You're a cannon fodder

Fang's mother was stunned for a moment, and both ends of the phone fell silent. After a long time, she found her voice and asked uncertainly: "You said... what?"

"I can't do that with women..."

"What's going on? When did you find out?" After Fang's mother realized it, she was almost panicked. She unconsciously raised the volume, and then lowered it when she realized it. She asked softly, "Is it because of your father's illness?" Are you stressed out?"

"no……"

"Then, what about before? Oh, I'll call your dad." Fang's mother wanted to ask more detailed questions, but she was a little embarrassed, and she was about to put down the phone and call Fang's father.

Fang Zexi hurriedly called her to stop, and said, "Mom, don't tell Dad yet, he...is not in good health, don't make him anxious."

"Oh! What are you guys... What's going on with our Fang family!" Mother Fang couldn't help complaining, but she quickly calmed down, lowered her voice to comfort Fang Zexi, and said, "It's okay, it's okay, This disease can be cured. Then you and your girlfriend..."

"Mom, I don't have a girlfriend."

"You child! Then you usually make... okay?"

Fang Zexi was obviously choked, coughed several times, and finally said, "I... am usually busy."

I was busy masturbating with Xia Yang, and I haven't done it myself for a long time.

"I told you not to work too hard! You must be tired. Have you seen a doctor?"

"No……"

Homosexuality is not a disease, what doctor to see.

"This can't be taboo, go and see it when you have time, ah, as soon as possible."

Fang Zexi didn't want to lie to his mother, but still led her into a misunderstanding intentionally or unintentionally.

He still doesn't have the courage to tell his parents the truth, but he really can't let go of everything calmly and get married and have children like an ordinary man.

Marriage is not just tolerance, caring and respect, he has always thought it too simple.

He thought that he could gain peace of mind by keeping his wife from knowing the truth in the future, but in fact deception will always be deception, and no matter how good the deception is, the essence will not change.

Before meeting Xia Yang, no one could make him face up to this problem. His parents who were full of thoughts, even if they deceived themselves and said that they would be very responsible, they never thought about the other girl.

Until I met Xia Yang.

He can't control himself now, will he be able to in the future?

Even if he can't be together blatantly all the time, he also hopes that he can only fall in love with one person. Even if the two places are separated, he can be happy without any burden when texting and calling, instead of being nervous on the one hand and perfunctory on the other.

The girl in his hometown still sent him text messages, and he had already been left out in the cold.

Mother didn't know, and was still worrying about marriage.

He couldn't help but say it, but still had reservations.

He didn't want to get married, but he didn't know if this would make his father give up his original idea and go for surgery first.

When the time is right in the future, he will still choose to come out, hoping that his parents will accept it.

The mother is much easier to talk to than the father, so he can only start with the mother.

After a long silence, Fang Zexi said softly: "Mom, help me persuade Dad to let him have the surgery first."

Fang's mother immediately became alert, frowned and asked, "Did you say that on purpose because you don't want to get married?"

"I really don't want to get married." Fang Zexi said honestly, "but that's the reason why I don't want to get married."

"You... ouch, what's going on! I'll discuss with your dad about getting married... Hey, I'll find a way. You should relax and rest more, you know? I said it a long time ago, Your job is too worrying, and you are promoted so fast, you know it must be very tiring. Why don't you just quit, as long as the salary is enough, and the family has some savings in the past few years, don't work so hard, you know?"

Fang Zexi felt that his throat was a little uncomfortable, and he was slightly choked up when he opened his mouth. He couldn't say anything else, he could only say: "Mom, thank you."

"Thank you! Listen carefully, don't be shy about feeling ashamed, go get medical treatment quickly. Now this kind of advertisement is being posted everywhere, and there must be a lot of people who get sick. If you can't get married and have children, I... Oh, what can I do! It's better not to give birth to you! It's more considerate to have a daughter."

"Mom..." Fang Zexi couldn't laugh or cry, "What if my daughter can't have children?"

"Bah, what nonsense!" Fang's mother had never seen Fang Zexi like this before, and she believed Xia Yang's words this time, and said angrily, "My daughter was not born with a surname Fang, so I don't care if she can! The family is raising it. I will adopt another godson and let him give birth."

"Why does the son have to have a child? The one born by the godson is not the incense of the Fang family."

"You! You really pissed me off! Get me a doctor! Do you hear me? I'm afraid that you will be more pressured and treat you softly. If you get cheap, you will act like a good boy? What Ayang said is right, you will pretend !"

Fang Zexi wanted to say something more, but Fang's mother interrupted him: "That's it, I'm dead. Pay attention to your body, you know?!"

"it is good……"

Mother Fang hung up the phone, sat on the bedside for a while, stomped her feet and said, "This kid, I'm really mad at me", then sighed again, got up to find Father Fang.

Fang's father had lunch and was helping Xia Yang set up props on the set. Fang's mother walked over and tugged at his arm.

"What's wrong?" Father Fang asked suspiciously.

Fang's mother looked distressed, looked up at Xia Yang, and pulled Fang's father to speak in dialect.

Father Fang nodded, apologized to the crew, and followed Mother Fang home.

Xia Yang looked at the back of them leaving, and felt a little uneasy. At this time, Mother Fang should have just finished calling Fang Zexi. What did they say that Father Lafang should go back to discuss?

What does Fang's mother see him doing?Could it be that Fang Zexi found out what he was doing in the south?

He tentatively sent a text message to Fang Zexi: "Bamboo stick~ Do you know where I am?"

——"Could you be at my house again? My mother just mentioned you, and you immediately sent me a text message. Did you speak ill of me in front of her? "

"How is it possible? You are all good in my eyes. What bad things can I say? What did my mother say?"

——"She said, if I don't let her hold a grandson, she will adopt you as a godson to give birth to her."

Xia Yang laughed out loud, and replied, "Who am I going to have sex with? You?"

Fang Zexi didn't continue joking, but replied seriously: "Xia Yang, I miss you very much."

Xia Yang looked at the text message, and his expression softened unconsciously: "Well, I miss you too. May Day, do you have any plans?"

——"Huh? May Day is not a holiday for couples. What's the matter? Are you still planning to use the name of labor to do something? Then you have to come back first!"

"I really... misjudged you."

——"What are you doing? Want to return the product?"

"No. Bamboo stick, no matter what, you must wait for me to go back, okay?"

—— "Well, I'll wait for you. It's finally my turn to say this, and it feels really good."

Xia Yang rubbed his nose and smiled, feeling better.

If Fang's mother heard Fang Zexi say those words half a month later, she would no longer simply think that her son had problems with that aspect.

The micro-movie has been filming silently. Together with the TV series, props and lights are set up and people come and go, but the micro-film is just a group of five people, standing next to the splendid rapeseed field, and only shoot one or two scenes every day. , which is unobtrusive.

But there are still some villagers who came to watch curiously. The two men played against each other. They didn't think about the details at first, but gradually they felt that it seemed a little strange, and some whispers spread.

Then Xie Jiading dropped a blockbuster on them.

Considering the acceptability of the villagers, the plot of the micro-movie is deliberately written very clearly. The most touching from the beginning to the end is just a hug. There is only a kiss scene in the last scene.

The storyboard was broken up, and Xie Jiading moved the last scene a little earlier, borrowed a dilapidated stone house, let the protagonist sit in a wheelchair, spin the wheel hard, and live alone.

A young man with luggage revisited his hometown and saw his lover who had to be separated from him many years ago because of his family's obstruction.

The man raised his head with astonishment in his eyes.

The young man looked at his legs, his voice trembling slightly: "You... what's going on here?"

"There was an accident."

"Then why are you here alone, where are your parents and family?"

"They still have to work."

"You... your wife also went to work?"

"She? Remarried."

"Then... who will take care of you?"

"Myself. Do you hate me when I chose my family over you?"

"Hate. Always hated."

The man smiled, and there were some small wrinkles at the corners of his eyes. He lowered his head and said, "Now, I have nothing."

"You still have me."

The man looked up in surprise.

The young man said: "From now on, let me accompany you."

The man was sitting in a wheelchair, and the young man lowered his head to kiss his chapped lips.

The kiss was not deep, just a light touch, but it seemed to be filled with all kinds of affection. The surrounding air was silent, and there were only two people left in the world.

Xie Jiading yelled the sound card, and the frozen air around him immediately became agitated.

Because it was taken at the door of the villager's house, the owner temporarily gave up the place to stand on the side of the road, and some people also gathered around to watch the fun. They were shocked just now, and stared at the two men under the setting sun. Talking and kissing, it was like waking up from a dream at this time, whispering to each other, the sound waves spread layer by layer, buzzing continuously.

The male protagonist looked at the people around him, stood up from the wheelchair, reached out and hugged the elementary school boy, and the two went to remove their makeup together.

When passing by the crowd, I saw a girl crying and heard her say: "You guys have to work hard."

The two twitched the corners of their lips tacitly, and turned their eyes to the director who was taking a break from work and the assistant who rubbed the director's shoulders, and kept slandering in their hearts.

This play should be performed by them in person, what kind of actors are they looking for!

I really want the director to experience what it's like to be a paraplegic!

After being shocked, the eyes of the villagers looking at the crew became a little different. Some were puzzled, some were curious, and some sighed for their crimes, and then chose to stay away.

After the door to the new world was opened, their eyes seemed to have entered an alchemy furnace, and when they came out to look at Xie Jiading and Ning Le, it became more and more strange.

The two eat, live, and go in and out together, and they often hug each other naturally. From time to time, some pink bubbles pop up in the harmonious aura between them. It's hard not to have doubts.

It's not that the villagers have never heard of homosexuality, but this is the first time they have seen such a real thing.

There are some differences from what they imagined.

Ning Le is very likable, usually well-behaved, and her kindness to Xie's family is obvious to all.Although childish, but not feminine, most of the time he is taking care of others.

Xie Jiading is casual, personable and friendly to the villagers.As a director, sometimes his bad temper can be frightening. Apart from being picky eaters and big names, he doesn't feel sissy at all.

Everyone is reluctant to believe that the speculation is true, and feels very sorry.Unlike in the play, the two have become their friends.

They feel that if a good boy does not marry a wife or have children, the rest of his life will be meaningless.

Finally, someone couldn't bear the guesswork. Seeing that Fang's mother and Xia Yang had a good relationship, they secretly entrusted her to ask.

Fang's mother felt that this matter was more embarrassing than his son's refusal, and she chatted with Xia Yang for a long time before finally pretending to mention it casually: "A lot of people outside said that Ah Hao and Director Xie have that kind of relationship. ,Really?"

Xia Yang's heart shuddered, finally came.

He smiled and replied seriously: "Yes."

Although she had heard about it long ago, her mother still found it unbelievable after being confirmed. She couldn't help but swallowed, and asked again: "That... that kind of relationship?"

"Well, they're a couple."

"This...how can men be with men...they don't feel...feel..."

"Disgusting? Perverted?"

Mother Fang quickly waved her hand and said, "No, no, I didn't mean that, but I just don't think it should be. This matter... This matter is so sinful, two good men, want... Oh, that kind of thing, everyone thinks it's too much." It's offensive. I think you all seem to know it, don't you think it's strange?"

Xia Yang smiled: "We have been friends for many years, and their relationship is public. Not only I know, but also their parents, family, friends and colleagues. If they have fans, um, they just like to watch their movies. Those people probably know it too.”

"How...how is this possible?" Mother Fang's face was full of disbelief. Shouldn't such things be concealed as much as possible, how could it be made public, and family and friends can accept it, which is incredible.

"They are couples who intend to go abroad to get married. Except for legal recognition, their relationship is no different from ordinary male and female lovers."

"How could there be no difference? Men and men can't have children..." Fang's mother suddenly stopped, thinking of Fang Zexi, she was suddenly puzzled, she shook her head and didn't want to think about it, and then sighed: "Hey, I don't think the two of them look like that..."

Xia Yang glanced at Fang's mother, and asked calmly, "Then do you think I look like me?"

Mother Fang was taken aback, looked up at Xia Yang, and stammered, "You, you, you just asked casually, right? You don't look like you anywhere..."

"But I am."

The author has something to say: I found that... I became a conversation flow?And...it's still going on...