The flower name of rebirth is outside

Being yourself doesn't even have the courage to take the first step.

"After I went back, I sent her a text message, and I said: I still love you. She quickly replied to me with only three words: Me too." At the end of the story, Yanan didn't say anything, and Ji Nian didn't ask. It is a suspense left by this boy.

"No matter whether Yanan can still be with that girl in the end, we sincerely wish him happiness. The following song is for everyone who is missing you at this moment."

The song "Suddenly Miss You" by Mayday is playing on the radio, with a familiar melody and touching lyrics, every sentence seems to be sung to the bottom of my heart.When I arrived in Shanghai at the beginning of that year, I heard this song in an unremarkable audio-visual store on the street, so I stopped for a long time.

Later, he changed the ring tone of his mobile phone to this song. Once Yang You called him, but he happened to be away from the phone. Afterwards, he called back. Young Master Yang answered the phone and asked at the first sentence: "What's the name of the song on your ring tone?" name?"

Ji Nian only thought that Yang You had a convulsion at that moment, and joked with a smile: "Master Yang's music cells have begun to recover?"

Yang You didn't take his joke, and was silent for a while before saying: "The lyrics... are a bit sad."

The song still sings: "Suddenly miss you, where will you be, happy or wronged; suddenly miss you, suddenly sharp memories, suddenly blurred eyes."

The moonlight came in from the window and sprinkled on half of Yang You's face, he raised his eyes slightly, the sadness in his eyes could not be concealed.

"Suddenly I miss you so much." When the song reached the end, Yang You said softly, stepping on the last note, as a pause of memory.

"Okay, now connect to the call of the next listener, hello, what's your address?" On the radio, Ji Nian still asked like that, but he didn't get a response for a long time.

"Hello? Listener, can you hear me?" With Ji Nian's questioning again, Yang Youcai suddenly realized something. He had already called to enter the ranking system earlier, but it's only now his turn.

Putting the phone to his ear, Yang You imitated Yunting's voice in his previous life, and replied flatly: "My name is Su Yunting."

30. 【Do you believe in rebirth? 】

Yang You's voice is very pleasant, and his tone is very light, but every word seems to be scratched heavily, leaving an indelible mark on his heart.

He said, "My name is Su Yunting."

For a moment, Ji Nian suddenly felt that he had returned to two years ago. When he first met Yun Ting, it seemed to be the same scene. That night, he asked him, "What's your name, sir?"

At that time, Yunting's voice was also so gentle, and he replied verbatim. He said, "My name is Su Yunting."

Ji Nian grabbed the microphone stand tightly, but his fingers couldn't stop shaking. His face was pale, and he couldn't tell whether it was excitement or shock. He only felt his heart beating so hard that he might jump out of his body in the next second.

Yang You could probably guess Ji Nian's expression at this moment, so he was not in a hurry to rush him, but gave the other party enough time to calm down. After about ten seconds, Ji Nian finally recovered, and then pretended to be calm Say hello, "Hello, Yunting."

"Hello." Yang You gripped the phone tightly with five fingers, a little unaccustomed to Ji Nian being so polite to him, but he always had to be superficial, "Host, can I ask a question?"

"Of course." Ji Nian vaguely felt that this person's voice was a bit like Yang You, but also a bit like Yun Ting, and suddenly he couldn't tell what was going on, but the name of this person inevitably brought up a lot of memories.

Yang You's voice is more magnetic, while Su Yunting's voice is more clear. The two are mixed together, both gentle and temperamental. The Chronicle Book is also a voice control. Listening to the voice on the other end of the phone at this moment, it is inevitable to be bewitched.

Holding the phone, Yang You looked out the window. The night was full of stars, and he asked, "If one day your first love comes back, do you still believe that he is the one you were destined for?"

Ji Nian was stunned, he didn't quite understand the other party's intention of asking this question, he didn't dare to think too much, for fear that he might make a mistake, and in the end it would be nothing but joy, "I really want to believe it, but it's a pity that my first love is no longer here The world is over."

"Maybe he's still there?" The voice was still the same, with a bit of Yun Ting's gentleness, and a bit of Yang You's frivolity, "Maybe he just changed his face, host, do you believe in rebirth?"

Ji Nian obviously felt that his heart was trembling. He frowned slightly, and an extremely absurd thought floated in his mind, but then he shook his head again, dispelling this unreliable guess, "Rebirth? That's just It only exists in novels and movies!" He smiled and expressed his opinion very straightforwardly.

Yang You nodded slightly, did not say yes or no absolutely, but began to tell his own story, "I am a comrade, and I love a man deeply." He started with this sentence, enough Shocking, but also extraordinarily affectionate.

Yun Ting did not start with their acquaintance, but picked up the last days before his death. For him, although he was fleeing at that time, it was better than the nightly singing and dancing in Guangzhou.

"We lived in a very small house on the North Fifth Ring Road. There was only one bed in it. He let me sleep on the bed and made the floor by himself. When I was sick, he changed my medicine every day and took good care of my health. In daily life, once I confessed my love to him, he didn’t give me a clear answer until I..." He thought for a while, and felt that some words still couldn't be said in front of so many audiences, so he suddenly changed the topic again, " At that time, I thought I would not survive, so I left secretly. After I left, I called him. I said that if I survived, I would come back to him. At that time, let him tell me his Answer."

Ji Nian covered his mouth and nose, his emotions clearly reached a critical point, but Yang You was still telling his story, perhaps it should be said that it belonged to Su Yunting and Shen Jinian, "I like to take pictures of him. I used to have a lot of them on my phone. His photo, once he saw that my beard had grown, he said he wanted to shave me. In our small place, there was no electric razor for sale in the shop in front of the door, so he took the simplest blade and gave it to me. I rubbed soap bubbles on my chin, and accidentally scratched me, it was just a small cut, but I punished him to put a lot of foam on his face and nose, and took a lot of funny photos."

When he said this, there was a smile in his voice, but the chronicle on the other side had tears in his eyes.

How long ago was that?Is it more than two years?Ji Nian occasionally recalls his past with Yun Ting, and always thinks of that day, after Yun Ting died, he secretly took that mobile phone, and in the 700-odd lonely late nights that followed, he would often take it out to have a look. There seems to be a period of sweetness and sadness behind every photo.

After the story was told, Yang You was smiling from beginning to end, as if he was still the same person back then, even in the face of death, he was still so strong and brave.

Ji Nian took a deep breath to make his voice sound a little calmer, "Then what happened next?"

"Later, he thought I was dead. In fact, I just left Beijing. We separated for two years. I came to Shanghai a few months ago and learned that he was also in this city. But when we met again, he didn't recognize him anymore. Me. I don't blame him, after all, compared to two years ago, I have changed my appearance." Yang You didn't elaborate on many details, hearing this, most people may think that he went for plastic surgery, He thought to himself, smiling again.

"So, I kept my identity from him and pursued him again." Yang You's mind flashed all kinds of things between him and Ji Nian in the past few months, like a silent movie being shown in front of his eyes.

"Have you caught up with him?" Ji Qingnian asked in a low voice. In fact, at this point in the story, he already had an answer in his heart as to who the other party was.

"Yeah." There was only a short word, and then Yang You was silent for a long time before he said: "But we had a quarrel on New Year's Eve, and he seemed to have misunderstood me. I know he is also listening to the show at the moment, so take this opportunity , I have something to say to him."

Ji Nian did not expect that he would not answer Yang You's call, but would instead provide him with such an opportunity. However, this way of explaining is really romantic and special, but it is also really unexpected.

"I think you already know who I am. I didn't intend to hide it from you. It's just that I didn't know you well at that time. Even if I told the truth, you might not believe me. Later, we got closer and closer, but The lie I made up in front of you is getting bigger and bigger. It’s not that you can just stop it. Of course, on the other hand, I also want to try to see if no matter what I become, you will still fall in love with me , I’m glad the answer is yes.” Yang You’s voice was not loud, as if he was just telling Ji Nian alone, “Now I’m back, if you still want to be with me, after the show, I’ll be near your house The cafe we ​​often go to, baby, I'll wait for you."

After the disconnection, Ji Nian was supposed to say another paragraph, but he couldn't say it anymore, so he had to insert the music first, and that song was "From the Beginning to the Present".

During that time, Ji Nian just sat quietly in front of the mixer, and the director signaled him outside to be more emotionally stable, but Ji Nian didn't respond at all. At that moment, his mind was full of one thing - Yang You was Su Yunting, they were actually the same person ?

But the more I think about it later, the more mysterious this matter is. At the beginning, Yun Ting obviously died in his arms, how could it be possible that he came back in the form of Yang You now?

But having said that, Yang You does know a lot of very private things between him and Yun Ting, and even the content that this person mentioned on the phone just now is so detailed that it seems that he has experienced it personally.