springtime

At this moment, Cen Ran felt like a mangy dog ​​in his heart. When he woke up, not only did he not recover from the cold, but the fever persisted, and his condition became more serious. The coach saw his eyes were red, so he borrowed a thermometer to measure it. It was a high fever temperature that greatly affected his performance.

After checking the examination equipment, Cen Ran sat in the examination room shivering. As soon as the papers for the theoretical examination were handed out, he did very well. Many people were dizzy at the beginning of the three-hour physical test. Scratch paper was roughly scratched in the noise and began to add test questions in an orderly manner.

Stuck on the last question, Cen Ran was scribbling and drawing on the paper, and when he recovered, he found that he had written Luo Shixu's name on it.

Luo timing.

He was thinking silently in his heart, and then suddenly thought that Luo Shixu was going to watch a movie with Zhang Qianqian, and he took a deep breath.It's different from before, and it's different from Luo Shixu's strong desire to control his brother. Before, he just thought that Luo Shixu could play with him, but now he is even more greedy.

At this moment last year, thinking about Luo Shixu made his heart flutter, but what made him irritated was the topic or Luo Shixu?

Sitting in this one-in-a-million examination room, he didn't feel safe at all, instead he panicked.Because Luo Shixu was not in front of his eyes, he didn't know where Luo Shixu had gone, and he felt uneasy.

Now there is a deviation from last year. When meeting old friends again, there should be no need to panic, but he is becoming more and more impatient, like a good stone that wants to fall into the water. When the water comes, the stone is submerged. Unexpectedly A chemical reaction happened to produce something new.

There is warmth in the gaze, and Luo Shixu's gaze is wrapped with the warmth of spring, and Cen Ran slowly melts away in it.

He tried to find the answer, was Luo Timing, which was within reach, the answer?

Yes, that's it.

He was so greedy that he wanted to be one of the reasons why Luo Shixu could get out of control, and he was the only person beside Luo Shixu.

Thinking of this, Cen Ran almost forgot that he was in the examination room. The pen was about to be tapped on the table, and then he turned to the back to remember. come out.

The sour and sweet feeling that I can't control and care about, which bothers me intermittently for a long time, is it the so-called liking?

He wants to be with Luo Shixu for a long, long time, to accompany him to recite unfamiliar Chinese, to accompany him to go to university after the college entrance examination, to accompany him to experience the next things, to become a relationship with each other with a life, is it the so-called liking? ?

After checking the answer sheet several times, Cen Ran couldn't wait to hand in the paper. His 17 years of self-control prevented him from leaving the examination room early.

After the end, Cen Ran nestled in the room, so scared that the coach thought that there was something wrong with his mentality and couldn't get over it, so he hurriedly knocked on Cen Ran's door.

I was ready to comfort the frustrated people in the examination room, but Cen Ran looked quite happy, holding a mobile phone in his hand.

Cen Ran repeatedly explained to the coach that he was fine, that he had a fever and his throat was uncomfortable, but he was indeed happy, and the coach left suspiciously.

Turn on the phone, open QQ, Gu Xun was bored and sent a message to Cen Rankuang, Cen Ran clicked on the red dot of 99, all because Gu Xun was trying to use Luo Shixu and Zhang Qianqian to go to the movies to stimulate him .

Many high school students have their own matchmaker attributes, and they prefer to pull the red line for others. If they can't pull it, they tie it up hard. If they can make a pair, they are a pair. It is more exciting to solve the single problem of friends than to solve their own.

As Gu Xun wished, Cen Ran became jealous.He paced around the room, thinking about all the things he had with Luo Shixu in the past. Luo Shixu was very special to him, and he thought he was the same to Luo Shixu.

Luo Shixu likes someone else, and if he confessed so recklessly, wouldn't he mess up the original relationship.

With such a good Luo Shixu, he feels jealous with anyone.

Cen Ran hates making false assumptions and imagining thousands of possibilities. He is willing to wait for a correct result instead of trying.

But he couldn't help thinking about the chances that Luo Shixu would like him.

The clues that he missed in his daily life were revealed at this moment. Luo Shixu has a good personality, but his kindness to others is limited to the politeness he has cultivated since childhood. Only he can touch the real Luo Shixu, the side he sees.

The frivolous, glib and amusing Luo Shixu, even though his face is blunt, still gives people a sense of security.No matter how much he has gone through, he will always be a source of warmth worth relying on, and at the same time he is also worthy of the best lover.

Thinking of this, Cen Ran questioned himself, and continued to be frustrated. He probably only fits one gender.

Before today, including the night when Luo Shixu told him that he was gay, Cen Ran never thought that he would fall in love with a boy, and now it has become his only advantage.

Although it is a bamboo horse, the side that I have been taking care of has caused a lot of trouble for people.

Although it was Luo Shixu who left without saying goodbye, after the reunion, Cen Ran played with him and played with his temper, and it was Luo Shixu who continued to indulge him.

Let alone advantages, these are black history...

And most importantly, in front of Luo Shixu, he said his attitude towards other people's liking. He was so indifferent, mainly because he didn't understand at that time. Think about it.

The phone vibrated, and Gu Xun was kneading crispy noodles, and recorded a voice for him to listen to. It was mixed with someone asking what time the movie tickets were booked. Luo Shixu said, "[-]:[-] p.m."

The background sound was very noisy, and everyone's voices were distorted, but Cen Ran could hear the subtle voice of Luo Shixu all at once.

——I have met someone I like, and I hope to be treated kindly by the other party.I should accumulate more virtue so that I won't be left out in the cold.

He still remembered what Luo Shixu said that night, and now he understands it thoroughly.At that time, he was still joking and dismissed it, saying that he would never meet him like this in his life.

He had never felt that the time passed was so difficult. He coughed and looked at the lab review materials for a while, then looked up at the clock, and waited until the school was over for late self-study. Only then did he dial Luo Shixu.

It should be that Cen Ran did not expect that Cen Ran would take the initiative to call him, but Cen Ran dialed twice but no one answered.

He forced himself to calm down, distanced himself from his thoughts, and took a piece of scratch paper to list the clues.He found that although Luo Shixu always liked to tease him with words, or pinched his earlobe, but most of the time, he didn't even dare to look directly at him. Once he met his gaze, he would quickly move away.

What is he afraid of?

Cen Ran's pen paused on the paper, leaving small black dots.He rubbed his sore eyes and thought: Maybe he is afraid of being exposed.

The mental journey was full of twists and turns, but Cen Ran knew that Luo Shixu's thoughts were absolutely no less than his.

Cen Ran met the person he liked very early, and fell in love very late, but luckily it was not too late.

If there really is a law of conservation in this world, he would have to make some repayments for his ruthlessness in the past, but the person he likes is so nice that he can take a few more steps for him.As long as he turned his head, it seemed that he could hold hands.

What are the chances that Luo Shixu likes him?Don't hesitate, it should be one hundred percent.

·

When Luo Shixu saw Cen Ran's missed call at 11:30, he called back and said, "I hid my phone in my pillow, what's wrong? Call me suddenly."

Listening to his deep voice, Cen Ran replied, "It's nothing."

"How's the food? The school committee sent a message saying that the exam was difficult, and he couldn't even swallow braised pork. It seems that the food is pretty good." Seeing Cen Ran's silence, Luo Shixu took the initiative to find a topic.

"not so good."

"Oh." Luo Shixu replied, he didn't understand why Cen Ran called him suddenly, as if he was back in the past, if Cen Ran was sad, he would come to him.

Later, Cen Ran's mind matured day by day, and he would no longer show this side. He would be happy or angry, jump up and down when he was happy, and stop his losses in time when he was angry. He is a person who lives very clearly, and the emotion of being lost is rare few.

On the contrary, when I am older than him, I can't help thinking about him when I am bored.

"Are you unhappy?" Luo Shixu asked.

He waited for a long time. His roommates were writing the test papers. In order not to disturb them, he quietly walked out of the bedroom door.No aunt came to patrol during this time period, and he sat on the steps.

The other side was silent for a long time, when Luo Shixu moved his lips to make sure that Cen Ran was still there, Cen Ran suddenly called him "brother".

If the picture was minimized, Luo Shishu's pupils trembled slightly, and the knuckles holding the phone were so hard that they turned white. It was obvious that he just called brother, and it's not like he hadn't heard it before, but he still couldn't stop his heart beating.

Luo Shixu sighed, broke the stalemate, and said in a soft and brisk tone, "Hurry up if you have something to say, don't you have an exam tomorrow? Are you still talking about it with your brother?"

"I discovered something today." Cen Ran said, "I think you are a coward."

"Huh?" Luo Shixu was confused, "What do you mean?"

"Although you sometimes provoke me, you dare not look at me." Cen Ran said.

It was very quiet in the corridor, and there were occasional voices from the dormitory. It was the laughter and scolding common among high school boys, and the topic could not be separated from games and girls. Luo Shixu stood up, leaned against the wall, and waited for Cen Ran to continue.

"Also, you are well-behaved with others, but you are slick with me. Even though they all say that you are personable and self-cultivated, you are still the brother who rubs my hair to comfort me. It hasn't changed at all."

"What's the matter with you?" Luo Shixu asked.

Every time he said a word, Luo Shixu's heart would hang a little higher, and he didn't know whether Cen Ran was going to throw him off or hold him up.It was as if he was waiting for fate to pronounce his sentence, whether his love should be life or death.

Cen Ran's tone was not very calm, he said hesitantly, "Do you like me?"

The two sides were silent for three seconds, Luo Shixu did not answer him, Cen Ran's abnormality today was beyond his expectation.

"I'm sorry, brother, I was wrong." Cen Ran said.

"Where did you go wrong?" Luo Shixu asked.

He was a bit afraid to answer Cen Ran's words, and he said on the other end of the phone: "I shouldn't be so indifferent to Zhang Qianqian, and I shouldn't be dismissive of other people's likes. It's really uncomfortable. I should do myself some virtue." .”

"I mean..." Cen Ran felt that he didn't understand clearly, he seemed to have made up his mind, and exhausted all his strength to say the next thing.

Only then did I realize that liking is like this, and I take back all the things I said and did before.

The polite but firm refusal is just the loved one sensibly targeting the unloved. It is said to be sober, but in fact it is too cruel to the other party.When identities were changed, Cen Ran couldn't escape taking chances.

I did something wrong, now that I like someone, I also hope that I will be praised, instead of simply pushing it out.

"That..." He was afraid that his request would be unreasonable, so he said cautiously, "Can you stop going to the movies?"

He wanted to tell Luo Shixu about his belated and clumsy intentions, but he was ashamed to be too straightforward——

"I am jealous."