dear pinocchio

Qiao Yi was dumbfounded.

Did Pei Mingfeng still have photos of the two of them before in his bedroom?

He couldn't remember exactly when this photo was taken. At that time, the two of them played together every day and took many photos.

In the photo, Qiao Yi is taller than Pei Mingfeng. He has his arms around Pei Mingfeng's shoulders. Both of them are wearing school uniforms. If you say they are a private foreign language school with expensive tuition fees, the school uniforms are still ugly.

At that time, Qiao Yi loved smug beauty the most, and he couldn't bear the fact that such a handsome guy like himself was lowered by such an ugly school uniform. He was wearing a sweater inside, and a blue and white school uniform top with no zipper and no pants on the outside. The trousers of the school uniform are a pair of ripped jeans, which were very fashionable back then.

Pei Mingfeng was obediently wearing his school uniform and trousers, with his collar turned up neatly and his zipper tightly closed.His hair is thick and thick. At that time, his hair grew long during the semester, but he was not pulled to shave his head. His bangs grew to cover his eyebrows. He also wore a pair of black thick-rimmed glasses, as if he was an obedient student. , looks really cute.

At that time, everyone didn't think that Pei Mingfeng was a handsome guy, but Qiao Yi was wearing an eight-layer filter. No matter how good-looking Xiaofeng looked, he thought Xiaofeng was white and clean. He took off his glasses and his big eyes with long eyelashes were sparkling, so cute .

Sometimes when they were doing homework and playing games together, Qiao Yi turned his head and saw Xiaofeng without glasses up close. It was so beautiful, and occasionally he would be fascinated.

Qiao Yi praised him: "I found out that when I look closely at you, you are really pretty."

Pei Mingfeng blushed when he praised him.

Qiao Yi also said several times: "Xiaofeng, if you were a girl, you would be very cute. If you were a girl, I really want to ask you to be my wife."

At that time, even if he was beaten to death, he would never have imagined that Pei Mingfeng would be tall and strong when he grew up!

No, no, now is not the time to recall the past!

How could Pei Mingfeng...?Qiao Yi felt as if he understood something, but also as if he didn't understand anything.

Why did Pei Mingfeng put photos of the two of them in such a private place?Qiao Yi's heart was in a state of confusion, even if he had a elm head, he could still feel that Pei Mingfeng still treated him differently.

What the hell is another wallet photo, another apartment password, and another bedroom photo...

Pei Mingfeng still likes him?

Back then...why did they break off their relationship back then?

At that time, nearly half a year had passed since the separation at the airport, and on the eve of the college entrance examination, when his parents had just divorced, he was very depressed.Pei Mingfeng called him once, and on weekends, he called him directly on his landline.

Qiao Yi picked up the phone and asked who it was, but no one answered him.

Qiao Yi quickly hung up the phone, and then said slowly, "It's me..."

Qiao Yi immediately recognized Pei Mingfeng's voice.

Pei Mingfeng said, "Brother, I miss you very much."

Qiao Yi had a sore nose, he had a hard time recently, father and mistress ran away, mother was stimulated and kept nagging all day long, she was uncomfortable, so we wanted to make everyone feel uncomfortable.In the middle of the night, he had to be dragged downstairs to Xiaosan's house to scold with a loudspeaker, but Xiaosan didn't get up, and other residents in the same building couldn't stand it and fought with his mother.He also asked his uncle and the others to take him to beat up his father, and then his sisters-in-law and sisters beat up Xiao San. They took Qiao Yi with them the whole time, saying that they were venting their anger on him. Qiao Yi felt very scared.He looks tall and has good athletic performance. In fact, he has never fought with anyone since he was a child. He just feels ashamed and scared. Recently, he has been in a mess.

Qiao Yi said "Yes", at that time he missed Pei Mingfeng a little, how happy they were having fun together... But it was really awkward for him to think about Pei Mingfeng confessing his love to him.

After a long while, Pei Mingfeng said softly, "I'm sorry, did I scare you last time? Don't ignore me, I apologize..."

Qiao Yi said in a muffled voice, "I didn't ignore you."

Pei Mingfeng: "Brother, do you not like me anymore?"

Qiao Yi said to him: "Xiaofeng, I think you may just mistake your own feelings. You are still young, and when I was your age, I also liked to think about things. This is how adolescence is. After a while, you will I will figure it out by myself, I like you, but not that kind of like..."

Pei Mingfeng said angrily: "You are only three years older than me, what do you mean I am younger? Where are you?"

Qiao Yi was bullied for the first time, he didn't expect Xiaofeng to dare to talk back after leaving him for a few months.

After finishing speaking, Pei Mingfeng immediately apologized to him: "Brother, I didn't mean to quarrel with you, I was just angry for a while, so don't make me angry. I really like you."

Qiao Yi said coldly, "I can't bear it."

Pei Mingfeng was discouraged and said dejectedly: "I really want to go back to see you, but I can't go back to the country for a while. You have to remember me."

Qiao Yi didn't speak.

Later, Pei Mingfeng called Qiao Yi several times, asking Qiao Yi if he would also like to study abroad in the place where he was. There are several universities that Qiao Yi should be able to apply for, and he can come out after he goes to university... Qiao Yi Yi is not ashamed to say that his parents are divorced now, and the family has no money for him to study abroad. It would be fine if his grades are good, but he still has self-knowledge about himself. How long will it take him to earn his money back?The pressure is too much.

Later, when he entered university, Pei Mingfeng occasionally called him a few times, but he just dealt with it, feeling too awkward.Why couldn't Pei Mingfeng understand his hint?

Freshman Qiao Yi's birthday, just after twelve o'clock, Pei Mingfeng was the first to call to wish him well, and said he would give him a gift, but he didn't tell him what it was.In the evening, Qiao Yi invited the whole dormitory out to have a hot pot meal. When he returned to the school dormitory, he saw a lot of people gathered around the downstairs of the dormitory. A small truck was parked there. The car was full of flowers. It seemed that someone was giving flowers to the boys. Show love.

Qiao Yi was still watching fun with his roommate at the time: "Which dog is so beautiful and lucky to be chased by a girl like that? Is that girl so fierce hahahaha."

As soon as the joke was over, Qiao Yi's cell phone rang. It was an unfamiliar number. The other party said that he was from a flower shop. Someone ordered flowers for his birthday and asked if he was there, delivered to his door, and asked him to sign for receipt.

Qiao Yi's expression changed on the spot.

He threw all the flowers away.

Pei Mingfeng asked him if he liked it, Qiao Yi told him not to call him anymore.

He was really angry this time, and said in a cold voice, "Pei Mingfeng, do you have to make me so clear?"

Pei Mingfeng said: "Brother, I am willing to do anything for you, even if you want me to die, tell me, do you really hope that I will stop contacting you?"

Just listening to Pei Mingfeng's voice, Qiao Yi could imagine that he was about to cry with red eyes, but he felt that it was shameful for him to be so disconnected all the time. It's not that he never persuaded Xiaofeng, if Xiaofeng could put it away In the world's mind, they can continue to be friends.

But if the vast majority of people in the world can't be lovers, they can't even be friends.

Qiao Yi gritted his teeth and said cruelly, "Yes."

Pei Mingfeng didn't speak for a long time. For some reason, Qiao Yi always remembered Pei Mingfeng's deep breathing when they were silent, like a disease attack, one sound, one sound, one sound.

Then Pei Mingfeng said very calmly: "I see."

That was the last time they spoke before their reunion.

Qiao Yi never told anyone about Pei Mingfeng.

As a man, what is there to boast about being pursued by another man?

It took Qiao Yi a long time to deliberately let himself forget about this matter, to play, to laugh, to make new friends, and to forget about old people and things.

Occasionally, when Qiao Yi remembered, he would also wonder if Xiao Feng really liked him, but immature young people are not qualified to talk about sincerity.

The character Pei Mingfeng gradually faded out of his life because he hadn't appeared for a long time.

Of course, Qiao Yi didn't think that Pei Mingfeng had always liked him. He said it so harshly, but no one with self-respect can continue to chase after him, right?Xiaofeng slowly forgets his, just like him.It's not like he couldn't live without him.

Qiao Yi's own figure was vaguely reflected on the glass of the photo frame, with a completely different expression from the boy in the photo.

He's in a mixed mood right now.

Although he felt a little bit like this when he saw the photos in Pei Mingfeng's wallet, but he continued to prove that Pei Mingfeng might have been secretly in love with him all these years, Qiao Yi... Qiao Yi felt that he was too insignificant.

What is the difference between him and Cui Xiaoyun who lied to him because he liked him?

Is he really going to become the person he despises?

Qiao Yi couldn't help but fell into a daze.

Pei Mingfeng was about to talk to Qiao Yi when Qiao Yi's cell phone rang.

Qiao Yi took out his cell phone and looked at it, then said, "I'll answer the call."

Qiao Yi left the study, he didn't know where to go, picked up the phone, walked a little farther casually, pushed the door and walked out, outside was the platform garden.

Mom asked: "Xiao Yi, didn't you ask you to send money to your sister? Haven't you sent money yet?"

Qiao Yi said: "I'll be going in the next two days, what's the matter? You don't seem to be in a good mood."

My mother said angrily: "Isn't it because you are not promising? Today when I went shopping for vegetables, I met that vixen's mother, and she showed off how good that little bastard was at studying, she got the first place in the school, and said how happy your father is, and finally succeeded. There are people. Then the yin and yang said that the former son was an elm-headed man. He was thinking about playing games when he was not good at reading. He was admitted to a third-rate university and his job was not good. She clearly saw me. She said that on purpose to piss me off. ..."

Qiao Yi felt that he was really unlucky, he was sitting at home and came from the sky, but he couldn't say anything to refute.

Mom continued: "I said that your sister's grades are good, but she also said that girls are going to marry out and cannot inherit the company. Don't go out. Are you angry or not?"

"Back when I advised you to study hard, you just didn't listen, and you wanted to find a job to be comfortable. When you were young, you didn't work hard. What will you do when you get old? If you play for one minute now, when you get old, you will have to work for another minute. Look at Ms. Zhang's son, his education is not as high as yours. He dares to work hard and earns 1 to 1 yuan a year. And you look better than him. Don't be reluctant to hear it. You can only see that face, and you can't look for it. A better girlfriend?"

"Didn't you say to bring your girlfriend back to me during the Chinese New Year this year? Are you planning to get married? Can't you find someone with better conditions? Not a local, her parents are laid off and don't have a serious job, and her job is just average. When the time comes, I will scrape together money to buy a house, and I will be so poor that I dare not even have children.”

I'm really useless.Qiao Yi thought dejectedly.The saddest thing was that he didn't dare to tell his mother that the job and daughter-in-law that his mother despised were gone. Not only that, but the woman was also a liar, who cheated him of all his savings in the past few years.

How dare he say that?If he didn't say it now, his mother thought he was a waste and scolded him bloody. He couldn't imagine what his mother would do after knowing these things.

He has no way to retreat, and he is unable to get off when he is riding a tiger.

Qiao Yi went back to the room, and Pei Mingfeng moved his luggage into a bedroom. His suitcase was unlocked, but Pei Mingfeng opened it and helped him put things away.

Coincidentally, Pei Mingfeng was holding a stack of old underwear that he wore and cleaned.

Qiao Yi blushed with embarrassment: "I, I will tidy up by myself."

With innocent eyes, Pei Mingfeng grabbed his underwear and said, "We're going to live together, can't I help you tidy up your clothes?"

Qiao Yi: "..."

Qiao Yi was at a loss, he turned his head, saw a double bed that could definitely accommodate two people, and was stunned.

Qiao Yi asked belatedly: "Is this your bedroom? I live here?"

Pei Mingfeng asked strangely: "We are in love and living together, don't we sleep in the same room and on the same bed?"

Qiao Yi: Fuck!Forget about it!