dear pinocchio

Qiao Yi couldn't help thinking of Pei Mingfeng's confession to him.

Then I felt very embarrassed.

It all happened six or seven years ago, maybe Pei Mingfeng doesn't even remember who he is.

At first they played together for more than two years, and now the days of breaking up are three or four times longer than the days when they knew each other.

What is he being passionate about...

He and Pei Mingfeng are not from the same world at all.

Qiao Yi asked, "How do you know he likes men?"

The fat man said, "Xiaomi, remember? In our class, my father is the boss of x company, and my mother is the leader."

Qiao Yi nodded, he remembered that he had a crush on this girl, but unfortunately the conditions of the two were so different that he never dared to confess.

The fat man said: "After Mingfeng came back, she chased after Pei Mingfeng, but Pei Mingfeng said directly that he doesn't like women."

Qiao Yi felt that things were different, girls never looked directly at Pei Mingfeng back then, only a lot of girls liked him, but now it's completely reversed.

After two bottles of wine, Qiao Yi secretly glanced at Pei Mingfeng in the dark, this tall, rich and handsome guy liked him before.

Even if they are all men... It doesn't matter if they are men or women, if Bai Fumei had chased him before, he would be secretly happy.But it's just a little cool.

Then Qiao Yi plucked up the courage to take a sneak peek at Pei Mingfeng, and only took one look. Pei Mingfeng was held in the middle by the stars, and he saw the watch on Pei Mingfeng's wrist.Women compare cosmetics and designer bags, while men compare cars and watches. He has some experience in working these years, and the price of the watch is estimated to be less than that much in his lifetime.

To be honest, when he heard that his former classmate bought a car and a house for his family as soon as he graduated, he felt sour. Pei Mingfeng was already so rich that he couldn't feel sour.

Pei Mingfeng's whole portrait was glowing, it was so dazzling that he couldn't keep his eyes open.

Pei Mingfeng didn't notice him at all.

Qiao Yi sighed slightly.

After Qiao Yi drank a few more glasses, he felt his stomach bloated and felt a little urge to urinate, so he went to the toilet.

And already full.

He was about to go to the bathroom and slipped away.

He didn't realize that after he left his seat, Pei Mingfeng turned his head, looked over the crowd, and only looked at his back.

Qiao Yi went into the toilet, no one else was there, and took out the bird to release the water.

At the beginning, someone came, and Qiao Yi waited until the other party walked up to him, only to realize that it was Pei Mingfeng. He was so frightened that he urinated crookedly, and urinated on his trousers.

How embarrassing! ! !

Damn, it looks even more handsome up close!Qiao Yi pretended to be calm, pretending not to know him, not paying attention.

Qiao Yi didn't think he was short, he was 1.7 meters eight, he usually claimed to be 1.8 meters, but Pei Mingfeng was half a head taller than him, his shoulders were wider than him, his body was thicker than him, and his arms were a circle thicker than him.Qiao Yi remembered that Pei Mingfeng was quite short when he was twelve or thirteen years old, but he grew so tall in a blink of an eye, it was really oppressive to stand beside him.

Qiao Yi couldn't help feeling a little nervous. He heard the sound of zipping, and his ears moved slightly. He didn't know what was in his mind, but he just had a sudden whim... He couldn't help being curious.He took a quick glance at Pei Mingfeng out of the corner of his eye to make sure that Pei Mingfeng hadn't noticed him, and then quickly glanced under Pei Mingfeng nervously.

After seeing it, he quickly withdrew his eyes, and shivered his little brother Qiqiran, and stuffed it back.

Fuck, it doesn't matter if you are handsome and have money, but you are so big!

It's too much! !

Qiao Yi washed his hands, left the toilet, and walked quietly down the stairwell.

Anyway, he was just an insignificant little person, no one would find out that he ran away, even if they found out, he would not be ashamed to be even more embarrassing.

Qiao Yi returned to the place where he rested.

After he moved out, he lived in a youth hostel, and the rent was only 40 yuan a day. The room here is like a university dormitory, but not as good as a university dormitory. The small room of less than ten square meters is crowded with six bunk beds and two big desks. If it sounds good, it's fresh, and if it sounds bad, it's simple, but don't force anything at this price, and you can live and go with you.

Qiao Yi had a rare meal today, and took a shower after returning home. The shampoo provided by the hostel was not very good, and his hair was very rough after washing.Looking in the mirror while blowing his hair, Qiao Yi looked at himself in the mirror. He heard that what people saw in the mirror was automatically beautified by the brain. He thought it made sense. Every time he looked in the mirror, he still felt very handsome. Somewhat pretty.Although it is indeed not as good as when he was in his teens and 20s, his skin is dark, and he has dark circles under his eyes, especially the corners of his eyes and brows. His youthful vigor has been smoothed out by society, leaving only a scarred and insensitive soul. .

The roommates are all people from all corners of the country. They have never met before, and he has no intention of making friends.

Qiao Yi went to bed.

He drank alcohol today, was a little drunk, and fell asleep after a while.

In the middle of the night, he was too heavy to breathe, Qiao Yi woke up in a daze, his head was still not clear, and it took a few seconds before he realized that someone was pressing on him.

Fuck, it's a man!

Seeing that Qiao Yi woke up, the other party quickly reached out to cover his mouth.This was the first time in Qiao Yi's life that he was sexually harassed by a man. He was really pissed off and resisted desperately, but he was firmly suppressed.

Qiao Yi scolded the remaining roommates in his heart, were they all fucking pigs?Didn't hear this?

Fortunately, Qiao Yi was not a weak chicken, he struggled with all his strength, and finally threw him off.Panting heavily, he jumped out of the bed, naked, and swung down with his fists raised.

What a fool!

This movement finally woke people up, Qiao Yi beat them into pigs' heads, everyone hurriedly turned on the lights to fight.

The boss came over and asked, "What's going on?"

Qiao Yi felt that he was a man, if he was found out that he was almost raped by a man, it would be really embarrassing.So Qiao Yi said: "He touched my bed in the middle of the night and wanted to steal my things."

Only then did another roommate say: "I seem to hear that person crawling on his bed."

Qiao Yi is so angry, so you didn't say anything just now?

But society is like this, who doesn't sweep the snow before their own door?It's no use getting angry.

The most embarrassing thing Qiao Yi said was that he was still a virgin at this age... He himself thought it was a miracle. He didn't even tell Lao Shen about this, and Lao Shen didn't know about it. Who would have thought that he had had several women? A friend can still be a virgin.

In high school, he was innocent, and he would hold hands with girls. Later, when he went to college, he wanted to fall in love and want to lose his virginity, but it was said that everyone thought he had a girlfriend and no one chased him.After graduating, he felt that he was not stable, and he was not in a hurry to fall in love. After saving a little money, he felt that it was time to find a girlfriend, get married and have children, so he met Cui Xiaoyun under the introduction of his colleagues. Cui Xiaoyun said that she is a traditional The girl who wants to have sex with her on the day of the bridal chamber after getting married, Qiao Yi is still stupidly moved. He feels that he has met a good girl from IKEA and IKEA. Marriage salary cards were all coaxed to hand in.

Who knew that Cui Xiaoyun, who looks like a delicate, weak, harmless little white flower, is actually a female liar!He has met his father-in-law and mother-in-law!Who the fuck would think this could be fake!

At that time, he even made up his mind that he would have one child in the future, and it would be too heavy a burden to have two children. Whether it was a boy or a girl, he had already thought about the name.The wedding date was discussed, and she also said to accompany her to pick out the wedding dress.

In the end, all these years of struggle were in vain.He was very angry at first, but now he feels that it is actually his own fault, he is too stupid.

Qiao Yi didn't even know how he got to this point.

Although he is not as good at reading as his sister, but he has been considered a top student since he was a child, right?He was the captain of the Young Pioneers in elementary school, the squad leader in junior high school, not to mention in high school, when he was a student, he had good grades, good sports, and was handsome. Without bragging, he was really a man of the school at that time. I like it His little girls are too numerous to count.

He is not a genius, but everything goes smoothly. When he was young, he thought that his future life would be so easy... but he suffered such a big blow at the most important turning point in his life.

After entering college, his luck suddenly turned bad. He was blocked by the counselor for the scholarship application, and was squeezed out by a related party when he participated in the competition. The teacher deliberately failed other subjects, and his classmates found fault.

Qiao Yi, who used to feel that he was the proud son of heaven, had an epiphany: Ah, in fact, I am just an ordinary person.

No one's life will always be smooth sailing, he is not God's favorite at all.

After stumbling, he finally found an ordinary job and worked hard.All the family money was used to support his younger sister’s education, and he had no money to pay him a down payment to buy a house, but boys in this society should rely on themselves, so he saved money to buy a house and a car.After years of hard work and diligence, I finally saved some money.

Seeing that I want a car, a house, and a wife.

Who would have thought that he would go back to the pre-liberation overnight.

This place can't live anymore, Qiao Yi packed up and left the next day.

He was standing on the side of the road, busy with traffic, people coming and going, he was down and out, dragging a huge suitcase, his heart was at a loss, he asked his friend that the money he borrowed was almost spent, where should he go next?Isn't there even a small place for him to stay in such a big city?

Ugh.

How did he get here?

At this time, Qiao Yi received a call from his mother: "Hello, Mom."

His mother asked him: "Xiao Yi, how are you doing recently?"

Qiao Yi felt that he was so powerful that he could force a smile: "It's pretty good, what's the matter?"

In fact, he wanted to speak up, tell his mother the truth, and asked his mother to borrow some money to tide over the difficulties.

Mom doesn't talk nonsense with him: "It's good that the work is going well. My sister said that she wants to change a computer. I'm short on money. Send her some money to buy a new computer. It doesn't need to be too good, just two or three thousand. Xiao Yu has been using your computer before. The old computer is broken, there is no other way but to buy a new one, otherwise it will be inconvenient to do homework."

Qiao Yi felt suffocated, his mother's light words were like an invisible burden on his shoulders, he didn't know what excuse to use to say no.After his parents divorced, he should be the pillar of the family.

But he is so useless... He really has no money now.

Mom asked: "What's wrong?"

Qiao Yi was afraid that his mother would see the clue, so he said upsetly: "I see, I'll send it in a few days."

Then hung up.

The pressure is too much.Qiao Yi has a younger sister who is more promising than him and has always had good grades. She studied in a famous foreign school. After her mother divorced, she worked in a company with a modest salary. He is out.

But he was laid off by the company four months ago. He has been looking for a new job, but he has not found it, and he dare not tell his family.

When Cui Xiaoyun left, he emptied his savings, and took away all the valuables he could take away—even the laptop he "eat" with—and disappeared.He called the police, and the police told him that his girlfriend, whom he had been dating for more than a year and was talking about getting married, even had a fake name.

Fortunately, he carried his mobile phone with him. He searched through boxes and cabinets and only found some small change, which added up to more than 100.

His eyes were dark at the time, and he almost fainted directly.

Misfortunes never come singly, the landlord came after the police arrived, and the landlord informed him that he hadn't paid the rent for the next quarter.Before, it was his girlfriend who was in charge of paying the rent, utilities, and told him that he had paid, but in fact he hadn't. How could he still have the money to pay now.

He asked a friend to borrow 5000 yuan first, and lived in a cheap hotel, while going out every day to find a job, but it was not the employment period recently, and there were no job opportunities.He searched for a month but couldn't find a job, and the daily food and transportation expenses were exhausted, leaving only more than 2000 yuan on hand.He really didn't understand, obviously he had quite a lot of work experience, so logically speaking, he shouldn't be able to find a job, and several of them had a good talk, but it turned out to be yellow.Now he doesn't expect to find a job similar to the one before, and he can't wait to go to the construction site to move bricks.He plans to find a part-time job first, at least to earn a living.

This hotel was the cheapest one he found. He compared many hotels, and the other one was very far away, spanning the entire city.

Qiao Yi dragged the suitcase to catch the subway, the worst thing was that the trolley of the suitcase was overwhelmed and broke on the way.

He threw the suitcase on the halfway of the steps in despair, sat down, panting, when you think you have reached the bottom of your life, God will always tell you with practical actions: No, it can be worse.

He rested for 5 minutes, stood up, and carried the box down the steps.

As soon as he walked down, he heard commotion from above his head.

Qiao Yi looked back subconsciously, and then saw a man fall from the high steps, and landed not far from him.

Under normal circumstances, Qiao Yi probably wouldn't meddle in other people's business, he couldn't even protect himself.

But he thought that person seemed... familiar?

Qiao Yi carried the suitcase and ran back, there were already people surrounded, he pushed aside the crowd, and saw the man lying on the ground, already unconscious, his head was knocked, and there were blood stains on the ground.

Seeing the injured man's face, Qiao Yi was taken aback for a moment, then trembled slightly - excited.

It's Pei Mingfeng! !

His eyes lit up, looking at Pei Mingfeng, it was like seeing a golden egg!

Qiao Yi admitted that he was very, very, very vulgar!

His first reaction was: Pei Mingfeng is so rich, I sent him to the hospital to save his life, he should thank me for giving me the money, right? !

Pei Mingfeng is so rich, he can give me a lot of money from his fingers!

At this time, someone had already called 120 emergency calls.

Qiao Yi said, "I know him, I'm his friend."

The ambulance arrived, and Qiao Yi got into the car. When he arrived at the hospital, Pei Mingfeng was sent to the emergency room. Qiao Yi went to pay his medical bills. At this moment, he thought happily of Pei Mingfeng's sudden fortune after waking up. Qiao Yi was dumbfounded.

Pei Mingfeng was carrying a wallet and a brand name, which was worth tens of thousands, and there were several black cards in his wallet... Rich, right?But there is no cash!

He didn't know the PIN of Pei Mingfeng's bank card. No matter how high the credit limit of these black cards was, they were useless. The hospital wanted cash!

But he had to pay the money. Qiao Yi thought that after Pei Mingfeng woke up, he would be able to earn back his capital with interest, so he gritted his teeth and gave Pei Mingfeng all the 2000 yuan he had on hand for medical expenses. There are only more than 200 yuan left.

After rescue, Pei Mingfeng's condition has stabilized.

Qiao Yi sat beside him, looked at his face, and sighed: "When you wake up, you must thank me well...Xiaofeng, I can't call you Xiaofeng now, when did you grow taller than me..."

It's really fate.

What a coincidence.

Although I don't know how Pei Mingfeng fell exactly where, but now Pei Mingfeng is really Qiao Yi's last straw.

He was counting on Pei Mingfeng to help him overcome the difficulties in front of him.

When Pei Mingfeng woke up, Qiao Yi remembered that he took out Pei Mingfeng's black card just now and forgot to put it back, so he opened Pei Mingfeng's wallet and put the card in.

Then he saw what appeared to be a thin sheet of paper in the interlayer.

Later, he would sometimes think back to that moment, if he hadn't been cheap at that time, then everything that followed would not have happened.

It was a small photo, and Qiao Yi knew the person in the photo—it was himself.

It was him when he was young, seventeen or eighteen years old, in his prime.

Qiao Yi's heart beat so fast that it was about to explode.

Qiao Yi stared at the photo over and over again for a long time, his mind was confused: No way?Why does Pei Mingfeng carry my photo next to him? Does he still like me?If he still likes me, why hasn't he contacted me all these years?I didn't see him greet me at the class reunion.Or am I mistaken and this person is not actually me, just someone who looks like me?No, no, no, it's all me, right?I was so handsome when I was sixteen or seventeen!Or did he just accidentally put the photo here and forget?

Pei Mingfeng woke up and stared at him bewilderedly.

Qiao Yi had put the photo back a long time ago, he was very confused, pretended not to know, and was about to speak.

Pei Mingfeng spoke first: "Who are you?"

Qiao Yi's heart suddenly seemed to be poured with a basin of ice water, which was refreshing.Well, people don't even remember who he is, so why don't they like it or not.

Pei Mingfeng covered his head, frowned in pain, and said, "... who am I?"

Qiao Yi was stunned for a while, and said, "You are Pei Mingfeng..."

Pei Mingfeng looked like he had a headache and couldn't remember anything.Qiao Yi called the doctor over, and the doctor checked Pei Mingfeng again, saying that he may have lost his memory due to the impact on his brain.

Qiao Yi sent Pei Mingfeng back to the ward, Pei Mingfeng unlocked the phone with his fingerprint, and asked Qiao Yi, "Who should I call?"

Qiao Yi vaguely felt that this Pei Mingfeng looked like Xiaofeng who was short and dependent on him back then. He took a look and said, "That 'secretary'."

Pei Mingfeng handed him the phone and said, "You can tell me the story."

Qiao Yi plucked up his courage, and told Pei Mingfeng's secretary about the situation, and the other party said he would come right away.

Nothing to say.

Pei Mingfeng looked at him.

Qiao Yi looked embarrassed: "What are you looking at?"

Pei Mingfeng smiled, his description is not neat now, there are scratches on the corners of his eyes, and the hair on his temples is a little messy, but he is still extremely handsome. Qiao Yi was startled by this appearance, Pei Mingfeng asked him gently: "You haven't told me who you are yet?"

Qiao Yi's heart tightened, and he asked guiltily: "You really don't remember? Think about it."

Pei Mingfeng frowned slightly and looked at him, his eyes were not scrutiny, which made Qiao Yi blush.

Qiao Yi couldn't help but recall that when he was young, Pei Mingfeng, who was still a boy with glasses, would often look at him like this. At first he thought it was admiration, and he was complacent, but then he slowly realized it.

Pei Mingfeng thought for a while, and said, "I don't think you lied to me, I seem to remember you, you give me a very kind feeling..."

For some reason, Qiao Yi's heart twitched slightly, feeling a little sour for no reason. He thought, if there hadn't been that kiss back then, maybe he and Xiaofeng had always been good friends.

But now he only wants Pei Mingfeng's money, he opened his mouth, wanting to say "Yes, we used to be very good friends".

What about after that?

When people are in a desperate situation, they will always do some unexpected things.

When the lower limit of his life is lowered to this point, the lower limit of his character is also lowered.

Qiao Yi looked at Pei Mingfeng's face at that time, his mind was full of all kinds of messy things, he thought of Pei Mingfeng's sports car for a while, the famous watch in Pei Mingfeng's hand for a while, the black card in his wallet for a while, and that An old photo with unknown meaning, for a while, I thought of those people in the class reunion saying that Pei Mingfeng was gay, and for a while, I thought of Pei Mingfeng's confession to himself when he was a teenager...

He is penniless now, and he doesn't even know where his food and accommodation will be for tomorrow.

Qiao Yi didn't know why he was obsessed with ghosts at that time, and suddenly his mind went blank, he swallowed, and blurted out: "Because, because... I, I am your boyfriend..."