springtime

It was much easier to go to Cen's house for dinner. This time it was Cen Ran's turn to pick up food for Luo Shixu, but it was a pity that he remembered that Luo Shixu was not picky about food, and he was the only one who supervised his own balanced diet.

The books in the bookcase have changed a batch, and now there are profound and heavy professional books on display.

After the college entrance examination, many students came to the class to look for teaching materials that could still be used. Many precious notes were randomly scattered on the ground, and occasionally someone picked them up. My three years seemed to be scattered randomly along with these papers. For something as important as life, it would be troublesome to sell scraps today.

When the error-correcting notebooks were picked up and snatched up by the students in the lower grades, the whole class put up the remaining ones, the girls took out their mobile phones to take pictures, and the boys in the class watched silently as the old man took the baskets with his curved back. The book is picked out of the class.

"You didn't keep any?" Luo Shixu looked at his bookcase and asked.

Cen Ran said: "These things are like an inheritance. No one in my family inherits my notes. Have you kept them?"

"No, Luo Manzhi almost cried when he found out." Luo Shixu shook his head.

He went to the living room to chat with Cen's father and Cen's mother. Cen Ran was sent to take out the kitchen waste, turning back every step, for fear that his father would swallow Luo Shixu alive.

When Luo Shixu talked about his work, he made very clear plans for the future, and when it came to Cen Ran, he smiled and said that Cen Ran could do whatever he wanted, and Cen Ran knew what he wanted.

Many people don't even know what they like, and spend their time in confusion. Fortunately, they are lucky and realize their heart's direction early.

"It's so far away, I'm always worried about him, afraid that he will be alone." Cen's mother said, "It's thanks to you since I was a child."

Luo Shixu said: "No, sometimes I look at Cen Ran, you and your uncle take care of him so well, everyone stumbles, but he is all the way."

"That's why I'm always worried..." Mother Cen said.

"Where you can't see, I will protect him well."

After Luo Shishu finished peeling the oranges in his hand, he should be very handy, he did it quickly and well, and handed them to Cen's father and Cen's mother.

Without saying anything else, Luo Shixu could be said to have been watched and grown up by them, and they all saw the fate between him and Cen Ran.

They are not stubborn people, and these things are shameful. After pondering Cen Ran's abnormality for five years, they gradually figured it out, and they figured it out. The first time they said it was a headache to each other behind their backs, but it was actually a heartache.

Cen's mother took the oranges and said, "Cen Ran was still learning this a few days ago, and asked me how to peel an apple well. I wonder if it will come in handy?"

Probably in order to appear more reliable in front of Luo's mother, Luo Shixu imagined the scene of Cen Ran frowning and peeling an apple, smiled, and said, "I hope that after he learns it, he won't be of much use."

With him around, he would help Cen Ran cut it for a year, two years, ten years or 20 years. Occasionally, he would find that the unreasonable partiality of spoiling is almost addictive, and it seems that it can become a hobby.

"It's snowing outside." Cen Ran came back and closed the door, hung the scarf on the hanger, and patted the thin layer of snow off his shoulders.

It rarely snows in the south, this time the snow is getting heavier and heavier, Luo Shixu wants to hurry home, Cen Ran lies outside the window to watch his car disappear into a blur, it is often like this in Weidu, one watches off, the other leaves, The parties sometimes switch identities.

Although they are living together, they are not sticky enough to be together every day. Of course, they wish for this state. However, there are studies and work between the two of them, which keeps them full and busy. When this responsibility is relieved, it should be possible. The age of being a wheelchair user.

Cen's father and Cen's mother saw Cen Ran lying on the window, nodded his head and said that he was really worthless, Cen Ran hummed and started looking at his phone, and after more than half an hour, Luo Shixu told him that he was home, and then went to take a shower and brush his teeth.

"Baby, when will I meet Luo Shixu's mother? Let's have a meal together." Cen's mother said.

Cen Ran paused, and perfunctorily said to her, "Mom, what are you in a hurry for?"

"It's the rule."

"It doesn't matter that much, we'll talk about it later."

Father Cen saw that something was wrong with him, and said, "Didn't you like him?"

"No, no, don't guess." Cen Ran waved his hand.

His team members must never have imagined that Cen Ran, who is calm, talented and hardworking in the laboratory, and Cen Ran, who is envied and jealous everywhere, would mention that Luo Mu is like a cat whose tail is pinched.

Luo Shixu said several times that he was cowardly. He was really afraid and shy. He could obediently eat the carrots that he usually hated most by the side of Luo's mother. Afterwards, he insisted that he had abducted his son, and he felt embarrassed.

Fortunately, the tactic of coming to the door with a cheeky face has worked. I don't want to be treated kindly by Luo Mu. I hope she can really rest assured that her son and herself are the best solution in the world.

Luo Shixu will share half of his favorite egg tart.My favorite milk tea will be saved in half for Luo Shixu.The softest bed will be given half to Luo Shixu.

Cen Ran himself knows how to love Luo Shixu, like the half of his soul that is naturally missing and makes up for it.

·

On the seventh day of the lunar new year, the taste of the new year gradually dissipated, people came and went in the building, and everyone grabbed the tail of the holiday and came out to relax.

In front of a cosmetics counter, Mother Cen took another look and said in surprise, "Long time no see."

Since Luomu moved out of their apartment and went to the west of the city far away, they haven't seen each other for at least three years. When Luomu saw her, she approached and said, "Yeah, are you here today?"

"There's nothing to do, just watch as you please," Cen's mother said.

They didn't expect to see each other on this occasion, but they also really thought about whether they should meet each other. They dug up the contacts on their phones a few times, and watched the screen gradually turn black.

It was Cen's mother who mentioned it first. She has a gentler personality than Luo's mother. Luo's impression of her is that she is a person who is indifferent to the world, with a very peaceful mind. At this age, she looks extraordinarily young.Cen Ran looks more like her, with delicate features.

"Shall we go to the coffee shop in front?" Cen's mother said with a smile, and naturally changed the bag to her left hand, holding Luo's mother's arm.

They sat and ordered a cup of coffee each. After the drinks were served, no one moved. They first talked a few words about what they had seen and heard recently, and after going around in a big circle, Luo Mu said, "Shixu came to your house for dinner yesterday."

"Yes, at 1.8 meters tall, he is taller than my Cen Ran." Cen's mother said, "I like this kid. It seems that he can give people a sense of security and reliability since he was a child. When he is in the alley The little overlord, in fact, learning is the most peaceful."

Seeing Cen's mother's sincerity, Luo's mother shook her head and said, "I don't know what to say about your family, Cen Ran, if you boast so much."

Cen's mother said: "I think about calling you every year, and I am afraid of bad things. I hesitated for a long time yesterday, but I met you again today. Do you think God has arranged for them to solve this matter?"

"Every year?" Luo Mu raised her eyebrows and asked.

"I noticed it a long time ago." Cen's mother took a sip of coffee, "How do we compare people? What is the comparison? If two people are not together, we have to fight for who suffers and who is wronged. I can understand Cen Ran's advantages. To put it bluntly, there are also many shortcomings, he has not suffered a bit, and the advantages and disadvantages are all caused by this."

"He's pretty good. If you really want to find fault, then he's just living a good life and living too unsophisticatedly. Those things have nothing to do with me in the final analysis, as long as Shi Shu likes it." Luo Mu said, "But I often pretend to be a bad guy. He is probably I hit a lot of nails here."

"When I found out about this, I thought, the worst thing is to break up on bad terms, let's see fate."

Luo Mu flicked the hair around her ears with her hands, and put them behind her ears, her eyes could not be said to be happy or angry: "I can't help protecting Luo Shixu, he is the opposite of Cen Ran, he is used to suffering, and at first I was afraid that you would accept it." But he was born in a single-parent family."

"At the beginning? If he just returned to Tongcheng in the second year of high school, I did. I didn't want Cen Ran to take care of your family's affairs too much. I was afraid that those things would make people's temperament change. But maybe you know something later, Cen Ran It's more lively around him, always has been."

"In the Chinese New Year in the third year of high school, you and Shixu suddenly left. The next day he cried at dinner and said that he wanted to treat Luo Shixu like family. I was very afraid of what he would say, but he just cried. After a while, I will come again. If you think about it, you will know." Mother Cen said.

"Like family?" Luo Mu heard this for the first time, "Still crying?"

"Yes, like family members." Cen's mother said, "I still don't understand why he was crying, why he acted impulsively, but he also chose his words really well. If he revealed a little more that day, he would definitely react immediately gone."

"It's been five years now, and I can't bear to see his heart being suspended." Cen's mother said, "Look, we all adhere to the old rules here, and the parents will meet each other after they are finalized."

Luo Mu's thoughts were wandering, thinking that she felt that Luo Shixu had suffered too much. Although he understated it, those things were traumatic enough for adults, so how could it not have any effect? ​​She once wanted to find a psychiatrist for Luo Shixu.

But it was so strange, as a mother, Luo Shixu became her reliance in turn, leaving Weidu calmly and returning to Tongcheng, accepting all the contrasts and returning to her original form.

She also had a big change in Luo Shixu's temperament, but Luo Shixu didn't. He studied hard after transferring to another school, and he was still polite and demeanor in his dealings with others.

He must have a spiritual support, but what makes her helpless is that the spiritual support is definitely not her fragile mother, but [-]% of the possibility is Cen Ran, who is ignorant of the world.

He has changed, he has become calmer and more responsible, Cen Ran will be more lively around him, so why hasn't he been influenced by Cen Ran.

"I think I don't have a daughter-in-law, and it's good to have an extra son, what do you think?" Cen's mother said, "Maybe Cen Ran has done something to reassure you, but he just likes to be bored. When it comes to giving, he doesn't care. I will be more timid than anyone else. I will never lie to you as an old neighbor for so many years."

Being a good lover and being loved by others is the most perfect thing.She denied Luo Shixu's vision, fearing that he would make a wrong bet and get hurt again, but she should be the one who supported Luo Shixu the most. If Cen's mother allowed Cen Ran to walk towards Luo Shixu openly like Cen's mother, she shrank and hesitated, looking petty.

If he is willing, she should trust him.

"Let's take some time to have a meal. You haven't met my husband yet." Luo Mu said, "I'm also considered to be many ready-made sons. It's my blessing. The two of them live by themselves when they are away. We don't have to worry about it. .”

"Okay." Mother Cen replied.

"Choose a time, by the way, tell Cen Ran not to eat too much for dinner, I think he will be overwhelmed that night." Luo Mu was worried and began to care.

Mother Cen smiled: "He may be waiting for your words."

That night Luo Shishu sent Cen Ran home, and when he came back with a yawn, Luo's mother said, "It feels like you are busy making money, housework, and taking care of those trivial things, so what does Cen Ran do?"

"He's busy with these too." Luo Shixu lowered his eyes and said casually, "Plus, he's responsible and cute."

·

In the snowy campus, the students were not too cold. The playground was full of strangely shaped snowmen. By noon, the snowmen almost started to melt, and the snowmen were disintegrated and used for snowball fights.

A boy was holding a big snowman to throw, it was too heavy and his movements were slow, the snowman hit the ground without hitting anything, splashing the snow all over the teacher, behind him were two young men, the tall one subconsciously He turned sideways to block the other man.

"Teacher Zheng, I'm sorry!" The classmate immediately admitted his mistake.

After being reprimanded a few times, he ran back to the classroom despondently. Teacher Zheng patted the snow on his body, then turned around and said, "Then you go shopping, I'm going to patrol the class."

When it’s time to go to the quiet school, Teacher Zheng usually doesn’t rest in the office. In addition to discipline, he will often be asked questions by some students during his rounds. Four or 10 minutes are not enough, and there is no gap for him to take a lunch break.

The high school campus is the most vibrant. Even though it is winter, it is not dull and depressing. From time to time, a few students with big brooms pass by, and they start chasing each other with the brooms.

There is still a big blackboard at the corner of the dormitory building, and the dormitory management will write some notices on it. It hasn't been long since the start of school. On it is a happy new school year written in colorful chalk, and the air conditioner is turned on every day when it is below zero.

The road has been repaired, and the cement floor has become an asphalt road. On rainy days, there will no longer be waterlogging to a small river, and the important people have to roll up their trousers and slowly flow across.The snow turned into ice, and was swept to the sides by the housekeeper, turning into a puddle of water.

"There was a heavy rain, and you still carried me while walking." Cen Ran said, "You pretended to meet me by chance, but you were actually waiting for me on purpose."

Luo Shixu said, "Who told you not to bring an umbrella?"

"Still watching me, knowing that I don't have an umbrella." Cen Ran said with a smile.

"You know how to talk." Luo Shixu had nothing to do with him.

Strolling to the grove near the clock tower, they used to run without strength and collapsed on the grass by the river. From that day on, their relationship changed and they put down their guard against each other. It seemed that they had never been separated for the four years in between.

The bond will not fade because of the day-to-day relationship or the year-to-year absence. This is the resonance of the two, and they can still have a tacit understanding after going around like this. Cen Ran occasionally superstitiously believes that this is the so-called destiny.

Apart from the classroom, what I remember the most is the cafeteria.

In the third year of high school, I got up at six o'clock every day. In winter, it dawned very late, and it was dark when I went out. The street lights were still on, and I was too sleepy to stand still in line in the cafeteria. Luo Shishu yawned and peeled eggs for him. He took advantage of this Take some time to focus on Luo Shixu's Chinese materials, and assign tutoring tasks every day.

Going to the teaching building again, Luo Shixu looked at his nostalgic expression and said, "I don't seem to feel much after graduating from university."

Cen Ran said: "I feel that I have tenacious vitality and can graduate smoothly and healthily."

They are very busy in college, and Cen Ran takes many and difficult professional courses. Basically, he studies until the early hours of the morning every day, and uses his own situation to prove the saying "choose a major well, and every day is the college entrance examination", which is not only the college entrance examination, but also more tiring than the college entrance examination. .

Gu Xun came to play with them for four days in his junior year, but Cen Ran didn't show up the whole time, either in class or in the laboratory, not because he couldn't balance studies and entertainment, but because he had no entertainment at all.

Both Guan Xianglan and Luo Shixu told Cen Ran to pay attention to his body, which was too desperate, and Luo Shixu told Cen Ran when he returned to school.

Cen Ran thought of this, looked up at him, and said, "Some people seem to read easily, but in fact they just write their homework quickly."

"Yeah, do you want to learn? I'll teach you as soon as I call my brother." Luo Shixu said.

When they entered the corridor, they lowered their footsteps and walked as silently as possible, but still attracted a group of students to turn their heads to look, and the excited little girls whispered to each other, very noisy.

On the podium, Teacher Liang patted the blackboard with his hands, shook off a lot of chalk dust and fell on his shoulders, and said, "Listen to the class carefully! Look out the window to get full marks in the exam? The two scores outside the window are much better than yours."

Teacher Liang glanced at them and motioned them to hurry up and not disturb the students in class.Cen Ran and the others followed their memory and went to the place where Class [-] used to be. In recent years, the key class has been cancelled. Those who haven’t slept enough are still making up for sleep.

"Do you know what it will be like when you first came here?" Cen Ran said, "Everywhere you go, there is a burst of excitement. No one in the class has a good night's sleep. The positive character in learning is high, and the end of the previous semester was not so energetic."

"It sounds like I'm the head teacher." Luo Shixu was amused by his description.

Cen Ran said: "Then the girl who was sitting in front of me asked me to secretly take pictures of you, and you caught me right away."

"And then you're embarrassed."

"Come on." Cen Ran said, "At that time, I was holding grudges. I can't figure out why I am angry because you are not doing well."

At the corner is a corridor full of creepers. They lean on the railing and look at the quiet blue lake beside the school.

"I don't remember what it was like at that time." Luo Shixu said, "You helped someone secretly take pictures of me, and it seems that you even hid a photo yourself?"

Cen Ran snorted and stopped talking. He took out his mobile phone later. He had changed two mobile phones in the past few years, but he found the photo familiarly. The 17-year-old Luo Shixu smiled at him, Sharp and charming, it is worth falling for.

It hasn't changed much from now. If I really want to say a few things, it is a boy who has become a man, and his sharpness is becoming more and more restrained, but even more eye-catching.

"My hands are shaking, my shots are blurry." Cen Ran felt a little regretful.

"The boss is in a bad mood recently, I have to go back early." Luo Shixu asked Cen Ran, "Together?"

"En." Cen Ran breathed out a mouthful of white mist, looked into the distance, and said, "Let's go with you."

Time flows east alone, we are on the other side of the weeds, and then slowly waded through the endless river.

It has been snowing all night, the sun is not out today, the wind is blowing with drizzle, and the temperature is very low.Some students complained about the damp and cold in the south, which made him shiver while writing, and hoped that spring would come soon.

The two were waiting for the bus, just like in the third year of high school, hearing the boy in school uniform chatting with his companions about trivial matters, from the problems they didn't know to the confusion of life, as if they were looking at themselves back then.

The willow trees on the bank in front of them hadn't sprouted yet, and they had already crossed the river.

And always in spring.