dear pinocchio

Qiao Yi was really frightened and stupid. He thought that his peaceful and ordinary life was being watched all the time. He thought that what Cui Xiaoyun did was done by Pei Mingfeng. Start planning early.

There are all kinds of photos about him on the wall, let alone those in high school, but there are also photos of him in college, after graduation and before he reunited with Pei Mingfeng. Qiao Yi also saw a few photos that were very large Yes, the photo of him undressing in the locker room of the university bathhouse was particularly erotic. Qiao Yi glanced at it, and the blood rushed to his head, and he almost passed out without seeing a black eye.

"You bastard!" Qiao Yi was so angry that he didn't know where the strength came from, he broke free from Pei Mingfeng, and punched him backhand, Pei Mingfeng was beaten to the side by him, but there was no Fighting back, Qiao Yi continued to beat him, "You still have the guts to tell me! What else did you do!"

After Qiao Yi punched him a few times, he found that Pei Mingfeng didn't resist at all, and his movements involuntarily froze.

At the moment when Qiao Yi was stunned, Pei Mingfeng jumped up and hugged him again. Qiao Yi seemed to be in a stress reaction, so he had to calm down and struggled immediately, not wanting to be hugged by Pei Mingfeng. Pei Mingfeng hugged him tightly and said loudly : "Brother, brother, beat me up if you want, it's all my fault. I can't leave you, I can't come back after I go abroad, and I keep looking for someone to stare at you, let them take your photos and videos for you Me, tell me what you do every day."

Qiao Yi was dumbfounded, his lips were murmured, no matter how much he pushed, he couldn't push him away, so he blurted out sullenly: "You are crazy!"

Pei Mingfeng hugged him too tightly, as if he wanted to embed him into his own flesh and blood, and said confidently: "Yes! I'm just sick! I can't live without you!"

After the anger passed, Qiao Yi had a sore nose again: "You are really... No matter what, you can't arrange to find a female liar to cheat me out of my money and force me to come to you! You can't have a good relationship with me Talk? Even if I have rejected you before, I am not a stubborn person, why do you use such means?"

Pei Mingfeng buried his head in the crook of his neck, Qiao Yi felt hot water drops slipping from his neckline, Pei Mingfeng said: "I can't wait, I've been waiting for seven years, if I wait any longer, I really want to Crazy. If I don't arrange a woman to be with you, you find one yourself, how can there be a place for me? Without Cui Xiaoyun, there are Lin Xiaoyun and Chen Xiaoyun. When I think of you getting close to others, I am so jealous that I am going crazy. You and I know how many times she held hands! This is the limit of what I can bear, if you kiss or even sleep with someone again... I can really kill that person. I can't stand it, I really can't stand it. "

The skin touched by Pei Mingfeng's tears seemed to be scalded. Qiao Yi raised his head, and his eyes were a little hot: "It's too much, Pei Mingfeng, you've gone too far. Do you know that I was almost forced to die by you?" to commit suicide?"

Pei Mingfeng said: "No, I've been following you, even if it really got to that point, I'll stop you."

Qiao Yi laughed angrily: "Oh, what's the matter? You're still proud of your thorough planning, aren't you?"

Pei Mingfeng weighed his words, choked up and said: "I'm not... I just... I know I did something wrong, I did it before, you didn't like that, I never did that again. I'm afraid you I know, I didn’t dare to tell me, I know that if I tell you, you will definitely not want me.”

Qiao Yi was silent for a long time, and his head has calmed down a lot. Leaving aside the matter of Cui Xiaoyun, Pei Mingfeng can keep the secrets in this room from him. What do you mean by telling me now?"

Pei Mingfeng's hands were shaking: "I'm afraid you don't want me. I'm afraid that if I push you into a hurry, you will hurt yourself. I want to become what you like."

He said: "I used to think that as long as I have you, even if you don't really like me, but you just need me and can't leave me, I will be satisfied. Only I can get close to your body, and no one else is allowed to touch it. If I don't get your heart, then I can get your person. But when we are really together, I want you to only see me in my eyes. I want you to like me too, as much as I like you like me."

Qiao Yi interrupted him, and said angrily: "You are crazy like you, I can't become like that even if you kill me, don't think about it!"

"I know! I didn't mean that..." Pei Mingfeng said, "When you said you were willing to forgive me...Brother, I really suddenly felt that the whole world was different. I hadn't thought about it before... I feel like I’m alive only when I’m around you like this. I don’t want you to be blackened by me, it’s good that you’ve always been like this, I just like you like this, you don’t need to change, I’m too bad.”

Pei Mingfeng let him go slowly, half kneeling on the ground.

Qiao Yi was startled: "What are you doing!"

Pei Mingfeng took his hand, with tears in his eyes: "Brother, I'm changing, I'm really changing... I'm going to tell you all the bad things I did to you before, give me some time, Let me change it, okay?"

Qiao Yi felt very uncomfortable, he couldn't stand others kneeling down on him, especially Pei Mingfeng, what's going on?But Qiao Yi himself couldn't kneel down, so he simply sat down on the ground, and also pulled Pei Mingfeng: "Don't kneel on me, don't do this."

Qiao Yi's eyes were red: "Let me think...I don't know what to do now?"

Qiao Yi sniffed, and said tangledly: "Xiaofeng, I really, I don't know what to do with you now. What you did before was really too much, so I just let it go and forgive you , I feel so cheap. Last time I made up my mind to forgive you, I felt that I had used all my softness. I thought, just once, just that once, if you do it again, I’m sorry I must make a clean break with you, and I can't be so sticky anymore. I didn't expect you to do more excessive things. But I can't just forgive you like this..."

Pei Mingfeng seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly stood up.

Qiao Yi looked at him tearfully, not knowing what he was going to do, with a dazed look on his face.

Pei Mingfeng opened a safe, entered the password, took out a gun, loaded it, put the gun in front of Qiao Yi, and said seriously: "Brother, if you are not relieved, you can shoot me. I was lucky enough not to die, so you forgive me, okay?"

He frightened Qiao Yi back into tears. He was stunned for a long time. Of course, he didn't go to get the gun. He calmed down and was so angry that he scolded him: "You fucking said you were treating your illness well! How can this be done?" The name is being changed? Your psychosis is still very serious!!"

Pei Mingfeng was scolded by him all of a sudden: "Then what do you want from me... You can vent your anger however you want."

Qiao Yi sat on the ground and lowered his head: "Don't force me, Xiaofeng, you know that I'm not good at making decisions, I have to think for a long time."

"I feel now that you are like a tumor that has grown into my heart. If you let this tumor continue to grow, I will die, but if you dig it out, I will die too. I don't know, I don't think so. how should I do."

"Don't say anything that makes me angry. You almost drove me to death, but I can't do that. I can't. I like you, and I can't hurt you."

"Sometimes I really can't figure it out. If you like me, how can you be willing to hurt me so much; but if you don't like me, how can you do this."

Qiao Yi saw his tears fall: "If only you didn't like me, and didn't make me like you, then we wouldn't have to suffer so much."

He is really in a dilemma. Forgive Pei Mingfeng. If he can't do it, don't forgive him. It can be seen that Pei Mingfeng is so proactive and frank, he is obviously working hard and actively treating him. It is indeed because he likes him that he is changing, but Pei Mingfeng Whether it can be improved, he has no confidence.

Pei Mingfeng wanted to hug him, so he stretched out his hand, but when he was about to touch Qiao Yi, he took it back.

Pei Mingfeng suddenly remembered that day when Qiao Yi cried and said to him: "I know you like me very much...I'm a human being, so you should like me as a human being."

That was the Qiao Yi he liked. He knew that outsiders thought that Qiao Yi was not suitable for him, but he felt that he was not good enough for Qiao Yi.There is no kinder and gentler person in the world than Qiao Yi. During his most depressing and painful days, he relied on repeatedly recalling the days when they were together to comfort him, so that he did not completely become a monster.The treatment these days has also allowed him to slowly understand how painful Qiao Yi is. Before, he only hoped that Qiao Yi could be by his side. Whether it was pain or happiness, as long as he had this person, he wanted it even more. Qiao Yi was happy and willing to be with him.

To put a free bird in a cage will only kill him.

Pei Mingfeng clenched his fists so hard that his hands were shaking, Pei Mingfeng asked: "Brother, does being with me really cause you pain?"

Qiao Yi shook his head, then nodded again: "I don't know..."

Pei Mingfeng took a deep breath, his nails were carved into the palm of his hand, he felt pain, probably bleeding, he said: "brother, you go, I didn't lock the door, you go now, otherwise I can't help but want to You locked it up. You hurry up and go."

Qiao Yi stood up, glanced at him, his feet were a little numb: "Xiaofeng..."

Pei Mingfeng closed his eyes, turned around, his voice was trembling, as if he was desperately enduring something, and said to him: "You go. Before I change my mind, go."

The time suddenly became extremely long. Pei Mingfeng listened to every slight sound. He heard Qiao Yi finally lift up his steps and walk towards the door. The footsteps became farther and farther away until he could not hear them.

Every footstep of Qiao Yi felt like stabbing him in the heart.

Two voices in his mind were arguing crazily.

A voice said: "Keep him, keep him with you! Go after him, before it's too late, go! Lock him up! Whatever you do, you're no good."

Another voice said: "He is the only good thing in your life, do you want to destroy him too?"

Pei Mingfeng turned around, he was the only one left in this windowless secret room, he sat down and saw the gun on the ground.