The trap of the school grass bamboo horse

Yin Zifeng followed Shen Hang to his room, looked around, and saw that the air conditioner on Shen Hang's bed was randomly rolled up and placed at the end of the bed.There are two confiscated novels on the desk, one in the east and one in the west, which almost fill up the small desk.

And there is an unwashed cup in the upper right corner of the desk, with a little dark brown drink left in it, which looks like cola.

Yin Zifeng lowered his head and smiled softly, and Shen Hang was immediately embarrassed: "Uh...hehe. I'll wash the cups later."

"Your own room, you can do whatever you want." Yin Zifeng pulled the computer chair aside and sat down, and handed the remaining calfskin bag to Shen Hang: "A gift for you."

Shen Hang scratched the back of his head embarrassingly: "You are too polite."

Yin Zifeng smiled and said, "It should."

Shen Hang opened the bag and looked, his eyes lit up immediately: "Sports watch! Wow! It's also waterproof and shockproof! This is a good thing!"

Yin Zifeng: "Yes. I see that you like to play football and play football. After all, it is inconvenient to use your mobile phone to check the time. It is easy to be damaged if you wear it on your body during exercise. I think a sports watch should be suitable for you."

Shen Hang was excited for a while, put down his watch, and recollected what Yin Zifeng said to himself in silence for a while, and found that he was also very observant and caring about himself, so he couldn't help but feel palpitations.

Seeing that Yin Zifeng looked at him with extremely gentle eyes, Shen Hang felt an impulse, and an idea of ​​wanting to delve into Yin Zifeng's heart immediately occupied his mind: "Why are you so kind to me?"

Yin Zifeng's body froze for a moment, but he quickly recovered: "My friend. Isn't it right to be nice to you?"

Shen Hang: "Have you brought gifts for other friends?"

"...No." Yin Zifeng pursed his lips, ignoring the expectation that burst out in Shen Hang's eyes, and continued: "You and I live so close, we know each other since we were young, and you also help me take care of my grandparents. For me, I'm a better friend than anyone else, so..."

Shen Hang suddenly felt a burst of disappointment, and he didn't know what he was expecting in a daze just now: "Yes."

I have feelings for him that go beyond friendship, so I take it for granted that I will be different to him.Shen Hang felt ashamed for his momentary fantasy.

Shen Hang quickly reflected on himself, he didn't want to spoil the atmosphere because of his inexplicable thoughts: "I thought we could have fun together this holiday, but I didn't expect everyone to have something to do. But it's okay, there are still more than ten God, we can still have time to play together later."

Yin Zifeng moved his body, his eyes were a little fuzzy: "I'm going to class tomorrow afternoon. There are still a dozen classes left at the Budokan. I have to go every day from now on."

Shen Hang was startled: "No way, big brother! Your holiday schedule is so full?"

Yin Zifeng lowered his eyes, avoiding Shen Hang's surprised look at himself: "Yes. I'm quite busy."

Shen Hang spread out on the bed, as if his spine had been taken out of his whole body, he lay soft and could not get up, and sighed with great regret: "That can't be helped, fortunately our university is in the same city. There are many opportunities to play together.”

"Well. It's getting late. I have to go back to bed to beat the jet lag. Otherwise, I won't be able to keep up with my physical strength in class tomorrow." After Yin Zifeng finished speaking, he got up and left hastily.

After he left, Shen Hang lay on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze.

He always felt that something was not right, and after thinking about it for a long time, Shen Hang felt that Yin Zifeng seemed to be hiding from himself.

But it doesn't make sense... Why did he hide from himself again?

When Yin Zifeng was abroad, the space between them was extremely far away, and he kept in touch with him so often. Why did he feel as if he wanted to avoid himself when he came back and was by his side?

Could it be that exchanging emails and sending each other WeChat messages make him feel more comfortable than meeting and staying together?What's the point?Could it be that I am too ugly, young master, that I am not as popular as Two-dimensional in three dimensions?

Shen Hang couldn't understand it.

……

After Yin Zifeng returned to grandma's house, he felt that all his strength seemed to be exhausted.

He sat down on the chair slumped, closed his eyes and adjusted his breathing, as if only doing so could relieve his exhausted state.

After not seeing Shen Hang for so many days, Yin Zifeng missed him very much.It took him a lot of effort to restrain his excitement at Shen Hang's house just now, and not let it show too much on his face.

After the WeChat notification sounded, Yin Zifeng stood up from the chair with some difficulty, went to the living room and took the mobile phone into the room.

His WeChat contacts did not exceed ten in total.In addition to the teacher, there are Shen Hang and several close classmates of Shen Hang.So as soon as WeChat rings, he will immediately turn on his phone to check the news.

Turning on the screen saver of the mobile phone, Yin Zifeng breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the nickname of the person who read the news, but at the same time, a faint sense of loss also followed.Such a feeling of liking but not daring to touch should be the normal state of every crush who can't achieve his wish.

Yin Zifeng clicked on the WeChat interface, and saw that the person who sent the message was Li Haohui.Li Haohui is the only one who knows that the person he likes is a boy.

Some time ago, Li Haohui teased him a few times, but failed, but he gave up freely.Occasionally send him a message, and meet him at the Budokan to say a few words.Some time ago, Li Haohui fell in love with a buddy again, but he turned out to be a straight man of steel, who killed Li Haohui's pursuit in minutes.

When Li Haohui hit a wall emotionally, he would complain to Yin Zifeng from time to time.It's not for anything else, it's purely because of Yin Zifeng's character, he's not a talkative person, and he doesn't like to pry into other people's privacy, Li Haohui feels that it's very comfortable and safe to communicate with him so lightly, on the contrary, he really treats him Be friends.

And Yin Zifeng happened to be bored in his heart, the two chatted, and Yin Zifeng confessed to him that he liked Shen Hang.After going back and forth, the two actually became friends who got along more casually.

Hao Shine: Have you returned to China?

Zifeng: Yes.Just arrived today.

Hao Shine: Did you bring him a gift?

Zifeng: I brought it.Just sent it to him.

Hao Shine: Hehe!I didn't even care about the jet lag, so I ran to someone's house.I think you are overwhelmed with love.quack quack ~

Li Haohui mocked Yin Zifeng a few words, and returned to the serious mode again.

Hao Shinie: You have already graduated from high school, and you still plan to confess your love?

Zifeng: No plan.

Hao Shine: Do you really want to hold back and not tell him?Are you not reconciled?

Zifeng: How did you persuade me back then?Why is it that I am not reconciled to it now.

Hao Shine: Who told you to ignore me at that time.I also want to get your attention.I just said it casually at the time, who would have thought that you would actually listen to it.

Zifeng: You are right.What a sinner I would be if I led him this way.In this world, there are many loves that cannot be obtained, and this one is not bad for me.It is enough for me to be an ordinary friend by his side and to help him when he encounters difficulties.

Hao Shine: I didn't see it, you are still a hard-working lover.That's really not like what you said.

Zifeng: Is there any resemblance? It's just who you think I am.I'm also just a normal person.

Hao Shine: Okay, you are handsome and you are right.You can be regarded as a role model for secret love, anyway, I can't do what you do.It's getting late, go to bed early.Don't you want to go to the Budokan tomorrow?See you tomorrow.

Zifeng: See you tomorrow.

Yin Zifeng put down his phone and looked out the window at the dim starry sky, with a bitter smile on his lips.

Who can easily keep the person he likes by his side without chasing after him?He's not a saint either, he just doesn't want that person, that family to suffer because of his selfish desires.

He doesn't want to be the person who creates a slight rift between the person he likes and his relatives.