The flower name of rebirth is outside

, he still has many beautiful visions for the future that he has not realized, and he has not yet reached the end of life with his beloved.

He doesn't want to die.

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The red light in front of the operating room was on for nearly ten hours, and Ji Nian had been sitting outside the door, feeling as long as half a century had passed.When the lights went out, he stood up quickly, and the doctor came out from the door. He immediately went up to ask about the situation, "Doctor, how is he?"

The attending physician who walked in the front looked tired, and when he talked about Yang You's condition, he sighed again and again, "The bullet has been taken out, but the situation is not very optimistic. The patient is still in a coma and has a high fever. Send it to the intensive care unit for observation for a while, are you a family member of the patient?"

"I am." Ji Nian nodded his head, hearing what the doctor said, his whole heart hung up, "Doctor, please tell me the truth, is Yang You's condition serious?"

The doctor breathed a sigh of relief, "The bullet was shot very close to the heart, which made the operation more difficult. Fortunately, the bullet has been successfully removed. The next week is very important. During this period, the wound is very easy to be infected, and there are also cases of heavy bleeding. Maybe, so we need to observe for a few more days, if he can survive, there will be no problem."

In the doctor's statement, Ji Nian's complexion changed again and again, and finally even his lips began to tremble slightly. The doctor saw it, and quickly comforted him: "Don't worry too much, I can feel the patient's will to survive very quickly during the operation." Strong, I believe he will be able to overcome this difficulty."

Ji Nian pursed the corners of his lips, at this moment he couldn't smile at all, "Thank you, doctor."

The week after that, Ji Nian had a thrilling life. Fortunately, Ding Yuan was with him on shifts, so he could sleep for a few hours a day, but actually he couldn't sleep well.

On the night of the third day, Yang You had a bout of bleeding. Ding Yuan was on guard that night. When Ji Nian received a call in the middle of the night, his eyes were so anxious that his eyes turned red. He hurried over, and Yang You had already been sent to the operation. room.

The two waited outside the operating room for another two hours. Seeing the nurses sending blood bags in one after another, Ji Nian's heart was completely chilled. Ding Yuan comforted him, but with little effect. Yu's life was not in danger, and they both breathed a sigh of relief.

Ji Nian said to Ding Yuan that day: "Sometimes people are really strange. They don't know how to cherish when they get them. They don't realize how much they care until they are about to lose them. In fact, compared with death, many things become insignificant. I and Yang You quarreled and broke up before, but now that I think about it, it's ridiculous, people spend their whole life splitting up and fighting together, but as long as they can live well, this is more important than anything else."

A week later, Yang You was transferred out of the intensive care unit and moved into a single room.

Yang You had woken up several times in a daze in the previous week, but he was always not quite sober, but according to the doctor, he should be able to fully wake up in these two days.

Ever since Yang You was transferred from the intensive care unit, Ji Nian has not left. Ding Yuan also advised him to go back to rest for a while, but Ji Nian refused. He said that he wanted to wait until Yang Ye woke up. He hoped that Yang Ye would see him when he opened his eyes. The first person is him.

So there was a 24-hour sleepless night. The morning when Yang You woke up, Ji Nian was lying on the side of the hospital bed and holding his hand tightly. In fact, he was not asleep, but he was so tired that he closed his eyes to rest his mind.

When Yang You woke up, the first thing he felt was pain. Strange to say, he didn't feel such pain when he was shot, but now that the anesthetic has worn off, the pain is unbearable.

A small moan slipped out of his throat, low and hoarse, accompanied by panting, Ji Nian sensed the movement, opened his eyes suddenly, looked up at the bed, and met Yang Youlai's eyes when he saw it, for a moment he unexpectedly He was stunned, and it took him a long time to react. A smile could not help but creep up on the corner of his mouth, "You're awake, Yang You, you're finally awake!"

Yang You's right hand was still held by Ji Nian, so he stretched out his left hand, patted the back of Ji Nian's hand twice, and said to him in a weak voice, "Don't cry."

Many years later, when Ji Nian thinks about this day again, he still feels very embarrassed. That day Yang You told him not to cry, but for some reason, he cried even harder, and the tears just kept falling down until My eyes are swollen from crying.

Afterwards, Yang You caressed his eyelids lightly, and said with great distress: "What if my baby tears his eyes to pieces?"

Ji Nian grasped his hand tightly, clasped his fingers together, and kissed his fingers, "No, I haven't seen enough of you yet."

In Yang You's memory, Ji Nian has never said such nasty words to him, and the last time he occasionally said it was twice as sweet, "I haven't seen enough of you, so I don't want to die so early."

Yang You's injury recovered quickly, most of it was healed in a blink of an eye, one afternoon, when Ji Nian was out shopping, a guest came to the ward, not so much a guest, but a patient.

Mr. Xia walked in with a cane. He seemed to be in a good state of mind, so he must be in good health.

Sitting on the bed, Yang You didn't seem nervous when he saw him coming, and politely nodded to the old man, saying hello, "Hello."

Mr. Xia came over and sat down on the chair beside the bed, "I heard that you were injured and hospitalized, so I came to see you."

"Yeah." Perhaps even Yang You himself didn't expect that there would be such a day when he could talk to Mr. Xia so peacefully, "Are you in good health?"

"I'm fine, and I'll be discharged tomorrow."

Yang You lowered his head and smiled, "That's really great."

Then the ward suddenly became quiet, and the two of them were silent for a long time, then Mrs. Xia suddenly said, "Chengying called yesterday and told me about you, old man, I have nothing to repay you, just such a life, you ……take it."

Yang You blinked in confusion, and frowned quickly, "Do you think that I blocked the bullet for your son because I wanted your life?"

"I don't know either." The old man smiled wryly. He really didn't know why Yang You did that, but he was really grateful from the bottom of his heart.

Yang You sighed, "I once thought about killing you, but now I suddenly changed my mind."

Mr. Xia tilted his head in confusion, "Why?"

Yang You moved his gaze out of the window, looking at the blue sky, "Because... someone wants me to do this."

"You mean the year?"

Yang You was also frank, and looked at Master Shang Xia again, "It's good that the old man understands."

When I came back that day, I saw Yang You chatting happily with Mr. Xia, and thought it was my illusion for a moment. Later, when the old man returned, he asked Yang You, "Why don't you hate it all of a sudden?"

Yang You replied very lightly, "I've hated him all my life, isn't it enough?"

Then Ji Nian asked him again, "What were you thinking when you blocked Cheng Ying's bullet?"

Yang You didn't hide anything, and replied truthfully: "Actually, it was instinct. I didn't think too much about it at the time. I just told myself that Xia Chengying couldn't die, but I only thought about it when I was about to die. This may be an obsession."

"How to say?"

"I am so obsessed with my previous life that I can let go of everything else, but Yanli is my younger brother after all. You may not know that I have visited him in prison. Yanli's affection for Xia Chengying is as deep as mine. For you, so in the final analysis, I have worked so hard to save Xia Chengying, but I just don’t want him to be sad.” Yang You paused deliberately, and then touched Ji Nian’s face, “Besides, I also want to make him feel sad.” You know, for you, I really don't want anything, including my life."

58. 【End】

Not long after Mr. Xia was discharged from the hospital, he was sent abroad to meet Cheng Ying. A series of procedures were handled by Ding Yuan alone. Before leaving, the old man asked him to express his gratitude to Yang You on his behalf.

At that time, Ding Yuan told Yang You about this matter, Young Master Yang was very open-minded, it seemed that he really didn't hate him any more, so this matter finally came to an end.

A few days later, Yang You's body basically recovered, and he was ready to go back to Shanghai. Before leaving Beijing, he followed Ji Nian and went back to Xia's house. This time he visited every room again, and finally lived in I sat in that room for a long time.

Ji Nian came to look for him after packing his luggage. Seeing Yang You standing by the window in a daze, he quietly walked up and hugged him from behind, "What are you thinking?"

Yang You turned half of his face and kissed Ji Nian's forehead, "I always think, if I gave up revenge at that time, would everything be different?"

Ji Nian tilted his head, stood on tiptoes and rested his chin on Yang You's shoulder, "It will definitely be different, but how could you give up revenge at that time?"

He really hit the nail on the head, making Yang Ye a little ashamed, but then, Ji Nian said, "Actually, I can understand your feelings, if the same thing happens to me, I think I will do the same. "He retracted the strength of his arm, and hugged Yang You tighter, "However, since God has given you a chance to be reborn, don't be too persistent, no matter what you did at the beginning was right or wrong, to the world As far as that is concerned, that is already in the past.”

Yang You nodded slightly, turned around and put his arms around Ji Nian's waist, "You are right, I am Yang You in this life, not Su Yunting, nor Fang Heyu." He kissed Yanli affectionately and sucked him seriously. The taste of the lips, "I am so lucky that I can meet you in the vast sea of ​​people. It seems that God really treats me well!"

"Now you know me well? Then you said you wanted to get together with me!" Speaking of this, Ji Nian