The debt of favor, I will pay with my flesh!

"Ning Xuan, what's wrong?"

"It's okay, the baby kicked me..."

Hearing the word baby, a corner of Yan Yan's heart trembled suddenly, and he asked a little awkwardly, "Can I... can I pet the baby?"

Unexpectedly, Yan Yan would ask to touch the baby, Yan Ningxuan sneered, "Aren't you afraid of him?"

"I..." During this time, Yan Yan thought a lot.As for why I am afraid of children, it is just the paranoia deep in my heart, or it is just a portrayal of my own heart.As Jiayou said, everything stems from her gloomy past, she was afraid of being loved, but she also longed to be loved.He has experienced the warmth and coldness of his family, but he just doesn't want his children to experience that kind of feeling.

"The child is mine and has nothing to do with you. I won't let you touch him!"

112 Baby Kicked Me

"The child is mine and has nothing to do with you. I won't let you touch him!" Saying this, Yan Ningxuan put down the bowl and chopsticks, returned to his room, and closed the door with a "bang", leaving a message behind. People stand in the empty restaurant, tasting the bitter taste alone.

Yan Ningxuan just stayed at Yan Yan's house like this, the two of them usually didn't talk much, Yan Yan usually spoke, Yan Ningxuan just listened silently at the side, and when he was bored, he simply closed the door to keep his ears quiet.When Yan Ningxuan had nothing to do, he also thought about doing housework and exercising his muscles and bones. After all, Yan's family is gone, and he can't go out to work even if he has a big belly. Although the days of eating or sleeping in Yan Yan's place every day are comfortable, It made him feel strangely empty.It's a pity that Yan Yan obeyed him in everything on weekdays, but he never let him do some rough work, and even stayed at home with him every day, completely looking like a full-time home cook.

In the evening, Yan Ningxuan received a call from Yan Shijie.He has already found a place where the rent is relatively cheap, and he has contacted the place where he will help tomorrow.Although his father kept saying it was nothing, Yan Ningxuan knew that he was in a difficult situation.Yan Shijie, who is over 50 years old this year, has lived a pampered life for so long, how difficult it would be for him to go to work for others all at once.If he hadn't had a child by himself, he would have followed his father to the north, at least the two of them would have taken care of each other.

While thinking, Yan Ningxuan heard his father's words of concern.

"Xuan'er, how are you doing with Yan Yan? Did he bully you?"

"I'm fine." Knowing that Yan Shijie still cared about himself, Yan Ningxuan suddenly couldn't stop the sadness in his heart, and his nose ached.Father's voice was more vicissitudes and less spirited than in the past, and he knew that life over there was difficult.

"Dad, come back if you're not used to it, I'll support you!"

"Hehe, Dad is not as useless as you think. Although I am old, I still have the ability to support myself. But you, don't be too stubborn, give Yan Yan a chance."

"Dad!" Yan Ningxuan was a little annoyed when he heard that his father was standing on Yan Yan's side.At the beginning, it was that person who didn't want him first, why now it seems that people all over the world are interceding for him.

"Dad is also for your own good. You and Yan Yan are very much like your mother and I. We love each other, but we can't help but hurt each other. You used to have such a big burden on you as the Yan family , there is no way to communicate without scruples, but now that the Yan family is gone, you don't have to marry that child Wu Xin, why don't you try to give him a chance?"

"I..." After listening to his father's analysis, Yan Ningxuan was a little soft-hearted, but how could the entanglement between himself and Yan Yan be explained clearly in a few words?Everything in the past is like a movie constantly replaying in Yan Ningxuan's mind, the pain of being repeatedly hurt has not disappeared, and how can he be at ease with Yan Yan...

"In short, I have my own sense of proportion with him. Dad, you should worry about yourself. If you are alone outside, pay more attention to your body."

After chatting with Yan Shijie a few more homely, Yan Ningxuan hung up the phone and lay down on the soft double bed.Because of the cushion, Yan Ningxuan didn't have to worry about crushing the baby no matter how he turned over, and the quilt was full of the fresh smell after bathing in the sun, which made Yan Ningxuan unconsciously relax.

Closing his eyes, Yan Ningxuan forced himself not to think about all the things between him and Yan Yan, but the more he forced himself not to think about some things, the clearer the memory in his mind would be, and he couldn't fall asleep because of the disturbance.Sitting up, Yan Ningxuan simply picked up the small cup on the side, ready to go to the kitchen to get some fresh milk for himself to drink, which might help him sleep, but he didn't want to but saw the busy figure of the man.

"What are you doing?" Squinting his eyes, Yan Ningxuan subconsciously put his hands in front of his eyes, a little difficult to adapt to the too strong light in the kitchen.

Noticing Yan Ningxuan's reaction, Yan Yan immediately turned off the headlights and switched to a small lamp next to the stove for illumination.The dim light looked warm, making Yan Yan's figure surprisingly soft.

"I'm making tomorrow's dishes. Do you want something in the kitchen?" Looking at the messy ingredients on the table, Yan Hao tidied up a little, and then put away all the knives to ensure that Yan Ningxuan would not be hurt.

"I want a cup of fresh milk..." Seeing Yan Yan's actions, Yan Ningxuan knew that he was not good at cooking, at least he had never seen him cook a decent meal in the long time he had been with him.During such a period of time, he actually allowed himself to eat a few decent meals, which surprised Yan Ningxuan and was touched, but he would not and was not going to tell Yan Yan all this.

"Wait a minute, I'll pour it for you right away. You don't want to move around while you're pregnant, and it won't be good if you get hurt." As he spoke, Yan Hao took out a wooden cup from the cabinet.Knowing that Yan Ningxuan might come to live here, Yan Yan replaced all the things that might hurt Yan Ningxuan that day, even the glasses were put away.

"I'm not as fragile as you think."

"I didn't mean that... I..." After speaking halfway, Yan Yan suddenly fell silent.Anyway, no matter what he said, Ning Xuan would refute him, it would be better not to say anything, and there would be less misunderstandings...

Seeing Yan Yan's gloomy face, Yan Ningxuan suddenly felt a little unbearable, so he asked aloud, "Do you want to... touch the baby?"

Unexpectedly, Yan Ningxuan was willing to let himself touch the child in his stomach, Yan Yan was taken aback for a moment, but he was a little confused.

"I... can I?"

Seeing Yan Yan's bewildered look, Yan Ningxuan nodded, "Just a moment."

With Yan Ningxuan's consent, Yan Yan didn't know how happy he was, his warm palm covered Yan Ningxuan's slightly bulging stomach with trembling.

This is the first time in Yan Yan's life that he has had such close contact with a new life. The touch and shock completely overwhelmed his fear of the child.

The child...that is the child of myself and Ning Xuan...it is the proof of their love...it is also the only bond that maintains the relationship between the two of them...

Seeing Yan Yan's cautious look, Yan Ningxuan suddenly snorted, causing Yan Yan to withdraw his hand in fright.

"What's wrong?"

"No, the baby kicked me..." Smiling softly at Yan Yan, Yan Ningxuan stroked his stomach comfortingly, but the child seemed to really recognize his father, and the moment he saw Yan Yan, he became pale. Very restless.

Yan Yan hadn't seen Yan Ningxuan smiling at him like this for a long time, and he felt a warm melancholy in his heart, while imitating Yan Ningxuan's way and gently stroking his stomach.

123 tonight... stay

"Baby, please don't kick your father, Ningxuan~ He's been pregnant with you very hard... Be good, and when you come out, Dad will buy it for you~ What delicious and fun things, let you be the happiest in the world Baby!" After finishing speaking, Yan Yan felt a little inappropriate, after all, Ning Xuan said before that he didn't want to have anything to do with him, and now he calls himself the baby's father...

"That... Ning Xuan... don't mind... I... I didn't mean to tell the baby that I belonged to his father... No... It seems that I don't want to be responsible... Ning Xuan... I ... I am absolutely willing to take responsibility ... as long as you want to!"

Seeing Yan Yan's cautious and incoherent expression, Yan Ningxuan suddenly felt like laughing and crying for some reason.I can see clearly how a man treats himself during this time.He knew how difficult it was for Yan Yan to rush in and out of the house like a woman, and he also knew that he was afraid of himself.His father's words kept lingering in his ears, asking him to give him a chance and give the baby a complete home, but he was so afraid, really afraid of being hurt again.

Seeing that Yan Ningxuan didn't speak, Yan Yan's heart sank, and he wanted to stand up, but Yan Ningxuan pinned his head.

"You can put your ear closer so that... you can hear better..."

"Ning Xuan..." whispering Yan Ningxuan's name softly, the man didn't know what to say.The touch of the ear is so hot, the baby's heartbeat seems to be integrated with his own, and even the slightest twist can be heard clearly by him.The two of them kept standing and squatting for a long time before Yan Yan realized that it was inappropriate for him to let a pregnant woman stand all the time.

"I'm sorry Ning Xuan...Look at me...When I get nervous, I forget everything...Sit down quickly..." Pulling a chair from the side, Yan Yan purposely found a soft cushion for Yan Ningxuan to sit on Down.

"No need, I should go back to sleep." Shaking his head, Yan Ningxuan didn't take the milk, turned his head and walked back to his room.

"Ning Xuan!"

"Anything else?"

"Thank you..." Thank you for allowing me to touch the baby and thank you for starting to open up to me...

"You are the father of the child..."