Some professional knowledge, I also want to know something when the children read this article, so I am not trying to make up the number of words for those professional knowledge.I have nothing to say if some children think that I am making up the word count, but I will continue to write according to my original idea.

Finally, regarding the person who asked me why I wrote the rebirth article, and thought the rebirth article was boring... I really don't know how to answer this question... Although I did feel a little impulsive after reading those comments, I didn't want to write it anymore.But calm down and feel that I can’t be so irresponsible. No matter what others say, as long as there are people who agree and children like this article, I should continue to write seriously. I know that I still have a lot of shortcomings in writing now. Good place, but I will work hard, thank you children who have been supporting, thank you for liking this article that is not good enough.

40 studio

In the evening, Fang Zhiran did not go back to the dormitory, but went back together with Gu Leming to a small duplex he bought in the suburbs. Gu Leming handed over to Fang Zhiran, and said: "Xiaoran, if you have nothing to do, you can go home. But I may not be at home, if you think there is something missing, we will go shopping together."

Fang Zhiran took the key with a smile and said yes.

Fang Zhiran was a little fortunate that when he met Gu Leming, he still had the ability to lose his lover, and he could still love this person without reservation, even if he was a little confused sometimes.

The decoration of Gu Leming's house is still full of design, but it is very warm, which surprised Fang Zhiran. He always thought that the house of a man like Fang Zhiran should be cool, but he never thought it would be such a warm feeling.Especially the powder-blue walls in the bedroom surprised Fang Zhiran a lot.

When Gu Leming went to take a shower, Fang Zhiran was wandering around the room.There was a room on the second floor, which was locked. Fang Zhiran twisted it and didn't twist it, so he didn't continue to struggle here, but as soon as he turned around, he fell into a hug that was still wet.Gu Leming surrounded Fang Zhiran, and asked in his ear: "Want to know what's in here?"

Fang Zhiran nodded honestly, "Yes. But it doesn't matter if you don't want to."

"...I want to tell you." Gu Leming's voice was slightly hoarse, "I'm just afraid, you will leave if you know..."

Fang Zhiran turned his head in confusion, and he hummed lightly. Gu Leming looked into his clear eyes, and couldn't help but lower his head and pecked lightly on his lips, "Here is my past..."

"It's okay." Although Fang Zhiran felt a little uncomfortable, who hadn't passed by, didn't he and Cheng Tian also do that, even though everything in this life hadn't had time to start yet.

Gu Leming let go of Fang Zhiran, turned around and entered his bedroom, took out a key after a while, opened the door, took Fang Zhiran's hand and walked in.

Fang Zhiran froze as soon as he entered the room. Everything here was covered by a white cloth, and it was impossible to see what it was for. Gu Leming let Fang Zhiran go, lifted up the white cloth, and opened the window. Hula poured in all at once, Gu Leming only opened it once and then closed it, then looked at Fang Zhiran and said, "This is my studio... from the past."

"The people in the painting..." Fang Zhiran looked at the paintings here. There were two people, and some were single. On the picture was a man and a woman. It seemed that their eyebrows and eyes were very similar.

Gu Leming said: "They are siblings, my model... my sister is my college classmate, my brother is my... former lover."

Although he had been mentally prepared for a long time, when he heard Gu Leming say it himself, Fang Zhiran's eyes dimmed a bit involuntarily. Gu Leming walked over to wrap his arms around him from behind, put his chin on his shoulder and said: " Do you still want to listen?"

Fang Zhiran nodded. Since he chose Gu Leming, he wanted to know everything about Gu Leming, whether it was good or bad.

Gu Leming continued, his voice was very magnetic, as if there was a kind of magic that could pull people back to that memory, "My sister is called Cao Lu, she was my classmate when I was studying in Italy, and she has a younger brother named Cao Shui She is also from city b, so we have a good relationship. During the holidays, she would often bring her younger brother to our house to play. At that time, I was practicing the human body, so I asked them to be my models. Cao Shui is a very simple child , he is two years younger than me, he was studying in city b, and gradually getting to know him, Cao Shui suddenly confessed his love to me... I was surprised at that time, but I didn't hate him, so I accepted it and tried to be with him Together, and later his sister also got engaged to my elder brother..."

Fang Zhiran knew that something must have happened later, which made Gu Leming feel uncomfortable just thinking about it. His arms around him were trembling slightly.Gu Leming took a deep breath, and couldn't help but hug Fang Zhiran tightly.

"Later, I realized that I was not in love with Cao Shui. My feelings for him were just like my younger brother... If I had taken my feelings seriously at the beginning, maybe things would not have developed into what they were later."

Fang Zhiran listened quietly, and when Gu Leming stopped, he asked: "Then what happened next?"

"Later..." Gu Leming trembled a little, "Cao Shui probably also felt what I meant, so every time he talked about this, he would change the topic. After trying many times, I had to give up and kept talking. I just dragged it on like that, until one time I couldn't stand it anymore, and finally calmed down and told him. As a result, Cao Shui cried and begged me, and I still stubbornly wanted to separate from him... Cao Shui left a sentence, he would Let me remember him forever and ran out, and Cao Lu and my elder brother happened to bump into that scene. He really did it..."

Fang Zhiran turned around silently, and hugged Gu Leming silently, he knew that the matter must not be over yet.

Sure enough, Gu Leming paused for a while before continuing: "Cao Lu slapped me in front of my elder brother. She cried and said that she also liked me back then, but she quit willingly because I fell in love with Cao Shui. I didn't expect that I would be such a person. After speaking, I ran after Cao Shui. My elder brother looked at me without saying anything, and followed me... Cao Shui ran to the street and was hit by a car. When Cao Lu ran into that scene, she rushed over anxiously and got into a car accident... But Cao Shui died before reaching the hospital, and Cao Lu is still lying in the hospital to this day... The doctor said that she didn't know when she would wake up come over."

"How old were you that year?" Fang Zhiran asked.

Gu Leming said: "23."

"That's why you came out from home?" Fang Zhiran asked again.

Gu Leming shook his head and said: "Part of the reason. Part of the reason is that my mother wanted me to replace her, but I didn't want to go at that time."

"Oh."

"Xiao Ran..." Gu Leming asked, "Will you hate me like this? Actually, I'm not as good as you think. I'm very selfish..."

Fang Zhiran looked at Gu Leming and said, "Although I know it's selfish to say that, if it makes you feel better, I don't mind making myself a little bit more selfish. How old was Cao Shui when the accident happened?"

"Twenty." Gu Leming said.

"How old are you?" Fang Zhiran asked again.

Gu Leming didn't quite understand Fang Zhiran's intentions, but he still answered his question, "21."

"That's right, you are all adults, so you are completely responsible for your own becoming. In this matter, you are indeed responsible, and you should not be so responsible for your feelings. But it is not It's not all your fault, after all, this matter is mutual, if he wants to die, then no one can stop him, not to mention you are not the only one, he also has parents and sister who love him, he doesn't care Those who love him only think about their own feelings, and let you remember him in this way." Fang Zhiran rolled out of Gu Leming's arms, and said very seriously, "I look down on him. I know my thoughts are very selfish..."

"Xiaoran..." Gu Leming looked at Fang Zhiran, and pulled him back into his arms again, "I'm just a little guilty. If I had taken my relationship seriously back then, none of the things that happened later would have happened..."

Fang Zhiran pushed Gu Leming away, looked into his eyes and said, "But everything has already happened, and it won't help if you regret it any more. Ah Ming, we can do nothing about the past, and I believe you understand the reasons. I am with you Together, just because you are Gu Leming, the one I love."

Gu Leming didn't say any more unnecessary words, but used the most direct way to kiss her directly.The two kissed inseparably. When they were on the bed, Gu Leming had already taken off most of Fang Zhiran's clothes, but Gu Leming stopped abruptly. He gasped slightly and Fang Zhiran said, "It also means that you have to go to training tomorrow. ..."

Fang Zhiran was very clear about this matter, he understood Gu Leming's meaning, after all, it was his first time, if training was delayed because of this matter, Jiang Yiran would definitely go mad tomorrow, he couldn't just do whatever he wanted just because he was Gu Leming's lover.Fang Zhiran blushed, tilted his head and did not dare to look at Gu Leming, but the two people below responded...

"You..." Fang Zhiran asked in a low voice as soon as his head got hot, "Do you want me to help?"

Gu Leming was really struggling, and when he heard Fang Zhiran say this, he naturally couldn't help it. He grabbed Fang Zhiran's hand and turned it down, holding his own hot fingers. Fang Zhiran's slender fingers made Gu Leming sigh in satisfaction. , "Xiaoran, move..."

Fang Zhiran obediently began to move up and down. The hot feeling in the palm of Fang Zhiran made Fang Zhiran's whole body burn.

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