The flower name of rebirth is outside

Vaguely, "I can't forget."

The last thing Ji Nian wants to hear is such an answer, but Yang You refuses to listen at all. There is like a glass plate standing between them. They can clearly see each other, but they can't touch it. "So, you still insist Is it right to kill Master?" For some reason, he calmed down at this moment, and he looked at Yang You, trying to find the answer in those eyes.

However, Yang You was silent all the time, Ji Nian couldn't figure out what he was thinking at all, but felt that he had become very strange, "Well, since you are so persistent, then, I think we..."

"Ji Nian." Yang You's tone suddenly rose, and his eyes became more and more fierce, "You have to think clearly, once you say this, you will definitely not be able to take it back."

His reminder did help. After that, Ji Nian didn't speak again, and he must have understood the truth that it's hard to get over the water. In the end, he got angry and threw his hands away and planned to leave.

"Where are you going?" Yang You asked behind him.

Ji Nian stopped, but didn't look back, "I won't sleep with you tonight." He paused, and then followed up, "Yang You, no matter how much you hate the Xia family, I won't let you touch me Master."

With a "bang", the door was slammed shut, Yang You fell down on the sofa exhaustedly, and asked with a wry smile, "Why don't you even help me anymore?"

He knew that Ji Nian originally wanted to break up with him just now, but fortunately, he didn't say the whole thing after all, which at least shows that Ji Nian still loves him, but they had a big disagreement on some things , but I don't know how this difference will evolve in the end. When both of them can't bear such pressure, I'm afraid it will be a matter of breaking up sooner or later, right?

He laughed at himself, picked up the can of beer on the table again, and downed the remaining half in one gulp, then loosened his hand, and the soda can rolled far along the ground. He closed his eyes in pain while holding his forehead, There was a deep haze between the brows.

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That night Yang You drank a total of three cans of beer and a bottle of foreign wine. The night of drunkenness directly led to a splitting headache the next day. He slept until noon. It was because of the severe headache that he got up, washed his face and brushed his teeth, and then gave The front desk called and ordered lunch, and specially ordered a cup of honey grapefruit tea to sober up.

Half an hour later, the meal was delivered. Yang You drank the cup of warm tea, and his headache was relieved a lot. After lunch, he nestled on the sofa in a daze.

He suddenly didn't know what to do, he had a big fight with Ji Nian last night, the two of them were in a cold war at the moment, in this matter, he didn't think he did anything wrong, and naturally he wouldn't Take the initiative to call to admit your mistake.

It’s just that after this commotion, the not-so-beautiful mood became more and more depressed. In the afternoon, Yang You sat by the bed and drank tea. There was a lot of traffic and people coming and going downstairs. Everyone seemed to be busy. He suddenly envied such a fast-paced Life, maybe once he gets busy, he has no time to think about it. The sad thing is that he can't find anything to do at all.

At two o'clock, his informant called him. Yang You glanced at the name on the caller ID, and answered slowly, "What's the matter?"

The man's thick voice came from the cell phone, "Shen Jinian went back to Xia's family's martial arts gym to sleep last night."

"Oh." Yang You responded, seemingly lacking interest in this matter.

The man quickly noticed that something was wrong with him, and immediately asked, "What's wrong? Did you two quarrel yesterday?"

Yang You was silent for a moment, then sighed softly, "Don't mention it, it was a big commotion, it's my fault that I lost control of my emotions yesterday, if I had answered your call earlier, there wouldn't have been so many troubles."

Speaking of this man, he was also quite depressed, "By the way, let me tell you what happened to you yesterday? I saw you strangled that old man. Are you really going to kill him?"

When asked about this matter, Yang You didn't know how to answer, "Didn't it kill him? I don't know why I spared his life. I should have stabbed him directly in the heart."

Hearing what he said, the man didn't feel very good. He was Yunting's past contact, and he helped Yunting a lot when he planned to take revenge.

This time when Yang You came to Beijing, he was thinking about such a number one person, so he tried to contact him, but he did.

The man values ​​loyalty and is reliable in doing things, but he doesn't agree with him killing people. At first, they also argued about this matter. Yang You blocked the other party's words with the sentence "This is Yun Ting's unfulfilled wish", Although the man didn't object to anything afterwards, he still didn't want him to hurt someone's life in his heart.

This day, after listening to Yang You's words, he couldn't help persuading him: "Yang You, do you want to go to jail like Su Yanli?"

Yang You was stunned by his question, and when he thought of Yanli whom he had just met yesterday, his heart felt bitter again, "Why do you all persuade me not to do anything, instead of thinking from Su Yunting's perspective?"

"It's not that I haven't thought about it, Yang You, in fact, everyone is doing it for your own good." The man paused, and then said, "I went to see Yanli, and he told me everything they experienced before and after Yunting's accident. Among them, Yun Ting said something that moved me."

Yang You tightened his grip on the phone, unconsciously a little nervous, "Which sentence?"

Thinking of the situation at that time, the man smiled softly, "Yun Ting's original plan was to kill the four elders of the Xia family and Xia Feng, the son of Fourth Master Xia, but he only killed four of them in the end, only Mr. Xia I missed it there, and I asked Yanli why he didn't think about continuing to take revenge? He told me that it was because Yunting didn't want him to do that."

Yang You tried hard to recall, and vaguely remembered that he did have such instructions to Yanli.

"Su Yanli said that before his death, Yun Ting told him to forget his hatred. What Yun Ting said that day was: Don't take this risk for an old man who is dying, it's not worth it."

This sentence instantly appeared in Yang You's mind. He still remembered that he escaped from the police's gun at that time, but got a bullet in his chest. He was afraid that he would not be able to hold on, so he specially called Yan Li to the police station. Come by my side, I said a lot like leaving a last word, among them was this sentence.

"Now, I also send this sentence to you, Yang You, it's not worth taking this risk for an old man who is dying. Mr. Xia has at most ten years to live, but intentional killing may not be just a matter of sitting for more than ten years." I've been in prison for a year, and I hope you can think about the pros and cons of it."

After the phone call ended that day, Yang You thought for a long time alone. In fact, he understood all the truth. When he persuaded Yanli that day, he spoke clearly and logically, but once it was him, it became so difficult to let go of this hatred.

He opened the phone album and found an old photo from a subfolder. It was his mother's appearance when she was young. The background was the old house in Guangzhou when he was a child. He didn't have much left for his mother, just a simple photo. , is already all.

51. 【Tomb Sweeping Meets Xu Xiaowan】

For revenge that day, Yunting made sufficient preparations, and for 18 years, it was just to collect a blood debt from the Xia family.If it wasn't for saving old man Xia's life, he wouldn't have fallen to his final fate.

In fact, he is not afraid of death, let alone going to jail. He has always been too emotional.Outsiders think that Yun Ting lost his hand when he killed the owner of the Xia Pavilion and revealed his identity. They don't know that the reason why Mr. Xia was able to save his life was because he was the only one who knew where Fang Xiaorou was buried. If even he died, Where should Yunting go to find her mother's ashes?

When it was still daylight, Yang You went out early and sat in the special car bound for the cemetery. The morning light fell on the side through the window glass, and Yang You looked at the scenery along the way, thinking about the many things in the past. I remember that the first time I went to worship my mother was not long before his death. That time he took a taxi. It was raining in Beijing that day, and his name was Su Yunting at that time.

After getting off the car, Yang You bought a bunch of white chrysanthemums outside the cemetery, and walked along the path he remembered. It was not the season for sweeping graves, and there were not many people in the cemetery, and occasionally a few were worshiping. looking after their loved ones.

Yang You came to his mother's tomb, put the white chrysanthemum aside, took out the incense sticks prepared in advance, bowed deeply to the tombstone three times, and then burned some paper money for his mother, which is the custom of the older generation, saying yes Burning paper for the elders who have passed away, so that the other party can find an official position in the underworld, and they will not be afraid of running out of money. It sounds like nonsense, but it has been passed down like this.

After finishing everything that should be done, Yang You kowtowed to his mother again in front of her grave, and then said the first sentence, "Mom, I'm here to see you." He took a handkerchief and wiped the tombstone, I don't know where to find the photo, but he has never seen it.

"My son is dead, and the bullet didn't kill me, it just changed my face." He gently stroked his mother's face in the photo, and then said, "I'm sorry, I came to see you so late, Mom, I miss you so much..." As he spoke, his voice choked up.

There was a long silence after that, and I don't know how long it took. Yang You finally said, "I have killed many people, you must have seen it? There is only one enemy left now. Mom, if it were you, would you What do you want me to do?"

The question was asked out, but no one could answer him, Yang You waited for a while, and suddenly laughed at himself, "You must also think I'm stupid." Feeling that his emotions had reached a critical point, he quickly covered it with his hands. mouth, for fear that he would cry out for nothing.

After finally calming down, a voice suddenly sounded behind him, "That... sir, are you okay?" Yang You was startled, and turned around immediately.

I saw that the person who came was a boy in his twenties, he was quite thin, holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand, he