you want to turn back?

Do you still have a way back?

There will never be a way back...

A cold, hard, temperatureless black rock reborn in purgatory will be exposed to the sky one day, can it see the light?The blood debts and sins that once piled up are like gangrene, and like the nightmare of hell wandering in the world, they are engraved step by step in the bruised and bruised life path. It is shocking, and it can never be erased, and it can never be regarded as not fallen.