The trap of the school grass bamboo horse

It rained all night last night, which made the temperature drop a few degrees, the air was full of humidity, and it was chilly to the bones.

Yin Zifeng stayed up almost all night, and only squinted for a while until the early morning, but after a while, he woke up and couldn't fall asleep again.He looked at his watch and it showed 05:30 in the morning.

It was still dark outside the window, and it would probably be more than an hour before the sun rose.

Last night, grandma drove him home from the hospital regardless of her pleas.It is said that there must be no one at home, and only after I have rested, can I change to stay with me the next day.Someone also needs to deliver food the next morning.

Yin Zifeng couldn't refute grandma's words.

So he got up early today, packed up some of his toiletries, and planned to go out and buy breakfast for his grandparents.

Unexpectedly, before he finished sorting out his things, someone knocked on the door.

Yin Zifeng opened the door hesitantly, and found Shen Hang's mother Qiu Yushu outside.

"Aunt Qiu, this is..." Yin Zifeng opened the security door and invited someone in.

Seeing that Yin Zifeng's eyes were bloodshot, Qiu Yushu knew that the child must have not slept well all night.

"I saw that the light in your kitchen was on, so I knew you were up." Qiu Yushu went in and changed into slippers, and put the insulated lunch box and a bag of buns on the coffee table: "I made some porridge for your grandparents, There are also buns made by my family yesterday, you can send them to the hospital later. The ones sold outside are definitely not as clean as those made at home. "

Yin Zifeng's throat slipped, and his eyes were red: "Thank you, Aunt Qiu."

Qiu Yushu patted Yin Zifeng on the back: "Thank you, silly boy, it's fate to be a neighbor. What's more, when Hang Hang was young, your grandma helped us look after him a lot. Don't worry too much about us. Distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors. "

Yin Zifeng's lips moved, and he didn't speak any more, but nodded vigorously.

"I'll ask Hanghang to deliver some things to you later at noon." Qiu Yushu saw that the backpack he had put on the ground hadn't been finished, so she squatted down to help him tidy up together: "Oh, it's not easy for you as a child. You When is dad coming?"

"It is said that it is the first flight in the morning, and it is estimated that it will arrive at noon."

"That's good. Your grandparents are also stubborn. It's all about this, so I can't hide it. If I knew...ah." Qiu Yushu couldn't help but look sad when thinking of those two stubborn old people. moan and groan.

Yin Zifeng silently zipped up the backpack.In fact, even if I knew it earlier, it would not help.

Grandparents have always been like this. It is difficult for others to change what they decide.

Since he was a child, his grandparents always told him that even his own family members should know how to respect each other and not interfere too much with each other's decisions.

Since the other party has made up his mind, it must be well thought out.

So this time grandpa is sick, even if grandma has told him what his grandfather's illness is, it is strictly forbidden for him to ask too much.I just keep reminding myself to study hard and not to be distracted. The condition is under control, so I don’t need to be hospitalized for a long time.

He simply believed it.

This time grandpa suddenly coughed up blood, Yin Zifeng was too surprised and blamed himself, hating himself for not interfering too little before.

But now, it's too late to say anything.

Even if it's not too late, he probably won't be able to help with Grandpa's uncompromising temperament.

"Xiaofeng. Don't be too sad. A person's life is fixed. The length of life is not important. As an elder, if you can see that the younger generation is filial, sensible, healthy, safe, good at studying and working well, you will be content in this life. It's over." Seeing Yin Zifeng's serious expression, Qiu Yushu persuaded him earnestly.

"Yes. I see. Thank you, Aunt Qiu."

Yin Zifeng is a restrained person, and he has repeatedly said thank you several times today. Qiu Yushu knew that he was really grateful to him, and he also listened to his words.

"Okay, let's go. Go pick up your grandma's shift. Don't starve the two old people."

"it is good."

……

Yin Zifeng's father, Yin Luobin, arrived at twelve noon.After a brief communication with the doctor, he completely took over the task of staying in bed at night without saying a word.

Let your mother and son go home at night to have a good rest.

After Grandpa Yin entered the hospital this time, his condition deteriorated seriously.His condition was not very optimistic, and the drug was stopped for two weeks before, which caused the cancer cells to spread rapidly.

A few days before his death, the Yin family didn't say anything on the surface, but they had a tacit understanding about the preparations for the funeral.

Grandma Yin is a strong old man. Faced with the death of her wife, she accepted the reality psychologically, and then resumed her previous industriousness and ability.It's just that the gray hair was completely white within a few days.

In the morning, I clean up the house and cook at home, and in the afternoon, I bring my wife's favorite things to the hospital every day.

One day, I even found out the clothes they wore when they got married, and brought the clothes my wife usually likes to wear to the hospital to make him happy.

Apart from work, Yin Luobin is also taciturn.

At this time, he just waited on his father in front of the hospital bed every day, never leaving him.

The father and son didn't talk much, they were both people who explained things clearly and didn't like chattering, plus Yin Zifeng, when the three of them were together, the ward was often quiet.

Every time Grandma Yin went, some conversations could be heard in the room.

The grandfather and son were often nagged by Grandma Yin, and the three of them were disgusted together.

Except for the time spent in the ward, Yin Zifeng was in a daze.

Facing the impending farewell, he still couldn't face it calmly.

As long as he can remember, his parents have always been busy running and contributing to their careers.

There were even years when he grew up amidst their quarrels.

Most of his good and stable childhood memories are spent with his grandparents and grandparents.

As far as he is concerned, the love of his grandparents has surpassed the love given by his parents.

Now, his grandfather is about to pass away, and Yin Zifeng's sadness is like cutting flesh, one can imagine.

When the adults couldn't see him, Yin Zifeng's gloom almost swallowed him up, and he became thinner day by day.

I don't know if it's my grandfather's ultimate love for me and I don't want them to work too hard to take care of me; or maybe it's already predestined. In the early morning of the sixth day when Yin Luobin came to take care of his father, Grandpa Yin passed away peacefully in his sleep.

From hemoptysis to death, it took only six and a half days.

After the old man passed away, in the early morning sunshine, there was still a slight smile on his face.

Under Yin Luobin's arrangement, the funeral and the first seven days seemed to be in order.

Yin Luobin is the only son, and there were only two brothers in Grandpa Yin's generation.

There were not many people who came to express their condolences throughout the funeral, so the atmosphere of sadness was not strong, but instead revealed a tacit understanding between the dead and the living.

Nostalgia has become an invisible link connecting life and death, tying them firmly together.

It was not until the night before the first seven days that Yin Zifeng saw his father crying silently by the window sill in the living room.

He didn't dare to disturb him in the past.

They were father and son, and they knew each other better than anyone else.

Yin Zifeng also hid in his room and shed tears secretly two days ago, but during the daytime, he would no longer cry in front of others.

He didn't want his grandma and father to see his sadness anymore, it would only make them sadder.

During the first seven days, Shen Hang's family came to send some condolences.

Yin Zifeng saw Shen Hang kneeling in front of his grandfather's photo, with red eyes, kowtowing to him politely, and couldn't help feeling overwhelmed.

This Spring Festival, the Yin family must not have passed it.The Shen family next door was not doing well either.

All kinds of emotions surged in his heart, Yin Zifeng looked at Shen Hang's parents who were speaking comforting words to his father, and while feeling grateful for their kindness, the words Li Haohui once said to himself inexplicably floated in his mind:

"Although we are still young, we can fall in love regardless. But in the future, when it comes time to come out with our parents, how many parents can accept it? Even if your parents can, then you can ensure that his parents will also Can you accept it?"

Thinking back inadvertently at this moment, Yin Zifeng's face was almost pale.

He quickly hid in his room and closed the door, shutting out Shen Hang's worried eyes.

At that moment, he was so ashamed that he dared not even appear in front of them.

If his own liking would make such a kind and enthusiastic family fall into despair and pain, then what's the point of his liking?

Even if he got him, what face would he have to say that he would make him happy?Can his parents be reassured?

Does he still have the qualifications to say he likes it?

The beginning of spring just entered two days ago, and the weather is still very cold.

The chilly wind of early spring came in through the cracks in the windows.

Yin Zifeng simply opened the window, facing the cold air outside, letting the cold wind cool his red and hot eye sockets.

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