springtime

Some words are brewed for a long time before they are spoken.Cen Ran didn't have a sudden idea, but Luo Shixu's sentence "Why do you need to understand?" burned him and turned into hard and cold stones.

The state of mind rises and falls in repeated solutions, and they gather into a moment, and at that moment, it suddenly becomes clear.

On the way home, when I got off the bus, I looked at the world around me, bright signs, crying children, women knitting wool, and men playing poker. The small stone of the year fell all of a sudden.

It's not redundant, it's not exclusive, it's not indifferent.Overturning what I had mistakenly thought before, it was precisely because it was important, wanted to get close, and was on my mind, that's why Luo Shixu said this to himself.

Luo Shixu didn't want him to see the scars, because he didn't want to make him worry, he didn't understand how scars were left, and he didn't understand what this pain felt like.

Some people like to show their lover all the bad things they have experienced and heard, so that the other party will be vigilant, and consciously detour about it, knowing the horror, so they have pity.

But Luo Shixu is not such a person. He will cover his eyes, cover his wounds, and try his best to prevent himself from seeing or encountering these things in his life. It is best to live in a worry-free fairy tale forever.

But Luo Shixu was wrong, love should not be one-way, not blindly bearing and burdening, at least for Cen Ran, what he couldn't bear more than the ups and downs because of this was that Luo Shixu was alone in the dark.

The red light turned into a green light, and Cen Ran crossed the road. This kind of topic is suitable for jumping out in a romantic and quiet atmosphere, but he is going to talk to Luo Shixu now.

However, Luo Shixu was obviously stunned. After Cen Ran finished speaking, he didn't move. He saw his Adam's apple rolling up and down, and he didn't think about answering for a long time.

"I bumped into your old deskmate yesterday, from Boyuan High School." Cen Ran said.

"What? She didn't say hello to me, but met you..." Luo Shixu said, after he finished speaking, he reacted, and his tone became a little tentative, "What did she tell you?"

"I have said everything that should be said and should not be said." Cen Ran said solemnly, and decided to save Luo Shixu some face, not to talk about staring at his photo, and added, "Captain of the basketball team, school grass, Wan Wan Fantastic..."

He paused, then continued: "I always fall asleep in Chinese class, or I miss class. The school uniform is wrinkled. It probably hasn't been ironed after washing and drying, but it looks like nothing happened."

"She's said everything she should and shouldn't have said." Luo Shixu said.

"No." Cen Ran said, "The latter is my guess."

Luo Shixu raised and lowered his hand twice, and was held by Cen Ran. Cen Ran said, "Do you know why I got into trouble with you in the first place? It wasn't because you left without saying goodbye, nor was it because you had a bad temper with me before you left." .”

"I don't have yin and yang." Luo Shixu argued.

Seeing Cen Ran's eyes, he squeezed his palm and said, "Think of me talking nonsense. Are you being awkward? I've always thought you were acting like a baby with me."

"What are you being coquettish about?" Cen Ran frowned and glanced at him, and his hair was rubbed, "If you behaved a little bit more miserably at that time, you were drenched in the rain and then appeared with red circles, forget it, if this is the case, That's not your style."

"Forgive my school's heavy burden." Luo Shixu said, the scent of Cen Ran's shampoo was in his fingers.

He ate a strawberry and heard Cen Ran say: "The most important thing is that I never asked, how have you been these four years?"

Luo Shixu replied without thinking, "Okay."

Cen Ran laughed softly, and he laughed coldly like this, and said: "I knew it, but I'm sure that Luo Shixu, this idiot, has never had a good life, so I'm annoyed that you are still pretending to be me in front of me. Afraid of losing face?"

They spoke in a low voice, Luo Shixu said: "Baby, I don't want those things from the past to make you feel bad."

"Brother, I think you misunderstood." Cen Ran said, "If you think the two of us have such a good understanding, as long as you bear those things alone, as long as you are suffering and hiding things, I will definitely know clearly , the torment will not be less than yours, and more than you."

Luo Shixu needed him, and he needed Luo Shixu.Need to rely on, need to hug, need thousands of words, to save yourself from the predicament, this process pulls each other.

"I don't want to learn about the four years when I was not with you through anyone's narration. The past time has passed, and I shouldn't be curious and obsessed with it, but there is obviously something left on you that hasn't been thrown away." Cen Ran said, "I don't want you to be bored alone."

"Try to rely on me a little bit. When you can't help it, I'm willing to accompany you." Cen Ran blinked, sat side by side with him, and said, "I want to accompany you, where did you fall from?" Come, as long as you face me, I will follow."

After a while, Luo Shixu said, "I'm a bit at a loss now."

Cen Ran grabbed the hands of the two of them, pressed them to his chest, and said, "I'm more at a loss than you. I don't know which university you plan to go to and whether you have any plans for the future. I've talked so much today, you don't know what to do. But it’s like coaxing a child.”

"I didn't think about it. I don't have the heart to think about it now, but..." Luo Shixu looked at his hand, he stopped before he finished speaking, his mouth felt parched, and he didn't dare to look at Cen Ran for too long.

"What?" Cen Ran reminded, "By the way, the cap of your pen is still on the ground."

"I won't pick it up anymore." Luo Shixu said.

"I can't find it at that time, and I have to buy a new pen. What kind of family are you, so wasteful?" Cen Ran muttered, poking his head to see where the pen cap is.

He was already sitting very close to each other, and when he rubbed his head against Luo Shixu's shoulder, Luo Shixu felt bad all over, so he held Cen Ran back to stop him from looking for the pen cap, and said, "Do you want to pick it up?"

"I won't pick it up!" Cen Ran shook his head.

Luo Shixu faltered and found an excuse: "I can't bend down."

"The lumbar disc herniated?" Cen Ran looked at Xialuo Shixu in surprise, and said.

Luo Shixu didn't look any different, even if he was lax, he would straighten his back, never sitting like some boys.He touched Luo Shishu's waist with his hands, and Luo Shishu stuffed a mouthful of strawberries into his mouth, and then Luo Shishu half pushed and half pushed him out of the bedroom.

"What are you doing!" Cen Ran said sullenly, grabbing the handle at the door.

He was squeezed into the corner by Luo Shishu, Luo Shishu held his wrist, he was not happy to go, between the two of them, Cen Ran raised his knee and accidentally brushed against Luo Shishu's leg, and then both of them froze in place, breathing A suffocation.

At this moment, Cen Ran finally realized why Luo Shixu was in such a hurry to ask him to leave, and refused to pick up the pen cap. His eyes wandered to the position of the desk, and he flinched.

Luo Shixu saw that he was having fun like this, so he pressed him in a corner to prevent him from moving, and said, "Since Mr. Cen doesn't want to leave, why don't you stay and make up lessons?"

Cen Ran's lips moved, and then he gritted his teeth. He looked up at Luo Shixu with innocent eyes, his waist was blocked by the hardened thing in Luo Shixu, and he could not retreat. He should have knocked on Luo Shixu's forehead in embarrassment to see what was inside. Not a pile of yellow scrap.

However, he himself reacted, if it wasn't for the fact that it was not easy to be found under the coat, the situation would be even more indescribable at this moment, Cen Ran was so ambiguous that he couldn't breathe, and even the slightest ups and downs might alarm someone.

His breath was hot, and his gaze was also hot. Cen Ran's limp body was trapped by the wall by Luo Shishu, as if he let him bully him, but when Luo Shishu moved, he was like a kitten blowing fur, so nervous that he wanted to scratch people.In the end, Luo Shixu pinched his face with a smile and said, "Good night."

Cen Ran asked stiffly, "Would you like to kiss me?"

"Can you leave after kissing me?" Luo Shixu asked.

So Cen Ran quickly stood on tiptoe and kissed Xia Luo Shixu's face, leaving a sentence "Try it", and ran away blushing.

He met Luo Mu in the living room, Luo Mu was watching TV, and said, "Cen Ran, have you gone back?"

Cen Ran walked quickly, changed shoes at the door, and replied, "Mmm, Auntie, I'll go first!"

Luo Mu said: "You can come and review with Luo Shixu, and play here for a while next time."

"Ah, well, auntie, goodbye!" Cen Ran tied his shoelaces and closed the door, exhaled heavily, his legs and feet were so prodigious that he didn't have the strength to go on, so he simply took the elevator lazily.

He can be regarded as knowing why it is easy to misfire when falling in love. This is the only way to go. How can two people who have feelings for each other stay together for a long time, how can they hold back.

This way of in-depth exploration of the other party is completely clearing away the last layer of white mist, and it is very different from getting along with usual. Cen Ran feels that he is still him, Luo Shixu is still Luo Shixu, and what is there, he is not like him, Luo The timing is not just the original Luo timing.

"Am I an idiot? Thinking about this for no reason." Cen Ran scolded himself while taking a shower.

How many people have been in love, it’s a matter of life sooner or later, the subtle thing is that now they know that they will have a relationship with a certain person, but they don’t know when it will happen, this period of time is like waiting to have a relationship with him Have a relationship.

Even though he tried his best to see it as normal, it was indeed normal, but Cen Ran still couldn't calm down.It took four or ten minutes for him to dawdle in the shower before he came out. He rubbed his hair and thought of Luo Shixu gently wiping the water droplets from the ends of his hair with a towel.

He sighed and concluded, "I'm probably really an idiot."

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You may be late for the monthly exam, but you will never be absent, and Cen Ran doesn't have to leave the classroom.The classrooms are arranged uniformly according to the grades of the three main subjects, and then divided into two groups.

The first test was Chinese, and Luo Shixu was not in the first class for the exam. Cen Ran checked his pen bag, took out his pen, and said that it is best not to use this for the college entrance examination, and asked him to prepare another pen for backup before Luo Shixu left. He exhorted: "If you don't have [-] minutes, you don't need to come back."

Gu Xun and Luo Shixu went to the third class to take the exam together, and said: "This class is amazing, I would rather go to the fourth class and the fifth class than the third class."

"Is there any particularity to this?" Luo Shixu went to the laboratory to take the test before.

"Class [-] and Class [-] are balanced for each subject, and Class [-] is dominated by partial subject students, and some people have quite weird tempers." Gu Xun said, "It's not on the same channel mountain."

Luo Shixu thought that this was really possible. When he was studying in Boyuan, some students who were partial to majors or art students would be withdrawn. Luo Shixu was not good in Chinese, but some were good in Chinese. It was not a big deal. The school Suitable courses will be arranged for them, almost tailor-made.

At the beginning of the exam, Luo Shixu wrote reading comprehension first.What is the function of self-question and self-answer in the opening sentence? This question seems familiar. He has done it before, so he decisively filled in "connecting the past and the next".

The second question asked about the thoughts and feelings of the article, and Luo Shixu couldn't do it, but he seemed familiar with the third question, saying it was to summarize the gist of the article.

He knew that this answer should not be copied mechanically, so after reading the whole text, he realized that the protagonist actually caught a fish and wrote [-] characters about the steaming process, and finally shared the fish with his younger brother. Luo Shixu endured his greed for braised fish, Write a summary of the cooking method of braised fish.

It was too simple. He quickly went to the multiple-choice questions. Halfway through writing, he found that his pen was out of ink. Cen Ran also told him to bring a spare. He thought about not writing it at all, but Cen Ran frowning as he looked at his answer sheet appeared in his mind, and he still felt relieved and asked the invigilator to borrow a pen for him.

The day before the exam, he even made a bet with Cen Ran that he might pass seventy this time, and now it seems that it is not impossible.

He wanted to get a better score and surprise Cen Ran. However, the efficiency of the language tutoring in the past month is limited, and it will take time to adapt and digest. Luo Shixu took over the pen borrowed by the teacher and fell into deep thought about the composition. At that time, almost swearing out loud.

The pen is a beauty pen with a soft tip, like a brush.

Fuck, it's over.

Facts have proved that you can't rely on luck for speculation, because sometimes, reality can make you realize that your luck is bad.And there is still nearly an hour before the end of the exam, and it is time to write the composition without stopping.

Luo Shixu almost finished writing the composition with his eyes closed, feeling that this composition paper had lost its original meaning and had become a calligraphy work.

He is used to writing with a fountain pen, and sometimes the strokes are too heavy, and it is easy to smudge with this kind of pen, and the characters seem to be large and powerful, filling up the entire grid. After writing 800 words, the visual impact is unbearable to look at.

The essay questions are not difficult, but Luo Shixu thinks that the written score will definitely be deducted this time, and the final score will not be much different. Maybe the class teacher will take out his test paper and stick it on the corridor in a fit of anger, and then Cen Ran Every time I pass by, I must snort coldly as a mockery.

Who the hell brought the writing brush for the exam!Luo Shixu was thinking frantically on the spot.

He was desperate to check his paper, and he was listless in the math and English exams. When Cen Ran was eating lunch, he saw that his face was not good, so he comforted him: "It's okay if you don't pass the exam."

Luo Shixu didn't think he could do well in the exam, it was the exam equipment that limited the performance of Ziwei Xing from the sky in the Chinese exam world.

There is not much difference between Koluo Timing and Cen Ran, but unexpectedly, they are one in front and one in back, and no one squeezes in the five points in the middle.

Sitting in the same examination room with Cen Ran, he could really understand why the girls said that Cen Ran was the most handsome in the test, and he was indeed so charming that it was hard to take his eyes off him.

Cen Ran's every move looks good in his eyes, be it cool or cute, fresh and restrained, in Luo Shixu's view, it always exudes the meaning of "you come to approach me".

But during the exam, he sat down on the questions meticulously, with a correct sitting posture combined with an indifferent expression, there was almost no pause in his writing, and no question could make him pause.When a person is serious about doing something, he will shine slightly, not to mention that Cen Ran is so smooth in doing the questions, he is the biggest winner in the examination room.

People with the attributes of academic masters seem to be more popular in schools regardless of gender.When worrying about problems, it is inevitable to yearn for those who are invincible. Cen Ran is a typical person, born with a good appearance, no matter how he rejects people thousands of miles away, he still makes people fascinated.

Luo Shixu could guess what Zhang Qianqian was thinking. The feeling of liking Cen Ran was not only admiration, but also wanting to be the kind of sparkling and likable person, so if he was not responded by the other party, he could still persevere.

But Luo Shixu is not like this.

His liking is a flame, absolute, everything and nothing at all. If Cen Ran doesn't like him, it will become a beautiful but wrong secret from beginning to end. Never let go.

He doesn't rely on anyone's help, and only needs two people in the whole process, one is himself and the other is Cen Ran.If the other protagonist doesn't show up for a long time, Luo Shixu can stay by his side in silence to see who he is attracted to, who he walks with, and who he drags along the red carpet.

There is no such possibility, that boy also likes him, he is the lucky one who is favored by the God of Love.

Watching Cen Ran do the questions can be regarded as a kind of enjoyment, the rustling sound of the pen tip rubbing against the test paper, and the writing speed is not rushed, and I can imagine that the words on the white paper are as delicate and beautiful as people.Luo Shixu finished faster than Cen Ran, and when he finished writing, he put his head on the back of Cen Ran's head in a daze.

In all likelihood, he was writing the draft of the last question, using the safest and most troublesome method, rubbing his wrists after writing for a long time, and then transcribing it on the answer sheet.

"Luo Shixu, I can't solve the problem, just look at Cen Ran and do it?" Mr. Zheng, the inspector, flipped through Luo Shixu's paper, interrupted his daze, and said, "It's all written, please check more Do it a few times, don't be careless, if you have a chance, you might be able to switch places with Cen Ran."

Cen Ran, who was suddenly called upon, stiffened his back and buried himself in writing the question.Luo Shixu watched Teacher Zheng go to another place, and everyone was still hurrying to catch up. He stretched his long legs and hooked Cen Ran's calf.

Hold.

Cen Ran's pen trembled, and the formula was written in a distorted manner. While erasing it angrily, he kicked Luo Shixu lightly. Luo Shixu was still excited, and his legs clamped Cen Ran's ankle to prevent him from walking, slowly Dawdled a back and forth.

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After handing in the papers, everyone was so excited that they would go on an autumn outing tomorrow, and there would be no extra classes on Saturdays for two weeks. Someone noticed that Cen Ran had an inexplicable murderous look on his body, but his ears were flushed, and asked suspiciously: "Ran Ran, you are not happy. Is it? Tomorrow is an autumn tour."

Cen Ran said, "Happy."

That being said, there was no ups and downs in his voice, and he even gritted his teeth. He couldn't tell whether the happiness was real or not, but Luo Shixu, who was behind him, looked very happy and said, "Would you like to buy some snacks to eat on the way?"

Cen Ran and Luo Shixu walked to the supermarket side by side, and said, "Are you thinking about eating snacks on the way?"

"The public, can you not be so anxious." Luo Shixu asked in surprise.

"..." Cen Ran saw that he spoke in a serious manner, with a bit of condemnation in his tone, as if it was not the same person who refused to let him go under the chair just now.

He endured it for a while, squeezed his fists, and said: "On the way, we should race against time to endorse. What are you thinking! By the way, have you filled up your Chinese dictation?"